Chapter 3 Chapter 3 Is it biological?

Shanshan knelt in front of me, "Miss, don't do this, you are scary." I didn't move, and I asked: "Shanshan, don't you cry for Daddy?" Shanshan was obviously stiffened by my question, she bit her lip hard, as if she was about to ooze blood. "I'm sorry." I said, walking around her and relaxing on the side of the bed, the bathrobe fell to the floor. In my sleep, I saw countless random arrows stuck in my father's body, blood flowed from every wound, and the ground was already bright red.He brandished a cold and cold sword, and slashed at enemies in all directions, but there were still countless people rushing towards him, slashing at his already scarred body... Finally his movements slowed down, he collapsed……

The screaming gradually faded away in his ears, his eyes were fixed on what was he looking at... what did he say? In the end, he fell to the ground like a landslide, dying with regret. But you are obviously dead, why are you still looking at me with those hateful eyes! I saw you leaning on your mother and abusing her to your heart's content. My mother was crying and crying, and my mother was in pain, but you were grinning grinningly. You deliberately had fun with other women in front of your mother, humiliating your mother. You stared at your scarlet eyes and tore at your mother's hair, roaring as if venting: "Did you betray me?!"

On your birthday, I handed you my carefully copied birthday words, and you tore them into pieces without looking at them. I saw the mocking and sneering faces of my aunt and sister through the flying red paper fragments, and they were scolding me. , Evil species... Time and time again you said to me harshly: "You are not my child!" Just because I am not your child, you will throw the cup of hot tea on me, and I hang my head, and the water will drip down my wet hair. Just because I'm not your child, you want me to serve my elder sister who is only one year older than me, even though I don't understand anything at that time.

You are clearly enjoying the pleasure of torturing my mother and me. I don't understand, since you don't love your mother, why not leave her in the cold and let her live her life peacefully and alone?If you love her, why torture her like this to death? On the day my mother died, she wore white clothes. She died of depression due to coughing up blood. I saw blood continuously flowing from the corner of her mouth. It was blood stains on her white and flawless clothes, just like rose petals blooming coquettishly... I climbed on my mother's cold body and called her a thousand times, ten thousand times, my voice was already hoarse from crying, but my mother still didn't wake up.At that time, I finally knew the meaning of death, that is, no matter how much you call, the person will not answer you again.

Your mother died so badly, you didn't even buy a coffin for your mother, and you ordered people to wrap up the mat and throw it into the wilderness in a hurry. I screamed at you angrily: "You are just a poor man with low self-esteem! You are not worthy of mother! You are not worthy!" You became angry from embarrassment, grabbed my thin neck and carried me in the air... My breathing is getting weaker and weaker, it's so painful... Help me, mother! help me! "Miss, miss!" I was pushed awake and opened my eyes, and it turned out that it was really a dream. Shanshan wiped off the cold sweat on my forehead with a handkerchief, and looked at me sadly: "Miss, did you have a nightmare again?"

I was so wronged that I threw myself into Shanshan's arms, as if trying to grab a life-saving straw, I used all my strength to tightly clamp Shanshan's arm.I saw Shanshan frowned calmly, I knew I hurt her, but now I can't care about that much anymore. "Shan, tell me, am I born to my father? He said I wasn't his child, and he kept saying I wasn't! He would hate me even after he died! He said I was an evil seed! Am I? Shanshan!" I Excited to ask her, already incoherent. Shanshan's eyes turned red immediately, she hugged me, and replied firmly: "Miss is the child of the general and the lady. Miss, have you forgotten what the lady told you? Don't you believe me? Mother?"

Shanshan gently patted my back, and a loving voice came from above: "Miss, cry out, you are still so young, you shouldn't have to bear so much...Miss, who said you are not a child? In the heart of this servant girl, you will always be Miss's good boy, you can act like a baby as much as you like, you can..." My tears began to swirl in my eye sockets, as if being peeled away bit by bit with Shanshan's words, finally I couldn't control it anymore, tears rolled down like a mountain torrent, and I cried loudly... Shan, am I really a child, with no father and no mother, no father and no mother.