Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen At this time, you are my woman!

I lowered my head and said in a low voice: "Don't make fun of me... I've been worrying about how to coax Jiuzhen these days, she's annoying you, if she sees me with you, I'm afraid we won't be able to be mothers and daughters for the rest of our lives .” "Okay, I didn't really blame you, why did you come here today?" King Quan Yu asked me to sit down, poured me a cup of tea and said. "I just took a nap and had a very bad dream. I dreamed that something happened to you. I was very worried and came to see you." King Quan Yu smiled and patted my head, "Look at you, why are you still acting like a child. How can dreams be counted."

"That's good. I just saw the ministers coming out and talking a lot, thinking that something terrible happened." King Quanyu didn't hide it from me, "The Khan of Huihe was seriously ill and his internal affairs were unstable. Their prince Wulanghamu sent an envoy to ask us to send troops to help him inherit the throne." "Oh? Then why are you arguing? I know that Wulanghamu is the eldest son of the Uighur king, so he should be the heir to the throne." "However, King Khan has a concubine whom he has loved for many years, who gave birth to a young son named Lei Tuozhuo. He and his mother also sent envoys at the same time to ask me, Dayin, to recognize his right to inherit the throne. He promised to be loyal to me, Dayin. The annual tribute will also increase."

"I heard that Lei Tuo Zhuo Zhuo is pampered, but he has no ability to govern the country. His reputation in the local area cannot match that of the eldest son of the king." "This is the reason why I like him. I heard that Wu Langhamu is very assertive in his actions, and the people trust him very much. However, when such a person ascends the throne, it is not good for my Dayin's rule. On the contrary, it is not as good as Lei An incompetent like Tuo Zhuo Zhuo is easier to control, so I am hesitating." I sighed and said, "You've always been thinking deeply, why are you getting confused now? Only a real gentleman keeps his promise, and a villain can take his words seriously? People who are incompetent like Leito Zhuozhuo are the easiest to lose sight of the importance , being instigated by others is the easiest way to cause trouble. Even if he dare not have a different heart, what good will it do me, Dayin, to turn the country into a mess? Son-in-law, your imperial sister Wuji is in Huihe. If Wulanghamu dies, how can you let the emperor of our country live there? Could it be impossible to sit and die together? The original intention of the first emperor to let Wulanghamu return to the country was to let He went back to inherit the throne, and the two countries will always be good friends. The most important bloodline in our country, but does not maintain the orthodoxy in the inheritance of Huihe, but wants to help the son of a favorite concubine succeed to the throne, how will I explain to the subjects at that time?"

I told him one by one, and King Quan Yu nodded in thought, and then said: "Your words are indeed very reasonable. Just now, all the ministers talked about it more clearly than you did. No wonder the father is still alive. From time to time, I often ask you to advise on major national affairs. Then tomorrow morning, I will issue an order to ask the generals in the northwest frontier to dispatch 3,000 elite soldiers to help Prince Wulanghamu inherit the throne." King Quan Yu thought for a while and said: "But I don't want to Seeing the turmoil in the affiliated country, we must also protect Leito Zhuozhuo's safety, so that brothers can't kill each other."

After hearing this, I secretly admired that King Quan Yu has always had his own views and methods in doing things.Wulanghamu was afraid of keeping Lei Tuozhuo, and he naturally didn't dare to have any dissent towards Dayin. "It just so happens that you are here. I have one thing that I can't decide recently, so you can help me out." Under my puzzled eyes, King Quan Yu picked up a stack of memorials from the desk and put them on my lap.I picked up the top one and opened it, oh...it turned out to be an article about the tribute requested by the princes from all over the world.

I opened them one by one, including those of King Yuanzang, King Gongqing (formerly the tenth prince), King Yingchong (formerly the thirteenth prince)... and King Duanyu.His handwriting is still so correct and smooth, I can even imagine his meticulous expression when writing these words.I don’t know why, when we were young, I quietly walked behind him to grab the pen in his hand, and the two of us laughed together... I sadly closed King Duanyu's memorial, calmed down, and asked, "King Nanying doesn't seem to want to come?" King Quan Yu smiled bitterly and said: "I'm afraid you know this better than I do. The woman he loves, the maid you gave him before is pregnant. He said that he is getting a child in old age, so he is especially nervous and careful. He has to guard her. Let me understand." He, maybe I should really understand him, even the maid you trained has such charm..."

I heard about Tingyi.At the beginning, I sent her to King Nanying because I wanted her to monitor King Nanying, but I didn't expect that she would be moved by King Nanying's tenderness and fall in love with him, and she would no longer work for me.I heard that she thought of many ways to give birth to a son and a half daughter for her beloved man, but her body was hurt because of taking too much contraceptive medicine before, but she finally got her wish now. I said calmly: "Don't joke, Tingyi's matter is probably just one of them. He has always regarded himself as the eldest son of the emperor, and believes that the throne should belong to him... I think you will understand."

"Naturally, I know the attitude of King Nanying, but do these people who are actively submitting letters really support me, or are they just trying to cover it up?" "We don't know about that." I suddenly thought, and said, "Maybe we can choose King Gongqing." "How do you say that?" "Although I don't have much contact with him, I remember that when we went to school together, King Gongqing was the most serious and hardworking in his studies, and he was also a stable person. Now he is also the best among the princes. Since we are not sure whether he is a loyal person, but It's better to win over a powerful prince first." But in fact, what I think in my heart is the love that King Gongqing had for his sister when he was a child, if he comes, it will be exciting to watch.

King Quan Yu nodded, "However, according to your thinking, you have forgotten that King Duanyu is the most powerful prince among these princes. He is also very active this time, I can't think of his intentions." what is..." I didn't dare to meet King Quan Yu's gaze, so I just coquettishly said: "Is it because you are so suspicious when you are an emperor? It's not good for you, you have grudges in your hearts, but if you are enthusiastic, you will have doubts in your hearts again." King Quan Yu sighed, "There is really no way to do this. King Duanyu really has to be scruples. If such a person...if he can't be moved, he must be appeased. Let King Duanyu come to Beijing this time. I want to see what he wants."

I can only keep silent, maybe because of my guilty conscience, I dare not express any opinions on King Duanyu's coming to Beijing.But... I don't want him to come in my heart, it has nothing to do with him, but I don't know how to see him again. It has been ten days since King Quan Yu left the palace, and the palace suddenly became deserted.He went hunting in the northern suburbs. He said that he often feels weak recently, probably because he has neglected to exercise since he became the throne, so he decided to go out of the palace to stretch his muscles and bones.Although even if he is in the palace, it is unlikely that I will be with him these days, but for some reason I still feel empty in my heart.

"Queen, what are you thinking about?" Jiuzhen plucked the piano and called me. I came back to my senses and replied: "Nothing." I looked at my precious daughter, children are children after all, mother and daughter are mother and daughter after all, coaxed for many days and promised various benefits, nine Jane finally stopped losing her temper. I warned Jiuzhen again solemnly: "Remember what you promised to the queen mother, and you can no longer have contact with Ge Min or people from Concubine Shu's side." "Understood." Jiu Zhen agreed, but then whispered: "Mother, you really can't see it, isn't it just the dispute when I was young?" I was stunned for a moment, and Shan Shan on the side said: "Oh, little Diji, you hurt the little lady's heart by saying that. The relationship between them is not as simple as you think." "Aunt Shanshan, I know, next time I will stay far away from them. Speaking of which, the emperor is not here recently, so the palace is really quiet and comfortable." Speaking of King Quan Yu, I fell into an inexplicably depressed mood again. I calculated clearly that it has been half a month since King Quan Yu left.Every day I go to bed early and wake up at dawn, the bed is cold, and the surroundings are strangely quiet. That day was still the same, I woke up earlier than usual, I didn't wake up the maid, casually put on a red brocade robe and sat in front of the bronze mirror, picked up the comb and combed my long hair again and again. I lowered my head and sighed softly. When I raised my head again, I saw the bright yellow dragon robe reflected in the bronze mirror. I was startled, turned my head in disbelief, and met his smiling face. King Quan Yu!I threw down the comb and threw myself into his arms like a little girl with joy, wrapping my arms around him tightly. He also hugged me tightly, tied his bearded face around my neck, and said, "I really miss you, I missed you a few days after I left you, so I came back early." "I miss you too," I murmured, "You're not empty in my heart..." King Quan Yu didn't say anything more, he picked me up by the waist and walked out of the house. I panicked and shouted: "What are you doing... the palace servants who wake up will see you." King Quan Yu hissed, took me outside the hall, and said, "Nuxi, look." I opened my eyes, ah, it was a vast expanse of whiteness outside, except for ourselves, we couldn't even see the nearby objects clearly. "It's foggy..." Facing this fairyland-like scene, I said pleasantly. "Yes." King Quan Yu said with a smile, "Maybe we can walk around the palace like ordinary couples." I showed a surprised expression. King Quanyu had already walked me through the remote road with me in his arms, and left Eryu Palace without knowing it.Many palace people have not yet woken up, but occasionally they can see shadowy figures dozens of paces away, and even hear their whispering voices, which makes me terrified. I held onto the clothes on King Quan Yu's chest tightly. King Quan Yu probably sensed my nervousness, and comforted me and said, "Don't be afraid, I'm here. If I'm really recognized, those palace people can only Consider yourself unlucky." As I was walking, I happened to see two maids walking towards each other. King Quan Yu hurriedly covered my face with his robe, and I also turned my face to lean on King Quan Yu's chest. Gong'e should not discover anything. The two palace maids obviously did not expect to meet the emperor, and there was panic in their tone, "Emperor... I am paying my respects to the emperor. This..." Apparently the two of them didn't know how to address me, King Quan Yu said, "This is your empress." "Empress Jin'an." The two maids said in unison. At this time, I had a subtle feeling, as if I had really become King Quan Yu's concubine, accepting the worship of his servants in the name of his wife. "Don't tell what you see casually, otherwise it will be a death penalty, you know." King Quan Yu ordered with dignity. The two maids obeyed and left as if they were granted an amnesty. I looked at their leaving figures, and asked King Quan Yu softly, "If this matter gets out, will you really kill them?" "Ok?" "Keep them, they have witnessed us together." I want to keep them as a memorial between us, at least some people remember that we were together, and even after many years, there are still people who will talk about being in a certain fog The emperor was with a mysterious woman that morning, and that woman was me. King Quan Yu took me to the hidden place of Shang Qiuyuan's rockery and released me.When he and I looked out, it was still foggy, which isolated us from the outside world, as if there were only two of us in this world. "It's so beautiful..." I sighed with emotion at this magical scene. King Quan Yu pinned the big chrysanthemum he picked behind my ear, and gently kissed my hair. Looking at King Quan Yu in front of me, I couldn't help but ask the silly question that all women in the world would ask: "Quan Yu, do you like me?" "I like you, of course I like you." "Why do you like me?" King Quan Yu sighed, put his feet on the fake stone, hugged me and sat on his lap, and said solemnly: "Don't speak in such an unconfident tone, which man would not like you, your appearance is yours I like all talents." "But I always feel that people like you don't like the way I look." There was a smile in King Quan Yu's eyes, and he said: "Yes. The first time I saw you, you were a little girl who was just nine years old. How could I think about you, but you were wayward and hated me at the time. Later, you lived in my house for a while, and when you left, you tugged at my robe sleeve and said you wanted to marry me, it was really reckless." When I heard King Quan Yu say this, I was embarrassed for a while. "But..." King Quan Yu's expression was lost, and he fell into memory, "More than two years later, when I saw you again, you were already slim, and I thought to myself that this is completely like a big girl. People like it very much. Maybe I have been fascinated by you since then, especially the charm and variety of your dancing has left a deep impression on me." After finishing speaking, he stared at me again, and asked with a smile: "Then why do you like me?" I blushed, lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, shy and embarrassed, "I don't know..." Then my voice became softer, "But I've always liked him since I was a child..." King Quan Yu chuckled and pulled me into his arms. After that, we leaned on each other and looked at the mist outside quietly, turning our heads from time to time and kissing softly and silently.I once told him that my dream is to grow old together in the setting sun, supporting each other. Although I don't know if we will be like that in the future, this foggy day will always remain in my memory. Autumn and winter came, the climate became colder day by day, and the people in the palace began to add layers of clothes.I love my sister as always, I give her everything out of the box, and I try my best to save her face on various occasions. The harem, which is not good for her, adopts a suppressive attitude, so after a long time, some rumors of dissatisfaction began to flow out of the palace. , Said that the Dan sisters might cover the sky with one hand in this harem.Some people secretly commented that I may not be sincere to my sister, and now I am just finding a way for myself in the future. Although the queen has no abnormal attitude, I think she should also start to think about whether there is still a place for her when her elder sister's child ascends the throne.On the other hand, I asked Gehan to try his best to befriend the eldest prince Zhong, and gradually eased the relationship between the queen and Namu Duoer. Since that foggy day, although King Quan Yu and I were still sneaky, our relationship has become more and more harmonious. King Quan Yu also told me more and more important court affairs that he could not execute, and privately called me his My private counselors are all right to my request, even the Nangong family also received this favor, and they became even more successful, not inferior to the emperor's mother's family, the Ling family. In a blink of an eye, the day of the Yuan Dynasty is approaching, and tributes from all over the world are pouring in. Among them, the cloaks made of high-quality fur and exquisite hand stoves are the favorite of the palace people. The harem is full of excitement. Hearing that the tribute was brought to Beijing by King Duanyu, many young ladies in Eryu Palace were already very excited and talked about it.But as the time for King Duanyu to enter the palace got closer, I became more and more uneasy. Even Jiuzhen said that I was a little bit out of my mind recently. I hesitated and asked Jiuzhen: "Prince Duanyu is coming to Beijing this pilgrimage, do you still remember who he is?" Jiuzhen tilted her head and thought for a while, then excitedly replied: "Ah, Queen Mother, is that the prince my daughter visited when she was a child? My daughter remembers him, and the impression is a little fuzzy, but my daughter remembers that he is handsome, and he still Taught your daughter to play the piano, didn't you?" I was surprised that King Duanyu didn't stay for long that time, and besides, Jiuzhen was still young at that time, so I didn't want to remember him. I can only sigh with emotion, no wonder they are father and daughter, after all blood is thicker than water. The day before Yuan Day was the day when King Duanyu entered the palace.This morning, King Quan Yu said to me: "King Duanyu is about to enter the palace today. According to the etiquette of worship, he will first go to the main hall to pay homage to me, meet the ministers of the court, and then go to the harem to visit you, Concubine Shu. As for the empress, it is inevitable to collide with the daughter of the harem along the road, I have already ordered people to set up curtains in the corridor, and I also asked the empress to warn the harem to be careful in words and deeds, and hope that nothing will go wrong." I can understand King Quanyu's cautiousness, after all, this is the first time he has received pilgrimage since he became the throne, and King Duanyu, a young and powerful prince, also makes him feel pressured.When I think that I will be alone with King Duanyu for a period of time, I don't know how many times the pressure is that of King Quanyu. I really want to simply pretend to be sick, but I am afraid that this avoidance will make people feel unusual. Time passed by in torment, I was restless, I was afraid that King Duanyu would say reproachful words when he saw me, and I was even more afraid of what kind of love words he would say, these would make me feel ashamed.I remembered the letter I wrote to King Quan Yu when he first came to the throne. I told him that I chose King Quan Yu instead of him, and dispelled his idea of ​​making trouble. He seemed to believe it. From time to time, I go to the bronze mirror to check my makeup and arrange my hair accessories and clothes.King Duanyu must have seen many young and beautiful girls, but I don't know why I still hope that in his eyes he looks as beautiful as before. At this time, Tusi came in and announced, "Queen Mother, Prince Duanyu has come to see you." My heart froze for a moment, and even my voice trembled uncontrollably, "Quick, invite him in." Shanshan went out to meet him, and I heard his voice coming from afar: "Aunt Shanshan, how are you doing recently?" "Hey," said Shanshan flattered, "Please trouble the prince to think about it. On the contrary, the prince has become more mature and stable, and the old slave can hardly recognize him." King Duanyu smiled, "Aunt Shanshan is still such an amiable person. This palace seems to be the same as before." At this moment, both King Duanyu and Shanshan turned into the main hall. King Duanyu raised his head and saw me sitting at the head. The two eyes met, and the bright eyes as always made me feel a little dazed.It was King Duanyu who was calmer. He knelt down in the center of the hall and kowtowed slowly in accordance with the etiquette: "Your Excellency, Prince Duanyu, pays respects to the Queen Mother." "Prince Duanyu, get up quickly, come and watch." I ordered in a calm tone. There was a maid who welcomed King Duanyu into the seat on the left side of the lower head, and another maid brought tea, and King Duanyu nodded his thanks. Today he is wearing a formal pro-dynasty attire, with seven dragons embroidered on the ivory brocade robe, except that he has a python on his chest instead of a dragon, and there is no hidden dragon inside his clothes, everything else is the same as that of an emperor.Around the waist is a black-bottomed pearl belt, and satin black golden dragon soap boots, together with a sachet and ring pendant, the imposing manner is more restrained than that of the emperor, but the imposing manner already makes people awe-inspiring. I know that King Duanyu is considered to be under one person and above ten thousand people, and many advisers and generals have defected to him to serve him. Seeing his current appearance, I can't help but feel a little strange. "I heard my concubine mention the Queen Mother, saying that it was thanks to the Queen Mother who took care of her so that she could enjoy the life in the harem. I was really grateful when I heard this." "Prince, you are being polite. Concubine Shu treated Ai's family well before, and Ai's family should do so." I replied politely. "This time I came to Beijing to bring some small gifts for the Empress Dowager. There are sable cloaks, snow leopard cloaks, silver fox muffs, wool boots, gold and copper hand stoves and bosom stoves and other items to keep out the cold. It is suitable for the Empress Dowager to wear at this time because she is afraid of the cold. I also heard that the Empress Dowager likes rare things, so I collected some glazed jade, aromatherapy from the Western Regions, exotic calligraphy and paintings, etc. to present to the Empress Dowager." "Thank you, Prince." I replied lightly, and then told Ruyi, "Take someone down and collect everything the Prince brought over." Ruyi retreated with the palace servants, leaving Shanshan standing beside me, and the room fell into silence for a while. King Duanyu looked at Shanshan and said, "Aunt Shanshan, can you do me a favor?" Shanshan glanced at me and left quietly. "Is it really your intention to let the fourth brother ascend the throne as emperor?" King Duanyu asked in a deep voice.I sighed in my heart, alas, he finally couldn't restrain himself from asking. I evaded and said, "What's the point of discussing this now?" "After Xiaozong was killed, you were bedridden, and during this time the Fourth Emperor Brother took the throne." I was shocked, "Who, who told you?" King Duanyu paused and said, "Shortly after you fell ill, I received a letter from Shan Zhi." Sister?She would actually write a letter to tell King Duanyu the news?She is already the wife of King Quan Yu, so she would actually think of telling King Duanyu of this opportunity?When King Quan Yu becomes the emperor, she can become a concubine, and her son can even become a prince, but what she really wants is to let King Duanyu ascend the throne as emperor? My series of questions, my sister's behavior really shocked me.Then I thought again, how did she get the news?Was it overheard from Prince Quan Yu's mansion, or... "I don't know what position she used to tell me about this matter. She immediately sent someone to investigate the authenticity of the letter. I didn't expect Brother Fourth to take the lead. And I still have some hesitation... Slave Xi, will you resent me if I do that?" What does he mean if he does the same thing as King Quan Yu...Of course I will resent him, I will resent him like I hate King Quan Yu.But maybe we are the ones who are together now, but fate has already decided this way. I sighed, "Yes, I would. Better not to be like that." "How strange this is," murmured King Duanyu, "if it weren't for you, I might not have thought of being emperor; but maybe without you, I would have been emperor a long time ago." "Isn't it good for you to be like this now? You already have a powerful concubine, what more do you want?" I whispered, feeling a little guilty. "What else do I want? What else do I want? Don't you know what I want?" King Duanyu said hurriedly in a low voice. I felt a pain in my heart, and shook my head, "Let's stop talking about it. How are you handling Yuan Yao's affairs? I've always been worried about him." King Duanyu calmed down, and said in a deep voice, "I went to see him yesterday, but he didn't want to go with me." I was a little disappointed, and I was afraid that King Duanyu would change the topic to the matter just now, so I asked: "Your pilgrimage this time, the princess is supposed to go with you, but I heard that she is ill, so I don't know if there is any serious problem? " "I heard that the Han and Tang clothes you are wearing are very beautiful, can you show me what you can wear for tonight's dinner?" "I haven't seen Yunnu since I met her once, and I don't know if she's okay?" "Nuxi, don't ignore my words on purpose." "Is your son okay? Has he grown tall?" I continued to ask with a forced smile. King Duanyu fell silent. "Nuxi," Duanyu Wang Fu called again in a low voice, "I'm here to pick up Jiuzhen and leave this time." What?I looked at King Duanyu in disbelief, stood up subconsciously, and accidentally knocked off the teacup on the table. "You are finally willing to take a good look at me." King Duanyu sighed, looking at me affectionately and said. So he was just talking to tease me?Although I was a little annoyed, I was finally relieved. King Duanyu may have read my mind, and added: "What I just said is serious." I tensed up again, "Why? Why are you doing this all of a sudden?" King Duanyu looked directly into my eyes and said calmly: "Don't you really know?" After he finished speaking, he turned his head away, and his tone was a little displeased, "How can I tolerate my daughter being wronged here? So I'm taking her away." "Jiuzhen was wronged?" I remembered what Jiuzhen taught Wang Quan some time ago, "She is lawless in the palace now, how could anyone dare to make her wronged?" "I heard about Tang Muyi. The first emperor of Dayin couldn't even get a piece of Tang Muyi she wanted. Isn't this wronged?" I looked at the strange King Duanyu in front of me, I don't know when did he become so domineering and unreasonable? I patiently explained the whole matter to King Duanyu, "It's not that Jiuzhen can't get this piece of Tangmuyi, it's just that this piece of Tangmuyi has already been given to Baoyao, so how can he win people's love? This matter is really Jiuzheng. Jane went too far." King Duanyu asked me with a sullen face: "Nuxi, even though Jiuzhen is inappropriate in this matter, but you tell me, if this person is not Baoyao, not the daughter of that man, if it is Daji, you will still do this." Say? You won't fight for Jiuzhen's piece of Tang Muyi?" I trembled all over, but I couldn't answer. Yes, if it is Daji, even if it offends thousands of people, I will try my best to make my daughter get her wish... I was so depressed that I couldn't speak, King Duanyu softened, and put his hand on my cheek, just like talking to me when I was a child, "Nuxi, you don't have to run away from me like this, I don't want to blame you. I don't want to know why you protect Brother Sihuang, or what relationship you have with him now. But I can't ignore our daughter. If you don't love her, I will love her; if you don't care about her, I will care .” I shook my head desperately, feeling unprecedented fear in my heart, tears even fell down, I almost cried and begged him: "I love our daughter, how could I not love her, please don't take her away..." King Duanyu pulled me up, "Nuxi, calm down, you don't want to do this. I don't want to force you, but you should think about what is best for Jiuzhen. You can think about it again, and I will give it to you tomorrow." I answer." There was a strong wind at night, and it snowed heavily outside in a short while, but the hall was brightly lit, warm as spring, and the sound of silk and bamboo could be heard endlessly. Tonight, King Quanyu invites King Duanyu and his officials to have a drink. Only officials of the fourth rank and above are invited, and only the empress and I are eligible to attend in the harem.Tomorrow night is the family banquet for King Quan Yu and all the concubines in the harem to celebrate the New Year. King Quanyu and I sat in the center of the upper head, the queen was on the side of King Quanyu, and the others were seated in two groups according to their status. Because King Duanyu said in the morning that he would take Jiuzhen away, I was in a trance state until Ruyi reminded me that the dinner was coming and I was in no mood to change clothes and came here in a hurry. After being seated, King Quan Yu looked at me and asked with concern: "Why are you not in good spirits, are you sick?" When King Quanyu was talking to me, I glanced guiltyly at King Duanyu, who was sitting below and closest to me, and found that he was looking at us, but there was no wave in his eyes. The wine glasses at the table were slowly drained. I sat up straight, kept a distance from King Quan Yu, and said a little stiffly: "It's nothing, it may be because it was a little cold outside just now." At this time, a palace woman came forward to pour tea for me, I waved my hand and said: "Change Aijia to the same bar as theirs, so that Aijia can also warm up." King Quan Yu was a little surprised, because he knew that I tend to get drunk easily, and I seldom drink alcohol at banquets. Regardless of his expression, I waited for Gong'e to fill the wine glass, raised my robe sleeve and drank half of it in one go. The wine was pungent and bitter in the mouth, but after drinking it for a while, the body gradually warmed up, and the depression just now was replaced by a hazy and erratic feeling.My whole body began to feel more comfortable, and I was able to concentrate on listening to what the people at the banquet had to say.At this time, King Quanyu was toasting King Duanyu, saying that the stability and prosperity of the country needed the full support of a prince like them, and King Duanyu respectfully agreed, and raised his glass to wish King Quanyu a long life. Afterwards, everyone at the banquet wished each other a new year, and the dancers in the palace danced lightly, creating a lively scene.King Quanyu, Queen, King Duanyu and the courtiers gave me wine and blessings respectively, and I all paid back. I watched the dancers twirling non-stop in a daze and earnestly. I always felt that such a scene seemed familiar. During the banquet to the middle tour, the wine was intoxicating and the ears were hot, and the guests and the host had a good time.King Quan Yu was already a little drunk, and King Duan Yu had already drunk many glasses of wine, but he was still drinking alone.King Quanyu looked at King Duanyu and said, "I have heard many qin songs, but the one that impressed me the most is still the one played by the emperor many years ago, and I only heard it once. What do we hear again?" King Duanyu bowed and replied, "Dare not to follow orders." Then the sound of silk and bamboo stopped, and all the dancers retreated. Everyone looked at King Duanyu sitting in the center of the hall with bated breath, his slender and clean hands and the simple musical instrument under him, and they all wanted to get a glimpse of the situation. The legendary divine comedy. The clank of the qin sounded, and King Duanyu started to play. His face was calm and calm, and the qin played beautifully and passionately under his smooth playing. Everyone let out a low sigh at first, but soon everyone stopped talking and fell into the ethereal artistic conception created by the sound of the piano. I was also intoxicated by the sound of the piano, and the feeling of alcohol welled up, and I felt sorry for it, and tears flowed from the corners of my eyes for some reason. I finally know why I have a feeling of déjà vu, because many, many years ago, there was an innocent girl who sat at this lively Yuan Ri banquet and listened to the young man in the temple play this song. Call him Twelve Princes, and we will talk about everything at that time. But at this time, behind my back, I secretly had a tryst with the emperor at that time, King Quan Yu at that time.King Duanyu, I have failed him too much and hurt him too much. He should have doubts about the matter between me and King Quanyu, so he is disheartened towards me, and the look in my eyes is no longer as eager as before , replaced by a kind of calm, calm to say to me to take our daughter. And it's all on my own. I quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, seeing that the empress and many courtiers also shed tears, maybe they were all touched by something sad. After the song was over, many ministers stood up, and even the queen, who seldom took the initiative to speak, couldn't help but praised: "It's really a song from heaven. Listening to it makes people think a lot, and it's like being in a strange land. Prince Duanyu is really talented. " Although singing and dancing resumed at the subsequent banquet, it was no longer as shocking as the sound of the piano just now, and everyone had different expressions and thoughts. I suddenly felt that King Quan Yu seemed to be looking at me, and I turned my head to meet him with an inquiring expression. I knew what to say, so I said to him: "Prince Duanyu's piano sound is so nice that the Ai family didn't know where they were for a while." "The Queen Mother herself is a master at playing the piano. It's really not easy to appreciate others so much. I'm really envious." King Quanyu praised King Duanyu below. King Duanyu hurriedly said the award modestly.Ling Xin, who was drinking at this time, said: "There was supposed to be a polo event in the third palace on the Lunar New Year's Day. It just so happened that Prince Duanyu came and brought a lot of his own guards and generals. How about holding a match?" There was a lot of commotion below, Ling Xin's proposal moved the hearts of many generals in the court, including King Duanyu, but I didn't know whether it was Ling Xin's casual statement, or there were other deep meanings, or there was also power in King Yu. Instigated by. King Quan Yu pondered and said: "Ling Xin's suggestion is also good. What do you think of the twelve princes?" I looked at King Duanyu in some panic, hoping he would refuse.King Quan Yu is the emperor, no matter what the competition is, how could it end in his defeat?What's more, everyone knows that King Quan Yu has been a good hunter and polo player since he was a prince. Now I understand his love for these two activities. He always organizes generals to play five or six games in the palace every month. Sometimes, he would go out of the palace to hold large-scale hunts, so he must have become very skilled. As for King Duanyu, I don't know how good his skills are.Playing polo is a sport that emerged from the army. On the one hand, life in the army is monotonous and boring;In this way, King Duanyu must have fought, but I am really not sure whether he is the opponent of King Quanyu. "Okay." King Duanyu replied calmly. "I'm a little drunk tonight, and I feel uncomfortable. I'll go back by myself." After Haishi, the banquet was over, and I privately rejected King Quan Yu. An eunuch led the way with a lotus palace lantern. The snow outside was still falling, and a thick layer had already accumulated on the ground. Under the moonlight, it glowed softly, illuminating the dark night. I took a deep breath, and a gust of cold air was sucked into my body, making me feel cold physically and mentally. "Oh, it's really cold. The empress dowager put on the cloak quickly, and be careful not to catch cold." Ruyi, who was waiting beside me, said, and handed me a small hand stove. But at this time, I felt my whole body was hot, my face was hot, my cloak was slanted, I pushed away the hand stove that Ruyi handed me, and half staggered forward. The surrounding palace people saw this and wanted to come forward to help, I spit out a mouthful of alcohol and shouted sharply: "You, you all retreat to Aijia, Aijia will leave by himself. Aijia is not drunk..." As if I was stepping on cotton, I saw the palace lantern in front of me swaying from side to side, and I knew I must be drunk.The palace people must think that I am disrespectful, but I feel that this is very comfortable and happy.It doesn't matter if you don't look well, it doesn't matter how you walk, if you want to laugh, you can laugh to your heart's content with the help of wine. The palace people at the back wanted to step forward to help me, but I was dismissed several times.Suddenly, the bottom of my foot slipped accidentally, and I fell down all at once. Fortunately, the snow was so thick that I didn't feel any pain when I got stuck in it. "Empress Dowager? Empress Dowager?!" All around shouted with fuss. I opened my misty eyes, and in front of my eyes was the entire vast sky. It was very dark, but I could see a very bright and bright crescent moon, its light shining on me gently like a mother.Snow fell from the sky, and it fell on my body, my eyelashes, my nose, and my lips, and it was cold. 雪地缓解了我身上的燥热，我就直挺挺地躺在那里，呆呆地望着天空不愿意起来。渐渐我的眼神迷离起来，这是多美的景象呵。 这时从上面映出了端豫王的脸，他遮住了半个月亮的光芒。 “亲，亲王，奴婢们该死，太后娘娘摔倒了，奴婢们想去扶，但太后……”侍候我的宫人们几乎是哭着禀奏道。 “我知道。”端豫王沉稳地说，“太后醉酒了，想冷静一下。你们不用担心，到一旁去吧，我来劝劝太后。” 四周的人都知趣地退下了，端豫王将自己的披风解下来，轻轻地盖在我身上，他在我旁边坐了下来。 我依旧是一动不动地看着雪花纷纷的天空，就听见端豫王在一旁说：“我不是讨厌你了。” 我没有什么反应，端豫王继续说：“你不知道我怎样拼命克制自己，看见你和皇上在一起我简直是要疯了……”末了他沮丧地说，“但是我想你并不希望我说出这些话来。” “嗯。”我简短地回答，拼命抑制将要涌出的泪水。 端豫王叹了一口气，“别在雪地里躺着了，小心湿气浸入身体，要做病的。” 他伸出手拉我，我怔怔地看着他，我向他伸出了手，然而我不知道着了什么魔用力将他拉了下来。 端豫王险些摔倒，但他紧急中将自己撑在了我的上方，而脸已近在咫尺，对方的呼吸声清晰可闻。 要我吧，要我吧……我在心中呐喊着，我希望他这样，亏欠他那么多，也许只有将我自己给他我心里才好受点。 端豫王呼吸急促起来，他俯下身去轻轻亲吻我的睫毛，我能感觉到他整个人浑身的颤抖。 他略显僵硬地亲吻我的睫毛，我的鼻子，轻轻地覆上我冰冷的唇，一下又一下地亲吻着。 他那小心翼翼的态度使我更加无地自容，我泪眼迷蒙，喃喃着说：“别疼惜我，别疼惜我，本来就是人尽可夫的身子，又何必……” 端豫王一下子停了下来，脸上尽是痛苦的神色，厉声说：“我不许你这么说！我不许你这么说自己！” 他什么也没做，将我抱了起来，脸上又是恨又是疼惜。 “我不要你这么委屈自己，不要你为了愧疚付出自己。在我心中，你还是像小时候那样，那么的纯真那样的美丽。是啊，过了这么多年，经过这么多事，你不一样了，我也不一样了。我小时候曾经发誓一生只爱一个女人，只娶爱着的女人，现在想想也许都是孩童时说的天真话，现在的我已是妻妾成群，前一阵子我甚至娶了部下的侄女为妾。但是，”端豫王将我的手放在他胸口的左下边，“这里永远放着一个人，我小时候第一次见就爱上的人，我梦寐以求的女人，动也动不得。奴兮，是永远的奴兮。” 我醒了，觉得头昏昏胀胀的，而镜中自己的眼睛也是一片浮肿。我昨晚做了什么？连自己到底怎么回来的都记不得了。但还依稀记得昨夜端豫王说的话，心中怅然。 恢复了神智，便觉得自己昨夜的行为实在太过轻率唐突，心生悔意。这样不仅对端豫王不公，若是真发生了什么，也无脸面对一心对我的权禹王。 我喝了点茶醒酒，简单地装扮好，吩咐菟丝说：“你去把端豫亲王叫到尔玉宫来。” 我又恢复了往日太后的端庄和自信，我对端豫王说：“你带九珍走的事，我不会阻止你，但是我想我们应该问问九珍的意愿。” "Can." 我遣人叫九珍过来，我说听九珍的意愿，是因为端豫王是九珍的生父，我不想直接去拒绝他接走自己的女儿。但是真让九珍来选择，九珍怎么可能选择离开我而跟这个只有几面之缘的人走呢，我希望端豫王能知难而退，死了这条心。 九珍被带了过来，她看到端豫王也在，因此有些拘谨，怯怯地向我和端豫王请安。 我将九珍叫到身边，直截了当地说：“女儿，你还记得这个人吗？你的端豫皇兄，他说想带你出宫到他的封地待一阵子。” 端豫王看着九珍温和地说：“不知道你还记得我吗？几年前我曾经来过。我想将教授给你，你愿意到我那儿去学吗？” 九珍看了看我，又看了看端豫王，低头想了好一会儿，犹豫着说：“如果能出宫待一阵子也不错……” 我怎么也想不到九珍会说出这样的话来。我诧异地看着她，难以置信地问：“九珍，你的意思是说离开这儿吗？离开母后到偏远的封地去。来回路途遥远，我们说不定有一年多都不能相见……” 九珍这次想通了似的点了点头，“母后，女儿想出宫去看看。” 我更加无法接受了，我抓住九珍有些伤心地问：“你真的要离开母后吗？女儿，你是不是还在耍脾气，为上次的事情怨恨母后，是不是？” 九珍也流下眼泪，摇着头说：“母后，上次的事情女儿知道错了，女儿不是跟母后赌气。女儿不想在这儿待下去了，这里那么压抑，女儿想出宫看看，求母后成全女儿吧。” 我看着跪在脚下求我的九珍，几乎不相信她是我生的孩子。若是，不管什么理由，怎么可能舍得离开我，而选择一个只相处过几天的人呢？我对她的教育何尝不是尽心尽力，她的要求我何尝不是尽量满足，我倾尽了全部心血对她，而这块我身上掉下来的肉对我的感情竟是如此淡薄！ 我支撑不住一下子坐到了椅子上，端豫王有些不忍，但最终也没有收回他的要求。 果然下午端豫王对权禹王禀奏道：“圣上，臣这次来京，除了是恭贺新年之外，还为了另一件事前来。” “哦？皇弟还有什么心事，说来听听。”权禹王说。 “朵颐帝姬很有学琴的天分。不知圣上可还记得帝姬抓周时，一下子就选中了臣所进献的小木琴，连父皇都夸她日后一定会擅长音律。父皇生前对小帝姬珍爱无比，臣那时也许诺父皇将传授于她，眼见帝姬离出嫁的年纪越来越近，臣想趁此之前了却这桩心愿，望圣上恩准。” “这……朵颐帝姬是太后爱女，太后对这事怎么看？” 我看了端豫王一眼，艰难地点了点头。 权禹王沉思了一下，说：“虽然之前并无帝姬嫁前出宫的先例，但既然是先皇遗愿，又得现太后的首肯，朕也不好再反对。帝姬出宫的事朕会着宫中上下万全准备。” 直到权禹王说完这话，我才真正意识到九珍竟是真的要离开我了，胸口开始隐隐作痛，难道这是上天在报应我和权禹王在一起的罪，竟然让我体会到那种生生的骨肉分离之苦。 转眼间便到了正月初三，这天气温回升，风也不大，是冬日里难得的好天气，正适合马球比赛。众人来到宫中专建的马球场，球场平阔坦荡，四周有一些零星的古树。 球队分为左右两朋，上场的各五人，左朋是以权禹王为首的皇家侍卫，右朋是以端豫王为首的封地大将。他们各穿着玄色和象牙色的窄袖龙蟒兽长袍，戴幞头，穿墨靴，右手持偃月形球仗，个个神色肃穆，威风凛凛。场边还有一些武官骑着各色骏马在一旁裁定或待补，赛手们勒着马缰操纵胯下马匹，马啼声马吠声不绝于耳。 场地北侧是观看的席位，因为打马球是男子之间的游戏，此时男子装束紧凑，行为奔放，一般是不许女子观看的。不过权禹王说，难得过年宫中有如此盛事，我又多次向他询问马球，便叫了穆宗、孝宗时的太妃及后宫妃嫔一同观看。在垂下的竹帘帷幕后面，后宫的女人们手执团扇，叽叽喳喳议论一片，她们也感觉到了赛场上的氛围，神情又是紧张又是兴奋。 想想以前女子也曾被允许打马球，甚至还有过男女相朋的娱乐时候，只不过在马球场上多发生男女情动，后来女子打马球的活动便被勒令禁止了。 只见一名绿袍红领的武官将一炷香点燃，象征着比赛正式开始，观众席上众人皆探身观看，屏气凝神。球场上两朋整顿人马，聚精会神地盯着中央的一枚小球，较量一触即发。 我的心怦怦地跳着，听说马球运动激烈而又危险，希望不要出什么事才好。左朋为皇帝亲队，自然一副胸有成竹的态度，而右朋也士气高昂，毫不示弱，两者皆有不分胜负誓不罢休的气势。 这时九珍在我身边悄悄说：“母后，您希望哪个队赢？” 我摇了摇头，我不希望任何一个队输。 “我希望是端豫亲王赢。”九珍小声说。 两朋交锋，只听见妃嫔们一阵惊呼，是权禹王得到了首球，只见他驰马如疾风，动作果断利落，挥着手势指挥凌昕等人展开队形，自己传球接球一副轻车熟路、快而不乱的大气魄。两朋战了一会儿，最后由凌昕将球传给权禹王，两人配合默契，由权禹王驰马将球击入对方球门。 皇后、德妃等妃嫔们一阵欢呼，我本也想着这首筹一定是权禹王得到的，这是历来比赛的规矩，首筹只能属于帝王。虽然权禹王赛前一再对端豫王说不可让着他，但我想端豫王也不可能不守这个规矩。 看见这打马球的情景，我不期想起韩愈写过的那首诗：分曹决胜约前定，百马攒蹄近相映；球惊杖奋合且离，红牛缨泼黄金羁；侧身转臂著马腹，霹雳应手神珠驰；超遥散漫两闲暇，挥霍纷纭争变化。真是十分传神。 第一球过后，我开始紧张起来，我还不确定端豫王的技艺，于是目不转睛地盯着他们的打法和动向。两朋再次对峙，端豫王的武将发挥其勇猛，几次将球夺了回来，但权禹王的人马也不甘示弱，就这样僵持的时间比第一局长了许久，最后还是由凌昕将第二球击进。 权禹王的人马和皇后等人再次发出一声欢呼，九珍泄气地坐了下来。 可是我却觉得端豫王并不一般，我拍拍九珍的手，说：“耐心地看着后面。” 王全此时在我身后侍候着，他平日里看权禹王打球多了，也大致懂得马球的规则和打法，于是过来替我们这些人解说。果然他看着看着就说：“端豫亲王这是在摸圣上的打球门路呢，圣上也在抓最先时机打压他们的信心与气势，这之后的对仗恐怕就越来越难打了。” 诚如王全所言，这之后两朋对峙的时间越来越长，两队人马经常围聚在一起层层压制对方，王全抻高脖子左望右望，力求看得清楚好对我们解说。这时突然队伍散了开来，只见端豫王突出重围，驰马越过权禹王后方一人，俯身挥杆将球漂亮利落地击进球门！ 殊太妃惊叫一下，不少人呆看着后来才回过神来，一些宫娥纷纷议论说：“端豫亲王刚才那一球打得真是漂亮！”他刚才的英姿惹得不少年轻宫娥心生爱慕，一阵意乱情迷。 端豫王在马上坐直身体，微微喘着气，显然经过了一番紧张而耗神的运动。他回过头向观重席上找寻我，我坐在最前面，隔着幕帘我们相视。我向他点了点头，我想说他打得真好，真的是让我对他刮目相看。 “母后，母后，十二皇兄向我打招呼哪。”九珍兴奋地说。 我只笑了笑没有说话。我转头看向姊，只见姊死死地攥着手帕，仿佛刚才也跟着紧张，心提到嗓子眼里一样。 之后的比赛打得激烈而艰苦，马匹不停地回转奔驰，蹄下溅起点点泥土。每次左朋进球右朋很快又会将比分追赶上来，我想权禹王与端豫王不一样，他一定承受着更大的压力，但难得的是他并未慌乱阵脚，全神贯注地投身在这激昂的比赛之中。他打马球的技艺与气魄连我这个外行人看着都不免赞叹，他的球打得又狠又准，技艺高超，更具备坐镇指挥的能力。当他驰马相冲时，真真正正让人感觉到他是天下的帝王。 不过耗得时间越长，对权禹王越是不利，端豫王的精力并不是现在年岁的他可以比拟的，端豫王身手之敏捷和驰马的疾速有时要甚于他，这让他大为头疼。王全看着权禹王在赛场上大口喘气，他说以往打马球只是活动筋骨，而这场比赛太过激烈，短短的几次中场休息无异于杯水车薪。 就在这时听见妃嫔们又惊叹一声，权禹王与端豫王同时抵住球，这是两人第一次面对面地交锋。他们两人相视了一下，同是穆宗血脉，两人的相貌却完全不同，但此刻他们求胜的欲望却是那样相近。最后端豫王以力量胜出，将球拨到了自己的仗下，权禹王明显受了打击。但他又重新追了上去，端豫王的马未跑出几步，就被权禹王从右侧劫过，远远地以非常强硬的打法将球击入。 观席上的人目瞪口呆地看着这一幕，重回平局了，但所剩的时间也已不多，香已经烧断了几节。 权禹王喘着气看着眼前的一切，他平复了一下气息，突然驰马来到观众席，他坐在马上面对着我说：“太后，这场比赛艰苦绝伦，如若胜者，您如何奖励？” 我看着权禹王，又看看在不远处默然看我的端豫王，心中五味杂陈。我撸下手上沉甸甸分羊脂白玉镯，将它放在前面的案上，说：“胜者当得此玉。” 权禹王点了点头，两朋重回球场。最后，权禹王之朋以一分险胜端豫王。 经过白天的马球之赛后，大家都已非常疲累。我叫善善、如意等早些睡去，等晚上权禹王来我这儿时，他不由得感慨着说：“朕真是老喽。” 我沏了一杯茶，劝慰他说：“怎么会呢，今天还不是你赢了比赛。” 权禹王喝完茶，手持着茶杯若有所思，“你难道看不出来吗，若这场比赛再延延，最后未必是朕占得上风。” “一炷香的时间是定好的规则，时间长了自然还有时间长的打法。” 权禹王唔了一声，然后将我引到床上压着我说：“说，你怎么奖励朕？” 我惊异地看着他，不自觉地问出口：“你不累么？” “朕觉得热血沸腾，年轻了好几岁。”权禹王边宽衣边说，“骑马过后，真恨不得当时就把你……下次没人了，我们再去那儿。” 我奇怪权禹王那旺盛的精力。他爱抚着我，使我的衣饰一片凌乱，大半的肩膀裸露出来。然后他翻过身，使我在他身上，命令说：“今天你来……不许像前几次那样扭扭捏捏的。” 我讶然地看着他，突然笑了起来。 在九珍准备离宫的这几天我每夜都和她睡在一起，白天则忙着为她安排离宫时需要带着的随从和各种物品。 相较于善善这几日淌眼抹泪，我则显得沉默寡言。善善拭着泪担忧地说：“小帝姬在宫中锦衣玉食惯了，老奴真怕她到了外面不适应，又不在母亲身边，若是受了委屈该怎么办呢，唉。” 我感伤地回道：“有端豫王在，我倒不担心她会受委屈，虽然生活条件可能比不上宫中，但让她吃吃苦也好。只是我怕我过于想念她，总感觉心要被掏空了一样。” 九珍这几天也出奇地粘着我，有时也情绪低落，离宫的前一夜她搂着我问道：“母后，您是不是埋怨女儿了？女儿离开是不是惹您伤心了。女儿这几天也很伤心，真怕您不理我不要我了。” 我心中隐痛，却还打起精神安慰九珍道：“你是我的女儿，人人都说儿女是前生的冤家，只有你跟母后耍脾气不理母后，母后怎么可能不管你呢。傻孩。在那边要好好的，不要太任性，不要给端豫亲王惹麻烦，知道吗？” 九珍贴紧我，回道：“女儿知道啦。女儿很喜欢端豫亲王，愿意听他的话，还很期待跟他学。都说乃遗世神曲，也只有端豫王会弹奏，他为什么会舍得传授给我呢？不过女儿觉得很荣幸，女儿一定认真学习，等女儿回来就可以天天为母后弹奏了。” 虽然九珍时常任性惹我烦恼，但知道她的心地不坏，对我也是真心孝顺，这样的女儿我还有什么不满足的呢？我将九珍紧紧搂在怀里，轻轻亲吻她发出清香的秀发，“嗯，母后等你回来，你永远是母后最好最好的女儿。” 九珍和端豫王离宫那天正是寒风凛冽，一眼望去送行众人都披着厚厚的披风，口中呵出一团团白色的雾气来。 权禹王拍了拍端豫王的肩膀，“皇弟，谢谢你这次进宫来看朕。一路风寒，多加注意身体，朵颐帝姬也全凭你照顾了。” 我则拉着九珍的手，不停地叮嘱着到那边保重身体，要时常给我写信的话。 这次由于九珍出宫，端豫王回行的队伍几乎增加了一倍。随从中除了平日就跟在九珍身边的姑姑、教习命妇、伴读、贴身宫娥和太监外，我还抽调了几名针匠、饰匠、御厨等，就怕九珍在那边吃穿不惯。另外九珍还要求带上自己养的几只小鸟和宠物，因此负责饲养的太监们也必须随行，再加上一些杂七杂八的人，队伍人数就非常庞大了。何况还有权禹王指派的一队随行护卫，后宫之人无不啧啧称叹，说这果然是大胤第一帝姬的气派。 不一会儿有人提醒说出发的时间到了，我却拉着九珍的手怎么也不舍得放开。 直到催促了多次，我才万般不舍地将九珍放到端豫王的身边去。我走到端豫王面前，非常诚恳地说：“麻烦你多照顾九珍……女儿。” 我不能说我们的女儿，但是端豫王应该能明白我的意思，我们的女儿现在就交给你了。 端豫王郑重地点了点头。 这天我的斗篷下穿着的是华丽异常的汉唐衣裳，那是我特意穿给他看的。端豫王注意到了，他的脸上露出柔情，再次向我感激地点了点头。 “出发！”端豫王身边的随从挥出手，对随行队伍发出命令道。 黑压压的队伍转过去，逐渐开始前行，端豫王骑上马，而九珍在轿子里探出头流着泪不停地对我挥手。 在离宫门越来越近的那一刹那，端豫王回头最后看了我一眼，那神色是复杂万分的，但最后他还是对我笑了笑，意思是让我放心。 而我一直僵僵地站在那里，心痛如刀割，唯有不停地对他们挥手，自己已泪流不止，却还一直劝着：“九珍，走吧，走吧，不要哭……” 直到队伍最末的一个人都踏出宫门，雄伟的朱色大门一声关起，将所有人的身影隔离在视线之外，我以手帕捂住嘴，绞了又绞，手已生疼，伏在善善身上泣不成声。 九珍走后，我总感觉心被掏空了一块，情绪非常低落，说话也提不起精神来。我有时会去小雅斋，里面只留了几名负责日常打扫的宫人，十分冷清，再看着屋里的摆设一如从前，书案上还放着九珍走前临摹的字帖和看过的画册，每每忍不住掉下泪来。 唯令我稍有安慰的是权禹王对我愈加关爱起来，他也许能了解我女儿离开的悲伤之情，时常过来宽慰我。 悲伤的情绪使我对姊的恨意更重，表现的是对她加倍的好。我先使皇后对姊产生警惕，第二步该做的是利用姊的僭越和骄纵使皇后对她离心。 我甚至让娜木朵儿使用了苦肉计，在人前处处压制娜木朵儿，以营造姊的压迫之势，长期下来终于有了效果。 那天后宫的几位妃嫔来尔玉宫请安，我一如既往拉着姊的手亲亲热热，皇后的表情也早由之前的微微而笑到现在的平静漠视。 每当此时姊的表情必然是尴尬而难看的，而我脸上的笑容则是灿烂得不能再灿烂。 气氛正愉悦时，不想娜木朵儿突然出席跪下说：“太后，臣妾有一件事情想不明白。” 我看了娜木朵儿一眼，有些刻意冷淡地说：“朵昭容如此郑重其事，所为何事啊？” 娜木朵儿不卑不亢地回道：“臣妾戎狄，常常被人训斥不知