Chapter 7 Chapter Seven

"It's a good thing that the emperor thinks highly of his minister. Before leaving, I asked you to toast him personally because we have to rely on him; now that he has won a battle, we should reward him appropriately so that he won't be proud of his achievements..." "My son understands. The queen mother didn't have the enthusiasm of the past when she saw him today. She wanted to suppress him first; but giving him a bath and a banquet also expressed her affirmation and praise for his victory." I nodded in satisfaction, "The emperor is much more thoughtful now. You must think a lot before doing things, and don't mix too many emotional factors in it, especially the emperor."

Although the battle has been won, there are still many things to discuss in the later stage. I played with the assortment of statues and jewelry on the table with great interest, and saw that they were strangely shaped and colorful, many of which I had never seen before, and I couldn't help but put it down. "Is this the local product of Hurricane Xie? It's really interesting." I turned my head and said to the ministers below. For my compliment, the following ministers didn't know how to respond for a while, and they were a little embarrassed. "Oh," I laughed softly, "Of course our Dayin is the land of abundance, with rich products, but that doesn't necessarily mean that a small country has few good things, and there is nothing to recommend."

The ministers nodded obediently. I looked at the items on the table, and suddenly my mind moved, and I said, "The Xie Hun country has repeatedly invaded the border, isn't it because they are greedy for my rich products? They want our grain, silk, and porcelain..." A minister came out and replied: "The Empress Dowager has a thorough analysis. As the Empress Dowager said, many small neighboring countries that invade Dayin are greedy for the diversity and abundance of our country's products." "But, look," I gently picked up an agate and said, "Look at how fine it is. The Ai family thought they had the best jewelry in the world, but all the agates in the Ai family couldn't match this one... Ai Jia thinks it's not just me, most people in Dayin have never seen the things on this table. Have you seen these before?"

The minister below shook his head. "That's it. Since Hurricane Xie admires our products, and we also like their gadgets, isn't there a simple way, trade and buy, we each get what we need, wouldn't it be great?" "Empress Dowager...Empress Dowager means to open border trade?" "Exactly." The following ministers began to talk about it. "Empress Dowager, there is no precedent for this matter?" "Precedents are set by people, so why can't Aijia set this precedent?" "However, the empress dowager has been emphasizing agriculture and suppressing commerce since ancient times. It is an eternal policy. The empress dowager allows border trading, which will make the people's minds fluctuate and they will not concentrate on farming..."

"There is no harm in not farming. As long as the people on the border can have enough food and clothing, what's the point of doing business?" The ministers are still incomprehensible, and there is a voice of opposition. "Aijia believes that this can effectively restrain border nuisance and invasion, and save the people from suffering. Border trade is also a good thing to activate the economy, and it can also increase tax revenue for the country. This is a good thing that kills multiple birds. You only use the old saying of "emphasizing agriculture and suppressing business" It's really hard to convince the Ai family." Seeing that they were still about to argue, I decided decisively: "Okay, let's decide this matter first, and if there are disadvantages, we will discuss and adjust it."

Some ministers were still unconvinced for a while, shaking their heads and leaving with a sigh.I heard a minister say angrily: "Women are women! You are simply dazzled by those fancy things! How can state affairs be decided by your own interests?!" "Shh...the empress dowager is not an ordinary woman, you don't want a head if you say that..." The voices of the ministers talking gradually faded away, Cussi, who was serving the ink grinder at the side, carefully observed my face, and said: "Those ministers are all old-fashioned and pedantic, how can they appreciate the young lady's foresight? !"

I put down the plaything in my hand, and said softly: "Actually, what they said is right... Aijia likes these things. They are very novel and pleasing, so Aijia has the idea to open up border trade. It's just this There are many advantages to this.” I summoned Zhuan Fu and said to him: "Emperor, the Queen Mother came to you today to talk to you about the wedding." "Mother, my son doesn't want to..." Zhuan Fu refused as usual. "Emperor," I interrupted him in a serious tone, "you are nineteen years old this year, so you can't be so self-willed anymore. As the emperor of the world, the emperor has to bear more responsibilities while enjoying great power, even for the sake of the country. Ignore your own personal preferences. A big marriage is one of such responsibilities. Whether the emperor wants it or not, this cannot be avoided."

Seeing that Zhuan Fu was still arguing, I said emphatically, "Now, the Ai family is not discussing this matter with the emperor, but is asking the emperor to perform his duties as the empress dowager!" Zhuan Fu rarely saw me treat him so harshly, he pursed his lips and lowered his head. I couldn't bear to see him like this, but the big wedding was imminent, and I couldn't be soft-hearted any longer, so I continued to solemnly say: "The future queen has been decided, she is Zhu Yu, the daughter of Zhu Guangbi's family." Zhuan Fu was startled when he heard this, and then showed a look of shame and indignation, "But the queen mother, I heard that Zhu Guangbi's only daughter is only eleven years old."

I raised my eyebrows slightly, and said calmly: "Oh? She will be twelve years old when the big wedding is held next spring. It's okay for my daughter's family to hold the wedding ceremony a year in advance. After the ceremony, she can be a wife. In the past, Xuanzong even After marrying the eight-year-old daughter of the important minister's family, the old husband and young wife lived happily ever after." "If the queen mother really wants to force the son to marry, it's better to choose Daijun..." I was taken aback, for a moment I couldn't understand Zhuan Fu's mind, could it be that he really has a king in his heart?

"If the greatest honor of a minister's family is that the empress comes from his family, then it's better to choose someone from the Nangong family..." It turned out to be for this... I see.It turns out that he treats Jun Dai well just because she is from the Nangong family and because she is from my clan.Alas, I sigh softly in my heart, silly boy. My tone softened, and I said: "I'm afraid this matter will not happen now. The selection of the empress is not only based on whether you like it or not, but more importantly, the combination of power. The king is naturally good, he is good to the Nangong family, and the queen mother is also happy. But now it is not of great benefit to the emperor and the whole country. Zhu Yu is different. Zhu Guangbi only has her as the apple of his eye. After winning the battle, Zhu Guangbi's prestige has greatly increased, and he is an accomplished general. We must rely on him He and trained him to be our most staunch supporter. With the military and relying on the emperor's regime, it is stable and reliable. So the queen mother chose Zhu Yu. After marrying her, we and Zhu Guangbi are a family, and what Zhu Guangbi maintains is his own country. , the nature is quite different.”

"Mother, although you have said many benefits, I have never even met the woman named Zhu Yu, and I don't know what kind of temperament she is. She is even just an underage girl, so she can marry and live for a lifetime. Is it? Your son is the emperor, so you don't even have the choice of whether you want to marry or who you want to marry?" I think Zhuan Fu was too pessimistic, and explained to him: "Emperor, you can have many women in the future, and you can also accept many concubines. All the women in the world belong to the emperor, but the queen mother considers the overall situation and marry Zhu Concubine first. For the future!" Zhuan Fu suddenly raised his head and asked, "Is it true that all the women in the world belong to me? As long as I like them..." Instead, I was stunned by his repeated question, and then added a little unnaturally: "Under the sky, is it the land of the king? On the shore of the land, is it the subject of the king, and women are the same. Of course, a virtuous man The emperor cannot disregard ethics and morality." Zhuan Fu's expression darkened again, and he murmured: "Queen Mother, please tell my son, how did you and your father fall in love with each other? He loved you like a day for ten years, and you were loved by thousands of people. I also want to love like that. Only marry her, only love her, hold the hand of my son, and grow old together with her. My son also wants to have that kind of feeling and love for the rest of his life..." I was stunned, unable to react for a long time. Is that what the late emperor and I were like in the eyes of the world?He loves me like a day for ten years, and I have been loved by thousands of people... Could it be that we are still a harmonious and loving couple in the eyes of the world?I suddenly felt that this was ridiculous. "Emperor, the reason why you want to prove that you are still a child. It's better not to do that, that's not what the queen mother wants to see. The wedding is out of the question, the emperor should make preparations." I suddenly got very tired Say. "Miss, you seem to be preoccupied, how can you get into the painting like this." Yuan Yao stopped writing in front and said with concern. I thought about the sermon I gave to Zhuan Fu yesterday, lowered my eyes and said worriedly: "Recently, I had a quarrel with the emperor. Now that he's grown up, I can't understand his thoughts more and more." "Oh? Because of what?" I think Yuan Yao is also a man, and he also came from Fu'er's age, maybe he can understand his thoughts a little bit?So I explained to him: "Because of the big marriage. He has always resisted the big marriage. Yesterday I told him to choose Zhu Guangbi's daughter as the queen, but he said that I did not respect his right to choose. He is now at this age. It's time to be interested in girls, and there's really no reason not to be happy about being married." Yuan Yao pondered for a while, and asked, "Is the emperor interested in someone?" Yuan Yao's first thought was such a question.But then I denied him and said: "Probably not. I haven't heard from people around him that he had a special relationship with any woman. If there is such a person, he should really tell me, maybe I will help he." "This subject seems to be troubled by the emperor's expression recently. It seems that this wedding is really not what he wanted." "What can I do? Isn't this choice also for his consideration. If I was for myself, I should have chosen the girl from the Nangong family. But he just couldn't understand my painstaking efforts, but felt that I was forcing him. Besides, besides The queen can accept the woman he likes as a concubine, I really can't understand his embarrassment as a man." Yuan Yao smiled wryly and said: "The word love is the most difficult to explain, it has nothing to do with men and women. In terms of reason, Miss seems to see it more clearly than many men." I felt that what I said just now exposed Yuanyao’s scars a little bit. I regretted it, and I couldn’t help but want to persuade Yuanyao to marry a wife again, so I said: "Yuanyao, do you think the emperor’s actions are right? I don’t believe it. You'll think he's right. If he's not doing it right, why don't you get a wife too?" "How can the minister and the emperor be the same? The emperor's marriage is related to the country, but the minister's..." He suddenly asked a little nervously as he spoke, "Does the minister's marriage bother the lady?" Yes... This made me bear too much love debt, but I didn't have the heart to say it.I shook my head. Yuan Yao relaxed a little, and said, "Miss, you don't have to worry about my minister's affairs. Fortunately, he didn't insist on the emperor's marriage in the end. There will always be a turning point in the future." However, after that day's argument, Zhuan Fu and I seemed to have a gap. Although Zhuan Fu still greeted you respectfully and routinely every day, and although he still said "please mother to decide" when dealing with military affairs, I could feel something. It's not quite the same anymore.And the emperor's big wedding has been written into the schedule and gradually prepared, nothing can be changed. "The emperor is going to be in charge, but it's not good for the empress dowager and the emperor's mother and son to be in such a stalemate..." Jing Ming said solemnly. I smiled wryly, "For the big wedding, from the overall situation, Zhu Yu is indeed the best candidate. I don't know what I did wrong to make him so unhappy." In winter, the cold wind blows outside the house, but inside the Eryu Palace, there is a brazier and hot wine, and the dancers are dancing under it in thin and colorful dresses. Shanshan secretly tugged on my robe and gestured to me with his eyes. I looked over with Shanshan's gaze, and saw Zhuan Fu sitting upright, pouring wine into his stomach cup by cup. "Your Majesty, you drink too much, you will get drunk easily..." Qu Qiuquan, who was serving at the side, carefully reminded. "Do you dare to control me? Drunk, it's good to be drunk, it's good to be drunk..." Zhuan Fu was already a little slurred at this time. Shanshan looked at me worriedly, my face was a little heavy.Putting down my chopsticks, I pointed to a plate of fruit in front of the table and said: "Go, take it to the emperor to taste." According to etiquette, the food I gave on the spot cannot be refused to eat, so that he can avoid drinking so much. wine. The plate of fruit was brought to Zhuan Fu's desk. Zhuan Fu raised his drunken eyes and said, "The queen mother still cares so much about my son..." Then he got up unsteadily, walked to the middle of the venue and said, "My queen, let the son care about me..." Let's dance for you..." Zhuan Fu jumped up slowly, he was already very drunk, so his dancing steps were unsteady, and he almost fell several times.Shanshan wanted to go forward to stop him, but I shook my head and didn't speak. In the end, Zhuan Fu couldn't support himself and fell on the blanket.Everyone was horrified, and the eunuchs and maids who were close to Zhuan Fu hurried to help. I waved my hand and said, "Take the emperor down and have a good rest." Just as the palace officials were about to leave, Shanshan suddenly ordered: "Bi Che, quickly help the emperor back." I looked at Shanshan in surprise, but soon understood her intentions. Biche was originally an orchid from the Western Regions, she was very beautiful, different from the girls from the Central Plains.Her skin is white, her nose is high, and her eyes are emerald green, as clear as lake water. I thought her previous name was a mouthful, so I changed her name to "Bi Che". Bi Che's dance is full of enthusiasm, I have rarely seen this kind of dance before, but I like that feeling very much, so when their art troupe came to the palace to perform dances, I kept her. Her dancing was much admired. Zhuan Fu was about to get married, so it was time to find a woman to serve him before getting married. I nodded and ordered: "Bi Che, you accompany the emperor back." Biche should have known what I meant by the arrangement, so she got out of the dancers, lowered her head and supported Zhuan Fu to leave. The next morning, while I was dressing, I saw Biche walk in quietly from the bronze mirror. I looked at her in the mirror and asked in a calm tone, "Is everything done?" Seeing Bi Che bowed her head and nodded, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief. After having tasted the taste of a woman, perhaps Zhuan Fu would not be so repulsive about the wedding. Sure enough, when Zhuan Fu greeted me that day, his expression was extremely unnatural. When I talked about the wedding, he didn't object violently as usual, but he was a little guilty, and stood aside and kept silent. I was secretly satisfied, and said to Biche: "Biche, from now on you will be the imperial servant of the harem, and you must teach and serve the emperor well." Being the emperor's imperial servant is an opportunity that many maids dream of, and the status and salary are different. In the next few months, I made some personnel transfers, all in all to hand over the country to the new emperor in a stable manner.By the time of Zhu Yu's trip and the Ji ceremony in April, I had basically stopped intervening in government affairs, and the last will I made as Empress Dowager Chuilian was to repair the Southern Suburb Palace, expand its scale, and strive to build it grandly, because that is what I plan to do in Zhuan. The place where Fu left the palace to "care for the elderly" after taking office. May 19th is the day when Zhuan Fu held his big wedding. Except for Zhuan Fu's ascension to the throne, the palace has not been so grand and lively for many years. When Concubine Zhu in the red phoenix robe knelt in front of me to salute, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Although there were many unhappiness in the middle, the wedding was successfully held after all.Looking at the couple below, I had mixed feelings, joy and a little sadness in my heart.Needless to say, I was happy, but the sadness was because I looked at the young and immature Zhu Yu, and thought that I was already twenty-eight years old, my youth was gone, and I might become the emperor's grandmother in a short time. After the big wedding, a big banquet was held. After the banquet, when I took off my clothes and soaked in the steaming hot rose bath, I felt that both my body and my mind were finally relaxed, and the relaxation was accompanied by the exhaustion after tension. I sank slowly, fully submerging myself in the water. At this moment, my mood is complicated, as if the burden that has been on my shoulders has finally been lifted one day, I feel relaxed, but feel empty. I surfaced again and started gasping for air. Don't think about it so much, I said to myself, I will be a comfortable empress dowager in the future, and be with my daughter well. Since the curtain has been busy with political affairs, I have really neglected her, and I can't help but feel guilty. Jiuzhen was lying under the quilt, her little hand was playing with my long hair, she put it on her face and said, "The queen mother's hair is like long brocade, so smooth." I used to sleep very late because of reviewing memorials, but this was the first time I slept in the same bed with my daughter.I lovingly caressed Jiuzhen's hair that grew to her back and said, "Jiuzhen's hair has also grown very long. Tomorrow, the queen mother will make a beautiful braid for you." "Really, Queen Mother?" She happily plunged into my arms, wrapped her small arms around me and said, "My Queen's body smells so good and warm." I smiled and patted her on the back lightly. Jiuzhen raised her head and asked me, "Queen, can I sleep with you in the future?" "Of course. The queen mother will be with Jiuzhen every night." "The empress should make a promise with her daughter." Jiuzhen stretched out her little finger.I laughed at her innocence and cuteness, and stretched out my little finger to tug at her. At this moment, Xing Dan coughed and whispered outside, "Miss?" "Come in. What's the matter?" Xingdan walked in, slightly raised the curtain on the bed, and wanted to say something to me, but stopped when he saw Jiuzhen. I knew she was worried, so I asked Jiuzhen to lie down and sleep first, then put on some clothes and got out of bed. "What's wrong?" I asked Xingdan in a low voice. "Your Majesty... Your Majesty has arrived at Fengyi Palace, but for some reason, he just entered for a while and then left!" I was shocked, how could the emperor ignore the queen and leave alone on the first day of the wedding! "Where is the emperor now?" "After the emperor left Fengyi Palace, he went to the imperial bedroom." It seems that women are not excluded... I thought about it in my heart.But on the day of the wedding, it is not a good thing to leave the queen alone in the vacant room. It is really not a good thing to spread the news. What do the palace people think, what do the ministers think, and what do Zhu Guangbi think!Emperor, why don't you think about it! I let out a long breath and forced myself to calm down. "Let's be like this tonight... You can't send someone to call the emperor out of the imperial bedroom. But you call Gong'e Qian'er who is next to the emperor, and say that the Ai family has something to ask her." I paced the room, frowning and thinking about something. "Mother's queen..." When I came back to my senses, I saw Jiuzhen standing in front of me in a thin white pajamas with bare feet, and called me timidly. I was startled and asked, "Jiuzhen, why haven't you slept yet?" "Didn't the mother say she would sleep with Jiuzhen, Jiuzhen is waiting for the mother..." My heart ached, I hugged Jiuzhen, put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt.I leaned down and kissed her forehead lightly, and said softly, "Jiuzhen is good, go to bed first. The queen mother still has some things to do." Jiuzhen's eyes clearly showed a kind of disappointment, but she nodded obediently and closed her eyes obediently. Jiuzhen's eyelashes were long and curled up slightly. Although Jiuzhen is my daughter, she looks more like her father, King Duanyu.Since Jiuzhen was born, King Duanyu has never seen his biological daughter, and Jiuzhen didn't know her biological father at all.Even Jiuzhen's nominal father, Emperor Xian, passed away when she was very young, so Jiuzhen probably doesn't have any memory of it.I thought that I had never experienced my father's love since I was a child, and I didn't expect my daughter to be the same. At this time Xing Dan came in and reported, "Miss, Qian'er is already waiting outside." I withdrew my thoughts, turned to another room, and asked Qian'er who was kneeling below: "What's going on tonight?" "The emperor originally went to Fengyi Palace, but after seeing Empress Zhu, he left without saying anything." "why?" Qian'er hesitated, "Servant, I think it's because the emperor saw Empress Zhu playing with a doll when he arrived at Fengyi Palace..." I took a breath, not knowing how to evaluate.Although she has already passed the rites, Zhu Yu is just over twelve years old this year, and may be the embryo of a beauty in the future, but now she still looks immature and looks like a child. In all fairness, it was really difficult for Zhuan Fu. I waved my hand and asked Qian'er to back down, feeling a little disturbed in my heart.I don't know how to treat the emperor, how to educate the queen, and how to explain to Zhu Guangbi.But the emperor is already in charge after all, so I shouldn't blame it at will; Zhu Yu is still young, so it is understandable for her ignorance of world affairs; if I want to train Zhu Guangbi to be a confidant, I must give him a good explanation for this matter. . Tomorrow morning... There are still many things to deal with tomorrow morning, and I can't rest in the end. Although I promised Jiuzhen to comb her hair in the morning, I was so preoccupied that I couldn't comb it well. Finally, I sighed, put down the sandalwood comb, and said to Jiuzhen apologetically, "Daughter, my mother is clumsy today. I can't comb it well. If it doesn’t look good, let Aunt Comb Your Hair help you.” Jiuzhen pursed her lips slightly, looking a little aggrieved, she waved away the palace servant's hand and shouted, "I don't need you to comb! I won't comb my hair today!" I knew it was my fault, so I knelt down to look at Jiuzhen, combed her hair gently with a comb, and said, "The queen mother knows that she has broken her promise, but the queen mother is very confused. There are things to deal with in the morning. Jiuzhen then Sensible, can you be considerate of the queen mother?" Jiuzhen still didn't speak. "How about this," I thought for a while and said, "How about asking the craftsman to make you a golden cage after Jiuzhen combs her hair?" A few days ago, Jiuzhen raised a canary. She liked it very much and loved it very much. She once told me that she hoped to build a golden cage for the canary so that it could live better and more comfortably.At that time I laughed at her and told her that a canary is different from a human being, and to it there is no difference between a wooden cage and a golden cage, and I thought the golden cage was too extravagant, so I didn't allow it at the time, which made Jiuzhen unhappy for a while. Hearing the golden cage, Jiuzhen perked up a little. She stood up from the stool in front of the dressing table and said stubbornly, "I said I won't comb my hair today. Nanny, come with me to find the craftsmen. I have to tell them what style I want." Then he said angrily, "I also want to inlay emerald green jade on the cage, so that it will be more beautiful..." Knowing that I was in the wrong, I let Jiuzhen go with whatever request she made. After Jiuzhen left, Shanshan carefully said: "Miss seems to be in a bad mood. It's just that I need to say a few more things...Miss, don't blame the emperor too much today. To be honest, Empress Zhu is only twelve years old. , is still a child who doesn't even have a monthly letter, it's really too embarrassing for the emperor to favor her as a woman..." What Shanshan said is indeed reasonable, and I also know Shanshan's worries. The wedding was a bit unpleasant, and she was afraid that it would worsen the relationship between our mother and son. I nodded and replied, "I know this well." After Zhuan Fu came to greet him, he lowered his head, with an expression of waiting to listen to the training. I couldn't help but feel a little sad when I saw it. When did Zhuan Fu miss me like this?Only know the empress dowager who reprimanded him?Doesn't he know that I am for him in the end, and everything I do is for him? "Emperor, come and sit down." After Zhuan Fu sat down next to me, I looked at him and said gently: "Looking at the emperor's expression, he seems to know that I did something wrong last night? But the Queen Mother didn't call you here today to blame you, but to tell you You discuss something." I took a sip of tea and continued: "Although Zhu Yu has married the emperor and is a woman, she is still young and thin, so it is better for the queen mother to think that it is not suitable for intercourse for the time being... I still hope that the emperor can understand this point." Be considerate." Zhuan Fu looked up at me in surprise, apparently not expecting me to say that. In this way, I changed the matter from being passive to being active. On the contrary, Zhuan Fu did not go to the queen's room because he was ordered by Yi, so everything seemed to be caring for the young queen, and what happened last night was not so embarrassing. "However," I said again, "although you can't have sex, you are husband and wife after all. The empress still hopes that you can often go to Fengyi Palace to see the empress and accompany her. Only when the empress's relationship is harmonious can the harem be stable. Besides, the empress thinks It's pitiful, she entered the palace at a very young age, and her father will be appointed as Jiedu envoy to the western border recently, and the father and daughter will be separated. If you think about it, the only relative left is the emperor Is it? So the emperor, you should treat her well in the future." I understood it with reason and moved it with emotion. Zhuan Fu gradually realized my painstaking efforts from the words, and he stood up and replied with shame and gratitude: "Thank you, mother...my son has made my mother worry about you." After seeing Zhuan Fu, I summoned the queen's nanny, Liang Shi, and asked, "Who told you to bring the dolls into the palace?! Since the queen is already married as a woman, why do you still do such an inappropriate thing? Really no! rule!" Mrs. Liang replied tremblingly: "My young lady... no, the empress is still young and childish, and the general is often away from home in the barracks, so I rely on these dolls to pass the time..." In fact, I knew it in my heart. When I was twelve or thirteen, I also liked to play with these dolls. At that time, not only the late emperor ordered craftsmen to make all kinds of beautiful dolls for me, but even the twelve princes secretly sent people to buy several dolls from outside the palace. give it to me. Since when did I stop playing with this... I remembered, it was when I was fifteen years old, after I became the imperial concubine, I never touched them again.Because my girlhood ended unexpectedly, it hurts to see them...but I didn't want to throw them away, and they are still treasured in the box. I withdrew my thoughts and said coldly: "That's not okay. The queen is the queen, no matter how young she is, she is no longer a child. Dodder, send someone to burn the queen's dolls. Aijia doesn't want them See any such indecent things appear in Fengyi Palace." Mrs. Liang hesitated to speak, but in the end she didn't dare to say anything, but her expression was quite unbearable. When Zhu Yu came to see me, her eye circles were red, obviously she had just cried, but maybe she was told by Mrs. Liang, there were still tears in her eye circles when she greeted me, but she couldn't hold back the tears in the end. I know she must be feeling extremely uncomfortable right now.But I don't know if Zhu Yu has thought about it, if she has been so naive, if she doesn't grow into a woman as soon as possible and won't be loved by the emperor, that is the beginning of her real misfortune. As if I didn't know her sadness, I asked calmly: "Last night was the first night the queen slept in the palace. I wonder if the queen is not used to it? The emperor loves you and is afraid of hurting you, so he didn't stay in your room." Middle. The emperor and I care about you very much, and look forward to your early growth." Zhu Yu replied: "No...my son slept well. The maids chosen by the queen mother for him are very smart and attentive, but I just miss my father a little bit..." Zhu Yu didn't know how to be tactful in her words, but she didn't seem to have any complaints about staying alone in the vacant room last night. But it also shows that she is not yet conscious of a woman.For such a young queen, it seems that I have to teach her a lot in the future, otherwise how can I give her the entire harem with peace of mind. After Zhu Yu entered the palace, I took special care of her. Except for burning the dolls, I never treated her harshly again. When I got close to her, I also looked more pleasant, but Zhu Yu always showed a little restraint and fear. I pushed a guzheng in front of Zhu Yu and said, "The weather is very good today, and I invite the queen to play a piece." Unexpectedly, Zhu Yu blushed a little, and replied in a low voice with shame: "Please forgive me, my mother, I don't know how to play musical instruments..." I was surprised in my heart, how could Zhu Yu be considered a lady of everyone, how could she not have been taught to learn talents since she was a child. Zhu Yu explained: "Daddy also found a master to teach for a while before, but after learning the piano, his fingers were cut so painfully, so he gave up." "Oh, so, then, does the Empress have any fondness for writing poetry or painting?" Zhu Yu lowered her head even lower and shook it. I screamed in my heart that it was not good, remembering that Zhu Guangbi once evaded me when I asked Zhu Yu to enter the palace. One of the reasons was that he had neglected and indulged his daughter's education, which resulted in her lack of knowledge, and I was afraid that she would not be able to take on the great responsibility of motherhood.I didn't take this reason to heart at the time, I just thought that Zhu Guangbi loved this daughter so much that he didn't want her to enter the palace. But this is a marriage only for profit, let alone Zhu Yu's shallow knowledge, even if she looks ugly, I will still insist on making her the queen. "Does the queen have any other hobbies?" I hoped to chat more with Zhu Yu to enhance our relationship, so I asked about something. Zhu Yu thought for a while, and replied: "My son can ride a horse to hunt! Since I was a child, my father has carried me on the horse and went out to run horses together. After a long time, my son has also developed a good skill." I sighed secretly in my heart, I am afraid this will not arouse the emperor's interest.However, she also said with some encouragement: "This can be regarded as a specialty that is different from other ladies. When the autumn comes, the queen can watch the emperor and the warriors hunt." Zhu Yu was a little happy, but I continued: "It's just that the queen may not have many opportunities to ride horses and hunt in the palace. Life in the harem is sometimes very monotonous. The queen should start learning piano skills, not only to pass the time , can also cultivate sentiment. From today onwards, the Ai family will send Liao Mingfu who is a superb piano player to teach you." A month later, Zhu Yu's piano skills did not improve, but his fingers were bruised, and Zhu Yu was very wronged by this.Liao Mingfu also felt very embarrassed, implying many times in words that Zhu Yu has no talent and it is difficult to train. Although June is only the beginning of summer, sometimes the weather is already very hot, and the palace people can only keep fanning to cool down.But Zhu Yu showed me her new tulle summer dress excitedly when she greeted me that day, and the palace people looked at each other in amazement when they saw it.I felt ashamed of the Queen's frivolity, so I couldn't help but lower my face and ask: "Queen, don't you know the rules in the palace? Why did you change your summer clothes without authorization? You are the only one in the palace who is dressed like this and ostentatiously everywhere." ?” Zhu Yu didn't take it seriously, "Mother, I don't understand what I did wrong. It's common sense to add clothes when it's cold and reduce clothes when it's hot. The rules in the palace can also be more flexible. I heard that many palace people just because of wearing clothes I covered my prickly heat so much, so why bother..." This may be true, but what she said made me, the emperor, and all the palace people down to be extremely stupid.I was a little annoyed, so I sneered and said: "The queen is really young, unlike the old people like Aijia who don't know the truth about reducing clothes in the hot weather, and they are not as lively as young people..." Seeing that I was angry, Zhu Yu blushed and said in a low voice, "Mother, this son-in-law didn't mean that..." This is not the first time that Zhu Yu has annoyed me without knowing it. This child, Zhu Yu, is clumsy and clumsy in doing things, but she has the stubborn temperament of a general. She is not the kind of woman I admire who knows how to advance and retreat. I used to think that she was young and tolerant of her, but now I was a little impatient, so I said with a straight face: "That's not what it means, what does that mean? The queen must be laughing at Ai's old bones, right? ? If this is the case, then the queen doesn’t need to show off in front of Aijia, and she doesn’t need to come to Eryu Palace to pay her respects in the future.” I stood up and looked down at her. Perhaps Zhu Yu had never seen such a scene, and she couldn't answer a word when she stayed there. The atmosphere in the room suddenly became very cold, and finally Shanshan found a thin coat from somewhere and put it on Zhu Yu and said softly: "Queen, you should add more clothes, don't look at the hot weather now, wait until night It will cool down soon. There is an old saying called 'spring cover autumn freeze', and there must be a reason for changing summer clothes in the palace. The Empress Dowager is also concerned about you and anxious about you..." Zhu Yu clutched the coat tightly with both hands, as if grasping the straw to save her life.However, her eyes were already red, and tears kept swirling in her eye sockets, until they were finally full to the point of overflowing.Her weak shoulders trembled violently, she bit her lips desperately, but in the end she couldn't help crying, "I want to go home..." She fell down on the table and burst into tears, "I miss Daddy, I want to go home..." The palace people looked at each other, at a loss for a while, not knowing whether to pull the queen up or persuade her. Seeing this scene, I secretly sighed, Zhu Yu, you really have never seen the world, and you will not respond at all... What a smooth round you have made when Shanshan came out, as long as you admit your mistake, I can really make things difficult for me Is the queen I chose won't work?But you actually cried in front of so many palace people, what is this... No matter how much you feel wronged, I can't persuade you gently. Is this why you have repeatedly shown in front of the emperor and the world how big a mistake it is for me to choose you as the empress. "The queen is too tired from learning the piano... You take the queen down to have a good rest." That's all I ordered. 本来按惯例，皇帝大婚三个月以后就可以选秀女入宫了，然而三个月已经过去，我却迟迟没下懿旨。 当善善问起此事，我有些担忧地说：“因为皇后还太小，况且还没有同皇帝同房，我怕她地位不牢靠，等到有新的妃嫔进宫她压不住人呐。” “噢，小小姐看起来对皇后很严厉，可心里却为她考虑得很多……” 我苦笑了一下，“我对她严厉是希望早日把她培养成有情操的女子，这样才能俘虏皇帝的心，是为她的将来好啊。再说皇后的地位是否稳固也象征着后宫能否安宁，这也是为什么自古以来，皇太后往往视皇后为正统，义无反顾地站在皇后背后支持她的原因。” 然后我有些感慨地说：“善，我以前很憎恨昭慈仁皇后，然而现在自己处于这个位置，却能稍稍体会到她的心境了……” “小小姐……”昭慈仁皇后是被我设计毒死的，所以提起她善善还有些心惊胆战。 “也许她并没有做错什么，她只是做了一位皇太后一位母亲该做的。如果我遇到那样的情况，也许会跟她选择相同的做法……不，不，也许我会比她更武断，必欲除之而后快。当然，那样也就没有现在的我了。” “小小姐不能那样说，您也受苦了啊……” “不，善，我受了苦，然而我也犯了罪。善，为昭慈仁皇后办场法事吧，如果这样可以减轻我的罪孽的话……” “这个月皇上除了去御寝房中三次，其余时间都是自己独宿……”敬事房的太监拿着本子回奏道。 听完后，我神色沉重地叫他退下了。 虽然没召秀女入宫我是有自己的想法，但这样一来后宫缺少合适的女人伺候颛福。朱妘年级尚小，而碧澈毕竟是御寝的身份，皇帝大婚后再去她那儿已经不当，因为她服侍颛福时已不是纯洁的处子之身。 况且，颛福一个月内才行幸三次？以他这个年纪并不是很多……果然还是缺少心仪的妃子吗？ “看来还是得先召一两个大家小姐进宫才行。”一次膳后我将自己的想法说给善善。 “关于入宫的妃子人选，老奴倒是有个提议。不知道小小姐还记不记得玳君了？” 说到玳君，我依然记得她那天离宫时被夕阳拉得长长的身影。 “皇帝今年二十了，那么玳君也该有十八了。怎么，她还没有嫁人么？”我吃惊地问。 善善叹了一口气，“也不知什么原因现在还没有结婚。不过也是，她回家时已经错过了结婚的最好年纪，况且当初进宫的身份也不一般，贵公子们有所顾忌吧。想想这孩子也怪招人怜的，老奴看她对皇上的情谊是真心的……” “玳君确实是个懂事、招人喜欢的孩子，当初也是我亏欠了她，想必回家时也受了不少奚落吧。皇后已另有她人，我可以册封她为淑妃。如果以后受宠诞下龙子，那比起皇后也毫不逊色。” “玳君一定会感激小小姐的恩典的。”善善替她感谢道。 我摆了摆手，说：“她其实应该感谢你的。四妃之中应当有人出自南宫氏，只是因为之前颛福拒绝过玳君，所以我不太想选她。是善你心疼她，提醒了我。那么我至少该为她考虑一下。” “小姐，皇上正往尔玉宫这边来呢。”有宫人进来禀报道。 善善笑着说：“皇上对小小姐真是敬孝有加呢。即便亲了政，但遇到重要的国家大事还是会来请教小小姐，按您的意思办理。” 我摇了摇头没有说话。 其实对于此事，我的心里十分矛盾。对于国家大事，我自然是关心的，生怕颛福对政事不熟，处理不好酿成大错，所以颛福每次虚心请教让我很是欣慰；但是我又有所忧虑，因为颛福已经亲政，我不希望他这般优柔寡断，凡事最后还要我拿主意，他应该拿出点帝王说一不二的气魄来，哪怕这件事是错的呢。 颛福进来向我请安后正要说“母后，今日朝堂上……”我便打断了他，用轻松的语气说：“皇帝，哀家好似好久没有听过你弹琴了，今日不妨合奏一曲如何？” 颛福一怔，有一瞬间我竟看不懂他的表情，但他最后点了点头，说：“好。” 于是他弹古琴，我弹琵琶。他低着头，弹得很专注很投入，我看着他柔和的侧脸，仿佛感觉他又回到了小时候，想起了他刚刚学琴时的样子。 颛福是在一个下午听我弹完一首琴乐后就吵着要向我学琴的。他开始学琴学得非常辛苦，甚至连我都要他放弃，然而他就是那样抱着琴一整天一整天地练习，也是那时我忽然觉得颛福柔顺的外表下其实隐藏着一颗非常执著的心，有点像他的母亲。 一曲终了，我回过神来，鼓了鼓掌说：“皇帝的琴还是弹得那么好。” 善善在一旁搭话说：“自从皇上亲政后，还真很少听皇上弹琴了，好像也没见新谱的曲子，我们都觉得非常遗憾呢。” 颛福沉默了一下，然后说：“心境不同了吧。” 我故意忽略他语气中的伤感，掩饰着说道：“皇帝这是成熟了，稳重了呐。最近似乎越来越有帝王风范了。听说皇帝每夜都批阅奏折到很晚，你自己不知道照顾自己，身边也没个可心的人。刚才哀家和善善左想右想，倒还真想到位合适的人。玳君皇帝还记得吧？” 颛福没有说话，屋里顿时变得沉寂，叫人尴尬。 “母后，您能不能不要将一个又一个女人推给儿臣……朱妘也好，碧澈也好，或者是玳君，您为什么就从来没有考虑过儿臣的感受……”颛福小声地说。 玳君进宫的那天，天正下着细细的秋雨，雨坠在地上与那些掉落的秋叶湿漉漉地混在一起，让人感觉有些湿腻沉重。 玳君来尔玉宫拜见我时穿着一身藏青底云雁纹的外袍，盘髻下的余发从一侧肩膀垂下来。我觉得她与以前不一样了，至少不再是我印象中那个活跃的小姑娘玳君了。有什么不一样了呢……我暗暗思量着。 噢，是她的表情，她那恬静安然的表情，她举手投足之间似乎增添了些淡淡的女人心绪。 “太后，皇上已经过来了。” 当颛福走进来时，颛福和玳君两人都不由得一愣。玳君请了安，然后就低下头保持沉默，颛福也咳了咳没有说话。 为了打破这静寂，我开口问玳君：“淑妃，这段时间你都在家做什么呢？” 玳君抿了抿嘴，回道：“早晚做做功课，抄写一下经文打发时间。” “哦？玳君你信佛？”颛福有了一些兴趣。 玳君淡淡地笑了一下，“也不算信的，只是在忧郁时在伤心时念着那些经文心情就会好一些。” 颛福若有所思地点了点头，然后他专注地看向玳君，“玳君，朕觉得你与以前有些不一样了呢。” 当天颛福又去了玳君的瑞雀宫看望她，据宫娥千儿讲两人谈得很融洽，过了几日颛福终于宿于瑞雀宫，次日将玳君册封为“淡淑妃”。 淡，这是一个奇怪的封号，宫中以前未曾有过以“淡”字为封号的先例。况且玳君姓南宫而不是淡，实在有些让人费解，不过也可以认为是“淡然”的意思吧。 此后闲暇时颛福去玳君的宫中较多，虽然有时也并不留宿，只是合奏一曲或谈论佛经，但据说两人感情很好。颛福时不时也会去凤仪宫探望一下朱妘，朱妘好似也不怎么在意玳君的进宫，两人相安无事，后宫一片安宁，我也稍稍放下心来，觉得称心如意。 一天我去看九珍，就听见九珍在屋里嚷着：“它为什么不吃东西呢？它是生病了吗？你们快去叫太医来！” “哦？要给谁请太医呀？”我进屋奇怪地问道。 九珍见到我很高兴，一下子扑到我怀里，撒娇了一会儿，然后难过地指着笼子里的小麻雀说：“小麻雀不吃不喝，病怏怏的，我要请太医为它看病。” 我哭笑不得，点了点她的额头说：“女儿呀，你要那些太医当兽医，恐怕那些自命不凡的太医可要叫苦了。” “母后，那小麻雀到底是怎么了，怎么才能让它吃饭呢？我已经取了上好的米来喂它，还拿漂亮的笼子装着它，它为什么还不开心呢？”九珍抬头拿着大眼睛询问我。 我看着笼子里恹恹的小麻雀，叹了一口气，语重心长地说：“因为它渴望的不是这些……你啊，宫中有那么多调教好的名贵鸟儿，你为什么偏偏叫人逮小麻雀呢？” “因为女儿看见树上那些小麻雀是那样的生动活泼，比宫里养得那些鸟儿都好。” 我起身拎起了笼子，来到室外，轻轻地打开小笼门。 那只小麻雀仿佛突然惊醒般，睁开眼睛警惕地看了看，试探着来到笼门，犹豫着最后终于展翅飞了出去，不带有一丝的留恋。 我望着它小小的远飞的身影，喃喃地说：“它想要的并不是你给它的那些，它想要的只是自由……” 这时九珍费力地提着金笼子跑到我身边，打开笼门说：“对不起小鸟们，九珍要还给你们自由，金丝雀你飞吧……” 我好笑地阻止了她，“傻女儿，如果你把金丝雀放于野外，恐怕它将采不到东西吃，它将没有挡风遮雨的巢穴，它将被大鸟欺负，很快就会活不下去了。” 九珍忽闪着大眼睛不解地看着我，我怜爱地摸了摸她的头发，对她解释说：“它们的命运是不同的。人也未尝不是如此，每个人都有自己该有的命运，即便掺杂着太多的无可奈何……” 这时菟丝上前提醒说：“太后娘娘，时辰差不多了，您不是要去参拜龙恩寺么……” 龙恩寺，是九皇子出家修行的寺院。已经多少年没有见过九皇子了……这些年甚至没有通过一封书信。 我惦念着他，其中还有深深的愧疚之情，九皇子是我早已伤痕累累的心上一道很深很痛的口子，却始终没有因为时间的流逝而愈合。 我并不是不想去问候他，但我不知道该以什么脸面去面对，尤其是在嫁给先帝后我更是无地自容。只是最近寺院里来信说九皇子身体虚弱，已经卧病不起了，他们不敢怠慢，连忙派人进宫通知我。 我得到消息时大惊失色，心知九皇子本来就身子薄，每日粗茶淡饭，苦读经文，身体自然吃不消，于是慌忙派了几名医术好的太医去为他诊治，自己则犹豫不决，几个晚上辗转反侧，终是决定在今天去看望他。 九珍见我要走，拿小手拉住我宽大的袖角，抬头娇声娇气地说：“母后，您要去哪儿，九珍也要去，九珍也要和您一起去。” 我蹲下身柔声劝她有重要的事去办，无奈九珍缠着我不放，看着她乞求的眼神我心中又是心疼又是宠溺，最后还是拗不过她带着她一同出宫。 于是几顶气派的皇家轿子，一长行随行的宫人和护卫浩浩荡荡从巍峨宫门走出前往皇家寺院龙恩寺。 在路上九珍掀开帘子好奇地左看右看，不时拉着我叫道：“母后，你看你看！” 我目不斜视，保持端庄的姿势，轻声地责备九珍说：“你看你大惊小怪的，哪有皇家帝姬的风范，小心叫人笑话，快把帘子放下。”嘴上虽然这样说，却并没有真的阻止九珍，心想这是九珍第一次出宫，养在深宫中的帝姬，很多民间事物没有见识过。其实我未尝不是在悄悄地用余光打量外面的场景。 不知过了多久，轿子终于停在了感恩寺的大门前。 感恩寺不愧为皇家寺院，修葺得气势宏伟，隐隐可见寺内香雾缭绕。感恩寺主持和寺内僧人皆排在门口迎接鸾驾。 我牵着九珍下了轿，主持双掌合十向我和九珍行礼。 我点了点头，也无心客套，直接问：“九皇子他怎么样了？” 主持摇了摇头，有些忧愁地回答：“九皇子身体依然不见起色。只是他听说今天皇太后会来，强撑着起床，现在正在善缘阁等着鸾驾呢。” 我听了有些着急，他身体已经那么孱弱，怎么就起来了呢？于是也顾不上观赏感恩寺寺内景色，便让主持领着径直向善缘阁走去。 我一路上走得有些快，主持更是要加快步伐。然而，走着走着，当我看到善缘阁三个镏金大字时，反而慢了下来。 我不敢，我不敢见他…… 我慌乱着，心虚着，在停下脚步时却已经不知不觉到了善缘阁门前。 主持伸手做了一个请的手势，然后携着众随行宫人离开此处。 我一个人站在门前，身体禁不住微微发抖，我甚至不清楚那时自己到底是什么感觉，只是，只是我知道自己没有勇气伸手推开面前的那一扇门。 我慢慢地蹲下身去，将自己抱作一团，头低低地压到膝盖，就像孩子般无助。 我根本不敢看九皇子现在的模样，我更是羞愧地不知以什么身份出现在这儿。他一定知道我后来嫁给他父皇的事了，他也一定知道我后来怀孕生子的事了，他会怎么想。 突然听到门吱呀一声开了，然后感到一只温暖的手轻轻地覆在我的头上。 我抬起头，迎上的是一双温柔的眼睛。 “奴兮。”他轻柔地唤我。 本来抑制的眼泪一下子汹涌而出，怎么擦也止不住，最后我委屈地哽咽起来，像个知道自己犯错的孩子。 九皇子，你知道我多么怕见你，我怕你见到我时称呼我为“太后”，那我该是怎样的尴尬和无地自容。 原来你还肯叫我奴兮…… 九皇子犹豫着，然后伸出手为我擦拭眼泪，“奴兮，别哭。” 我用力地点头，抬起红红的眼睛看他。 九皇子一身墨黑色的僧袍，显得身体瘦削如柴，脸色泛着虚弱的白，我简直无法和少年时的他联系在一起，于是心下一阵阵酸痛。 我低下了头，小声地说：“对不起，九皇子。”这句话憋在我心里已经快十五年了，直到现在才有机会说出来。 九皇子摇了摇头，故作轻松地说：“奴兮，你不需要愧疚的，真的。再说，我在这儿挺好，每日吃斋理佛，感悟了不少人生的道理……”说着说着九皇子咳了起来。我慌忙说：“我们还是进屋谈吧。” 进了屋我们面对面而坐，明明彼此有千言万语却又不知从何谈起。 我这次过来很大的目的是想劝九皇子还俗，不要再过这样清苦的生活，那样对他的身体无异于自残，然而话到嘴边却又怎么都开不了口。 因为他的眼神是那样的淡定、安然，已经完全是一名虔诚的佛门弟子，毕竟十多年过去了，我不再是当年的我，而九皇子身上也有了一种莫名的陌生感。 这时九珍蹦蹦跳跳地闯了进来，她一下子扑到我怀中，叫道：“母后！女儿一直在找您，寺院里都是脑袋光光的人，主持也不跟我玩儿！” 九皇子有些吃惊地看着九珍，迟疑地问：“这是……你女儿？” 我感到有些不好意思，红着脸略点了点头，然后推开腻在怀中的九珍，拉着她说：“九珍，还不见过你九皇兄。” 九珍上上下下打量九皇子，九皇子温柔地向她招手，“九珍，过来。” 九珍对九皇子倒不认生，大大方方地走到九皇子身边。 九皇子轻拂九珍的头发，然后对我笑着说：“你女儿长得像你。” 我的心一痛，所有人都说九珍长得不像我，只有你说她像我。 九皇子很喜爱九珍，她顽皮地去摸他的光头也不气恼，还耐心听她喋喋不休地说着孩子的稚语。也许因为九皇子这份温柔和纵容，九珍与九皇子很投缘，不一会儿就与他处熟了。 时间过得很快，天色已经有些暗了，我们必须要回宫了。 我终于抑制不住，鼓起勇气说：“九皇子，你还俗吧，这样对你的身体……” 九皇子怔了一下，然后缓缓摇了摇头，问我：“那么你告诉我，还了俗之后呢？我还能做什么……” I can't answer.九皇子苦笑了一下。 宫人们已经在外面催促了，我们必须要离开了。 我看着他，用最最真挚的语气说：“好好保重自己。” 然而在我转身的一刹那，我的袖袍突然被抓住了！是九皇子，他拉着我的袖角，我甚至能感觉到他的力量那样大，抓得那样紧。 我的心仿佛也被那样地抓紧了，简直不能呼吸，一阵阵泛痛。 我回头看他，眼中布满哀伤，因为我们都知道这也许将是我们最后一次见面了。 九皇子的脸色苍白，然后他颓败地低下了头，慢慢放开自己的手。“让我抱抱九珍吧。”他说。 本来就对九皇子恋恋不舍的九珍感染到了某种气氛，开始嘤嘤地哭起来。 她哭哭啼啼地来到九皇子跟前，伸出手只能环到九皇子的腿，九皇子把她抱了起来。 “九珍，九珍，”九皇子帮她擦着眼泪说，“九珍你有天下最好的母亲，你要听她的话，你要代替很多很多人去爱她……” 九珍也许并不懂，只是很重很重地点着头。 然后九皇子无比珍视地在九珍额头上轻轻地印上了一个吻。 两道泪痕从九皇子脸上滑过，他放下九珍，飞快地转身，再不回头。我闭上眼睛不忍再看，强迫自己镇定下来，然后又睁开眼睛，拉起九珍坐进轿中。 轿子抬起，行走，远离。 九珍不再似来时那样活跃了，脸上还挂着未干的泪痕，然后她突然抬头问我：“母后，奴兮是谁？” 奴兮是谁？我苦笑着，甚至我自己都忘了吧。宫人们称我为“太后”，皇帝称我“母后”，我自称“哀家”，史书上记我的名讳是“妇虞”，以后再没有人知道“奴兮”这个名字，也不会再有唤“奴兮”的人了吧。 “只是一个故人罢了……”我喃喃地这样回答。 “是吗？是已经死了吗？她一定是九皇兄曾经珍爱的人，因为他在亲我时轻轻叫出了这个名字……”九珍自顾自地说着。 “母后，您怎么了？您怎么了……” 无暇顾及九珍的呼喊，突然间我泪水满面。 转眼间就到了年末，那天朱妘过来向我请安时脸红扑扑的，行动也有些扭捏。 我关心地问：“皇后今天身体不适吗？” 朱妘羞涩地低下头没有回答，反而是她的奶娘上前对善善耳语了几句，善善笑了笑，然后对我轻声说：“太后，皇后这是长大成人了。” “哦？”我微微吃惊，然后眯起眼睛上下打量朱妘，心想难怪觉得最近朱妘有些不一样了，好似增添了些少女的柔媚。 “这是好事啊。奶娘你这几日多加照顾着，叫小厨房增添些补血的食物，还要注意切勿着凉了……”我一边在这吩咐着，朱妘的奶娘一边点头应是。 正在这时进来人说颛福和十五皇子颛明一道来请安了。 我吩咐让他们进来，却见朱妘还是呆呆的，一点也没有回避的样子，