Chapter 30 Chapter Thirty

"She is afraid. She is afraid to take a step forward and see him flirting with others. She is afraid that if she continues to ask questions, she will only lose her face. If she has no feelings, she must at least keep her dignity." Mudan said, "She has a heart. Unwilling, but lacking courage. Even if she comes back here again, the lonely resentment deep in her heart will never subside for a day." "Well, she's scared. But now, I fully understand why she's so scared!" She is unwilling, but has no courage.Back to Wanhualin, but I can't erase the gloomy bits.The Yaju here has a gloomy aura, the fogging armour technique is a trick created by Shen Yu, and even the Seventh Heaven is similar to the legend described by Shen Yu... Depression is everywhere, aunt lives in this kind of torture!She hates it, but can't let it go.She was unwilling, but could not escape.

It wasn't until the end that it was able to be completely destroyed by a fire that poured down the sky! I think, in fact, it’s not exactly what Monk Fudo said, my aunt burned us to death, and she only realized after burning everything.It was because depression appeared in front of my aunt again! The melancholy of the year has become the old monk of this year.He stayed outside the wall, exhausting his years and brilliance.He did not break his promise back then, he has been watching her.It was because of him that my aunt could let go!Maybe my understanding is too narrow, but the joy and comfort in my aunt's eyes before she left made me think this idea frequently.

Peony asked me: "Do you really want to be like my aunt? Are you unwilling and don't have the guts to fight for it? Do you want to cherish memories and hate for a lifetime?" I shook my head, took out the dharma stick from the armband and said, "I have my responsibility too! Jin Jiayu was born from the aura of this dagger. , but melted in the hellfire of the Seventh Heaven. We all died and came back to life, but Jin Jiayu disappeared with the death of the Seventh Heaven. I think his remnants should have returned to the Dharma battle.” His golden eyes always shine in my heart.If one day, I have the ability to comprehend all the power of this dharma weapon, I hope he can also have the chance to be reborn.

He is no longer just a puppet born of Fa Zong's aura, he has his own emotions and a real life!In fact, I may not be able to do what Zhu Xiaolian can do.Although he is just a mortal, his attitude towards life is the same as that of Jiang Li in the beginning. As a guardian, one should have an attitude of respecting life. We have so much to learn about emotions.Where there is heart, there is love, and life and death are all in one thought.People's hearts can never achieve absolute fairness, so there are differences between closeness and closeness, and severity. To understand the world of mortals, you don't have to go through the world.Wanhua Forest is also an excellent training ground.These sisters, the demon spirits in the Ten Thousand Flowers Forest, this is also a world, waiting for my little bit of understanding!

I looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes were cold and the corners of my lips were tight, and the solemn expression made the lines of my whole face so sharp. There were bursts of laughter from outside the corridor, accompanied by footsteps that were light and heavy, which seemed a bit unscrupulous.No need to distinguish Yuanxiang, I also know that it is Yunmei and Xuelian. Yunmei was laughing at Xuelian: "Oh, you have gained weight recently, look at this face, you have a double chin!" "What should I do? If you don't want to eat the big ones, you have to eat the small ones too!" Xuelian's nonchalant voice rose up, accompanied by two "pops", knowing that she was patting her protruding belly again.

I'm helpless, she's always been like this recently, patting her stomach like a watermelon. Xue Lian is pregnant with Meng Longtan's child, and now her stomach is already showing shape.I still remember that she always looked at Meng Longtan with disdain.But at this time, the big belly always looks happy. When my aunt released Xing Tian Beast to wreak havoc in the dojo, when all the sisters gave me their power and they had no more strength to support, Meng Longtan fought for them to the last moment. My aunt's magical powers caused the Wanhua Forest to start burning, and Meng Longtan turned into black ash with his arms open to block them!These are what Lilac told me later.

The respect and love gained at the cost of life is unforgettable. Ding Xiang and Xue Lian were extremely disappointed with Meng Longtan, because he was a big man who was always unpredictable.After rescuing Mudan, even if the plan had been revealed, even if they were to be severely punished by their aunt, they still refused to leave with Meng Longtan.I think at that time, Meng Longtan's masculine dignity was indeed severely damaged! However, after the final battle, Meng Longtan was finally a man of love and righteousness.He has won respect with his actions, but Lilac, Begonia, Snow Lotus, and Lily, after all, are unwilling to follow him to live the days of serving their husbands together.In the world of love, one person is too lonely, three people are too crowded, let alone five people?

The two love each other, exchange hearts for hearts.Love can be very selfless, giving each other without resentment.Love is also very selfish, the love between a man and a woman cannot tolerate a grain of sand! They finally experienced a scene. After sending Meng Longtan away, Xuelian found out that she was pregnant.She was full of expectations for the little life in her womb, and she no longer had that icy cool look. Yunmei seldom gets close to people, but now she has a much more cheerful disposition.Hou Xia treated her well, but it wasn't where her heart belonged. After Zhu Xiaolian was forcibly sent away by me, Hou Xia found out and had no choice but to follow.At the time of parting, he tried to hold Yunmei's hand a few times, but he didn't dare, and in the end Yunmei patted him hard on the shoulder, almost making him fall to his knees.

Love, after all, cannot be forced.Although Yunmei did not accept Houxia, after this time, she was able to gradually walk out of the haze of the stone demon's death. Hearing the two people's laughter and soft words made my heart soften. Husband and wife, friends, mother and child... How wonderful are the emotions in the world! The voices of the two gradually faded away, and their eyes turned to the mirror again.I don't know when, the corners of my lips have already raised a graceful arc, and the smile just bloomed naturally.The facial features instantly softened, making my gorgeous clothes covered with peonies even more golden and dazzling.

A smile is sincere because of affection! The mirror is my friend, I still like to talk to it, it always listens silently.Peony is my root and my name.I took over the magic weapon from my aunt and became the new owner of Wanhualin.With Huan Ri's supernatural powers, I am far from reaching my aunt's realm.There is no need to do that arrogance and arrogance anymore, this is my home and my sisters' home, and a home should look like a home. Everything in the Ten Thousand Flowers Forest is as usual. I take my sisters to practice every day, and they still roll their names and are still orderly.I always remember what Zhu Xiaolian said.

Institutions are necessary, and so are the guards of power.But the heart should let it be free! Some unnecessary systems will abolish it, such as praying to and fro all day long.To gain the respect of others, strength alone cannot do it. Taohuawu is always a beautiful scene, with flying flowers all over the sky, and peach blossoms and snow in succession.Peach blossoms are clustered together, even if one withers and falls, new ones will bloom immediately. Now, in my opinion, it is no longer stereotyped, but it shows endless life! Peony sat opposite me, and a small stove on the table was cooking new tea.The fragrance of tea and flowers are harmonious and graceful, just like the quiet and fresh days in the forest of thousands of flowers. I said: "After the seventh heaven disappeared, the Xingtian beasts were unscrupulous. I used an enchantment to protect this area so that they can't invade temporarily, but it is not a long-term solution. I am going to retreat. During this period, I will leave the routine to you." Mudan said: "Are you planning to imitate your aunt? But these Xingtian beasts are not the snow demons of the past. They have no wisdom at all and cannot be purified." "You should try it," I said. "Like Zhu Xiaolian? He's obviously a powerless scholar, so why do he want to come here to save people?" Mudan smiled, her eyes slightly filled with fascination and bewilderment. "Aren't you going to see the outside world?" I asked her, "It may be a few months in the forest, and it may be just a moment outside the painting wall. I don't have the courage, but you are different from me." Mudan shook her head and took a sip of tea slowly: "You are right, we are just his dream." I looked down at the cup in my hand, everything in the world was nothing more than a dream.People who are trapped in a dream are struggling hard, how many people can understand it? I have occasionally thought of him recently, and every time I think of him, I feel like I am being strangled by someone, a little suffocating and a little painful, but it is also a real feeling. Whether I understand love or not, I am not sure until now.Or it's just a moment of brilliant throbbing, which will soon be forgotten with time, or this painful and happy feeling will accompany me for the rest of my life. But I finally understand one thing, love and hate, the important thing is never the result. If I forget it one day, it doesn't mean that my love was hypocritical.Ruo Ming's heart to death does not mean how persistent and strong my love is. Those soul-stirring for love, those persistent entanglements, are actually just unwillingness. Love arises when one thinks about it. A heaven, a hell.