Chapter 8 chapter eight

Seeing the female soldiers confronting them, they were obviously very angry, but they couldn't get angry, so one or two stared at me, as if I had seriously dereliction of duty. I just pretended not to see it, and looked at the broken crystal at the gate of the far hall in a blink of an eye, it was the broken limb of the stone demon. He managed to cultivate a human form, but due to a momentary misconception, he returned to his original form.Ashes to dust, dust to dust.Life comes hard, but it goes so easy. The broken crystals on the ground gradually turned into dust, and there was no trace of the wind blowing.

The sisters had had enough laughing, and gradually dispersed one by two.I think that the young man who broke in out of nowhere should be glad that he narrowly escaped death under my aunt's nose today.It's not that Peony and I are so clever, it's because someone has much worse luck than him. The big avenue gradually became empty and silent, and the bamboo shadows and sapos in the distance made a soft rustle, even the sound was desolate. The forest of thousands of flowers is like a rich and colorful picture, and the sun is shining like gold, reflecting the high steps of the purple hall, and there is luxury everywhere, but it is like a death scene.Day after day, year after year, love is not allowed in Wanhua Forest.

The word "love" is also a taboo of my aunt, she does not allow the female disciples here to be contaminated.She hates men, whether they are immortals, demons or humans. Because, when a man meets a woman, if they are not equal, they will have a "feeling" that she hates. When I returned to Shaoyaoju, I felt more tired than ever before. Sitting in front of the bronze mirror, the bronze mirror is my only friend.It reflects my face and truly reflects my expression: just like the scenery of Wanhualin, it is a face that does not change day after day. I can't laugh, and I haven't cried.Not happy, not sad.

There are some things I only dare to say to Tong Jing, for example, I don't want to be the heir.In fact, I also hope to have those rich expressions, but I have never learned the superficial. "I'm really getting more and more incompetent. I didn't even notice that there was a stone demon coming in. If I found out beforehand, at least he wouldn't die." "Professed to be proficient in the five lines, she is the most proud student of my aunt, she must have been flattered by her. I always talk about responsibility and don't give others good looks. Who cares about me?"

"Actually, I'm quite envious of them. At least they show their true feelings and dare to do something. I don't even have the guts. I just put on a bad face and I hate seeing it myself." "Tell me, if I help Yunmei become Shayun Mantian, will she treat me better?" "That's right. If I go to Shilin, she will definitely think that my aunt asked me to spy on her." "Then you said, I secretly put the sand crystal pill in the stone forest while she was away? Pressed under the stone pillar, she thinks it is the stone essence gathered, so she can use it, right?"

"Well, this is indeed a good idea. Let's just do it, so that she may feel better... The stone demon died, Yunmei was very sad, it was the first time she cried... Is the stone demon really so important? She almost rushed over, she almost exposed herself. If my aunt knew it was her, she would definitely not let her go lightly... When will she forget this? " I was babbling incomprehensibly in the mirror, and suddenly I heard a "poof~".Feeling terrified, I suddenly felt a very faint breath rising from the back of the cabinet not far from the mirror. What's going on today?Is there someone hiding in my room, or is it hiding beside me so I can't find it?I really need to practice 30,000 times of listening to wind and distinguishing qi!

I stared at the cabinet and said, "Get out." From the gap between the walls behind the cabinets, a blue shadow slowly emerged.It was him, the young man who claimed to be surnamed Zhu. Didn't he send Peony and Green Bamboo away?How did you come to me? My heart was tense, how could Mudan still be so bold after seeing the end of the stone demon?Still want to keep him here secretly?Don't you understand that she can't tolerate men, love and even curiosity? You can hide it, but you still hide it with me! Clenching her fingers slightly, she met his gaze. His eyeballs were astonishingly black, but his expression lost the restraint he had just had, and his frankness added a bit of a faint smile.Whoever laughs better than me, this is simply a provocation.

"You've been here all this time?" He looked at me with a warm smile and gleams in his eyes, that expression was clearly an acknowledgment. Without even thinking about it, I raised my leg and kicked towards him.I feel very sad and angry, or it is more appropriate to say that I am angry.Thanks to him, I finally experienced the emotions that turned from shame to anger.I was making a lot of ugly appearances, but a theatergoer suddenly appeared beside me. In order to cover up your ugliness, it's best to keep your mouth shut! A large piece of the folding screen fell down, and he had already been kicked to the ground by me.I rushed forward and grabbed him. I should have smashed his sky cap, but I didn't have the majestic momentum of my aunt.

Although the posture is ferocious, the hand can't hold it down.I had to grit my teeth and ask him: "What's the reason why you hide and spy here?" He quickly opened his hands, allowing me to pull him into a mess.His face was flushed red, but his expression was innocent.What pissed me off the most was that he didn't seem afraid of me. He said: "Girl, I'm waiting for someone here, but I didn't know the girl came in. The girl came in, but I didn't dare to speak rashly, so..." I was surprised: "Waiting for someone? Waiting for someone? This is my room."

His expression became more and more innocent: "I didn't know this was your room either." I was so angry that my ears were getting hotter and hotter. I just entered the room and changed my clothes. I...he watched the whole audience! He quickly said: "I have never seen clearly, nor have I heard clearly...that...why do you mutter to yourself in the mirror alone, you look very lonely, do you have no friends?" This is the reason why misfortune comes from the mouth. No matter how innocent his expression is, I have to be cruel once.Let him go out, let's not talk about how my aunt is doing.With his open mouth alone, I can't get along here.

Everyone has a secret in their hearts, and they don't want to share it with others.Well, even if I want to confide in people sometimes, I definitely don't want to share it in this way. I don't even want to share it with an 'outsider'! If you hear it, you can pretend not to hear it, and if you see it, you don't have to admit it.Give me a step down, and I'll let you live. I admit that this person has some courage to ask so directly, or simply call it stupid, but he did succeed in driving me into a mess. As long as my mind is messy, my behavior will also be messy.The battle between heaven and man was still in my mind, and my body made the decision for me. With my fingers, the shape of the sword suddenly appeared, and it was held in my hand by virtual reality. As long as I wave my hand, he will be bloody and bloody. But at this time, his expression was surprisingly calm, his eyes were like a deep pool, and the slightest waves floating seemed to be gentle.That smirk subsided and became serious, but it was replaced by a kind of inquiry that made me unable to speak, with a look of guilt on his face, and his voice became low: "I'm sorry, I offended." It wasn't because I raised the sword, he was looking into my eyes from beginning to end.Are you really not afraid of death? This kind of gaze makes me a little embarrassed, but I don't want to dodge it. After all, I can't cut it down, so what if I have learned martial arts, after all, I can't do it like my aunt, who will be wiped out with a flick of a finger. Peony's eyes suddenly flickered in front of my eyes, and the begging and anxiety pulled my nerves that were about to break.That look very similar to Yunmei's has already told me clearly. They all fell into the magnificent love between men and women just like the stories described in those books.This is a taboo, it is my aunt's rebelliousness, but everyone has a heart, so they must guard against it, and they cannot guard against that moment of heartbeat! I can't do anything, I helped him at the beginning, even if I regret and fear afterwards, how can I have the heart to destroy him? After waving the Sword Summoning Jue, my heart felt a little dull.He can neither be as strong as his aunt nor have the courage of the sisters, so he is really incompetent. In fact, I am very contradictory. I hope to be understood and recognized by others, but I don't want to be in this way.I feel very ashamed, but there is a kind of joy after being smashed in my heart. I turned my face away and said, "Forget it, I pretend I didn't see you." He said: "Friends are more important than heart-to-heart friendship. The so-called long distance knows horsepower, and time can tell people's hearts. Temporary setbacks do not mean permanent misunderstandings. If you treat them sincerely, one day, they will understand." If you really are a fool, you don't know how good it is.Just now you said you didn't hear clearly, now you've made it clear and told me you heard clearly.I've already said what to do if I can't see it?Anyway, I want to save face! But such words, only such a fool can say.Who else will tell me?The bronze mirror will always only truly reflect my rigid face, it will only listen quietly and never say anything to me. I said, "What do you know?" He said: "I really don't understand anything, but I feel that the relationship between people is subtle. Even if a girl is unsmiling, it doesn't mean she is cold and indifferent. It is easy to suffer if you can't express, but human feelings Comfort, sometimes you don’t need to use your mouth.” I raised my head to look at him, and he smiled brightly at me, like the scenery of the moon.Then he bowed to me and said: "Xiaosheng Zhu Xiaolian, thank you for your mercy, how about letting Xiaosheng hold the broom to find the way for the girl, how about being the girl's friend?" I froze: "Friend?" This word really makes people feel strange and intimate.Ever since I was chosen as the heir, the word friend has become farther and farther away from me. The heir is in an awkward position, and I'm always torn about what to do.They regarded me as my aunt's eyes and ears, and avoided me everywhere.The more I tried to get close to them, the more they became suspicious of my motives. His eyes flashed with moving brilliance, he nodded and said, "It's better to learn how to get along with people and build friendship than you mumble in front of the mirror." I asked: "You don't know what kind of person I am, why do you want to be friends with me?" His expression was frank: "The girl is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, she is a kind-hearted and good person. Didn't the girl help me in the dojo before?" Yes, it's not an arm, it's a kick... But just now, I kicked him!But it's not to help him, it's because he spied on my "ugliness". His face became hot for a while, Gu Zuo said to him: "Your name is Zhu Xiaolian?" He nodded and said, "Because I won the exam, people call me Xiaolian. Over time, I started calling him like that. Anyway, the name is just a code name, so I don't care." Calm and gentle, like a spring breeze.This first step in getting along with people, he has taught me.He is used to being called by others, and he accepts it calmly, and gets closer every time he comes and goes. But he is not in my position, how can he know my difficulties?Things that my aunt entrusts to me often make my sisters unhappy.Whether I do it or not is a dilemma.It feels like being stuck in a gap in the wall, struggling to and fro to no avail.It has to be like this, day after day. I wanted to ask him, what should I do?But he made the usual mistake again, the words went round and round in his heart, and he couldn't always do it. He asked my name, and I replied, "My name is Shaoyao." He smiled: "Peony, green bamboo, peony... so you are all named after flowers, really good names. Have you always lived here?" I nodded and said, "I've been here all the time. The woman in blue at the top of the dojo just now is our aunt. She is very powerful, and she doesn't like outsiders." He said: "I heard about it from Peony before. Peony said that you are the heir chosen by my aunt, so even they have to listen to you, which shows that your aunt values ​​you very much." "But they don't like it." I thought it was impossible to say, but now I blurted out so naturally. He is an 'outsider' who cannot understand my difficulties.But it was also this 'outsider' who overheard my secret. It was a strange and friendly feeling, like the word 'friend'.