Chapter 110 third quarter

Wake-up and half-awake finally had some accurate memories in the twilight.Her memory then stayed in the evening of the day before the car accident. That evening, Maisui, who was preparing dinner, looked at the wall clock on the wall. It was time for Maizi to get off work.She set the dishes on the table and went downstairs. Maisui, who went downstairs, came to an oval flower garden in the family area, which was directly facing the gate of the community, and she could clearly see the people entering and leaving the gate. The severe winter in Shacheng is approaching, and there are only some dead branches and leaves in the flower garden, and the flowers that bloomed in the past cannot remain on the branches.Maisui was standing in front of this dilapidated flower garden waiting for her daughter.Even though she knew that her daughter seldom came home on time after get off work, she still stood here waiting for her every day.She wanted to let her daughter understand through this waiting how much she loved her, this kind of love has never stopped, and will never stop, unless her life stops.However, time passed by little by little, and the street that was originally crowded with people due to the rush hour has gradually quieted down, and the buildings on the opposite side are lit up with twinkling lights one after another.One, two, three... She patiently counted the bright windows opposite, waiting for her daughter to appear.All the windows on the opposite side were lit, but there was still no sign of my daughter.Perhaps, the daughter went to play somewhere outside with her colleagues again.She felt empty inside.She knew that since Lu Siyu walked into this house, her daughter hated her in her heart.She felt sorry for her daughter, but there was nothing she could do. Under the circumstances at that time, she had to maintain the livelihood of the mother and daughter, and had to have sufficient material conditions to raise her daughter into an adult, so she could not categorically refuse Lu Siyu's approach.She hopes that her daughter will understand her when she grows up and forgive her for her forced choice.However, a miracle did not happen, and she still failed to get her daughter's forgiveness, even though Lu Siyu hadn't been here for a long time.Maisui's heart ached and twitched violently.In the pain, she eagerly longed to see her daughter immediately and tell her everything she wanted to say.Yeah, the daughter hasn't listened to her for a long time, and even if she did say something, the daughter will run counter to her words.The daughter wanted to punish her in this way.Now, only her daughter is left in her life, and she cannot bear such extreme punishment for her daughter, let alone lose her daughter.Otherwise, what's the point of the original choice?What would the life of her and her daughter be like if there were no choices at the beginning?At this moment, how much she misses the old days, the days when there were only her and her daughter... Thinking of these, her heart felt warm again, scenes and scenes of the past appeared in front of her eyes, compared with the colorful car lights on the street. Overlapping with neon lights.

"Mom!" This was the first time my daughter uttered a word, as clear and loud as Bengdou.Unlike other children who would combine the words "Mom" when learning to speak, Maisui taught her a lot before she was able to call her "Mom". The daughter stood in the alley and watched other children kicking shuttlecock. How she wanted to join them!But no child accepted her.Maisui can understand the thinking of the children at that time. There are two kinds of people who are unwilling to be with them or even deliberately isolate them: one is particularly good at learning or the teacher likes it; the other is particularly ugly or the family situation is not good.She didn't know which case the children attributed her daughter to, but she knew that her daughter was alone.Later, she sewed shuttlecocks and sandbags for her daughter. Whenever she had time, she took her daughter to play in the yard, but her daughter was not happy.

Maisui found many books for her daughter, including famous novels and children's stories.My daughter is obsessed with reading, and she no longer has to envy the children playing in the alley. When Maisui and her daughter first moved to Shacheng, they occasionally went to the mall, but her daughter stood in front of the candy counter and refused to leave, so she could only buy her a lollipop wrapped in colored cellophane.Back at the rental house, the daughter couldn't wait to peel off the candy wrapper, but she insisted that her mother lick it first, and then asked if it was sweet.Maisui's heart was sour, and she repeatedly said sweetness, but forgot to wipe away the tears hanging from the corners of her eyes.It was the daughter who wiped away her tears, and then said to her with determination: "Mom, I will never eat candy again. If I eat too much candy, my teeth will hurt."

Not long after she started working in the wool spinning factory, the factory stopped production, and Maisui was forced to go to the streets to sell fabrics to earn a living. Her daughter, who was already in middle school, always kept her company, to endure the eyes and even abuse around her.How grateful she was to her daughter at that time!It was seeing the sensible daughter beside her that gave her the courage to continue to challenge life... The daughter grew up day by day.As the daughter grew up, what swelled in her heart was not love for her mother, but completely resentment towards her.Maisui knows that she has done many things wrong, and also knows that it is difficult for her daughter to accept her mistakes, but she still wants to tell her daughter that the reason why she made such mistakes is entirely because of her love and selfless love for her daughter.At this time, on this silent winter night, how much she longed to see her daughter, not just to tell her these things, but also about her father—the answer the daughter had always wanted to know... However, Maizi never appeared.

Maisui's heart began to feel uneasy. Slowly, the neon lights on the street seemed to quiet down.On such a night, with the cold wind blowing, Maisui felt that her hair was frozen and her legs had already lost feeling.But she still stood there firmly, facing the dilapidated flower garden, waiting for her daughter, while recalling the splendor of the flowers in the past.I don't know if something happened to Maizi?What would happen to a young girl who didn't come home late at night?A greater fear oppressed her heavily... Later, the sky became bright. From a distance, Maisui saw her daughter and a man walking towards this side, and when they reached the gate of the community, the two waved goodbye.

Even though the sky was dark, she could still tell from the man's posture that he was the one who often sent his daughter home, a middle-aged man who was starting to rest.It turned out that the daughter had been in contact with that middle-aged man all the time, and it developed to the point where she stayed together all night.For the daughter, what kind of life ending will she have in the future! ?The daughter has fallen into such a game of life, and it seems that the sacrifices made for her are really meaningless.She looked at her daughter who was walking towards her. The distance between the two was getting closer, yet so far away.She wanted to reach out and grab her daughter, but she no longer had the strength.She felt so weak that she could only watch her daughter getting closer and further away...

Maisui dragged her stiff legs up the stairs mechanically with her daughter and returned home.Before she could say anything, the daughter, who had changed into another outfit, left again, without even asking her why she was standing downstairs at dawn, and of course she didn't ask how long she had been standing downstairs. The daughter is gone again.Maisui sat blankly at the cold dining table.The table was still yesterday's dinner, a dinner that no one had touched. In this early morning, facing the cold dinner, she recalled the middle-aged man who just broke up with her daughter.She knew he was a surgeon.She once begged him for her daughter, but she was rude and rejected by him.She knew that she couldn't get her daughter back, but she still prayed to God not to let her daughter slip too far.Maybe give her enough time, let her think about it, and find other ways to bring her daughter back from the lost way.

She sat at the dining table and thought for a long time, and thought a lot.Finally she thought of him—Maizi's father.Perhaps, only he can help a bunch of daughters, also his daughters.So she decided to go out.She was determined to find him, to return her daughter to him herself before it was too late. Before going out, Maisui dug out the red scarf many years ago from the box, wrapped it around her head, and looked in the mirror again.She was afraid that after years of separation, the erosion of the years had made him unable to recognize her.Fortunately, against the bright red scarf, if you don't look carefully at the wrinkles in the corners of her eyes, it seems that nothing has changed.

She walked out of the house and hurried down the street. The sky was dark and chaotic, with large white snowflakes floating.This should be the first snow in early winter, right?She knew that she was about to meet him. When the first snow fell, was this a special arrangement made by God for their meeting?Does he know how determined she is for this day?If her daughter hadn't pushed her into a corner, she didn't know when she would be able to muster up the courage to meet him.Thinking of this, she couldn't help smiling, even though there were bitter tears in that smile.Their daughter, who was as persistent as they were back then, why should they repeat an unfortunate reincarnation?She believed that he was capable of persuading her, or begging that middle-aged doctor again.

When crossing that bustling street, she saw the person standing in front of the window on the fourth floor of Sunshine Law Firm opposite, although she didn't see his face clearly, and she didn't even decide whether it was the person she wanted to see, But already involuntarily excited.True, nothing has changed there, except that the windows have been replaced by French windows with panoramic views.Is it really him who is standing in front of the window?She seemed to have felt his breath, she was going to run towards him! For a split second as she ran, she forgot about the speeding cars on the street.She was suddenly hit violently, and her whole body flew up like a light snowflake.

Yes, she flew up, and in the beautiful flight, she cried softly in her heart: Luo Yang, I'm coming! The snow floats unhurriedly.Maisui in flight didn't realize that the first snow in early winter was not a prelude to her meeting with him bestowed by God, but a poignant curtain call for her life arranged for her!Of course she would not know that at that moment, Luo Yang who was standing in front of the window was witnessing her curtain call. She thought she would fly to another country like snowflakes, but in her drowsy and broken sleep, she always stayed in her former homeland. The hometown in the dream has not withered.She seems to have returned to the past, to the twilight and the love in the twilight. On that early winter evening, she received three bright red roses.The dreamlike magnificent colors and intoxicating fragrance made her truly feel that the most important thing in her life - love, had come when the first snow fell. After waking up from the dream, Maisui suddenly thought that in her love with Luo Yang, apart from receiving three roses from him every year, she had no real content.He never proposed to her, and for a long time she couldn't even answer a single greeting call from him, and her wish of "being an ordinary chaimi couple" was postponed indefinitely, and those rose petals With the delay of time, the brilliant colors gradually faded, and finally it was so dim that she couldn't bear to look back.But she still sticks to that love in her heart, waiting in every winter dusk when she is separated from him.The days passed day by day amidst her waiting and doubts, but she never went to see him, and he never seemed to find her.She and he finally heard nothing.The days and nights of parting have become indifferent under the washing of time, she doesn't know how much affection can be left between her and him in these indifferent years, she doesn't even know whether he really loved her back then.These many unknowns made her confused and at a loss, and she spent her whole life on this. Fortunately, there is still a daughter, their only connection, their only dream. But about his daughter he may never know.This only dream became her own dream, and it was a broken dream... The broken memory makes Maisui even more headache.