Chapter 87 first quarter

After the Spring Festival, the personnel reform that had been rumored for a long time in Shacheng No.The two vice presidents who were going to develop in Shenzhen didn't know why they didn't leave.Everything in the hospital remains the same, the dean is still the dean, Li Chenguang is still the director of surgery, and there is no sign of reorganization of the leadership team of the hospital. Li Chenguang got a little impatient waiting.He remembered the prophecy of the blind woman. Once upon a time, it was widely rumored that someone used scientific means to calculate that a huge comet would enter the orbit of the earth at a certain moment, which would cause a tragedy of the comet colliding with the earth, and human beings would be destroyed like the dinosaurs in the Cretaceous period; but at that moment Afterwards, the dire prophecy did not come true, the earth was still rotating according to its trajectory and speed, and people still enjoyed the colorful secular life.Not long ago, someone said that the original prophet made a mistake in judgment—he misplaced a decimal point when calculating the comet’s movement law and speed; others said that the comet that was predicted to pass close to the earth was not a , but a group of comets, what is the probability that they will collide with the earth... A prophecy that pretends to be a scientific thesis has been turned upside down in the speculations of various people.As for the blind old woman who couldn't tell where she came from, she was predicting the fate of individual human beings. Does such nonsense really have that much magical power?But her reputation spread far and wide, causing many ordinary people and high-ranking officials to chase after her for the desire of their dreams, which is a bit unbelievable.

The materialist Li Chenguang is determined to break the prophecy that hangs over his head.Since the blind woman said that marriage is the fate that determines his future, let's start with the change of marriage. On a spring night, the chill still hits people.Li Chenguang's family of three had dinner, and Lingling, a second-year high school student, went back to her room to do her homework.Li Chenguang closed the door of his daughter's room and sat down next to Lu Xia on the sofa in the living room.To be honest, they have never sat so close to each other in so many years of marriage.

Lu Xia was looking at a small round mirror and cutting thin slices of cucumber onto her face.She turned her head and glanced at him: "what's the matter with you today?" Li Chenguang saw two silver strands floating on his wife's wavy curly hair, and reached out to pick them up.This act of expressing warmth made Lu Xia a little annoyed, but she suppressed her anger, tried her best to keep her voice calm, and said, "You are very active outside, so don't pretend to be boring in front of me. What the hell is that?" Let it go!" "Pay attention to your quality, do you speak without dirty words? After all, you are also a manager or a committee member, so you lose your status!"

She squinted at him and said sarcastically, "Where do I come from? It's not like you don't understand. I haven't graduated from junior high school and I'm uneducated. Unlike you intellectuals, you can be elegant if you want to pretend to be elegant, and you can be gentle if you want to pretend to be gentle. Let me tell you, people like you are just a pile of shit, but after a long time of fermentation, a few mushrooms have grown, making others look good." "You!..." Li Chenguang was speechless.He got up from the sofa and walked around the living room like a caged animal.After a while, he sat back beside Lu Xia and said, "I don't want to quarrel with you. Let's get divorced, and we'll go through the formalities tomorrow." At that moment, he was serious and serious, as if he After they come out, they are no longer husband and wife, and there is no room for maneuver.

Lu Xia looked at him, pretending to be surprised: "I said I wanted a divorce before, but you didn't want to leave? Why, now I'm a stumbling block for you to have fun?" "I used to think about my daughter. Now that she has grown up and is sensible, she should have a certain ability to bear it." "When did you really regard her as your daughter? Just kidding, you can leave if you don't want to, leave if you want, who do you think I am, Lu Xia? Are you asking for a divorce now because of that little woman? Tell you , I don’t want to leave now, you deserve it to death!”

Lingling pushed open the door and said, "Forget it, stop arguing! I advise you to leave quickly, and I want to keep my ears quiet!" She slammed the door behind her back again. "Look, these are all the good daughters you have raised!" Then neither of them spoke. During the long silence, Lu Xia carefully examined Li Chenguang's overly serious face. From his serious and rigid face, she seemed to see the dullness or calmness of his youth again.Now he had changed too much, and this change had accumulated over time, enough to form a thick wall between them, which they could not cross with any effort.When she realized this later, it was too late—her daughter was about to take the college entrance examination soon, and she needed a stable family.For the sake of her daughter, she decided to sacrifice her so-called happiness in life, including self-esteem.Maybe that's not all the reason.Sometimes she wondered, isn't there a little bit of love in their many years of marriage?She couldn't think clearly, and she didn't bother to think about it after a long time.With such an attitude, she turned a blind eye to the status quo of her life and was unwilling to change anything.Fortunately, she is not a person who pursues perfection by nature, and she can make do with any kind of life.no big deal!She often uses this sentence to overcome the despair and fear of the future.Yes, secretly she had to admit that her life was a failure, an irreparable failure.For a woman in her forties, what else could extreme frustration bring her except despair and fear?Although she often put on an expression of indifference as exaggerated as possible.