Chapter 147 just look at each other speechlessly

At dusk, the red glow is like a ball of flames, burning half of the sky. This kind of tragic beauty always reminds people of death.In the war-torn border town and the smoky battlefield, the setting sun is like blood, splashing down on the ancient yellow dust road. But I know that this is not a battlefield of gunpowder. The battlefield in the harem is gentle, gentle and cold, and the reserved sword stabs people invisible, but it is riddled with holes and dripping with blood. Concubine Wu is dead, and I don't need anyone to give me news. I know that she is already dead, and she died in this beautiful dusk.I hope that her soul can return to her hometown. For her, Zijin City is just a prosperous and desolate dream.Wake up from the dream, knowing to go back.

I should go to the Hall of Mental Cultivation. Chun Yi didn't call me because he didn't want to force me.He knows that if I want to go, I will go, no summons, no pleading.At this time, he definitely needs me, and he wants to ask me personally, whether this answer is what I want, whether I can really be satisfied. When I was blind, I longed to see the beautiful and picturesque scenery of Shanglin Garden every day, but now that I have regained my sight, I feel that everything is nothing more than this, and everything needs a clear state of mind, otherwise, it is nothingness. Walking into the Hall of Mental Cultivation, I felt extraordinarily cool and quiet. Chunyi sat alone under the window, looking out of the window, there were green bamboos and plantains, but he couldn’t see anything. Xiao Xiao sound.

"The sun has just set, and the heat outside is heavy, why are you here at this time?" Chunyi has a keen sense of hearing, and as soon as I walked to the door, he turned his head to look at me. I slowly walked to his side and whispered: "Fortunately, although there is heat along the way, there is wind, and it is already late summer." "Time flies, and autumn is coming again in a blink of an eye, but this autumn is more bleak than previous years." Chun Yi frowned, expressing his emotion for autumn, this year, it was windy and rainy. I sighed slightly: "The wind and rain can't be controlled."

Chunyi got up, I helped him walk slowly to the table, sat on the chair, and handed him a cup of tea. When did the silence start? So many words have reached the point of being speechless. Chunyi raised his eyebrows and said, "Mei'er, how about you play a piece of music for me? I really want to hear your piece right now." "Okay." I replied bluntly. Walking to the piano case, looking at the deep twilight outside the window, thinking of the sentimental conversation with Concubine Wu during the day, at this moment, Chun Yi must be thinking of her. Pluck the strings and think about the past, like the sound of the strings, like flowing water that will never return.Singing in a low voice: "It's just the moment when you lower your eyebrows, it seems like another period of fleeting years. After walking through the dreamy past, walking through the clouds and smoke of the past, why, I still miss you lightly. Say what you say, smile is a beauty, say What is the beauty of thousands of miles, in the end, we are speechless when we stay together, and each looks at each other with distaste. Don't ask how many times the bright moon is full again, don't ask why the dream is always yesterday, cover the red curtain of lovesickness, and adjust a flowing water Strings, let you and I lighten in the old story... let you and I lighten in the old story..." The sound of the piano stopped, and I couldn't help but sigh.

Chunyi praised: "Meier, this phrase is interesting, novel and unique." I stood up slightly: "Your Majesty, these are not words, they are just the vernacular spoken by my concubine, expressing my feelings." "What do you say that a smile is a beauty, what are you talking about for thousands of miles, and in the end, we are speechless when we stay together, and we don't like each other when we look at each other." Chunyi murmured. I also lowered my eyebrows and said: "Don't ask how many times the bright moon will be full again, don't ask why the good dream is always yesterday."

"Yeah, when will the moon be full? Why was the dream yesterday?" "Your Majesty, did I make things difficult for you?" Saying this, I sighed from the bottom of my heart. Chunyi shook his head gently: "No, it's my decision. I don't like women who hide adultery in their hearts the most, let alone my concubines and queens. They can fight for me and be jealous, but they can't hide adultery. They have vicious hearts." I couldn't help sneering: "Then what kind of concubine is it? It seems to be worse than a person who hides a traitor in his heart."

Chunyi took my hand and said hurriedly: "No, Meier, you are different from them, you never fight, even if you fight, you don't use those methods." I sneered: "Oh? I don't use those methods? Yes, I don't bother to harm people, but so many people die because of me. I said that I am an ice sword, killing people invisible, but it is true Let people die." Chunyi sighed: "Meier, is all this my fault? As a king, you can't be too affectionate, right? You can't even pamper your own concubine? It's really sad that pampering has become a sin." "No one is right or wrong. Since ancient times, it has become a crime for a king to favor a certain concubine. It will cause fights in the harem, and some will even affect the court. Otherwise, why would there be such a saying that a beauty can harm the country? It's just love in the world. How can you control it yourself, even if you are the emperor, you can't escape the word of love." I said without hesitation, who is the fault of this?

Chunyi concentrated: "Mei'er, everything has already been doomed. Since it is doomed that I will not be able to escape the catastrophe of love, I have no regrets at this point. Don't you think, this is the arrangement in the dark? I brought the former princess into the palace. Li, and favored the harem, even I can't accept this fact." I said coldly: "The emperor can kill his concubines, but he must not make it public. This must be kept a permanent secret, otherwise there will be an uproar again." Chunyi said softly: "You want me to kill you, but you still think about my country. How can you not be obsessed with you like this?"

I smiled coldly: "You are wrong, I am not thinking about your country, I just don't want the world to be in chaos because of me, I am for the sake of all beings in the world, because a chaotic world is a kind of harm to anyone. Da Qi Jiangshan Before the end of life, if the remnant party of the previous dynasty knew that I, the princess, was still alive, they would definitely confront the court again, and how much blood would be shed and sacrificed at that time?" Having said that, I didn't call myself a concubine any more. At that time, when I thought of the Great Yan Dynasty, I couldn't say it.

Chun Yi also smiled: "Mei'er, I will not kill you, nor will I let the world know about it. From now on, you and I will share this great country, and I can only let the rest down." "Whoever knows, are you going to kill him?" I suddenly thought of Chu Yu, who was worthless to Chunyi now that Chu Yu stayed in the palace.Huafan is also the one who knows about this, but Chunyi doesn't know, and Huafan will not pose any threat to him. "Originally, this person cannot be used by Da Qi, so I must kill him. It's just that I said, if I don't kill him, you are not joking, I will let him go, and we will never see each other again in the future." Chunyi said resolutely, in fact, I Knew it would be like this.

I proudly said: "He doesn't belong here, not even in this world. He will find his own place, become a fairy or a demon, let him go. From then on, the world will go east and west." I know that Chu Yu will stay It will not do him any good, and his identity cannot be tolerated here.Although I am reluctant to let him go, I will not leave with him, he does not belong to me, and I do not belong to him.I will stay in the harem and continue my supremacy. Chunyi held my hand tightly: "Mei'er, I will give you whatever you want. Since I won't kill you, I will let you have the highest status and honor in the harem." "Concubine Wu has died." I said calmly, because Chun Yi has always refused to touch this matter, let me uncover this wound. Chunyi frowned, with a heartache on his face: "I know." "You didn't go to see her for the last time." I looked at Chun Yi coldly. "I can't see anything anymore. It's even more regrettable if I go. It's better to keep the old me in her heart, and don't let her see the current me." Chunyi's words touched my heart. I said, she didn't want to see the emperor, because she could no longer maintain the one in his heart.How similar words are heard again in Chunyi's place now.In fact, they all want to maintain the self in each other's hearts, and don't want to be changed by these cruel realities.They were in love, but Fu Chunxue couldn't match Shen Meiwan after all, and Chunyi failed her. I sighed softly: "Then, the emperor will also maintain the former her, the weak and boneless dancing concubine who dances lightly, and forget her faults. Because her faults are caused by you and your concubines." Chunyi nodded: "I will." "Where is the queen? Your majesty, before everything can be saved, you can make a good arrangement for her." I don't know if I am impatient or I don't want to see death again, I think of the queen. Chunyi sighed: "After all, she is the mother of the country, and I can't bear to punish her too severely. She, who has been eating vegetarian food and reciting Buddha, is weak and sick, and she has made such a secular mistake. She is afraid of losing her status, which is why she is like this. It should be on my head." "The emperor's small punishment will be fine." I said. Chunyi shook his head: "This matter is of great importance, and small punishments are not enough. She will definitely not be able to sit in the position of queen. Since she is devoted to Buddha and not pure, I will set aside a courtyard for her to practice meditation." "That's great." I nodded slightly, thinking that although the Queen tried everything possible to frame me, she never did me any real harm, so I didn't want her to die either.The result of practicing meditation in the harem is also good for her. After a moment of silence, Chun Yifang said: "In a few days, I will make you queen." "No hurry." I said lightly. "I don't say this is a kind of repayment. Even if you are not the former princess, I still want to make you my queen. In my heart, you have long been my queen." I smiled lightly: "Your Majesty, is it too selfish for us to do this?" Chunyi replied: "If selfish love is also a mistake, then let everything continue to be wrong." After hearing this sentence, I felt guilty and sad in my heart. How could I have such deep love for Chunyi? My love, what I did, and what it was for, I didn't even know. I understand that when I become a queen, I will not be happy, and the nothingness of all this is not what I want in the end.I'm just giving an explanation to the previous court and an explanation to myself. Suddenly, I felt that Chunyi and I had become a kind of transaction, as if my purpose was to let him make me queen, and everything he did was for me.The fault of the dancing concubine and the queen has become our excuse.Can I still maintain the original me in Chun Yi's heart?These are not important, to me, how I am in his heart is not important.I don't want to be that idiot, I live like a fool for the sake of love. We all know in our hearts that no matter what we do, we will never go back to the beginning.