Chapter 137 Long lament that beauty has brought disaster to the country

I walked slowly towards the window sill, stood by the window, and couldn't wait to look at the scenery outside the window. The shade of the trees was lush and green, and the sunlight fell through the gaps in the leaves, reflecting sparkling waves.I sighed in my heart, it is so good to see the bright days. There are cicadas perched on the trees and singing, but I can’t find them. The plantains in front of the window, the green bamboos, and the water lilies on the table, all of which make me full of joy. I turned around and looked at Chu Yu with a smile: "Can we go for a walk in the backyard and talk while walking?" Seeing this long-lost scene, I forgot that Chu Yu was going to tell me to change my eye mask No matter who you are, it seems that everyone in the world is selfish, and I am no exception.

Chu Yu gave me a very light smile: "The sun is very strong right now, so you can't go, your eyes are fine, and you need to rest for a while before going out. During this period, you should be more careful." I walked back to the table and sat down slowly: "Okay then, I'll ask Hong Jian to cook a pot of tea for us and chat slowly." Tasting the elegant jasmine tea, I actually refuse the answer in my heart. I want to enjoy this leisure time, even if it is just for a while, it is good. Looking at Chu Yu, I calmly took a breath: "Speak, I'll listen now."

Chu Yu took a sip of tea, her face became much calmer, and she looked at me with a smile: "Meiwan, in fact, we should all cultivate hard. When we cultivate to a certain level, we can be invulnerable to all poisons. Whether I am a fairy or a demon, first of all What should be done is to be invulnerable to all poisons, if I can even affect some small details, I think I will look down on myself." I smiled lightly: "Tell me, although I can't be invulnerable to all poisons, I should not be inferior to you when I am indifferent." Chu Yu nodded and said calmly, "It's the emperor, it belongs to the emperor."

I was startled, and then smiled: "It's the emperor's imperial decree, I know, no one will blame you, and you don't have to blame yourself for your compassion." Chu Yu looked at me intently, his eyes didn't look like he was joking, and he repeated: "Your eye mask belongs to the emperor, and it was replaced by Chun Yi for you." I laughed harder this time: "Mr. Chu, you are not a person who knows how to joke. Why did you make such a big joke on me now?" Chu Yu calmly said: "I didn't lie to you, and there is no need to lie to you, because in a few days, everyone in Zijin City, even the world, will know. Now he claims to be in seclusion for a few days, but this matter must be known in the end. , it’s just morning and night.” It was obvious that Chu Yu was really not joking.

I was still calm, but I sneered and said, "Is there a reason for him to do this? As the king of a country, he exchanged his own eyes with mine. To be accused of harming the country by a beauty, Da Qi, and even in the future, will laugh at the fact that there used to be such a stupid emperor and such a concubine who harmed the country. Do you think this is possible?" Chu Yu also laughed, with a desolate smile: "The beauty is a disaster for the country, and the demon concubine, so what. Back then, I told him that in the whole world, he is the only one who can exchange eyes with you. Apart from him, no one else is suitable." , this is a fixed number, and it is also his calamity."

"Even if only his is suitable for me, he can escape this disaster completely, because he doesn't need to give it to me." I argued, before I could say a few words, I felt my voice was a little hoarse, but my heart was unusually calm. Chu Yu lowered his eyebrows, looked at the tea in the cup, and said slowly: "Because he told me that he promised you that he would rather betray the world than you. So he chose to betray himself, the world, and not you. .” There was a sneer at the corner of my mouth: "Is this a reason? I ask myself, I am also a member of the world. He did this to make me betray him and the world. He is so cruel. Give it back to him, while the time is still here Short, you can return it to him for me, I don’t want it, I can’t accept such a gift.”

Chu Yu shook his head: "It's too late, we can exchange within twenty-four hours, it's been three days, it's too late." "So, everything is a foregone conclusion? From then on, Daqi has an emperor who changes eyes for the concubine Yao? How do you let him deal with himself? How do you let me deal with myself?" I was almost a little angry. Chu Yu drank a cup of tea and smiled calmly: "So what? There are no surprises in the world. Without him, don't people in the world want to live? With the passage of time, everything will disappear. , Everything in the past will be forgotten by people. Even if you remember such a thing, it’s just a piece of loess. People have to live in the present and do what they want to do. He thinks that if you change your eyes, It's worth it, since the matter is settled, you can only calmly accept it, which is the best comfort for him." Chu Yu's words are indeed reasonable, but people are in the dust, so they can't completely abandon them, if this is the case, Then I don’t want to change my eyes. Old age is just a handful of loess, it’s just a few decades, just go through it.

I smiled lightly: "What words come out of your mouth, become so easy, but the world is not like this. His blindness will face big problems, problems related to the country, isn't all of this important ?” Chu Yu replied: "It's important, but he thinks you are more important than these. He said that even if he has no eyes, he can still govern the world, so he can bear all of this. There is also Prince Ling, and Prince Ling promised him that future political affairs , he will also help to deal with it, after all, half of the world is also his." I raised my eyebrows and looked at Chu Yu, and asked puzzledly: "Prince Ling, does Prince Ling also know that he changed the eye mask for me?"

Chu Yu nodded: "Yes, only the three of us know about this for the time being." "Does he agree too?" "Can he not agree? Who can stop what the emperor insists on doing? If it were him, maybe he would also be willing." Chu Yu spoke softly, but I heard it clearly. I sighed: "Then tell me why I am so peaceful in my heart, why am I so peaceful when an emperor gave his eyes for me." Chu Yu interjected: "Because something that is too restless will shock you too much, and because the shock is too great to make your mood fluctuate, that's why you are so peaceful."

I laughed at myself and said, "Is there such a reason? Not only am I calm, but I also want to escape, leave Zijin City, and disappear completely in front of everyone I know. From then on, there is no more Mei Zhaoyi in Yueyang Palace." , no more frowning." Picking up a cup of tea, he looked at Chu Yu and said with a smile, "Can you still take me away? Ride a horse in the world of mortals and roam the world." Chu Yu smiled shyly: "No, I can't take you away. Even if I take you away, you won't go with me, you won't go, I understand Shen Meiwan, and she will definitely do what she decides You won't leave him, not before, not now." Chu Yu's words stabbed my sore spot, I felt an inexplicable sense of frustration, yes, I won't leave him, not before, Not even now.

I sighed softly: "When can I see him?" "Anytime is fine. In another week, both he and you need to rest. After a week, you can visit him. I have talked to him, and he said that he will accept you frankly, and you, too. Face him calmly." Chu Yu said peacefully, as if there was no wave in his heart, could it be that we have all cultivated to be refined and invulnerable to all poisons? "You still have something to hide from me, why is he so determined to exchange the eye mask for me?" I said to Chu Yu suddenly. Chu Yu smiled: "It seems that I can't hide anything from you, but I have a promise with him. I can't tell you the reason for the time being. When it's time to say it, I will naturally say it." "Then you let me take his eyes inexplicably like this? I don't want to owe him too much. How can you let me live in peace if I owe so much? Do you really want me to be a ruthless person?" I am a little annoyed. "He said he owed you, and in fact, it is the same." Chu Yu's words are always hidden in mystery, which makes me half-understand. I smiled coldly: "Are there really so many debts in this world? I really don't know what he owes me. Now I only know that I owe him. I once said that what I owe, I will definitely pay back. You are right, I will not abandon him, even if he owes me, I will not abandon him." I looked at Chu Yu: "I will wait for you to tell me what is the reason why he is so willing Do everything, because I don't believe it, it's just a sentence that would rather fail the world than me." "You will know, and you will know soon. At that time, I hope you can still be as calm as you are now. If you can't do it, don't force yourself, just do whatever you want." "Don't worry, I don't like to be forced, I don't like it at all. I don't know what else will make me unable to be calm. Since Yan'er left, there is nothing in this world that makes me feel that I can't be peaceful. "I said coldly, I don't know what I'm denying, it's just that when I talk about Yan'er, all the pain is nothing. Chu Yu murmured: "Yan'er, your child." I smiled sadly: "There will be fewer and fewer people in this world who are close to me. Who betrayed whom in this kind of abandonment?" I sighed, "Chu Yu, I know, you are leaving, Chun Yi won't let you stay anymore, he should know your identity, he won't keep you, but I don't want him to kill you, if he kills you, he won't have me anymore." Chu Yu laughed at herself: "Am I so important? Will it affect whether you will be together?" I shook my head lightly: "I don't know if you are important, I just know that if he kills you, he won't have me anymore. You can leave, but you can't die. Die in front of me, I don't want to." Chu Yu gently held my hand, the slight warmth made me feel a little cold.He would look at me firmly: "Don't worry, I won't die. Even if I were to die, I would kill myself. No one can kill me." Chu Yu's words touched my heart, because I had said the same thing before. I said in a low voice: "Actually, you can see everything in my life. Once, you wanted to tell me, but I refused. Now, I want to know, because I have no patience to live this long life. I want to omit, omit everything." "I will tell you, because in your life, there is destined to be such a thing, this thing is related to me, and what is related to me is for me to tell you everything, because I am more suitable than anyone else." "Okay, promise me, tell me before you leave." "Okay, I promise you." I lowered my eyebrows, imagining how unusual my unknown fate was.