Chapter 131 That year is lingering into memories

Really drunk, went back to Yueyang Palace to sit for a while, then fell asleep groggyly, cool and summer, no dream all night. When I woke up, the painting fan had arrived. These days, she woke up earlier than me, waited for me to get up, and often even dressed me up. She said that a woman's appearance is the most important. If you lose your appearance, you will lose a lot.But I often disagree. I say that everything is not important, and in the end it is all duckweed floating in the water, quietly silent. Sitting in front of the rhombic mirror, trying to get back the face of the past through layers of darkness, everything is in vain.

The painting fan put my hair in a bun and said softly, "Sister, do you know? Concubine Yun and Concubine Xu Guifei both died last night." I couldn't help shivering after hearing this, and immediately returned to calm: "Do you know why?" "The poisoning was specially ordered by the emperor to send food. Because it was the emperor's birthday banquet, the emperor probably thought of the kindness of the past, so he ordered someone to send some food to the cold palace. Unexpectedly, someone took the opportunity to poison him. This person is really He is ruthless, trying to cut the weeds and root them out." Hua Fan analyzed calmly.

I raised my eyebrows and asked, "Why did my sister say that? Could it be?" "Yes, since the emperor still thinks of Concubine Yun during the birthday banquet, it proves that the emperor is kind-hearted and a merciful person, and he has not forgotten the kindness of the past. Leng Gong, I will never be able to stand up from now on, unexpectedly the emperor has the intention of showing mercy, and there will be accidents in the future, so if we cut the grass and root out, only the dead will not come out to fight." The painting fan agrees with my thoughts, and it really is.

I couldn't help asking again: "Do you know what kind of poison it is? How did my sister know the news?" "I got the news in the Yueyang Palace early in the morning. My sister is still sleeping, but now I woke up. I just told you that this matter has caused another commotion in the harem." Hua Fan said in a low voice. I smiled faintly: "Sister, life is like a game of chess, if you make a wrong move, you will lose everything. Concubine Yun is like this. She has a high status, but she is too jealous and ostentatious. Mistakes are inevitable. It's just that this matter happened because of me, she is too worthless, even though I am favored by Chunyi, I still can't endanger her."

Hua Fan sighed softly: "Women are naturally jealous. The higher they are, the more precarious they feel. After all, it is not easy to get the status, and the desire to maintain the glory is very strong. Not only Concubine Yun, but also I believe that many women in the harem are like this, only sister, you are indifferent, and it is because of your indifference that you cannot deeply understand their feelings." I smiled coldly: "Sister, I am not indifferent, I am unintentional. All this is not what I want. Since it is not what I want, no matter how gorgeous I am, I will not be greedy. You can understand when I say this, but others They would think that I got too much to be so frivolous on purpose, and it would be ridiculous to think about it."

"Yes, so you can only say this in front of me. Not everyone can understand it. If I don't understand you, I will think you are frivolous, because I will not be unintentional, even if I don't want it. I have embarked on this path, and I will fight for it." Huafan said resolutely, reminding me of the reason why she strives to win the top prize every year. I was muddled all day, I didn't accept the doctor's consultation today, I want to be clean in the impetuous summer. Until the evening, when Chunyi came, I slowly regained my composure. Standing beside me, I felt that his mind was heavy. He was a benevolent and kind man. Because of his indirect fault, the death of two former concubines must have made me feel bad.

I have a calm expression on my face, I just hope that he can relax a bit when he looks at my calmness.I don't want to mention anything, if I want to say it, he will naturally say it. "The moon is very round tonight." Chunyi embraced me and faced the window sill, as if he and I always looked at the moon by the window. I nodded slightly: "Yes, no matter how full the moon is, it also has its waning time, so gathering and parting is a common thing." "Mei'er, I don't want to do that either. I did it unintentionally." After all, Chunyi couldn't help it. There are two sides to him. One side is the dominance of an emperor in governing the country, and the other side is facing the concubines. Too sentimental and weak.

"The concubines naturally understand, but they can't blame the emperor. Even if they don't live in Shuangli Garden, they can't escape this doom. Some things can't be overdone, and there will be retribution if they go too far." I don't know if I was comforting him, Still taunting Concubine Yun. "I just don't take me seriously, and use my hands to harm people. If I find out such a vicious person, I will definitely not forgive them lightly." Chunyi shouted angrily, and his hand pinched my arm It hurts a little. I stroked his chest with my hand, and said softly: "Your Majesty, don't be angry, this person has no intention of coming here, jealousy will make people irrational."

"Jealousy?" Chun Yi was surprised loudly. "Not really. After all, Concubine Yun was too ostentatious before and offended many people. Now, naturally, many people still hate her. This is a doom, and she couldn't escape it." I changed the subject, I was afraid that he would be even annoyed if I said it, but Concubine Yun died like this, and I also felt that everything was too fast, but she still did a big thing after all, let me fall on the swing, and paid a heavy price, so remember her There will be many people. "Sometimes, I don't understand what you women are thinking." Chunyi used the word "you", which naturally included me. It seems that he also doesn't understand me.

I smiled slightly: "Your Majesty, why do you need to know so much? If you know it, you can't change anything." "Forget it, if you don't mention these things, I won't be in a good mood." Chunyi said slightly annoyed. I still couldn't help asking: "However, Your Majesty, I still want to ask, what kind of poison is in Concubine Yun?" "Condensing Danxue." Chunyi blurted out. I smiled and said: "It seems that the concubine and her are still somewhat destined, even the poison they were poisoned by is the same. But from this incident, it can be concluded that the incident of my being poisoned that day has nothing to do with Concubine Yun, nor Lan Zhaorong. Made someone else's substitute. It's just that it's a mistake after all, and she has to pay the price for her current mistakes, just like the person who poisoned her, she also has to pay the price."

"It seems that more dangerous people are still behind." Chunyi squeezed out these few words. I thought, Concubine Wu was poisoned that day, it was not Ningdanxue, but Concubine Yun, Concubine Xu, and Concubine Xu were poisoned by Ningdanxue, is it true that as Huashan said at the beginning, there were two poisoners?I wanted to say it, but I was afraid that Chunyi would be more disturbed, so I held back and gave up. I comforted me and said: "Your Majesty, don't think about it. Since you know that you will not be able to escape punishment in the end, then wait quietly and don't affect your mood because of these few people." "Okay, I don't want to talk to them, Mei'er, I'm quiet only when I'm facing you." Chun Yi involuntarily hugged me tightly. After all, I couldn't help but said: "Your Majesty, at the birthday banquet yesterday, you honored Sister Huafan as a noble person. Since she is your concubine, please treat her well. Your Majesty should also treat her well. Like her." "Hehe, Mei'er is still obsessed with the girl who painted the fan. You are so kind to her." Chun Yi laughed loudly. I said tactfully: "Since she has become the sister of the concubine, the concubine should treat her well. Now that she is the emperor's concubine, the emperor should love her." "Mei'er, are you really not sour at all?" Chunyi asked me tentatively. I smiled lightly: "Sour? Why are you sour? When you asked her to enter the palace, you have thought about all of this. Now that she has been bestowed by the emperor, and my concubines are happy for her, how can you still be sour?" "I'm a little disappointed that you are not sour." Chun Yi's voice was extremely low. "Your Majesty..." I called out to him coquettishly, snuggling into his arms. "Hehe, I understand, I understand." Chun Yi hugged me tightly. I opened my eyes, trying to see the full moon outside the window, but everything can only come to mind, only the gentle breeze, I can really feel, the rest is darkness. The world has always been like this, there is a sad side, but also a happy side, the dead are silent, while the living are still enjoying themselves. Half a month later, at dusk, the little Xuanzi beside Chunyi went to the Yueyang Palace to announce the decree: the emperor has a decree, to give the nobleman a fan to bathe in the clear dew pool.I know that this is a sign of serving the bed. It has been a long time since anyone has received this honor. It seems that Chunyi also likes painting fans very much in his heart, and because of me, he treats her differently. I asked Hongjian and the others to dress up the painting fan, and ordered Qiuxi to accompany the painting fan. Before leaving, I took out the long-hidden bright blue pearl from the wooden box and handed it to the painting fan: "Sister, Take it with you, it will bring you good luck." "This is?" Hua Fan was puzzled. I slowly said: "The bright blue pearl is priceless, it will bloom with a blue light in the dark night, it is bright and moving, you will need it." Hua Fan postponed: "No, sister, such a valuable gift must be given to you by the emperor, how can I ask for it?" I smiled slightly: "To me now, it doesn't mean much anymore, no matter how dazzling the light is, I won't be able to see it." Huafan held my hand tightly: "Sister, if you say that, my sister will be sad." I smiled, and put Hao Lan in her hand again: "Sister, if you don't accept it, my sister will be sad." "Okay, I'll take it, sister, I should go." Huafan took my Haolan and said instead. I nodded slightly: "Okay, don't delay, the Luanfeng palace car is still waiting outside the door, sister, sister sincerely blesses you." "Sister, in fact, you know that no one can replace your position in the emperor's heart. I am just a fake one. There are three thousand beauties in the harem. One more than me is not too many, and one less than me is a lot. Sister, just rest in peace, From now on, we sisters will accompany each other and spend this long life." Huafan said softly, her words conveyed her comfort to me, she was afraid of my heart, so she comforted me so much. I smiled slightly: "Sister, the emperor wants to favor you, so you should seize the opportunity. I am really happy for you that you have received this honor. I only blame myself for not arranging you to enter the palace earlier. Fortunately, nothing is wrong. It's too late, from now on I only hope that my sister Qingyun will go straight up, as you said, you and my sister will accompany each other and spend the long days and months in the harem." Then, gently holding her hand: "Go, don't waste time .” "Okay, I'll go first, sister take care." Huafan agreed, turned and left. Listening to the swaying sound of the pearl hairpin, I gradually moved away. Then, I imagined that the Luanfeng Palace chariot resounded through the Yongxiang in the silent night, and greeted the envious eyes of many harem women. They were all looking forward, looking forward, waiting. I imagined the day when I went to Qingluchi in a palace carriage.Some people may not be able to do it all their lives. Chunyi is not such a romantic man, so to be her concubine needs to be liked by him, otherwise he will not be lucky at will. I remembered the scene when I was favored by Chunyi and sat in the Luanfeng palace car for half a month. I was still in front of my eyes. The glorious past was really like fireworks. After it dissipated, it disappeared forever?Can I still have nostalgia in my heart?Qinglu Pond, the place where my teenage dream was transpired, is getting farther and farther away from me now.All the brilliance can only be found in dreams, the bright yellow dragon, the mandarin duck pillow, the dragon, the phoenix and the red candle, tonight, embellished the couple. I suddenly felt like crying, not because of loneliness, not because of nostalgia, but just want to cry.But I promise, from now on, I will never shed a tear again, what's more, can a blind man shed tears?It's okay, but I don't cry anymore. Tonight, I give them my only little blessing, blessing Chunyi, and blessing Huafan.