Chapter 116 How many spring breezes send to the deceased

In the warm spring breeze, the trees full of apricot blossoms are blooming in the sun, and the apricot blossoms are like rain, and the whole body is full.I sit in the Nuan Pavilion, listening to the bees and butterflies, watching the plantains sparsely rolled, knocking on the rhyme curtain, and the green yarn is faint. When I woke up in the morning, I sat in front of the rhombic mirror, and Hongjian dressed me.Liuyun bun, plum blossom and emerald jade hairpin, a white hibiscus folded, inserted obliquely at the sideburns, fresh and elegant.I remembered that when I was in Miyuedu, I always dressed myself freshly, which was different from their freshness. I didn't like hot and dazzling colors, but liked a kind of plainness and simplicity.Miyuedu's mother would always say that I am too young and elegant, but fortunately, there are those arty men who are willing to spend money to listen to me play and sing, and all I can do is to accompany the wine and laugh, but the indifferent Temperament and I have always been inseparable.

Hong Jian dressed me in a white brocade palace dress, with plain plum blossoms embroidered on the cuffs and neckline. In front of the mirror, I looked like a beautiful white plum, elegant yet noble, simple yet elegant. "Miss, you are so beautiful." Hong Jian stood in front of me with a smile, and looked at me with admiration. I smiled and said: "You have been following me for so many years, haven't you seen enough, make fun of me early in the morning." "Where can I see enough, plain and clean, noble and elegant, miss, you seem to be like this forever." Hong Jian stretched out her hand to pin the white hibiscus on my temples.Her words reminded me of what the Buddha said to me, now I am compassionate, but I may not be in the future.The current me is elegant and clean, but the future me may not be.Indeed, everything can be changed, many people and many things can be changed, and I can only frown like this, but I am a mortal, and I may not see it clearly, so I cannot be extraordinary.

I smiled slightly: "How can it be forever? People will change, and their appearance will change. It won't be like this. At that time, the vicissitudes of the face will be the lines of time, and there will be no trace of freshness and elegance." "Time can change your face, but it can't change your bearing." Hong Jian's words had a profound meaning, and I was secretly surprised that she understood me so well. I smiled lightly and said nothing more, just looked at myself in the mirror, pale and haggard, obviously much thinner. Hong Jianlin stood by my side, and asked me in the mirror: "Miss, you have lost a lot of weight. These days, you haven't seen your health improve. Do you want to invite an imperial physician to come over for a diagnosis and treatment?"

I shook my head lightly: "No need, the imperial doctor is here, I'm tired of listening to those few words, and I've been taking those same medicines, and I can prescribe them myself. I'm not sick, what I'm haggard is my heart It's laziness, it's laziness." "Did you have a nightmare again last night?" Hong Jian asked pitifully. "Yes, I've been in a trance every night, and it never stops. It's just that when I'm in a good mood, it's lighter, and when I'm in a bad mood, it's stronger." I frowned slightly, and said lightly, holding the hand of the red note, Sighing softly: "Such nights have exhausted both you and Qiuxi. You stayed with me and didn't sleep well."

Qiu Xi, who was tidying up the dormitory, came over and said softly, "I'm not tired, but my mother always can't sleep at night, and I'm worried. The methods I used before didn't work, although it was quieter than when I came here. But you never slept soundly at night." "Heart demon, they all say it is a heart demon. I still can't understand what kind of heart demon it is. I have never been greedy for the luxury of Zijin City, nor for the stability of Yueyang Palace. I only regard this place as a place that can The place of shelter, if one day I can leave, I will not have the slightest nostalgia. But why, there are still demons? Could it be related to this place in the previous life?" I murmured, I know these words, Qiu Xi and Hong Jian may not understand, it seems to ask them, I am also asking myself, why?I know that only Chu Yu can give me this answer, but I don't want to ask him. He once wanted to tell me, but I refused.I am afraid that the answer is not what I want, I am not strong enough, many things, I would rather not know.

Qiu Xi comforted her and said: "Madam, don't think too much. Mother Hu said that you should go out more often, go to Shanglin Garden, and enjoy the scenery. When you are in a good mood, you will have fewer dreams." Hong Jian agreed: "Yes, I think so too. How can I get better if I'm bored in the room all day." She pointed out the window: "Look, the sun is so good, the apricot blossoms are in full bloom, let's go to the Wisteria Pavilion , go to swing, okay?" Hong Jian didn't mention it, I almost forgot that there is also a Wisteria Pavilion, the place where Chunzhen and I met for the first time, in the most secluded place in Shanglin Garden.The wisteria swing frame was made by Xiao Xingzi for me. This season is suitable for swinging. In front of my eyes, the tree full of apricot blossoms is blowing down in the wind.

I said with great interest: "Okay, now let's go to the Wisteria Pavilion, I want to play on the swing." Qiuxi put on a white windbreaker for me, I took her and Hong Jian, Xiao Xingzi and Xiao Yuanzi walked to the wisteria pavilion in Shanglinyuan.After leaving the Yueyang Palace, I realized that it was already a competition for Baifang, and thousands of butterflies were dancing. Such a rich spring scene, I definitely can't live up to it. Walking through the long imperial street, passing through the towers and water pavilions, the soft spring breeze blows.Crossing the willow bank and the bridge head, green stones and water sleeves, watch the birds chasing the clouds, and talk about the falling flowers.

The Wisteria Pavilion is in the most secluded place of Shanglin Garden. I will never forget that accidental search.Walking through the shadow of flowers, crossing the stone bridge, you can see the duckweed in the pond, and the green lotus leaves have emerged from the water. I thought that in another season, there should be lotus flowers here, and the blue waves will be clear. The apricot blossoms all over the tree are blooming enthusiastically, the wind blows, the spots are scattered, and the red dust is sprinkled. The wisteria swing is placed under the apricot tree, floating with the wind. People have not sat on it, but they are already drunk.

I stood under the apricot tree, stroking the wisteria, the small lavender flowers on it twined the vines, Duruo, wisteria, the name made me happy. When I sat on it, I felt my whole body was light, and Hong Jian pushed me gently behind me. I looked up at the blue and dust-free sky, and felt the softness of the breeze. My white clothes are fluttering in the wind, and I can hear the ringing rings. I am rippling, and the waves are higher than the waves. I feel like that butterfly, a butterfly flying lightly. I am even thinking, so With a single leap, is it possible to travel back to the previous life?I playfully kicked the apricot branch, and the little embroidered shoe was getting closer and closer to the apricot branch. I called out happily: "Hong Jian, a little higher, I can touch the apricot blossom if it is a little higher." .” I hope that the apricot blossoms were pushed down by me, not by the wind.

One wave after another, looking at the falling apricot blossoms and the swaying willows, I felt a little dizzy and my breathing hurt a little.At this time, I only heard the melodious flute sound coming from the depths of the forest garden, and in an instant, all the scenery was vivid. My heart trembled, my hands were a little soft, and I almost couldn't hold the vine. "Miss, be careful." Hong Jian called urgently. I came back to my senses, held the vine tightly, and the rippling swing swayed in the wind. The red paper no longer pushed me, but the inertia still made me unable to stop.I felt dizzy more and more, and I called out in a low voice, "Help me stop, this air..."

Xiao Xingzi, Xiao Yuanzi and the others rushed forward, holding the vines tightly, Hong Jian supported my body, I slowly came down, dizzy, Qiu Xi and Hong Jian supported me, after a while, I finally got up. Slow down. "Miss, your face is ugly." Hong Jian looked at me with concern, gently brushing the fine hair scattered on my forehead, pinning the slanted hosta and white hibiscus on my bun. I smiled weakly: "It's okay, it's just that I'm a little dizzy because I'm swinging too fast." The sound of the flute remained the same, and I clearly felt the coolness in my hands.In fact, it's not the sound of the flute, nor the prince of the jade flute that makes me cold, but the brief throbbing.The short-term throbbing when the wind is rippling, the shocking flute rhyme blows through the trembling of life. The sound of the flute is getting closer, I know, he is walking towards me, I just stand there, not waiting, nothing. Passing through the shadows of flowers, trees and willows, he played the jade flute horizontally, and the jade tree stood in front of me like the wind. The luxurious white clothes, so handsome and uncommon, so light and dust-free.In him, one can always find a sense of elegance and remoteness, because he likes to put his love on mountains and rivers, but Chun Yi lacks such leisure. He stopped playing the flute, hung the flute in his hand, and looked at me with a smile: "Girl, life is so different." He called a girl, which reminded me of the first time I met him. At that time, I mistakenly thought he was It was Chun Yi, who was so similar that he even breathed the same. I saluted slightly: "I have seen the prince." He held my hand: "You don't need to be too polite." I took my hand back, lowered my head, and didn't look at him, only to see his white clothes fluttering in the wind in a daze. Qiuxi, Hongjian, Xiaoxingzi and Xiaoyuanzi all retreated. Under the apricot tree, there were only Chunzhen and I. The wind passed by, and the flowers and branches were falling, dust and mud were scattered. "Your complexion is not very good, are you feeling unwell?" Chunzhen looked at me and asked softly. "No, no, it's pretty good. Maybe it's because I was a little dizzy from the swing just now." I tried my best to hide something, and didn't want to tell others about my tiredness. He pointed to the pavilion beside him and said, "Why don't we sit in the pavilion?" The second time we met, I sat in the pavilion with him, had a drink and had a conversation. Now that I think about it, everything is so far away, so far away. It's like a lifetime away. Walk up the path, sit in the pavilion, and enjoy the beautiful scenery in the garden. "How are you doing recently? It seems that after a winter, I don't see you anymore." Chun Zhen looked at me, his eyes were gentle and clear as water. I nodded slightly: "Yes, it's been a long time. When we met again, it seemed like a lifetime away." I didn't answer his words, whether I was well or not, seemed to be unimportant, and I didn't know what was important.I turned my eyebrows and asked him: "Where is the prince, is it okay?" "Xiao Wang has always been like this. He puts his love on the mountains, rivers, wind and moon, and spends his years happily." Chunzhen smiled lightly, very lightly.It seemed so light that he had forgotten that deep down in his heart, he still had feelings for me.From his eyes, I can clearly feel that he still misses me and remembers me. I couldn't help but say: "My lord, is today's meeting another coincidence?" I thought of meeting him by the bridge on snowy nights, and the Wisteria Pavilion was the place where we met in spring. Could it be that there are so many coincidences?I do not believe. Chunzhen looked at me with a smile: "Is this important? The important thing is that I saw you, and finally saw you." "Are you waiting for me?" I raised my eyebrows to look at him and said bluntly. Chunzhen did not evade, and said calmly: "Yes, I am waiting for you. When the first ray of spring breeze blows, I will wait for you here. I believe you will come here. Every time I come, I will be under the apricot tree , looking at the empty swing swinging in the wind. I can imagine you sitting on it, as beautiful as a butterfly." "Your words are beautiful and touching. I believe you. I always believe what you say." I looked at him calmly. "Because everything is true, you will believe it." He also looked at me peacefully. At this moment, we had a short tacit understanding, very short. I smiled lightly: "I believe in you, I don't need a reason." Silence, each other is silent, looking at the garden full of spring, I don't know what makes us fascinated. After a long time, he said slowly: "In the future, you have to take care of yourself. So many fights are not suitable for you. Although you are calm, others are not. I think you will understand without saying much." Chunzhen Let me understand that he also knows a lot about the harem and cares about me. I nodded lightly: "Thank you, my lord, I'm fine." After finishing speaking, I got up and saluted: "My lord, Mei Wan will take my leave first, and you can enjoy the spring scenery slowly." Chunzhen hurriedly got up: "Shouldn't you sit down for a while? It's so hard to see you." "No, I'm a little tired." I replied lightly.In fact, I am a bit tired, but I don't want to talk to him here, because I am afraid that someone will set up an eyeliner, and second, even if I sit down, I have nothing to say, because we both know what we want to say.Once upon a time, we were like old people, everything was casual and natural. He looked at me gently: "Well, you go back earlier, promise me, and take care of yourself." His words made me feel that he could see that I was not in good condition. His thin body cannot escape anyone's eyes. "Okay." After I finished speaking, I walked down the steps without looking back. I know he is looking at my back, I can feel that look.Walking on the stone steps of falling flowers, I was thinking, what does my encounter with Chunzhen mean today, is it just a simple encounter?Those who have been stranded for a long time are re-airing in my life, or is it something else?