Chapter 102 Cooking tea in the stove is short and long

Walking in Xiao Shu's corridor, Concubine Wu, Xie Ronghua and Gu Wanyi each went back to their own rooms to rest. They thought that I hadn't seen Hua Shan for a long time, so I must have a lot to say. The warm wing room is filled with the faint scent of sandalwood and the elegant atmosphere of plum blossom fragrant snow tea.I sipped tea by the fire with Huafan, and I really had a backlog of things to confide to her.When Hong Jian saw Xiangqin, the maid who painted the fan, she also felt cordial, and the two sat together, chatting enthusiastically. Looking at the burning flames, I was filled with emotions.Huafan sat on my right side, looked at me, gently pulled a strand of hair from my temples, and asked softly: "Sister, did nothing really happen to you in the palace? You look haggard and thin A lot, it hurts."

I pursed my lips and smiled: "It's really nothing. I'm very calm in the palace, especially in the past few months. Nothing happened. I heard about the intrigue in the harem before. When I first entered, I felt it. Later, because of the Shenglong Street The assassination happened, and the women in the harem became very quiet." Huafan nodded lightly: "Probably because people's hearts are uneasy. When they are uneasy, they don't have the energy to plot and hurt others. When hurting and calculating others, the first thing you need is your own stability. When you are strong Only then can you plan against others, and when you are still weak, how can you use it to hurt others?"

I agreed: "That's true, and I think so too, so this kind of calm has always made me feel like an appearance. When everything returns to the past, those appearances will slowly shed, and there are so many people in the harem. The girl in her life will go back to the beginning. To be jealous, to calculate, to plot, to love, to hate..." Hua Fan smiled slightly: "Don't tell me it's the harem of those thousands of beauties, and even our Fireworks Lane, isn't there fighting everywhere? Could it be that my sister has forgotten?" I nodded: "I remember, how can I forget, I have seen a lot in Miyuedu for a few years, but I have always avoided these things, and indifferent people are indifferent everywhere."

Hua Fan smiled and said: "That's not what I said, I believe my sister is indifferent, but you dote on the harem, and you are not allowed to be indifferent to others. If you don't disturb others, others will disturb you. If you don't disturb others, others will trouble you. You don't deceive others, others deceive you. You don't hate others, others hate you." I picked up the Xiangxue tea, took a sip, the fragrance was still there, and said with a smile: "My sister can see it clearly, it is indeed the case, many times you can't calm down if you want to, after all, you live in the world, you don't change the world , the world will change you. Whether you want to or not, it is the same."

Huafan also took a sip of Xiangxue tea, and praised: "It really is a good tea, with a refreshing fragrance." Then he smiled at me: "Sister, doting on you is a kind of tiredness, and it is also a sin. I can understand that you are spoiled. The situation in the harem." I sighed slightly: "Sister, if it's tired, I'll have to bear it, and if it's a sin, I still have to be patient. You don't have to worry too much about me, they are all doing very well on the surface, after all, no one dares to violate the Holy Spirit. I will also be more careful about what is hidden behind. At least I have been calm recently, although this calm makes me uneasy."

The charcoal fire was burning hotly, sometimes bursting into flames, and then quickly disappearing.Hua Fan asked softly: "Sister, have you understood the poisoning incident and other things last time?" I shook my head lightly: "It's not clear either, but it seems that many people will be involved. I really don't want to get involved too much. You know, I'm afraid of being so tired." Hua Fan nodded lightly: "I know, but you have to be more careful, after all, you are the emperor's favorite, can they let it go like this? It's just a matter of time, you must be cautious."

I couldn't help asking: "Did my sister hear anything?" Huafan stood up slowly, walked to Feixue's window, watched the big petals of Qiongyu shatter, and said slightly: "You can still hear it in Fireworks Lane, and you know that there are many customers who come and go there. For people of high status, Fireworks Lane is located in the capital, so there are naturally many things that are known and spread in the palace." I got up and walked to her side, and said with a smile: "Do they all know that there is a Mei Jieyu who is the most beloved in the harem?"

Huafan smiled: "Yes, I know. I only care about whether you favor the harem, and I don't care about the rest." I smiled and said: "I know you won't care, because the truth and the false will change if they say it out of their mouths. I know that sister, you want me to be in the palace in a normal way, not to be ignored or favored. After you So if you care about whether I favor the harem, you can judge whether I am peaceful and peaceful in the harem from here." My words should be correct, and I think the painting fan is like this. Huafan looked at me with her soft eyes, as if telling me that the so-called confidant is only so close to each other.She smiled softly: "Sister, after such a long time, we still don't have the slightest unfamiliarity. For you, words are superfluous."

I took her hand and said with relief: "Sister, don't worry, I will take care of myself, and you too, don't make me worry. In fact, I can't bear to leave you alone on Firework Lane, you know? I want You stay with me, in the harem, although there are fights, at least they are stable. In fact, those unfavored women, as long as they have a normal heart, don't bother to wait for the emperor's favor, and securely hold their salary, no one will to hurt them." The painting fan stretched out his hand out of the window, picked up a few snowflakes, and said with a smile: "Sister, look at this snowflake with six corners, so beautiful."

I smiled: "Yes, it's beautiful, but even the most beautiful will melt." The painting fan nodded and said: "Yes, no matter how beautiful it is, it will melt, so it must be met at the most beautiful time and form a relationship. They are not willing to fall silently like this, and then silently melt into a puddle of residual water. Just like Those women in the harem, they are at the age of cardamom, would they be willing to be buried in the harem silently like this, with those salaries, living alone in the vacant room?" Looking at the light snowflakes and thinking about painting a fan, I seem to understand a lot.I said softly: "This is a process. Every girl in Huaichun has her own beautiful dream. When the dream is not shattered, no one will let the heart die. Only after going through it will you be calm. It takes a thousand sails to get tired. Is it like this? So they still can’t have a normal heart.”

Huafan smiled and said: "Yes, that's the case. We are all people with certain experience, so we can say this, but it is still difficult to really do it. I asked myself that I can't do it, completely calm, and It's not even close." I replied with shame: "I can't either, I can only talk, but it's hard to do." "I still have to practice. The so-called compassion is the most holy, and coldness becomes a devil." Huafan laughed. "Devil..." I murmured, I don't know when, this word has tied up my thoughts too much, and even made me feel faint pain. "Magic..." Huafan dragged the word for a long time, and seemed to be caught in some unknown thought. We looked at each other and smiled. I asked, "Did sister remember anything?" Hua Fan nodded lightly: "Yes, did my sister also think of something?" I smiled lightly: "Yes, I also remembered something." Silence, silence in the snowflakes, seems to be a beautiful dream, some do not want to wake up, but we still have to cherish each other's time, the short time together in Cuimei Temple. I broke my immersion, looked at the painting fan, and asked, "Sister, you should have heard of the name Chu Xianmo, right?" Huafan looked a little surprised, and nodded slowly: "Yes, I have not only heard of it, but also seen it." Her words made me understand that the magic word just now is related to this person named Chu Xianmo. I tentatively asked: "Is it very familiar? Is my sister familiar with him?" Huafan shook his head: "No, not very familiar, but he has been to Yingxue Tower a few times." I still couldn't help wondering: "What kind of person is he?" "Compassion is holy, and coldness becomes a devil." Hua Fan said these eight words word by word.These eight words contain all her feelings for Chu Xianmo, they are so accurate, they are clearly referring to Chu Yu, he implies two sides of personality, one is compassionate, the other is cold, and what I see Yes, just these two sides. I praised softly: "Sister's words are too accurate. Compassion is holy, and coldness becomes a devil. Maybe these eight words are the most suitable for him." Hua Fan smiled and said: "Yes, saints and demons are always close and always far apart." After speaking, she looked at me and asked, "Does my sister know him too? Do you know Chu Xianmo?" I didn't evade at all, and replied: "I think, I know him. But I'm not sure, Chu Xianmo is the one I know." "You know him?" Hua Fan looked at me puzzled. I smiled lightly: "Yes, sister, Chu Xianmo is rumored to be the supreme martial artist, did the supreme martial artist also appear in Yingxuelou?" Hua Fan smiled and said: "Even the emperor can appear in Miyue Ferry, so why can't the Supreme Martial Artist appear in Yingxue Tower?" "Is my sister laughing at me, or misunderstood me?" "My sister is thinking too much. I just said it casually. I want to tell you that you can meet anywhere in your life." I nodded: "Yes, we can meet each other anywhere, and there is nowhere to meet." Hua Fan looked confused, as if in memory, and said softly: "It's just that Chu Xianmo came without a trace, and went without a trace, every time he didn't know how he came or how he left. " I couldn't help laughing and said: "My sister said he was like a fairy, he has such skill, he is worthy of being the supreme martial artist, but after all, he is just a mortal, accepting the life and destiny of mortals." "It's even worse than a mortal. It's sad to have to accept the life and destiny of a mortal with the unrivaled divine power of a master." Hua Fan replied lightly. "You seem to know a lot about him?" "Not much, it's just a feeling. He has been here a few times, and he only listens to me playing the piano, and doesn't even talk to me. He is a silent person, so silent that it hurts." The eyes of the painting fan told me that she was recalling , Recalling the time when she was with Chu Yu, that faint memory has been deeply engraved in her heart. I said softly: "It was him who disturbed the peace of the world, but I believe that one day, it will be him who will restore peace to the world." Huafan looked at me and said lightly: "Sister, I don't want to ask you too much, but I understand that your knowledge and understanding of Chu Xianmo will not be shallower than mine, or even much deeper than mine. He is a contradiction." The person who caused the bloodbath before made him calm down a lot, and I don’t know how long he can hold on to this kind of struggle.” I sighed: "Sister, if you still have a chance, meet him, tell him, just be yourself, be a complete self, don't let yourself break this world, no one person, one thing, is worth breaking him." Hua Fan nodded lightly: "I remember, I will tell him. Don't my sister want to tell him personally?" I shook my head: "I can't find him." "If you want to find it, you will be able to." After Huafan finished speaking, I thought of the village of Caimen not far from here. If I want to go, I want to go, will he really appear?If he wants to see me, he will definitely wait for me there, because he can predict everything about me, but I don't want to see him anymore, I have lost the courage to see him. "elder sister……" "Huh?" Hua Fan looked at me puzzled. I looked at the fluffy snow outside the window, falling silently like this, covering the ground and collecting smoke clouds. For a moment, I didn't know what to say.Just looking at the painting fan, she smiled gently: "Sister, there are so many things I want to say in my heart, but I don't know where to start, about Chu Xianmo, about Firework Lane, about Liu Wuping, and about this passage. Time, the fate of your life." When I said this, I thought of the close relationship between Huafan and Yue Chenghuang in the past, how are they now?I don't want to ask, many things, I don't want to ask, at this moment, I just want to quietly face the window sill with her, watching the snow. Huafan seemed to understand what I was thinking, and only smiled slightly: "Sister, you can understand many things without telling me. At this time, let us watch the snow quietly. Snowflakes will tell us many stories in the world, and there will You and my sister's mind." Broken jade falls outside the window, the charm of plum blossoms blooms quietly in the ice and snow, smoke grows on the cold trees, and the pistils and pink petals are like waking dreams.In this Cuimei Temple, it is happy for the plum who loves loneliness, but it is unfortunate for the plum who is greedy for prosperity.Regardless, fortunately or unfortunately, they have no choice in this life.