Vulnerable woman, who?Me, or Xiyan?Just now, I hurt her severely and defeated her, but why is my heart not moved at all, why is it the same pain, I clearly feel Xiyan's pain, and my own pain. Is it true that if you stab her with a sword and hurt yourself, she and I are actually the same vulnerable women? There was a sudden commotion outside the hall.The security guard rushed in and reported anxiously: "Someone smashed the place!" Before the words were finished, the people outside the door had already rushed in. They were five or six local men who were not tall but strong, shouting incomprehensible Hakka dialect, looking around, the leader was covered with gauze, and his face was unclear. . I was taken aback for a moment, and then realized - it was the "male dog" man who molested me on the street during the day!Here we come! Hurry up and pull Qin Jin, "Let's go".He had already dodged and hid in the DJ room at the back. Ganzai was poking his head outside, seeing me coming in, he was startled: "What's wrong?" I ignored him and called through the door: "Qin Jin, come in!" However, it was too late, and the male dog yelled: "It's him! It's that kid! Hit me!" Immediately three or two big men pushed away the crowd and rushed to the stage. In the chaos, only Gao Sheng shouted: "Call 119! Call the police!" He heard Mrs. Gao shout: "Security! Security!" He heard Ah Jian shouting : "Everyone, come on! Ladies stay behind, and men follow me!" He heard the male dog shouting: "Spend his face for me!" When Qin Jin fought with others, his fists and feet were good. After traveling around for a long time, he would always have two hits in his hands, but after all, two fists were no match for four hands, and he soon fell to the disadvantage.In the crack of the door, there was a flash of cold light, a knife was already slashing at Qin Jin head-on, and there was no way to dodge it. At that moment, before people could see clearly, a figure suddenly rushed towards Qin Jin diagonally, slamming Catch the blade. The sharp knife was held in a tender white hand, and the blood flowed like water—no, it was sprayed out. The "Night Angel", who was making noise just now, suddenly fell silent.All the people, troublemakers and rebels, men and women, bosses and employees, all looked in shock at the woman who grabbed the knife with her bare hands, the woman who didn't know fear and pain for the sake of her loved one - Lin Xiyan! Xi Yan was holding onto the blade tightly, her whole face twisted in pain, but she stood still and confronted the male dog without any fear, strength and courage burst out invisible from her seemingly fragile body Come out and make it clear to everyone: This is a legend of love. That silence lasted for a full century, perhaps just in the blink of an eye, when everyone was in a daze, Qin Jin broke free from his captor, snatched the knife from the male dog's hand with a backhand, before the other party woke up, The knife that was cut towards Qin Jin just now and was stopped by Xiyan was already on the male dog's neck.The people next to him also seemed to wake up suddenly, and yelled that they grabbed the chair and were about to smash it down. Qin Jin pulled the male dog back and shouted: "Put it down!" People froze again.Everyone looked at him and Xi Yan, no one dared to move, no one made a sound.The hall was so quiet that the panting of the male dog could be clearly heard. Xiyan didn't notice her bleeding hand until this time, she shook it a few times, and had to support the wall to stand still, a bloody handprint was immediately left on the snow-white wall. I clearly saw that Qin Jin's eyes were red and wet.He forced the knife on the male dog's neck and ordered: "Put them all down and stand in the corner!" The men obediently put down the knives and chairs in their hands, and retreated to the corner. Ah Jian rushed up to support Xiyan, and shouted, "How are you? Does it hurt?" Xi Yan just looked at Qin Jin, as if she had never heard of it, and she was completely unaware of the pain in her hand. The two of them just stared at each other obsessively. It seemed that the ups and downs just now had passed. At this moment, they only saw each other and their own hearts. It was a scene that was so tragic that it was almost ridiculous: Xi Yan held her hand on the wall, and blood flowed down the wall like water. She was supported by Ah Jian, and she was crumbling; On the dog's neck, but he seems to have forgotten, the expression is so peaceful and distant, as if everything in the club has nothing to do with him, including the people under the knife. He only saw Xiyan, just like Xiyan also only saw him. At that moment, it became the eternal frame of their lives. From then on, they walked into each other's hearts and never walked out again. A Jian asked Gao Sheng, "Do you want to call the police?" "Wait." Gao Sheng came over, but his face was very calm, with an unfathomable look, and he looked at the male dog peacefully and even gently, "Who asked you to come here to mess things up? Just say it, today Let’s pretend that what happened at night didn’t happen, and everyone sit down and have a drink and make friends. Otherwise, the police will be alarmed, and your life will be difficult, right?” "No one." The male dog muttered, "It's our fault that we caused trouble, but he belongs to you, right? Look at my face, he hurt me, how should we settle the debt?" "You?" Gao Sheng looked at Qin Jin in surprise, "Are you fighting outside?" Qin Jin seemed to wake up suddenly, but he didn't answer Gao Sheng's questions. He just dropped the knife and walked to Xi Yan's side: "How are you?" Xi Yan's face was pale, and she tried her best to smile: "I'm fine." "I'll take you to the hospital." After Qin Jin finished speaking, before Gao Sheng agreed, he helped Xi Yan and walked out. A Jian let go of his hand in a daze, as if he couldn't help himself, the crowd automatically moved out of the way for the two of them, neither the people from the club nor the troublemakers made a sound. I couldn't bear it anymore, rushed out and said to Qin Jin, "I'll go with you." For the first time in my life, my tears flowed out of regret and guilt... Xi Yan fell into a coma on the way to the hospital.She lost a lot of blood, but doctors said there were only a limited amount of blood in the bank. Qin Jin and I embraced at the same time: "Draw my blood." It turned out that his blood type did not match Xiyan, and I was put on a white coat and pushed into the operating room. The needle pierced the skin, cold and sharp, but strangely, I didn’t feel any pain. The bright red blood flowed down the tube into the blood bag, smelling like rotten roses. I felt sleepy and my thoughts drifted away. The woman leading me in front, with such a light body and such a light smile, is it grandma? She wandered among the winding corridors, flicking her sleeves, it was a play. I floated into Yunfu with my grandma. The huge Yun Mansion was deserted, it was after lunch time, the wives in each house were fast asleep, and even flies were not allowed to fly around, disturbing the wives' dreams. If you had the chance to sneak around every room at this time - it's almost impossible, but if, I mean - If you have the opportunity to walk into the ladies' room, you will see the most exciting and erotic scene in the world - you will see that the eldest wife has privately recruited the housekeeper to hide in the bed when it should not be discussing in secret; You will see the third young master teaching the new maid how to serve the bed; you will see the unmarried old aunts twisting their stiff bodies to learn opera from the master; My aunt burned her hands when she burned the cigarettes; you will see butterflies lazily, dazed by the sun, flying swaying; With his mouth sticking out of the water, he unconsciously picked up the chatter, and a tranced smile appeared on the thick lips of the third wife... Maybe grandma didn't see so much, but the little bit of love she saw was enough for the eldest wife to hate her for the rest of her life. The eldest wife took out the grandma's money, recruited the grandma into the main room, and asked her to play the pipa for her in the old clothes of the Eight Great Alleys. Of course, grandma knew that it was the eldest wife who reminded her to always remember her origin and status, so she had to follow suit and played "Zhang Sheng Climbs the Wall", then "Chen Miao Chang Si Fan", and then "Pan Jinlian's Private Meeting with Ximen Qing". "...The eldest lady couldn't sit still, she pulled her face down and said: "Come on, put away your obscene songs, these things, let the men listen to them." Grandma pursed her lips into a smile, and replied neither humble nor overbearing: "Grandma, why should you take it too seriously? Isn't that the same thing between men and women, whores and clients? Women love sex because men love to watch. How to tease it?" Men are happy, not only whores know it, grandma is also smart. Otherwise, how can I have three wives and four concubines, and grandma is still on the tip of my eye." The eldest lady was furious when she heard it, but it was inconvenient to be serious, so she had to laugh dryly, and said vaguely: "Since you know how powerful you are, you should abide by the rules and know how to behave. I will not treat you poorly." Grandma smiled more docilely: "That's right, my mother died since I was a child, and I was sold into Yanzhi Alley. Don't you remember? I just ask grandma to understand that I have never been in a house and have never seen the world. If there is something wrong, don't worry too much about me." On the surface, these words are to thank the eldest wife, but secretly they are still comparing her with the old bustard.The eldest wife was so angry that her teeth were itching, and she couldn't explain the meaning of the words herself. Seeing that she couldn't gain the upper hand, she could only say bitterly: "I will teach you the rules slowly, just say a few words less." But grandma didn't miss a word. On the surface, she obeyed the eldest wife's orders, and she didn't seem to have said anything to the master.However, just when the eldest wife was relieved, thinking that grandma would not dare to sue her, and once again secretly recruited the housekeeper into the bed room during lunch time, grandpa who was on business outside suddenly came back and said that grandma committed a crime. suffering from heartache, please ask him to go to the eldest wife's house to get the medicine... That night, the eldest wife swallowed opium, changed into gorgeous clothes, and wore a bun in a palace bun. With her little feet twisting crookedly, she knocked on the door of grandma's room. Grandma had already fallen asleep. Seeing the eldest lady coming in, she was anxious to get up, but was held down by the eldest lady with a smile.She held her grandma's hand, touched her slender wrist one by one, and said pitifully: "It's so beautiful, I feel pity for it, no wonder you can be a prostitute." Grandma's face changed color, and she called out in a cold voice, "Madam!" The eldest lady still smiled, and said softly: "People say that the ghosts that die on cloudy days are powerful, and the curses promised are effective. Do you know what I want to curse you? I will curse you, and I will do it Liang, when you come ashore, you are still a prostitute. A prostitute for a day, a prostitute for life. Not only you, but also your daughter, your granddaughter, great-granddaughter, great-great-granddaughter, your descendants, generations of prostitutes, You can’t be reincarnated forever! If you kill me, there will be no reward for you! I hate you, I will curse you, and I will be a ghost after I die, so I can’t spare you!” Blood slowly seeped out from her eyes, ears, mouth and nose, poured out, sprayed out, and sprayed on grandma's face, neck, and body. Only then did grandma realize that the eldest lady had swallowed opium, and started to yell, but her body seemed to be frozen, unable to move, letting the gurgling blood drown her and curse her. The eldest wife struggled painfully on her grandma's body, her facial features gradually distorted, her whole body twitched, but she was still gnashing her teeth and cursing: "I'm a ghost, I can't spare you, I can't spare you, I curse you, I curse you..." Walking out of the blood transfusion room, I saw Qin Jin sitting on the bench in a daze, with his head deeply buried, and his shoulders trembled imperceptibly.After a while, I realized that he was crying. Things have come to this point, he will definitely not be able to stay in the club.Gao Sheng won't call the police, he can't afford to mess with those bastards.Those who do business only want to make money in harmony. If Qin Jin and I continue to stay in Meizhou, it is hard to guarantee that those people will not come and continue to make trouble.Therefore, Gao Sheng's solution to future troubles must be to fire one of us.Just now, Qin Jin's refusal to answer Gao Sheng's question was tantamount to acquiescing that he was causing trouble, and gave Gao Sheng a reason to fire him, thus saving me. Xiyan would rather be accused of being a traitor than let the waiters make trouble with the gangsters, because she knows that they are incapable of protecting herself, and they cannot afford to lose their jobs.Qin Jin did this tonight with the same mentality.For him, being fired was just a job; for me, it was a livelihood.In front of Mrs. Gao, if Gao Sheng fires me, he will never be able to take me in again. Then, tomorrow I will not know which street or hotel I should appear in, and continue to look for the next account.And avoid today, even if the male dog pesters again later, even if I still can't sing in the club, at least Baihualou can still go back.It was because of thinking for me like this that Qin Jin silently took on all the faults and punishments. He and Xiyan are really similar, they are both very good people, but I hurt them at the same time, and I hurt them so deeply.Now, Qin Jin and Xi Yan, one is inside the door and the other is outside, and this is likely to be their last night together.What can I do for both of them?What can I do for them? The emergency operation took two hours to connect the broken nerves and blood vessels. Xi Yan was pushed out while lying on the operating bed. Qin Jin rushed over and called her name, but Xiyan fell asleep and did not respond.The doctor took off the mask, let out a sigh of relief, and said that fortunately, she was sent to the doctor in time, and if the knife cut in a little bit, her entire right palm would be abolished. Qin Jin turned his head abruptly.I couldn't help crying. When we arrived at the ward, Qin Jin lifted Xi Yan and gently put her on the bed. I could clearly see his tears dripping down her face. If the terracotta warriors and horses were resurrected and shed tears, it would probably be like this, right? After a long time, I understood that Qin Jin's crying that night was not only because he regretted that Xiyan was hurt by blocking the knife for him, but also because he knew that he was about to cause more serious harm to her. A man, when he sees his beloved woman hurt in order to save him, not only can't do anything for her, but he wants to sprinkle another pinch of salt on the wound.What kind of pain will it feel in his heart? It will never be known at that night, at that moment, who suffered the deeper, heavier and more helpless pain, Xi Yan or Qin Jin? Gao Sheng came to the hospital with A Jian to visit after work was over. Xi Yan was still sleeping, and A Jian's eyes were also red, staring at Xi Yan's pale face obsessively, as if he wished to suffer for her.Gao Sheng went to the dean and said some nonsense about treating me well and not saving money, and then pulled me aside to apologize and said that I had ordered my younger sister to clean up the room for me in the staff dormitory, and stuffed a roll of banknotes into my hand. I turned my head and said briefly: "I'm staying in the hospital these days, staying with Shelly." "Alright." He pondered, "Anyway, she won't be able to stay in Meizhou for a few days." I know that "she" refers to Mrs. Gao, but what I care about is another person's fate. "What are you going to do to Qin Jin?" "Wenny, you're a smart person. Since you're asking this question, you should have already guessed what I'm doing." Gao Sheng looked at me, "Don't try to make any decisions for me. At most, I promise to pay him this month's salary, not a cent. less of him." "You only give money... all you can give is money." "The boss who gives money is generous enough, Wenny, don't make unrealistic demands on me." There is something in his words, and I don't want to go around in circles with him anymore.He's my boss, in bed and in the club, he's my boss, pays me, buys my youth and my singing. Never before have I loathed him more, and I loathed myself more. Gao Sheng turned around and asked Qin Jin and A Jian: "I have to go back to take care of some things, do you want to go back with the car?" "Let's go together." Qin Jin stood up first. I was surprised: "You didn't wait for Xiyan to wake up?" "Please." He took a deep look at me, then at Xiyan, picked up his coat, turned and walked out the door. A Jian was a little reluctant, but after thinking about it, there was really no reason to stay, so he left too. I understand that Qin Jin is thinking about Xiyan's reputation, and I'm afraid that being with her at night will cause gossip to her.However, I also understand that Xi Yan will never care, this is probably their last night together, why is he so scruples about things other than feelings?Qin Jin, Qin Jin, you can fight for me who is not friendly to you, and take the blame for me who just used me to hurt you, but why don't you have the guts to stand up for your beloved, regardless of any consequences, in Be there for her when she needs you most? Xiyan lying on the hospital bed was so pale and helpless, I looked at her and felt sorry for her. Qin Jin's departure made me understand that it was impossible for him to stay in Meizhou because of Xiyan. Even if Xiyan blocked the knife for him, he still decided to give up her and leave her.He is not a brave lover after all.But Xiyan, if Xiyan wakes up and knows that Qin Jin is leaving tomorrow, can she bear it? Gently stroking her right hand wrapped in gauze, my tears fell on the gauze, Xiyan, Xiyan, a big mistake has been made, Qin Jin is leaving, what can I do for you, what can I do for you What are you doing? Tonight, I seem to be a different person, weeping again and again, first I leaned on Qin Jin’s chest in the V8 and cried bitterly, then I confessed to Qin Jin’s back at the door of the DJ room, but at this moment, I was Wei Xiyan was disappointed in Qin Jin's betrayal. There has never been a person or event that can move me like Xiyan. The scene where she jumped forward and held the knife that the male dog slashed at Qin Jin with her bare hands was imprinted in my mind like a movie, repeating it again and again. , let me shake up my whole life. Even if it is true as what grandma said, everyone in the world is prostitutes and customers, but there will be at least one exception, and that is Xi Yan.The moment she holds the knife, she is not a human being, but a god of love!