Su Mu has had strange memories since he was born. Just eleven months old, he can already speak, but he refuses to call him "Dad" or "Mom", but instead says, "My family is not here, take me home." Pointing to the passing cars, he said, "They all have four wheels, but why don't you see a horse?" Then someone teased him: "Where is your home? When did you ride in a carriage?" Little Sum replied: "My family is in Chaoge, and I have dozens of carriages." Then some elders with good deeds checked the classics and said: "Chaoge was originally near Luoyang, not far from Xi'an, but that was the name thousands of years ago."

But that's not even the weirdest.What really surprised his father Su Hao was when he was six years old and took him into the casino for the first time. He grabbed the dice cup and said disdainfully: "Dice is the lowest type of gambling." Throw a six; then stand at the poker table, surprised: "Poker? We didn't have this stuff back then." At that moment, Su Hao completely believed in the words of the Taoist priest of the Temple of Eight Immortals - Su Mu does not belong to this era, he is a reborn person.The Taoist also said that Su Mu's horoscope is peculiar, that he is a person who is lonely in the palace.Parents in this world are not blessed to accept such an alien son. The best way is to send him away, as far away as possible.

But Su Mu's mother was reluctant, thinking that this precious son was smart and beautiful, and there was nothing wrong with him except his words and deeds, so she refused to give him away no matter what. However, from that year onwards, Su Hao's business began to go downhill all the way. He almost lost what he invested. He also lost a large amount in the stock and futures markets. He became anxious and died gradually.Before he died, he held his wife's hand and told him: "We can't support this son, so let's send him away, otherwise, I'm afraid it will be bad for you."

Mrs. Chen cried to death, crying: "You are gone, what is the point of my life? If you want to restrain me, let him overcome it. I am really restrained to death. I will go down early to accompany you." She still refused to let her son leave Own. At that time, Su Mu was already eighteen years old. Hearing what his parents said, he felt a piercing pain in his heart.After taking care of his father's funeral, he quietly went through all the formalities for studying abroad and went to Canada alone. Because the visa was delayed at the post office for two days, when he went to report, he was late and had to wait until the next semester to enter the school.He no longer had the guts to ask his mother to send more money, so he worked illegally everywhere, suffered a lot, and hid in Tibet for half a year.After enrolling, it has almost become a rule, and there must be some small accidents during the exams. I have been studying for six years, but I still can't graduate.

Moreover, he began to dream, frequently seeing the same woman in white clothes, bare feet, long hair, wearing ancient buns, sometimes double buns, sometimes single buns, with phoenix hairpins inserted, golden steps, walking in a very Strange steps, suddenly advancing and retreating.It is the back view, with a slender waist, walking alone in the sky full of catkins, walking like dancing, never turning back. Every time Su Mu dreamed of her, she wanted to cry, feeling unspeakably sad.The inherent bad luck made it impossible for him to be a sentimental person, but the bleak dream confused him. He really wanted to see the woman's appearance clearly and hoped that she would turn around.

After studying for six years, I dreamed of this girl for six years. Then, he received an invitation from his mother to remarry, and his stepfather, surnamed Dong, was a retired old professor.Su Mu was very happy that his mother was able to start the second spring. By this time, he was tired of reading, so he simply followed the example of his ancestor Fang Hongjian who studied abroad and bought a fake certificate. A total of double happiness was performed. Since the two feet set foot in Xi'an, the woman in white flew away and never dreamed of it again. However, Su Mu's luck continued to decline as before.

For a foreign student in the prime of his life, finding a job in Xi'an is actually quite difficult, especially because Su Mu's diploma cannot stand up to scrutiny. He knows that everything is ready and he is only lucky, so he dare not ask for a high salary. It took me half a year to get a job as a sales manager in a small garment factory through my stepfather's relationship. Because he has no fixed place to live, he has no chance to make any friends, but he has a good relationship with his colleagues.Playing mahjong or poker together in spare time is the simplest joy in a hard life.

It is said that a good gambler should always have a bit of luck, but Su Mu's luck is only limited to a few "fuss" when he is rubbing hemp, or the occasional "one-to-one" success when playing "4 of Hearts". The amount of betting is limited to less than 10 yuan, and more than 10 yuan is guaranteed to lose.Luck has nothing to do with skill. On holidays, I would bring fruits and cooked food to visit my mother. Mrs. Su is now Mrs. Dong, probably because her husband is ten years older than herself. After remarrying, she began to put on weight and became wordy: "Mu, I'm almost thirty, why don't you look serious? Plan? When will you bring your girlfriend to show me? You have been well for a while, have you ever thought about getting married?"

Su Mu prevaricated: "Mom, what's the hurry? When my luck improves, I will naturally get married." He thought of the woman in white in his dream, and he hadn't dreamed of her for a long time, but he still clearly remembered her walking posture, and how beautifully the golden steps with her hair swayed.Procrastinating not getting married, is subconsciously waiting for a dream to come true?The woman never looked back, but the back view of her walking among the snowflakes was so graceful and moving. The mother said again: "Have you shown the horoscope to your girlfriend? People say that if you find a good partner who matches the horoscope, you may be able to change your luck."

Professor Dong said from the side: "Marriage, in a sense, is also a kind of gambling. Combining horoscopes and fortune-telling are shortcuts to 'winning', and they are a kind of gambling skills." Professor Dong's major is very unpopular, and he studies Chinese gaming. Su Mu and he get along very well. Sometimes two people slowly sip rice wine that does not hurt the body. They can learn from chess, horse racing, and free money before the Qin and Han Dynasties; Hitting the ball; horse racing, red removal, and cricket fighting in the Song, Liao, Jin and Yuan Dynasties; dominoes and horse hangings in the Ming Dynasty, all the way to flower fairs, mountain tickets, betting, mahjong, roulette, poker in the Qing Dynasty...

Su Mu was thoughtful: "It turns out that poker has been around since the Qing Dynasty." Professor Dong said: "Horse racing, roulette, and poker are all imported products. They were imported into China after the Opium War. They reached their climax during the Republic of China. There are large casinos in Shanghai, Sichuan, Guangdong and other places. The scale is large. The variety is comparable to today's gambling city Macau. Many contents of the "foreign gambling" introduced at that time, such as horse racing, lottery, prize savings, slot machines, are still very popular until now..." The mother interrupted the conversation between the two by bringing fruit: "Amu, you are so unlucky, so don't always think about gambling. Haven't you heard that nine out of ten bets lose? If your father didn't bet on futures and stocks back then, he wouldn't As for..." From this, Su Mu knew that his mother was still brooding over the fact that he killed his father, and since then he seldom visited Professor Dong and his wife. Sometimes lying down and slowly recalling all the adventures he experienced from childhood to adulthood, Su Mu would feel that the whole growth process was like a Tang monk learning Buddhist scriptures, with constant tribulations and catastrophes, and every step was a trap. Ordinarily, such a person should have died a hundred and eighty times long ago, but he couldn't die. Every time he was killed, he could always turn the danger into good luck, and narrowly escaped death. It's just that I don't know when it can be cultivated to a positive result. Everyone said that if he survived a catastrophe, he must have future blessings.However, Su Mu waited and waited until his neck grew, but the posthumous blessing never came. He probably had to learn from Jiang Taigong, and he would only be called king and minister when he was eighty years old. That is really too late.So Su Mu said to his girlfriend Xiaohe, don't look down on me, just wait, I will definitely have good fortune before I am eighty years old. Xiao He retorted, then come and pursue me again when you are eighty years old.After speaking, he turned around and left, not forgetting to take away their only common property - the Dalmatians of the Dutch breed.That's right, that dog was bought by Su Mu with two-thirds of his salary. It was his most expensive property. Su Mu was a little bit reluctant to part with that dog. From two months to two years old, there must be some affection, right?But he also felt that it was better for the dog to follow Xiao He than to follow him. For a person as unlucky as himself, who knew when he would kill the puppy? Su Mu was poor and very bad, but Xiao He finally decided to leave him, not only for these two reasons - if it was for this reason, she should have turned around and left after they met five minutes ago two years ago. ——It was their first date introduced by others. Not only was Su Mu late for half an hour, but he also got dirty because of a fall on the way. He rubbed his hands and explained that he met a thief on the street just now. Chasing thieves made it look like this.Xiao He asked him: "Have you caught up?" Amu said: "I have already caught up, but when I got to the front, I didn't pay attention to the pit under my feet, and suddenly fell down and chased the thief away." I also made it like this myself." As a result, Xiao He paid for everything from eating to going to the park that day, including buying mineral water, and even lent Su Mu two coins to take the bus home before breaking up. Therefore, a girlfriend like Xiao He can already be regarded as very virtuous and generous.However, such a person can't bear Su Mu in the end, it's really because he's too weak and incompetent, and such an incompetent person is so indifferent, it's really tolerable, Xiaohe can't bear it anymore, Finally decided to cut off the gown, and run away with the dog. The incident happened half a month ago in Xingcheng Square. At that time, Su Mu and Xiao He were walking on the street. When they looked up, they suddenly saw a lady getting out of the car, as if struck by lightning. Su Mu was stunned for a moment, Xiao He couldn't hear him, and followed the young lady foolishly, he walked when she walked, stopped when she stopped, even the moon was not as obedient as he was. In fact, the young lady's eyebrows and eyes can't be said to be so delicate. Looking at it separately, her facial features are still normal, only dignified and delicate, but when they are combined together, they become beautiful and heavenly, with a noble demeanor and a kind of beauty. Refined charm. As if there was a faint fragrance, it was the first time in Su Mu's life that he forgot himself because of his beauty. He even forgot about himself, let alone his fiancée Xiao He. It was really hard for Xiao He not to get angry, so she left him and turned around to leave.He didn't know how to chase, and followed the lady like a puppet on a string. He didn't go home until she got into the car and the car disappeared. He was still in a trance, as if he had been possessed by a demon. That night, Xiaohe had the most serious conversation with Amu since they lived together, and asked him: "Have you ever really loved me?" A Mu looked at Xiao He blankly, and didn't reply for a while. Xiao He sighed. At that time, she thought about breaking up, but when she thought about their relationship for two years, she couldn't let go.Is it so serious to break up because of a stranger who fell from the sky and rides the wind?Anyway, they won't meet again in the future, so there's no need to worry yourself about the dry jealousy. She decided to give Ah Mu another chance. But the day before yesterday, when the two of them went to see the building, they met the young lady again, and found out her identity without any effort—it was hard to see that she was young, but she was The general manager of that Bingchan real estate company is Xue Bingchan, and the company is named after her! Facing Su Mu's obsessed expression again, Xiao He felt deeply hopeless, and couldn't help but feel a sense of doom, everything is predestined, right? Of course the house was not bought. Xiao He finally officially broke up.But Su Mu didn't hold back, and sighed nervously, and read something that was not a poem or a word: "This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss at that time." "Laughing at your size!" Xiao He couldn't bear it any longer, picked up her luggage and called Shang Spot to leave. She didn't forget to slam the door hard, kicked her feet twice, and cursed: "Bastard, starve to death!" never mind!" Su Mu was really hungry, but of course he wouldn't starve to death.He sat in the house until it was dark, and his stomach was growling with hunger, so he got up, staggered out of the house, and walked all the way to the noodle shop on the corner of the street. Regarding Xiao He's departure, he himself couldn't tell whether it was regret or relief. They lived together for two years and more than 700 days. Or simply the menstrual cycle? Just like this spicy noodle dish, people in Shaanxi have grown into a habit of eating it since they were young. Can you tell whether it is because they like it or because of habit? When Xiao He asked him if he had ever truly loved, he was also asking himself, but he really didn't know the answer.The two have been together for two years, and since they already planned to get married, they were naturally moved by their true feelings.But deep down in his heart, he was already a little tired.Tired of Xiaohe's endless complaints, her twitching face when thinking about a brand-name dress she obviously couldn't afford, her sour smile when telling the story of the office, even her unchanging posture on the bed and her feigned excitement ... But he never told Xiao He about all of this, not even revealing the slightest bit. Originally, for a person like him, poor, failed, lonely, and unlucky, he could eat sand when he was eating, buy long and short sleeves for clothes, he would stumble and stumble when he walked around the house, and he would be stuck if he drank cold water. Damn, as long as there is a woman who is willing to live with me, what else can I complain about? He really planned to spend the rest of his life with Xiao He, as long as she didn't propose to break up, he would never propose, and, as a man, he would definitely do his best to take good care of her for the rest of his life; however, when Xiao He decided to cut off After two years of love leaving him, he didn't feel much regret, on the contrary, he felt a little relieved, and he was glad that he didn't take her back to see his mother, so as to avoid an explanation, which was really prescient. Maybe he really is a fickle person. Only a truly fickle person will forget the accumulated feelings of two years in two hours. But on the other hand, he only saw Xue Bingchan for two minutes, but why couldn't he forget it for two whole weeks? Is it "Aventure"?Or "encounter"? Meeting Xue Bingchan made him suddenly realize how different a woman is from a woman, and realized that even a weak and numb man like him would fall in love with a beautiful woman whom he met once, even willingly Change the trajectory of your life. He didn't understand why Xue Bingchan shocked him so much. Of course, she was beautiful, with clear eyebrows, dignified and elegant, as if she had just breathed out of the cover of a fashion magazine, and there was a kind of nobility in her expression and demeanor.However, he, Su Mu, could be regarded as educated in Chinese and Western at any rate, and he has seen many beauties in his life, not to mention, that woman is beautiful, and she is not so beautiful, after all, she is just an ordinary beautiful woman in the world of mortals. He's not really a fairy, why did he lose his soul like this? Maybe it's because of her elegant demeanor and well-dressed clothes?Su Mu is a clothing salesman, and he is very picky about other people's clothing taste. This is what he is most dissatisfied with Xiao He. He dresses indiscriminately every day, and he is so self-righteous that he refuses to listen to other people's opinions. He is not like Xue Bingchan , a simple and elegant white suit, it looks like it grows on her body, it looks so pleasing to the eye, comfortable and personable. Su Mu found a reason for himself, yes, it must be because he has been in contact with models a lot, and suddenly he was particularly attracted to someone who was not a model but dressed and behaved better than a professional model , it must be so. But let's not ask why.What Su Mu is most concerned about now is how to see Xue Bingchan again?He couldn't wait to see her. Ever since he saw her, his heart had been restless, and he had to wait until we saw her again to be at ease. He decided to go to the Bingchan real estate company again, take another look at Xue Bingchan, and then forget about her.