Chapter 24 Chapter 24 Gone with the Wind

in the hospital. The four members of the Lu family, the two elders of the Wu family, and Cheng Zhifang all stayed in the ward, listening to the doctor's announcement of the final consultation results: Tianchi's heartbeat and breathing temporarily recovered, but the water in the brain could not be removed, so the brain was declared dead. Lu Yue's head slammed, and a concept suddenly pierced into his mind: Vegetative!Bingxue's smart and devoted Tianchi will become a plant without emotion or thought!Never speak or sing again!God! Mother Lu immediately cried out.And Madam Wu kept saying: "Fate, fate..."

In a vegetative state, Tianchi's promise was fulfilled, and he replaced Wu Zhou as a new vegetative state.What a cruel deal! Chen'er was still puzzled: "What is brain death? She is clearly alive and well! Look, she still has a blush on her face!" The doctor showed sympathy on his face, and patiently explained: "She can no longer think, and this is already a death in the medical sense. She will continue to sleep like this in the future, and the chance of waking up is almost zero. So I think Discuss with you whether it is necessary to continue the work on her heart and breathing functions? Maybe let her..."

"No!" Chen'er yelled in fear: "She's still alive! I can't let her die! She will wake up!" She rushed to Tianchi's hospital bed, Tianchi's sleeping face was still calm with a trace of unspeakable sad.Chen'er burst into tears: "Sister Ji, wake up and talk to me. I don't believe you will die. You are so smart, so rational, and so strong. How could you be willing to die so easily..." She held Tianchi's hand and shook Tianchi's hand, her body shaking like a leaf in the wind. With tears in his eyes, Lu Yue stepped forward and dragged his sister away: "Chen'er, stop talking, Tianchi can't hear you."

"I don't believe it!" Chen'er screamed, struggling, suddenly felt unbearable pain, without thinking, she lowered her head and grabbed her brother's arm and bit down.Lu Yue was shocked all over, trying to hold back, seeing the blood seeping through the sweater, at that moment, he just wanted to stand here, Ren Chen'er bit the blood, let the blood that flowed all over his body turn into smoke and ashes into the void, that way , his heart may feel better. It was Cheng Zhifang who stepped forward and pulled Chen'er away: "Chen'er, don't do this, your brother is also feeling bad."

Chen'er let go, looked at her brother sadly: "I'm sorry..." Then she burst into tears, crying so painfully and desperately. Lu Yue's voice was also choked up, and he looked at the doctor for help: "Doctor, what are the chances that she will wake up?" The doctor sighed: "It's hard. Besides, it takes a lot of energy and money to raise a... patient like her. As far as I know, she doesn't have a work unit to reimburse her, and she doesn't seem to have any relatives..." "Who says she has no relatives?" Chen'er raised her head abruptly, wiped away her tears, her eyes were extremely firm and decisive: "She has a younger sister who is willing to pay all her medical expenses and take care of her, and that's me!"

The parents of the two elders of the Wu family and the Lu family also rushed up and said: "We are all her relatives, doctor, please save her, no matter what the cost, let her wake up! She is too young ah!" The doctor was surprised, he knew from the medical records that this was an orphan girl with no relatives, but now it seems that the information is wrong, she actually has so many sincere friends.Moreover, this man named Lu Yue seems to be the ex-husband of the patient. He seems to be so sad and anxious, and he clearly has a deep and true affection for his ex-wife. If this is the case, why did he divorce in the first place?But these are the housework of the patients, and as doctors, they have no choice but to accept the blame and stick to their duties.He explained to the patient's family: "The patient is indeed too young. If the hydrocephalus can be absorbed by itself, it is not impossible to wake up again. This depends on the patience of the relatives and the patient's own will to survive."

will to live?Lu Yue couldn't help looking back at Tianchi, Tianchi who was sleeping on the hospital bed had such a calm face, as if he was grateful that he could finally give up everything and go to sleep.Of course, she frowned slightly, but she was also used to frowning when she fell asleep on weekdays, as if she was very troubled.She is too tired. In the short 25 years since she was a child, she has been fighting alone and struggling hard. How can she be relaxed and happy one day?On the contrary, it is the most peaceful and peaceful moment, and I finally get a real rest, without thoughts and worries, and no longer care about the turmoil, deceit and betrayal of the world.

Will to survive, does Tianchi have the will to survive?Lu Yue sighed deeply. When Wu Zhou finally rushed back to China, Tianchi had already moved back to his residence in Fujiazhuang. Chen'er took out all her savings to pay for Tianchi's medical expenses. Several old customers of "Snow Neon", such as Chen Kai and Mr. Yang, also donated generously when they heard the news.In the end, even Lao Mei and Gao Luoyi were startled, and stood in front of Tianchi's bed and said repeatedly: "How is it possible? Kali doesn't seem like a person who will fall down. Such a fighter!" He always remembered Tianchi's aggressive approach. When he shouted "It's unfair!", he suddenly felt ashamed of his previous meanness, and offered to provide half-price production service for "Snow Neon".

Even such patchwork is a drop in the bucket after all. After all, brain care is a huge expense, and the limited donations will soon bottom out.Fortunately, the doctor finally made a diagnosis at this time, saying that Tianchi's condition has stabilized and there is no need to stay in the hospital for observation. Mother Lu once suggested that Tianchi should be brought to her home, but Chen'er disagreed. She couldn't give a specific reason, but instinctively felt that if Tianchi knew about it, she would definitely not want to send him under the fence.So I would rather move to Tianchi by myself to facilitate day and night care.

During the day, she invited an hourly maid to eat liquid food, massage and read newspapers for Tianchi on time. At night, she sat by the bedside of Tianchi and whispered to her. There is no way to help her analyze the situation and solve her troubles. Old doctor Lu and psychiatrist Cheng Zhifang, who treated Wu Zhou back then, volunteered to visit Tianchi in turn. Seeing Wu Zhou, Dr. Lu smiled wryly: "You two and I have formed an indissoluble bond." Wu Zhou didn't have time to answer, so he hurried to Tianchi's bed, just glanced at it, couldn't help crying like rain, and murmured: "I can't believe it, I can't believe it..." He has received such a deep favor from Tianchi, and is serious. I didn't even say thank you.How could God punish him like this without giving him a chance to repay Tianchi?Tianchi is so good, so true, so kind, how could it be Tianchi lying here?Tianchi, this world really owes you so much that you close your eyes without nostalgia and never want to face it again?Wake up, tell me what can I do for you?Tianchi, as long as you are willing to wake up, I am willing to pay any price without hesitation, Tianchi, as long as you are willing to wake up!

Chen'er combed Tianchi's hair. Because of the operation, Tianchi once shaved his head, but now he has just grown a short stubble, a bit like a naughty boy.She leaned down and whispered in her ear: "Sister Ji, this is Brother Ang. Brother Ang saw you coming. You will not forget him. You have devoted more than ten years of silent feelings to him and stayed with him He stayed by his bedside for a whole year, and wrote a whole book for him that couldn't be distributed, and now he's here, standing in front of you, Sister Ji, open your eyes and take a look, Sister Ji..." In the past, she accompanied Tianchi to wait for Wu Zhou to get off work. Every time Wu Zhou's figure appeared, Tianchi became very nervous, and he couldn't help but exert force while holding her hand.But now, he was standing in front of her, but Tianchi's eyebrows and eyes did not move.how come? Chen'er's tears fell drop by drop, and fell on Tianchi's hair, like stars in the dark night. Wu Zhou was even more sad: "Tianchi, I dreamed that you said goodbye to me, but I didn't expect it to be such a farewell. Why didn't you say a few more words? Don't you really have nothing to say to me?" Chen'er suddenly remembered something, turned around and went back to the room to take it out, which was secretly preserved by Lu Yue when she threw it to her. "Brother Ang, this is written by Sister Ji to you. You haven't seen it before. Now, she won't speak for herself anymore. I only leave this book to you. You can take it as a souvenir. It's very often. Thinking of her. Sister Ji has been sleeping for more than a month, Xue Nihong’s old customers are gradually not coming, and old friends from the past have come a few times... I’m afraid, I’m afraid that if she sleeps again, people will gradually Forget about her." Chen'er couldn't continue, and handed the letter manuscript to Wu Zhou with trembling hands. Wu Zhou took it, and after only turning a few pages, he couldn't bear it anymore, wept bitterly, and looked up at the sky: "God is playing tricks on me like this? If this is really a deal, I don't want it! God, take back your Take the chips! I don't want Tianchi to replace me! I would rather be the one lying here!" All the people present were moved, Cheng Zhifang stepped forward and patted Wu Zhou on the shoulder: "Mr. Wu, don't do this. This kind of self-torture in Tianchi is enough, you don't want to get into the horns of this reincarnation." Wu Zhou turned his head and stared blankly at Cheng Zhifang, but quickly remembered: "Doctor Cheng, it's you." Cheng Zhifang couldn't help but sigh with emotion, they only met once at Wu Zhou's wedding, and he went to eat with Lu Yue, and only said two words in total, "Congratulations, thank you", I didn't expect him to remember it.It can be seen from this that it is not without reason that Tianchi has been infatuated with this person for many years.He opened his mouth to invite: "Do you want to go out and have a sit?" Driven by Chen'er, Wu Zhou and Cheng Zhifang came to the most romantic teahouse "Shui Wuyou" in Gangwan Bridge. The last time Tianchi and Leng Yanru had a negotiation, this time, the three of them made an appointment. I asked Lu Yue to have a face-to-face heart-to-heart conversation. On the way, Chen'er said with emotion: "Brother Wu, this is the first time you've been riding in my car since you woke up. Do you know? In the year you fell asleep, I drove you several times." "Really?" Wu Zhou was surprised, "Unfortunately, I don't know at all." Chen'er sighed: "It was the time you were woken up by the bump, and I was driving the car. At that time, my brother and sister Ji were also in the car, and they picked you up from the hospital together. My brother sat next to me, sister Ji and sister Ji You were in the back seat. When the accident happened, I was hit with a broken rib, and my brother broke his head. Sister Ji was the worst, with a broken arm and internal bleeding. It was only you, because Sister Ji threw herself on you. There was no skin trauma, but it was a blessing in disguise, and I was woken up..." Tears flowed down silently, Chen'er's eyes blurred, and he had to stop the car on the side of the road, "But now, sister Ji has also become a In this way, I don't know if I have such good luck as you, and I don't know when I will wake up..." Chen'er's crying became louder and louder, and he couldn't continue. Wu Zhou's heart was like a knife. Since returning to China, the past of a year ago has been recalled bit by bit, vividly and cruelly displayed in front of him.Let him clearly face an iron-like fact: his life was given by Tianchi, and Tianchi got to where he is today because of him.This is not just an account of love, but also Tao, righteousness, and the responsibility and foundation of a man's life! Cheng Zhifang got out of the car, went around to the front seat and opened the door: "Chen'er, let me drive." A group of three rushed to the teahouse, Lu Yue had already arrived first, and there was a pot of tea in front of him, but his posture of swallowing the cow clearly seemed to be drinking, as he drank it cup by cup, his eyes were bloodshot, and when he saw Chen'er and Cheng Zhifang, he didn't seem to know each other .But when he saw Wu Zhou, he was visibly shaken. There was a bit of jealous anger when meeting his enemies, and a bit of guilt from remorse for his sins. He seemed to instinctively want to stand up, but he gave up immediately, and just made a gesture of crying. With an ugly smile, he nodded and said, "You're here too." Wu Zhou nodded, with mixed feelings in his heart.Since Chen'er's accident in Tianchi, she and her elder brother have been in the same situation, but seeing him so haggard and desolate, she couldn't help pity him, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.Only Cheng Zhifang, who is relatively out of the way and an authoritative person, can still preside over the overall situation with a rational attitude that is clear from the sidelines. Regarding the coincidence of Tianchi repeating Wu Zhou's fate, Cheng Zhifang's explanation is: "This is another typical example of mental illness. There is a term in psychological terms called 'self-fulfilling promise'. The patient repeatedly repeats a certain fate. Possibility, and constantly give yourself psychological hints, thinking that that kind of situation will definitely happen, and as a result, things will often happen as she predicted. In the final analysis, it is actually a kind of self-abandonment of the patient, as if there is some doubt A jealous wife whose husband is having an affair, tries every means to find out the evidence of her husband’s infidelity every day, and uses tricks to suppress the suspicion. As a result, the husband is suffering so much that he really changes his mind and leaves. The jealous wife does not know that it is her behavior that forced the husband I changed my mind, thinking that my premonition back then was right." "Tianchi is not a jealous wife." Lu Yue interrupted sullenly, poured a cup of Earl Gray black tea with his head raised.In the past, he always hated the English black tea with too much essence and a peculiar smell, but now his thoughts are in a mess, and he can no longer tell the good from the bad. Cheng Zhifang glanced at him, and continued: "The situation in Tianchi is indeed different from this, but in principle it comes from the same reason. Since the marriage change, she has doubted everything and has no fighting spirit, and because of her consciousness, this is for Wu. The psychological hint of the price Zhou paid for waking up made her feel that everything was destined, she didn’t think about making progress, she didn’t seek change, and the result finally turned into tragedy. For now, she can only hope that she can carry out psychological mediation in her deep sleep. Recover the interest of life and have the will to survive, otherwise the acupuncture and medicine will be ineffective.” What Lu Yue said broke his heart: "It was I who harmed her. I shouldn't have divorced her, forcing her to feel that life is boring and even unwilling to live. It's my fault. I didn't expect that divorce would bring her so much pain." hurt!" He looked at Cheng Zhifang for help, as if hoping for some kind of comfort, "Old Cheng, tell me, what can I do? Will Tianchi wake up? When will it wake up?" Cheng Zhifang didn't answer, but looked at him and Wu Zhou, and suddenly changed his tone and said: "Okay, as a psychiatrist, I have finished what I want to say, now, as an ordinary man, I want to ask you two questions, What are your plans for Tianchi in the future?" Wu Zhou replied without hesitation: "I will stay and take care of her until she wakes up." "Your wife..." "I will wait for her to graduate in China. If she still doesn't plan to return to China by then, I will have to let her. But myself, if Tianchi doesn't wake up for a day, I will definitely not leave China. My fate will be decided by Tianchi." Cheng Zhifang looked at Lu Yue: "What about you?" But before he could answer, he said, "Lu Yue, there is one thing I want to tell you clearly: Before, as your friend, I always regarded Tianchi as my sister-in-law. For the sake of admiration. But this time the Tianchi accident made me think clearly, love should not just give in..." Lu was more startled: "Old Cheng, what are you talking about?" "I'm in love with Tianchi!" Cheng Zhifang announced plainly, "I also want to wait for Tianchi to wake up and wait for her second life. I didn't have the chance to participate in her previous life, but I hope to book her next life." A line of words suddenly appeared in Lu Yue's mind: "In the next life, I would like to be a daughter, as gentle as snow, but as cold as snow..." It was "A Date in the Next Life" written by Tianchi to Wu Zhou.Now, Cheng Zhifang wants to make an agreement with Tianchi for the afterlife.He couldn't help blurting out: "Why do you?" "It's because I know Tianchi better than you." Cheng Zhifang asked seriously: "Lu Yue, I still remember that you told me that you quarreled with Tianchi because she didn't come home all night and refused to explain, so that The misunderstanding is getting deeper and deeper, and finally broke up. But today, I have guessed the truth of this matter. Now, do you still want to know where Tianchi went that night?" Lu Yue hesitated: "You? How do you know where she went?" Cheng Zhifang sighed: "Lu Yue, you were the smartest among the classmates back then, but you were so obsessed with the authorities that you didn't even have the simplest ability to analyze. You said that Chen'er disappeared that night, and Tianchi didn't return overnight. When you came back, you told me She wasn't surprised by Chen'er's matter. At that time, I suspected that she was an insider, but I couldn't believe that the friendship between women can be so thorough. I didn't believe it until now when I saw Chen'er taking care of Tianchi like this. With their friendship, Tianchi can really put a knife in two threats." Lu Yue was at a loss: "What kind of stabbing? What kind of insider..." However, Chen'er has already come to understand: "Brother, you said that you once quarreled with her because of Tianchi not returning overnight? Is it because of this that you broke up with her? Is it because of this?" She suddenly burst into tears, "But, but That night, Sister Ji went to see me off, she was going through life and death for me, and you still have to quarrel with her and misunderstand her..." Lu Yue was completely stunned, his eyes were dim, he could no longer hear any sound and see nothing.Everything is wrong!wrong!wrong!wrong!And he just missed Tianchi!Forever missed!Tianchi was for him from the beginning to the end, for the Lu family, she concealed her whereabouts, and endured such harsh scolding from herself without any objection, so it was all for Chen'er!It is conceivable that if he knew the whereabouts of Chen'er, it would be very difficult for him not to tell his parents. In those days, the police came and went to Lu's house so frequently, once the parents knew the truth, it was difficult not to reveal it in words.In that case, Chen'er would never want to come back for the rest of his life.It was Tianchi who saw all this clearly that he had to endure the humiliation and swallow all the pain by himself, and only hoped that the Lu family would be well.She is the well-deserved daughter-in-law of the Lu family, but what did she do?Scolding her, insulting her, abandoning her, finally forced her to die.I am really inferior to a beast, ashamed to be a human being! Lu Yue raised the teacup and poured it on his face, and cried loudly at the table, causing the whole teahouse to look sideways. Cheng Zhifang reminded: "Lu Yue, what's wrong with you? Calm down. This is tea, not wine!" One sentence reminded Lu Yue, his madness was revealed, and he yelled: "Wine! Where's the wine? I want to drink!" Pushing his friend away vigorously, he hurried downstairs.Cheng Zhifang was still waiting to chase, but was persuaded by Wu Zhou: "Forget it, let him go, let him vent." Lu became more drunk and poured down the wine like water, vomiting until his internal organs were about to be spit out. The doctor said that Tianchi vomited before falling into the water. What was that for?In what frail condition did she drown herself?Lu Yue longed to go back in time, let him see the situation of that day, call Tianchi, tell her his regret and longing, tell her that they still have a great youth and endless future to spend together, tell her that as long as she wakes up He will never let her down again.As long as she wakes up! Zhong Xiaoqing searched along the streets and alleys, and finally found Lu Yue in a tavern who was already drunk. But Lu Yue no longer recognized her, and just kept repeating: "I love her, and I have pursued her for so long, of course because I love her. I filed for divorce because I love her. Why did she die? Why did she die?" Xiaoqing shook him: "Lu Yue, wake up, Ji Tianchi is not dead. She is just asleep. But you, if you continue like this, you will get drunk to death sooner or later!" She hugged him and cried .Lu Yue owed Tianchi, and she, she owed Lu Yue.What a foolish account this is! However, Lu Yue did not listen to any persuasion at all.If Tianchi doesn't wake up for a day, he won't be able to cheer up easily. He still does his photography work, but he just doesn't dare to photograph the sea anymore. After Tianchi’s fear of the wind, now there is another person who is afraid of the water—the former tide-player, but now he smells the water and runs away, never reaching the beach. Winter has passed and spring has come, but Ji Tianchi is still asleep. Dr. Lu came to inquire twice a week, and Cheng Zhifang changed the clinic's business hours to the afternoon and set aside the morning to accompany Tianchi. He kept saying that Tianchi's eyes often moved unconsciously, which proved that she had dreams. In other words, she still has a mind, but it is limited, as if it were a free electric wave that cannot be restrained.But both he and Dr. Lu firmly believed that with the help of medicine and people's hearts, Tianchi would definitely get better day by day, until they woke up, they were full of confidence. As expected, Wu Zhou kept his promise and stayed. In order to earn more money, he returned to his old job as a bar singer. He often went to two or three shows to sing in a night. Lipstick from Estee Lauder.Tianchi with purple lips doesn't look like a sick person, so it makes people believe that she will wake up one day.Pei Linglong urged Wu Zhou to go to the UK several times, but after being clearly rejected, she stopped insisting. Instead, she continued to send the same medicine to Tianchi just like she had been sending medicine to Wu Zhou back then, and said that As soon as she graduates, she will return to China to reunite with Wu Zhou, and she will take care of Tianchi with him, and repay Tianchi for saving Wu Zhou's life. Lu Yue would come to Fujiazhuang to visit Tianchi every day after work, but he always stood downstairs and refused to come up.That was his new house in the old days, and now it locked her sleeping ex-bride.In her unknown dream, is there still a trace of him?No matter what, he refused to believe that Tianchi was really unconscious, and firmly believed that under Tianchi's cold and lonely appearance, there must be thoughts and ideas that are difficult for the world to grasp.Perhaps Tianchi's deep sleep is just a choice of hers, a silent choice made by her to avoid the world of mortals consciously.He left her, and she also left joy and hope, just like a floating cloud in the sky with no direction and no pursuit, so what can she do except close her eyes and stop thinking about her?But he still doesn't believe that Tianchi committed suicide, he would rather think that Tianchi just went to the beach to find the footprints of their old love and fell into the water. Maybe it was a momentary trance, maybe it was a subconscious disillusionment, but it was definitely not a deliberate suicide.Shi Wei committed suicide because of her hatred for Tian Zhuang, accusation and protest against fate, but Tianchi still has love in her heart, and she will never take revenge on herself in this way.Tianchi thinks of him everywhere, how can Tianchi bear to make him uneasy and sad? With everyone's help, Tianchi's medical and nutritional expenses have finally been temporarily settled, but it is still very tight. The prosperity of "Snow Neon" has become a thing of the past. Gradually, even the monthly rent has become a problem. The company has shrunk to the smallest possible size, leaving only Xiao Su and Liang Zhu, two old courtiers, dead.Chen'er wanted to sell the company to her peers several times, but thinking that "Snow Neon" was once the cause that Tianchi devoted herself to, she couldn't bear to see it close in her hands, so she still had to support it.Sometimes when she was extremely tired, she couldn't help holding Tianchi's hand and crying: "Sister Ji, wake up, I can't do it, I really can't hold it anymore. Help me, help me!" But Tianchi remained silent, sleeping forever just like the frozen Tianchi water on the top of Changbai Mountain. Dreaming back in the middle of the night, Chen'er would often think of the time when she turned off the lights and couldn't fall asleep when she was in college, and she and Tianchi hid in the bed, one propping up the quilt and the other reading novels with a flashlight. I feel very tired every day, and when I fall asleep, I almost don't want to wake up again, wishing to return to the Lord.Everyone in the business thought she was strong enough, but Chen'er knew that she was not strong, it was helpless, so she didn't break down, it was just because she didn't have the conditions to break down.The ancient ladies held the maid's shoulders and aimed at a white crabapple, just hurting the spring and autumn can already spurt blood, it is not weak or rich, in Chen'er, even if he spit out that mouthful of blood, he has to swallow it back, no one else, Mental and physical strength have been seriously overspending, where are you willing to waste? She was almost envious of Tianchi, wishing she could be like her, sleepless and trouble free.She has a little understanding of the realm of Tianchi. On windy nights, Chen'er would always light a lamp by the window and call softly: "Tianchi, come back, Tianchi, come back..." Tianchi didn't answer, but Chen'er always seemed to hear Feng Zhong's vague and affectionate response: "Chen'er, Chen'er..." No matter when and where, as long as Chen'er recites Tianchi's name, she will hear this heavenly sound from the wind. "Sister Ji, I heard you calling me, what do you have to say to me? Sister Ji, come back, talk to me, come back..." Tianchi, you are as smart as you, kind as you are as long-lasting as you, how can you bear to ignore the voice of your best friend like this, how can you let Chen'er's delicate face become haggard day by day?Tianchi, where is your spirit wandering now, can you hear the most sincere call from your friends? One day after get off work, Chen'er went to the supermarket to buy a lot of daily necessities. When she went to the basement to pick up the car, something suddenly crawled over and grabbed her boots: "Lu Chen'er, help me." Chen'er was startled, the whole bag fell to the ground, she bent down to pick it up, and saw clearly that the object turned out to be a person - Grasshopper!Her hair was disheveled, her clothes were ragged, and she smelled bad all over. She was curled up like a grasshopper that couldn't survive the winter.Chen'er was amazed: "Why are you here? What happened?" "Help me, I'm going to die! Lu Chen'er, you're kind, save me one more time." Grasshopper started to twitch as he spoke, yawning and blowing his nose. Although Chen'er was inexperienced, she already understood what happened by this time: "Are you taking drugs?" Grasshopper nodded, people don't care about self-esteem at this point, she confided: "I have been taking drugs for several years...the money is all used up...there is always not enough...all roads are dead ...No one wants nothing for nothing...I have pinholes all over...Lu Chen'er, help me, I'm going to die...I've been hiding in this basement for three days, and I haven't eaten for three days...Help I……" Chen'er understood everything.This is an obvious story.The escort girl sells her body and takes drugs, her drug addiction gets worse and worse, and she finally runs out of money, even her house is rented out, and she ends up living on the street, hiding in the underground parking lot for the winter... It's not like I haven't seen similar stories in magazines on TV, But I didn't expect it to be performed live by an acquaintance.And, what kind of acquaintance? ! They have had so many such deep grievances.Even from a certain point of view, the tragedy of Zhong Chubo and Xu Nongqin was entirely caused by her.If she hadn't tipped off the news and fanned the flames, if she hadn't secretly taken pictures and given Xu Nongqin the idea of ​​performing a tunnel crash, if... Chen'er trembled a little, looking at the pitiful creature under her feet.She always wanted revenge on her.Now, the opportunity is at hand.But Chen'er suddenly realized that she couldn't do anything. Facing the only enemy in this life, all she could say and do was: "Climb in the car and come, I'll take you to the hospital." When she started the car, she burst into tears. It turned out that she didn't want to put her to death.She always thought that she would, that she hated her so much that if she had a knife in her hand, she would stab her in the chest without hesitation. But it turns out she won't. When the enemy was really standing in front of her, and the knife was also in front of her, she shed tears. So strong on the outside and hard on the inside. So what if you have a knife in your hand?There is no knife in her heart. She remembered Tianchi's words, love is not for revenge. It turns out that hate is not for revenge. After all, like Tianchi, she is a person who has no hatred in her heart. Chen'er suddenly became happy again.There is nothing more satisfying than knowing that you are actually lovable. She even whistled with ease. When she got home, she told Tianchi all this, and then praised herself: "What a beautiful job, forgiving the enemy is more valuable than killing the enemy a hundred times." She knew that if Tianchi knew, Tianchi would answer like this. Forgiveness is a virtue because forgiveness is first and foremost a form of self-love. Chen'er sat down and made a cup of black coffee for herself.In the past, every time Tianchi drank like that, she would laugh at her for "asking for trouble", but now she has gradually become addicted to this hobby, and now she understands that the reason why she is addicted to bitterness is because her spirit is really tired, so she has to use external things to refresh her mind. After drinking a cup, he consciously regained his energy, so he pushed Tianchi out. In order to facilitate access to Tianchi, during these days she has decided to change Tianchi's residence to the first floor.Just like how Tianchi took care of Wu Zhou back then, she also pushed Tianchi to the beach for a walk every day. The sea water is very clear today, and the waves are white and crisp.Chen'er told Tianchi: "My elder brother used to be used to swimming in winter, but now he is afraid of going to the seaside. And he started to gain weight, he will soon become a little old man." After a pause, he continued: "Sister Ji, if you slept for ten years before waking up, I think your appearance would still be the same as now, but my elder brother and I are both old. At that time, I don't know who we should call whom. elder sister." While walking and chatting along the beach, I suddenly saw a familiar figure rushing over. He seemed to hesitate for a moment from a distance and then walked straight over. Chen'er was stunned for a moment, and could hardly believe her eyes, but then she exclaimed in surprise: "Xiaofeng, is it you? It's really you!" The big boy in front of him who looked a little haggard due to the travel and dust, but still did not conceal his heroic spirit, wasn't Xu Feng, but who was it?I haven't seen him for more than a year. He has grown taller, stronger, and darker. What's more, living in a foreign country for more than a year has changed his expression and attitude a lot, and he has a firmness and stability that he didn't have before.At this moment, he stared at Chen'er affectionately, and said in a low voice: "You've lost weight..." Looking down at Tianchi, his voice suddenly choked up, and the tears couldn't stop streaming down: "Why is this happening? Chen'er, you have suffered , why haven't you told me?" Chen'er is much calmer than before, she seldom smiles, but she doesn't know how to shed tears: "How do you know?" "You haven't written to me for a long time, and I wrote many letters and you didn't reply..." "I'm very busy." Chen'er's voice could not conceal the exhaustion.This winter, her physical strength and energy have been overdrawn too much. The double pressure of economy and spirit makes her almost forget that she was once happy and still beautiful. He looked at her, the makeup was smeared on the face, the hair was stuck to the forehead, the shirt was stuck to the neck, and the whole person was in a mess.Since he was a child, he has regarded her as the princess and the pea, and he has never seen her so embarrassed.But because of this, this girl made him even more heartbroken.I can't imagine how she supports the company while taking care of Tianchi who can't take care of herself at all. What kind of perseverance and deep love should be in it!He knows his choice is right. "Later, I couldn't bear to call your family overseas. Brother Yue told me everything. I will come back as soon as I have completed the formalities." Chen'er raised her eyes: "Then why bother?" "Chen'er, let me help you, let me do something for you and Tianchi, okay?" Xu Feng stepped forward and took Chen'er's hand, looking firmly into her eyes: "I'm studying abroad. Computer plate making, I have been working in a computer company in my spare time, I will help you cheer up Xue Nihong, and I will also help you take care of Tianchi. Chen'er, don't reject me!" Chen'er was surprised: "But, how could you..." "It was Tianchi who told me. She said that if I have the opportunity, I'd better learn computer plate making, and I will definitely need it when I return to China. She also asserted that one day I will fight side by side with you in the rivers and lakes. A few months ago, She even wrote to me once, showing war-weariness, saying that she probably won't do it for long, but fortunately there are successors, Xue Nihong will definitely regain its reputation in your hands." Chen'er was stunned, it turned out that Tianchi had already thought of everything, it turned out that Tianchi had done so many things for her silently.Her heart hurt even more, and she still shed tears: "Sister Ji is so awake, but now she sleeps so deeply. When will she wake up?" Xu Feng also looked at Tianchi. It was this sincere friend who helped him strengthen Ai Chen'er's heart. When he was most disappointed, he kept encouraging and comforting him. He also analyzed Chen'er's character and behavior with him, and let him Get closer to Chen'er's heart little by little, and get to know her again.But now, he came back, but his true friend died forever.He took off his coat, put it on Tianchi, and comforted Chen'er: "I went to your house just now, saw your brother, and also learned about Wu Zhou and Cheng Zhifang. There are so many people who really love Tianchi, care about her, and take care of her." She, she will definitely wake up." Chen'er nodded, looking at the sea, the sea was ups and downs, as if forever whispering some unknown stories that had been silent for a hundred years.How Tianchi fell into the water is still a mystery, but the sea, the sea may know it? While Chen'er was looking at the sea, Xu Feng was watching her quietly and deeply.Chen'er's still beautiful face has more vicissitudes than in the past, and her eyes are as clear as autumn water, with calmness and determination. What a beautiful and intelligent woman, soft on the outside and strong on the inside!Xu Feng was full of pity, respect, and concern for her.It was her, and this was the woman he had sworn to pursue for a lifetime.From the day I met her, this idea has never wavered, and now it is more determined and persistent.In the lonely sky and the deserted sea, he was a calm and calm person who had no desires or desires in the world. His only wish was to walk through the world of mortals together with the girl beside him. "Chen'er." Xu Feng's hand suddenly covered Chen'er's: "Let me accompany you to take care of Tianchi for the rest of your life, okay?" lifetime?Chen'er looked at Xu Feng in shock, did he know what he was talking about?Is it easy to say a lifetime, a lifetime promise? 她看到了许峰坚定的目光，是的，他是知道的，这是一个任何时候都很清楚自己在说什么做什么的人，一个有担待有爱心有责任感的人，一个值得托付终生的人，一个真正了解她欣赏她关心她接受她的人，她还求些什么呢？她曾经得到并付出过很深的爱，知道爱是怎么一回事。但是婚姻，婚姻至需要的不是轰轰烈烈惊天动地的爱情，而是宽容和了解，心心相印，相濡以沫。 她与许峰之间，无疑有着最深刻的了解，过去虽然有过许多分歧，可是现在，绕了一个大圈子，经过那么多风风雨雨，他已经不再是当年的他，她也不再是过去的她，可是殊途同归，反而志同道合，终于可以走到一起。就像天池说的那样——携手江湖，共振雪霓虹。 她忽然想，也许这一切，天池都早已料到了，无论是雪霓虹的将来，还是她同许峰的故事，都早已写在天池的心中。天池，竟然一直为了别人活着…… 琛儿的眼睛再次湿润了，她在天池的轮椅边轻轻跪下来，含泪低语：“纪姐姐，你听到小峰的话吗？纪姐姐……” 海风拂动天池的头发，泪光依稀里，紫色的雅诗兰黛有一抹奇异的珠光，琛儿似乎又看到了天池淡淡的微笑……