Chapter 22 Chapter 22 Angel's Tears

Lu Yue's decision to divorce was condemned by the people around him. The two elders of the Lu family couldn't get through at first: "Are you bewitched or are you trying to piss us off? Your sister is like this, and our old couple is already worried that only half of our lives are left. Fortunately, Tianchi will come to accompany you every now and then. We are more diligent than your son to go home. You want to divorce her, do you think we die too slowly? " Lu Yue's head was as big as a fight: "Father, Mom, what time is it? We are divorced, and it is a matter of mutual consent. No one divorces the other."

Cheng Zhifang also strongly disapproved: "What's wrong with Tianchi, you want to do so terribly? That Leng Yanru really took your soul away?" "She's pregnant." Lu Yue told the truth in front of his old friends, "I'm a man, so I can't just ignore her." "Pregnant? Is it true?" Cheng Zhifang expressed doubts, "A woman like her is willing to get pregnant for you? I think it's probably just a joke." "Even if it's fake, I have to listen to what she said. If a woman threatens to get pregnant, she's determined not to let it go. She has already stimulated Tianchi once, and you should I see, Tianchi is completely vulnerable. I'm afraid I won't agree to the divorce, she still doesn't know what strange tricks she will use to deal with Tianchi."

"You've confused me." Cheng Zhifang put his head in his hands, "In this way, is it better for you to divorce for Tianchi? Do you prefer Tianchi or Leng Yanru?" "Don't ask me, I don't know either." "Hey!" Cheng Zhifang ignored him and slammed the door angrily. The one who can accept the reality the most is Tianchi himself.Hearing Lu Yue's decision, she just looked at him quietly and asked softly, "Lu Yue, have you decided?" Lu Yue nodded, his heart was as heavy as lead.He didn't think that loving Tianchi was such a heavy thing.Divorce is not because I no longer love her, on the contrary, because I know very well that I really love her, but I can't afford her.Her complexity and vicissitudes are indeed not something he can bear. The one he is suitable to marry is a plump body and a thin mind, not Leng Yanru, but definitely not Ji Tianchi either.

"Is it for Leng Yanru?" Tianchi asked, but I denied it myself, "It is for your own heart." She lowered her head, Lu Yue couldn't see her face, and wondered if she was crying.His heart ached, and his heart ached for her.He knew that Tianchi loved him, if she pleaded, he might not have the willpower to stick to his own opinion, but Tianchi was never willing to ask for help, she cried silently for a while, raised her head and said: "I respect your opinion." The big picture is settled.A marriage ended so easily. But he pursued her so hard back then. Lu Yue was at a loss, not knowing why he had been traveling for so many years.Originally, he was most worried that Tianchi would not be able to bear the excitement, but now that she was so calm, he seemed to be in a hurry.In her heart, he is as light as a feather after all, right?

On the contrary, Cheng Zhifang came to persuade Tianchi with great grievances: "Why did you agree to divorce so easily? Don't think that Lu Yue proposed this because of heartlessness. That kid has no idea at all, and he wants to divorce as soon as he is forced by Leng Yanru, but you If you try to persuade him, he will definitely turn back. At this time, he is like falling into a deep hole, but he has not completely fallen in, hanging on the edge, you push forward, and he slides down, but you Give him a tug and he might get up. You can't push him down." Tianchi shook his head and remained silent.

Cheng Zhifang disagreed: "If you value pride more than marriage, then I really have nothing to say. But you are mature and rational, and you shouldn't be a willful person." Tianchi finally said, "No, it's not for pride. I just don't want to be the second Xu Nongqin." Cheng Zhifang was moved. Tianchi sighed softly: "When Leng Yanru came to look for me that day, I thought that Lu Yue had changed his mind. If I kept pestering me, I would become the second Xu Nongqin. You also said that Lu Yue is not bad. It’s just that I don’t have my own opinion, and because of this, I can no longer put pressure on him and make him sad.”

Cheng Zhifang was in a daze, Tianchi was so generous and unrestrained, he was still thinking of others at this point, he thought that such a noble sentiment should only appear in novels, but suddenly he met a real person in life, he was really not used to it.He suddenly remembered what Lu Yue said when he made fun of him for having a criminal record and always falling in love with his female patients easily, and blurted out: "Lu Yue is right." Tianchi was surprised: "What is Lu Yue right?" Cheng Zhifang blushed, wishing he could find a crack in the ground to get in.Fortunately, Tianchi didn't intend to ask further questions, he sighed quietly and said: "I have seen too many tragedies for the three of them, and Chen'er's whereabouts are still unknown. Haven't I been taught a lesson yet?"

Speaking of this step, Cheng Zhifang was helpless.Goodbye to Lu Yue, he just said simply: "You will regret it sooner or later. When the time comes, don't cry to me. I am a psychiatrist, but I can't prescribe regret medicine." Lu Yue was speechless.He is already in the process of divorce.As a government official, he has his own method and network, and the procedures are completed quickly. The only small episode was that when it was time to sign, Tianchi suddenly broke the nib. The soft sound of "plop" in the silence made Lu Yue's heart tighten for a while, and he almost blurted out: "Tianchi, let's go home." But at this time Tianchi had turned his head and said calmly: "Thank you, can you?" Lend me a pen?" Lu Yue numbly handed it over, seeing the three words "Ji Tianchi" falling steadily on the paper, his heart felt cool.After a hundred years of cultivation, we can cross the same boat, and after a thousand years of cultivation, we can sleep together. A couple, a fate that has been cultivated for thousands of years, is just like this gently revealed.

Walking out of the notary office, Lu Yue and Tianchi said politely and parted ways.After walking a few steps, he suddenly remembered that the key to the new house had not been returned, so he chased after him and called out: "Tianchi." Tianchi looked back, tears streaming down his face. Lu Yue was taken aback for a moment, swallowing what he wanted to say, just staring blankly at his ex-wife with tears on her face.It turned out that she cared, it turned out that she was unwilling to divorce, it turned out that she was so forbearing, it turned out that all her strength was just a disguise.He suddenly remembered Cheng Zhifang's words, "She wants to hide this fear subconsciously, so she seems to be stronger and calmer than ordinary people on weekdays." "On the one hand, she will be much stronger and independent than ordinary girls, but on the other hand, she must be more timid than ordinary girls Afraid of trouble." After being a married couple for nothing, he now realizes that he knows very little about Tianchi, perhaps, at this moment, it is the real Tianchi, and only then can he see Tianchi's sincerity.

Tianchi knew that he had lost his composure, and couldn't help it any longer, turned around and walked away in three steps and two steps, staggering, but insisted not to turn back. Lu Yue watched her lonely white back go further and further away, wanted to call her, but didn't know what to say.The autumn wind swirled and blew the fallen leaves in front of him. The weather was completely cold, just like his heart. After the divorce, Lu Yue was not with Leng Yanru. As Cheng Zhifang expected, Leng Yanruo told him clearly: "I'm lying to you, I'm not pregnant. I'm just not willing to see you looking like a prodigal son who has lost his way and turned around, so I deliberately provoke you. I didn't expect that you were really courageous, so you went back and divorced immediately. This made me understand that you were not for me, but were waiting for such a measure (excuse) for a long time. You are not suitable for Ji Tianchi at all. Together, you are uncomfortable, so you use me as a shield, Rao is divorced and seems to be responsible for me, so I don’t want to be this gun handle for you, how about it? Shall we have a good bye kiss (kiss goodbye) ?”

Lu Yue smiled instead of anger: "When did everyone around me become a psychologist? Let's go, let's go, and it will be quiet after leaving." He didn't look for Cheng Zhifang again, and it was useless.He knew that Lao Cheng would not sympathize with him.Ever since he divorced Tianchi, Lao Cheng looked at him like an enemy.For Tianchi, he has now betrayed all relatives.For Tianchi. Lu Yue laughed loudly, sitting in the bar, pouring beer down like water.Everyone said that Tianchi was haggard because of him, but who knew that it was because of Tianchi that he was in such a mess today? I can't go back home anymore, when my parents saw him, they looked disheartened, and even Bobo bared his teeth at him, so he had to live with the friend who opened the wedding photography studio, and he had the right to act as a substitute. People watch the store.Plus cleaning. The talented royal photographer turned into a cleaner, Lu Yue really felt sorry for himself. Now his only friend is Zhong Xiaoqing, who often rides together to the beach for a drive, misses her father and his sister.Meet again every few days.Sometimes he is looking for her, sometimes she is looking for him.Anyway, only she understands his troubles best, and only he understands her secret pain. "Unexpectedly, the two of us would be irreversible." Lu Yue said with emotion. Xiaoqing replied: "This is called no deal, no deal, the same disease, each other, the same people who have fallen in the end of the world..." Lu Yue laughed loudly: "Even your accent is the same as mine." He remembered that Tianchi and his sister had been accusing him of using idioms indiscriminately, and felt desolate, so he drank another glass of wine. Xiaoqing never persuaded her, she would only drink with him, vomited when drunk, fell asleep after vomiting, and was gone when she woke up, sometimes she went back to the dormitory, sometimes she invited other children to continue playing. Like him, Xiaoqing also has a hard time returning home, so she often goes to Lu Yue to stay overnight. Lu Yue warned: "If you stay with me like this again, your reputation will be ruined. Be careful that you won't get married." Xiaoqing didn't care: "The daughter of a murderer, what reputation does she have? I have no intention of marrying at all." "Where do you think your father and my sister are now?" "The ends of the earth, who cares?" "Bobo cares. Bobo cries every day and night, which is worse than human beings. I dare not listen to it." Lu Yue explained, "Bobo is a dog." "Are you afraid of dogs crying?" Xiaoqing sneered, "I still hear ghosts crying every night. That's terrible." As she spoke, she began to cry, "I never dare to go home again, it is haunted by ghosts. of." Lu Yue hugged Xiaoqing: "Xiaoqing doesn't cry, poor Xiaoqing." They did form a real friendship.Xiaoqing even suggested: "Let's ask for help." Lu Yue smiled: "Go, no matter how old or young, I am your uncle." "You're only a few years older than me." "You haven't heard people say that there is a generation gap between five years old!" One day, the two of them were chatting nonsense in the bar when Lu Yue's pager rang. He only glanced at him, his face changed color, he looked at Xiaoqing solemnly, and said, "It's the police station, your father has news. .” After four months, Zhong Chubo and Chen'er finally fled to Meizhou evasively.But the police had already laid a net there, and finally there was a scuffle on Pankeng Mountain. Zhong Chubo was shot dead on the spot, and Chen'er returned unharmed. At the police station, facing all kinds of interrogation by the police, Chen'er didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but couldn't stop crying.The police were at a loss. After all, she was only a hostage and not a fugitive. They could not interrogate her forcibly, so they had to send her back to her hometown.Anyway, Zhong Chubo was dead, the hostages were rescued safely, and the matter could come to a successful conclusion. This report is not difficult to write. Chen'er returned to Dalian under the escort of the police.When I got off the bus, I saw Tianchi and Lu Yue standing at the gate waiting for them, their eyes full of hope. Chen'er couldn't bear it anymore, she rushed forward and hugged Tianchi tightly, shedding tears. Tianchi hugged Chen'er tightly, smelled the faint rancid smell from her hair, and felt even more sad. "Chen'er, Chen'er, you have suffered." Chen'er didn't speak, just cried and shook his head, his face was so sad that tears couldn't wash it away.Tianchi knew that those were the tears mourning Zhong Chubo.She still loves him after all. When he got home, Bobo came up to meet his old owner, sniffed and sniffed hesitantly, and finally remembered, wagging his tail excitedly, and frantically rushed forward to signal for a hug.Chen'er hastily hugged her, and tears flowed out again. Then Lu's father and Lu's mother walked out tremblingly supporting each other. They hadn't seen each other for several months, but they were much older, revealing the scene of the next life.Chen'er felt even more sad, threw herself into her mother's arms and cried bitterly.Lu's mother choked up and stroked her daughter's hair, unable to say a word for a long time. The family hugged and cried for a long time before thinking of going into the house and sitting down.Chen'er has been a savage for nearly half a year, and she's not used to it when she comes home again. She just didn't learn how to brush her teeth and wash her face from the beginning. Lu's mother cried and cried, cried and cried, and stretched out her hand from time to time to touch her daughter here and there, as if she was afraid of losing it again. Tianchi sat opposite, not saying a word, but his eyes were full of pity and concern, but he refused to ask questions. Chen'er said: "Sister Ji, you can stay with me tonight, okay?" "Of course." Tianchi nodded heavily.The two sisters then stood up and hugged tightly again. Mother Lu glared at Lu Yue, as if to say: "What a wonderful daughter-in-law! In this family, you are the only one who doesn't know how to cherish Tianchi." Tianchi never dared to tell Chen'er that he had divorced Lu Yue. The two of them talked together in bed at night.Chen'er was much slower than before, her eyes were a little dull, and she looked around in amazement at the slightest movement, as if she was still fleeing.Tianchi was filled with pity, couldn't help weeping with her again and again, and told her: "Xu Feng wrote many letters, asking why you didn't reply to him again and again, I didn't tell him, wait until you tell him yourself." But Chen'er couldn't hear it at all, and just said her own: "Sister Ji, only you know me, I don't regret it, although I have suffered so much, but I have lived in this world for more than 20 years, and only I have been in these four months It is the most real, I really appreciate what love is. Every minute, I know that he loves me. I don't regret it..." She cried, and every drop was an angel's tears. For four months, I was on the run every minute, avoiding everyone, drinking as little water as possible so as not to go to the toilet, going out at night, living in the simplest small hotel, changing places every day, afraid of being exposed, and many times from Getting from one city to another depends on walking, or even detours on purpose. Half-dream and half-awake, without saying a word, just walking, walking, walking, not knowing where to go, not knowing when I will suddenly fall down, and an occasional exchange of eyes is worth a thousand words.Hiding from people, hiding from wild beasts, whenever there is danger, the first thing that comes to mind is always the other person, as if one body has turned into two, separated and reunited, one's own life is no longer important, the other is the whole world. The biggest ideal is that one day I can stop and stop running away, avoid everyone, and sleep peacefully with each other, even if I die in a dream, I am satisfied.In the world, there is nothing more terrible than losing each other. However, the most dreaded thing finally happened.The police found their whereabouts, they fled and resisted, but it was useless, the encirclement became smaller and smaller, he fired, the police returned fire, he blocked her, his body was shot into a hornet's nest, before he could say a word, he Died like that in her arms.But there is no need to say anything more, right?Before he died, he looked at her so infatuatedly, and seemed to be smiling.So infatuated, so calm, so focused.His mouth shape is clearly calling: Xiaolu, Xiaolu... She knows he loves her.Love so much that I forget to die.She loves him too.If life can be repeated, she still chooses to walk with him. His body cooled down in her arms, together with those rough hands.Oh, you can't seek warmth from it in the future. Chen'er shed tears again, she said: "I will never regret..." Then she fell asleep. On the contrary, Tianchi sat on the head of the bed with his knees hugged, and sat there until dawn.In her heart, she was even a little envious of Chen'er.She never regretted all the feelings she gave, but she never got it.Wu Zhou is like that, and Lu Yue is like that.In this life, her feelings have always been let down.Including her parents, mother and brother, have failed her time and again.She is always walking in the wind alone, unable to reach the edge.She doesn't regret it, but how can she not be heartbroken? The sky is getting brighter, and the tears in Tianchi are cold.