Chapter 13 Thirteen, open to Tumi

Cai Zhuowen returned to Shanghai after spending more than a month in the countryside. On the day he returned, he called Jiaxiu and said that if it was convenient, he hoped that he could visit him the next day. This is Cai Zhuowen's first official visit - in the past, he would meet Huang Chang outside - so he was very solemn, not only bought a flower basket as usual, but also specially prepared four fancy snacks, and a set of blue and white porcelain Japanese-style tea set—I asked the clerk to explain the origin before I came here. When I entered the door, I saw two half-person high blue and white Xuande porcelain vases facing each other on the left and right. , engraved with the pattern of "Seven Sages of the Bamboo Forest", although I don't understand it very well, I can guess that it is very valuable, and the most difficult thing is to be noble and unassuming - so I swallowed what I wanted to say, and just greeted and said Some nagging and the like.

At this time, because it was more than a month later than the time since the last time, the weather had already cooled down, so the tea table was placed in the living room.Yifan was accompanied by Madam Cui to see the doctor, and he was not there today. Apart from Jiaxiu and Huang Chang, there was only Ke Yi. nature. It turned out that because Jiaxiu had heard what Ke Yi said that day, she was very disturbed about the fact that she promised Cai Zhuowen and Huang Shang to go back together again. She didn't want them to meet alone, but it was inconvenient to refuse. Prevent.In the past, Ke Yi used to meet Cai Zhuowen often as a director, but now his identity is exposed, the two stand on the absolute opposite sides, and escaped from the "Bei Mansion" because of Cai Zhuowen's love, To say thank you is not in line with the doctrine, and not to say thank you would be like selling yourself cheaply. For a moment, I didn't know what attitude to use to greet him.

Jiaxiu knew the reason for this, so before she could sit down, she ordered her servants to push out the tea table in a hurry.Today is the British royal milk tea.Jiaxiu poured the pre-brewed black tea into a large Jingdezhen cup with a gold round mouth. On the cup was a silver spoon with a hook on the front, which contained a little sucrose, and then finely poured the brandy on the sugar. ignite.The blue-white and stern flame burned slowly, and the intoxicating fragrance of brandy immediately filled the air. Ke Yi was surprised: "Why do you think of drinking this today?" Jia Xiu smiled and didn't answer, Ke Yi said again: "This reminds me of us in England..." At this point, he suddenly swallowed, and replaced it with a slight sigh sigh.

Jiaxiu's heart also clicked, and countless past events piled up in her heart, but she didn't know what was in Britain that Ke Yi was feeling emotionally, whether it was his first acquaintance with himself and Yifan, or he and the deceased Mrs. Ke the past.So he didn't talk, just stared at the dancing of the blue flame.The caramel-sweet aroma of sucrose was dreamlike, and everyone fell silent for a moment. After a while, Ke Yi said: "Smelling the aroma of sucrose reminds me of sweet-scented osmanthus. I remember when I was a child, my favorite food was sweet-scented osmanthus cake. At that time, my mother was still alive, and I had to make it every August. The sweet-scented osmanthus is marinated, and shaking the sweet-scented osmanthus is a big event at home. The whole family tore off the white sheets and stood under the osmanthus tree. Mom picked it up bit by bit, dried it in the sun, put a layer of sweet-scented osmanthus and a layer of honey, collected it in a clay bowl and buried it in the ground, and it will be ready to eat after half a month.

As he said, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath into the air. It was as if the sweet-scented osmanthus fragrance from thirty years ago was still there today. Jiaxiu and Huang Chang couldn't help laughing, and they inevitably talked about making sweet-scented osmanthus tea. The trick, the atmosphere gradually became active, and everyone relaxed, talking about some things in the film industry. But as the topic continued, it changed from movies to wars.Huang Chang said: "I heard that the word 'devil' in the dialogue was changed to 'enemy'. Is it necessary?"

Ke Yi replied: "It's not too light. Not long ago, in a film, the background of the war was changed to bandits looting. That's nonsense. It's all a trick of the Japanese, trying to cover it up." , but now that his identity has been exposed, and he has just come out of the gendarmerie, his straightforward nature is revealed, and he no longer has any scruples in speaking. Huang Chang also said: "The Japanese are becoming more and more shameless now. I heard that not long ago, actresses were escorted to the warship to present flowers to the commander of the fleet." She didn't know that the behind-the-scenes director of this "presenting flowers" scandal was It's Cai Zhuowen.

Because Cai Zhuowen came from a humble background, he would always feel inferior when he came to such an occasion, and it would be better if he was in a public place, because after all, his status is noble.But when you are a guest at home, you are a real person, and you can see each other immediately, especially when drinking tea and appreciating flowers, you can often see a person's hole cards the most, so when you come up, you will act like an old monk. , keep silent.When he heard Ke Yi talk about politics, he was even more sympathetic and kept his mouth shut. Although Jiaxiu didn't know the mystery of this, but seeing Cai Zhuowen's face getting more and more ugly, he already guessed a little bit, and deliberately interrupted and said: "Don't talk about politics, it's rare to be confused, come, drink tea, drink tea. "

But Ke Yi did not give up on this topic, and continued: "So there is no personal freedom in the entertainment industry. Huang Chang, I was just trying to persuade you, why don't you stop writing for the time being, and wait until the Japanese are driven out and the situation is stable, and then start writing again. .” Huang Chang smiled faintly: "Stop acting like Mei Lanfang? No, I don't think so. There is no political taste in my works, I just express emotions. No matter what kind of world affairs or which government is in power, people always want to live. Are you talking about love? I only have so many years of youth and so many years of enthusiasm. When you say that, if I get old and you force me to write with a gun, I won’t be able to write. At that time Don't you regret it?"

She said this with a bit of anger, because she also realized that, apart from persuading herself, Ke Yi's words were also aimed at Zhuo Wen, implying that he should not delay her.But she didn't feel that he was delaying her. He never asked her anything. On the contrary, as long as it was her affairs, including her friends' affairs, he would do his best to help. Did you let him go? How could you forget about the pain when the scar didn't heal, and scold the doctor with plaster on it? Ke Yi felt Huang Chang's rebellion and shook his head helplessly.He cherishes this smart girl from his nephew very much, but she is so sensitive to art, but too confused about positions, full of love and selfishness, and has no political ideas at all.Now that he has made friends with such a complicated background as Cai Zhuowen, it makes him even more worried.

From the beginning to the end, Cai Zhuowen said nothing, sat for a while, and then offered to leave.Huang Chang had always called him "Mr. Cai" politely, but now he suddenly said affectionately: "No, Zhuo Wen, don't go, I told you last time that 'the flowers are blooming', You said that you have never seen a tumi flower, and it is just in time for blooming these two days, I will take you to see it." Then he took Zhuo Wen's hand and walked to the balcony. Ke Yi was embarrassed, so he had to say goodbye, but Huang Chang ignored him, just stayed on the balcony and pretended not to hear, and De Jiaxiu sent him downstairs.

Standing on the balcony condescendingly, you can clearly see Ke Yi's thin back looking a little desolate and lonely in the dusk.He took a few steps forward, walked to the front of the car, stopped suddenly, turned around, and their eyes met in the air.Zhuo Wen couldn't help but took a step back.Huang Chang bravely went up to him with his eyes, and stared straight at Ke Yi without giving in.Ke Yi smiled miserably, took off his hat and gave her a slight nod, then got in the car and drove away. Zhuo Wen was inexplicably lost for a moment, he just looked at the flower shelf and said lightly: "So this is Tumi." It's the season of tea flowers blooming, small white fragrant flowers are climbing on the shelf, circling upwards, the stems have very thin hooks, the leaves are feathery, every time the wind blows, they will fly lightly, bursting into the sky. A faint fragrance floats in the night, as if moaning and exhorting: "It's getting late, the flowers are about to wither, cherish it!" Huang Chang said softly: "It is said that Tumi blooms the latest among all the flowers. When Tumi blooms, other flowers will wither, and summer will be over, and all the flowers will be gone." It's time to end, so there is another poem that says: 'When it opens to the end, it's Tumi'." When the Tumi flowers bloom, all the flower affairs should end, but their story has just begun. What Huang Chang is wearing today is a green European-style skirt with lotus leaf sleeves, white flower balls hanging from the shoulders, and the ribbons around the waist flutter slightly in the wind, against the faint floating floral fragrance, there is a kind of trance The meaning of being out of the dust seems to be blown away by the wind at any time, leaving the world to fly away.When she said these words, her face naturally showed the twilight panic, which was extra pitiful. Looking at it, Zhuo Wen suddenly felt hesitant. Summer is coming and cold is coming. This is not a season suitable for flowering. Does he really want to start an autumn story with this girl whose skin is covered with flowers and her heart is tender?Maybe Ke Yi was right, he shouldn't have delayed her.The one who should leave should be him instead of Ke Yi, but she kept him, did she really know what she was doing?She is just a naive and enthusiastic girl, because of her literary sensitivity, she is more emotional and willful than ordinary girls. The more others want to object to something, the more she will insist on it, without hesitation.However, since I am approaching age, isn't it too selfish to use a girl's innocence to win her affection? The fragrance of tea lingers in the dusk, Zhuowen's heart is filled with the desolation of early autumn.For the first time in his life, forever striving, he thought of giving up. This night, Shanghai Beach did not know how many people stayed up all night. It is a troubled time, and there are countless people who are waiting for the dawn with their eyes open. However, some people are afraid that there will be no tomorrow after tonight because they are greedy for the spring breeze and singing every night; Liang ran out to kill them again; there were still some people who had already fallen asleep and began to dream, but either the dream was a nightmare before it started, or the dream was suddenly cut off halfway through... Few dreams can be fulfilled. As for Cai Zhuowen, he returned to Caijia Village in his dream tonight. Caijia Village is a small village with a population of only a dozen households in the suburbs of Fengdu County on the north bank of the Yangtze River. The village's ancestors have been farming and fishing for generations, but there are no scholars.The rare widow Cai Biaozi, the son of Granny Cai, went to college first, and became the first earth-shattering event in the village, which could be included in the village history—if anyone in this village can write a village history. But this son didn’t seem to have done anything good since he was born. He didn’t donate money to build bridges and pave roads as everyone expected, he didn’t lead a village of chickens and dogs to heaven, and he didn’t even give his mother and wife glory and wealth—on the contrary. He proposed to divorce his wife.What's wrong with his wife Xiumei?Wen Neng manages the family and teaches the children, Wu Neng plows the boat and farms the land. He has a gentle temperament and a handsome appearance. Except for being illiterate, he is simply a perfect person who has been chiseled out with a knife, a ruler and an axe.Over the years, she has given birth to his children and served his old mother. She has never cheated on him to raise a man and humiliated the family, and second, she has never ruined the family tradition by throwing pots and bowls. divorce?God won't allow it! Therefore, everyone in the village is filled with righteous indignation, and they all want to bring this Cai bracelet -- whose name was changed to Cai Zhuowen after birth -- to a public trial.It was he who sent his wife, Xiumei, to intercede for him, saying that uncles and uncles, since the husband was born, he is now a rich man, and he can't stand the yelling, so don't frighten him, he wants to divorce me, it was me No, I don't know how to sympathize with him.Now he must have met someone better than me outside.I thought that the lady from Shanghai could read and write, was fashionable and elegant, so she was ten times better than me, so I don't blame him for changing his mind.It's just that I have served my mother-in-law for so many years, and my mother-in-law is closer than my mother. I also raised these two children. The child's surname is Cai, but I raised them myself. I can't let go of these flesh and blood relatives.I beseech all uncles and lords to make the decision, if he wants to divorce me, just ask him to divorce, just to force me to leave the house of the Cai family, unless my mother-in-law has passed a hundred years and the two children have grown up, otherwise I will not bear to give up. download theirs. The people in the village were so moved that they even cried, praising this beautiful and virtuous man while being unscrupulous. Granny Cai lived with her daughter-in-law when her son was away for a long time, and she might not have a little heart disease, but now that her son wants to tear up the family, she stands firmly on the daughter-in-law's side, thinking of her Well, so I complained with snot and tears: "Son, even if you don't miss the kindness of your husband and wife for a day and a hundred days, you still have to think of me giving birth to you and raising you. Your father died early, and I just want to give birth to you." I sent you to beg for food. It was my mother-in-law who pawned a gold bracelet and sold it to help my mother and son get through the difficulties. So our two families got married. To teach you to remember this kindness, we changed your name to Cai Bracelet. I didn’t expect you to change your name in the city for less than two years and forget about your kindness. Now you come back and say that you want to divorce your wife. This wife can be divorced casually? You don’t want a daughter-in-law? Don’t want it anymore? If you want to divorce, you go to divorce by yourself, but I don’t recognize it. She called me mother-in-law, and she is my daughter-in-law for the rest of my life. If you don’t want her, I simply recognize her as my daughter, and I will be with you The two children you have have nothing to do with you, our mother and I live on our own for three generations, and we don't want you to ask about life or death." Cai Zhuowen was so forced that he had no choice but to put this matter aside for the time being, and never mentioned the word "divorce", but he would never have sex with Xiumei, and would rather move to the firewood room to sleep alone.Three meals a day were delivered to the woodshed by Granny Cai, and she only ate half a bowl. Despite persuasion and crying and scolding, she just refused to say a word. There was a stormy night, and he missed Huang Chang amidst the thunder, and his heart ached, almost breaking his heart.I feel like I'm going crazy if I don't hear her voice right away.On that stormy night, like a ghost who died in a foreign land, he walked the mountain road for more than ten miles in the wind and rain, rushed to the town, and broke down the door of the telephone office.But when the phone was connected, he suddenly lost his voice.He didn't know what to say, and for the first time since growing up, he cried so hard that he vomited. But his heart was at peace.He felt the presence of Huang Chang on the opposite side, so warm and real.He wants a divorce, he wants to marry her, and he wants to be with her forever! After returning from the rain, Zhuo Wen fell ill, vomited whatever he ate, and refused to say a word.Granny Cai saw her son's resolute attitude, looking haggard, and felt very distressed, but she regretted making him anxious, thinking to herself that it was not worth offending her son for his daughter-in-law, so her voice softened, and she discussed with Xiumei in private: "This man always Greedy, eating what’s in the pot and looking at what’s in the pot, the more you don’t tell him to eat, the more he’ll think about it, but he’s just letting him do it, if he’s had enough, he’ll calm down naturally. Good girl, I say He can do it, he doesn't think of you as a wife, but I always treat you as a girl, as long as you allow him to remarry, I will make the decision for you and don't allow him to drive you out. Anyway, he won't divorce, and his time at home is limited. With the door closed, it's not like our mother and I live as a family of four. It's the same if you don't get divorced, and it's the same when you get divorced, it's just a piece of paper, what's the matter?" After talking like this for a while, Xiumei was very wronged, but she couldn't do it after all, so she could only nod her head in agreement, and said: "My mother-in-law is the one who decides everything." Granny Cai then negotiated with her son: "If you want to divorce your wife, just write a divorce letter. Your daughter-in-law is a strong person and will not force you to stay, but if you want to drive her out, you must not. One Her natal family is dead. Now you want her to go, but where is she going? Back then, my mother saved you and me with a bracelet, and now I have to recognize her as my daughter just to repay her kindness. Two things Anyway, you are going back to Shanghai. By that time, you will leave me and your two children, the old and the young, who will support this family? Even though you have money to send back every month, some money cannot be bought. It’s cheap, someone has to do it. Your wife was the top leader inside and outside our family, the pillar of the family. If you cut her off now, I’m afraid that I will have trouble with my baby, and no one will know if I die in the house. At that time Even if someone flies to report to you, if you fly back, it may be too late." Although Zhuo Wen felt embarrassed, but after much deliberation, he had no choice but to agree. So Granny Cai asked the village head Weng to testify on the incense case, and ordered Zhuo Wen to write a divorce letter and Xiumei, thus ending their husband and wife relationship.Xiumei wailed and kowtowed, and helped the old and the young back home as usual, busy with operations as usual.The so-called divorce is just an extra piece of paper, and the living pattern of a family of four and three generations remains unchanged.Zhuo Wen thought it was absurd, but the barren land had its own barbaric rules, so he could only follow the custom. After another two days, he set off.Originally, he had made up his mind to return to Shanghai to have a showdown with Huang Shang to formally pursue it, but the sad fragrance of the tea flowers actually deterred him.He suddenly felt that his act of going back to his hometown for divorce was ridiculously stubborn and fierce.What is all that for? In his dream, he confessed to his wife Xiumei: "It's not that I don't love you anymore, I never loved you at all. The two of us, everyone thought we were a couple by nature, but I was the only one, I never thought of living like this, let alone my whole life." Xiumei was a taciturn person in life, but she became eloquent and eloquent in his dream. She said: "Don't keep saying 'I, I, I', you don't know what you are, But I know very well. You are just like me. You are just two grasses in the Cai family village. After a few days of looking at the diorama in the big city and drinking a few glasses of Oriental wine, you think you are a fragrant flower and despise me. But don’t forget, your surname is Cai, and you will come back to Cai’s village sooner or later. Only then will you know how good I am and who you really are. The tung oil tank contains tung oil , scented oil tank filled with sesame oil, do you think you can change it?" When the dream came here, he woke up, and Zhuo Wen was startled into a cold sweat.In the dream, he was so tongue-tied and speechless, even when he woke up, he still felt chilled and desolate, right?His surname is Cai, and he will return to Caijia Village after all. Is it like this? The phone rang suddenly knowingly, as if knowing that he just woke up at this moment, but when he picked up the receiver, there was no sound from there.After Zhuo Wen said "Hello" twice, he didn't ask any more, he already guessed who it was, just because he himself did the same stupid thing in that stormy night in the mountain village. He just held the receiver like this, neither talking nor putting it down, just shedding tears on his face in a daze. The person who is half asleep and half awake at night is the most real. All the sorrows, joys, loves and hates are unobstructed. He sheds tears freely, only feeling that his life has never been so full as it is at this moment.Perhaps the desire of a lifetime is nothing more than this, that is to know that there is a person on the other side of the phone who is paying attention to him, and there is no need to say a word, as long as both parties hold the handset and silently stand at both ends of the phone line, it is enough.As long as you know she is there. After that, although Zhuo Wen was still in contact with Huang Chang, he tried to avoid coming to "Shui Wuyou" as much as possible. The relationship between the two of them was always on the level of friendship, and they couldn't make any progress. On the contrary, they seemed to be more indifferent than before. To become the second Ke Yi and Huang Jiaxiu. The relationship between men and women, after a certain period of time, if there is no breakthrough, it will probably end without a problem.Regarding this point, Huang Chang and Cai Zhuowen both understand it, but in Huang Chang, they have always been concerned about Zhuo Wen's married status, and have been careful at every step, refusing to do anything that is disrespectful; Hesitating, thinking about his own future and Huang Chang's thoughts are in the stage of groping, and he can't make up his mind. In the blink of an eye, autumn, Zhuo Wen went to Nanjing for meetings frequently, and saw Huang Chang even less often. Whenever they met, they were mostly worried and thoughtful.Huang Chang knew that he was worried about the current situation, and was always afraid of hearing these things, so he didn't ask any questions, just chatted casually and then left. But on this day, she suddenly received a call from Zhuo Wen, saying that it had been three days since he came back from Nanjing, but because of his injury, it was inconvenient for him to go out, and he probably would not see each other again in a short time. Huang Chang was shocked, and without regard to reserve and respect, said in a trembling voice, "Then I'll go and see you." Zhuowen doesn't allow it.Huang Chang's voice was so anxious that there was already a sound of crying, and he was very persistent. Zhuo Wen changed his attitude and said, "Then, I'd better go see you. You wait at home, and I'll come right away." He didn't ask Huang Chang to wait for a long time, and he arrived soon, wearing a black windbreaker, covering his left arm that was still in a bandage, looking very haggard. That day Yifan happened to be at home, sitting by the fireplace in the living room, seeing Zhuo Wen coming in, he didn't stand up, didn't greet him, just nodded and smiled. This was Zhuo Wen's first time seeing Yifan, and when Huang Shang introduced him, "This is my mother", he couldn't help being a little startled.Yifan's beauty and paleness made him bewildered, she sat there dignified and quiet, not like a person, but like a god. He suddenly murmured, took off his hat with his good right hand and saluted, calling: "Mrs. Huang". Huang Chang corrected at the side: "My mother is Miss Zhao." Zhuo Wen was taken aback again, feeling even more awed in his heart. Huang Chang hurriedly asked about his injury, and his worry was beyond words. Zhuo Wen was a little moved, but he didn't want to talk about it. Instead, he asked her if there was any news in Shanghai recently, and said, "I know a foreigner this time. Tell me about it." It tells the story of a fishing family called Viz people in the waters off Madagascar, South Africa. They drifted at sea all day long and lived off sharks. Most of the shark fins in China come from them. In their language, "Wiz" It means 'the person who paddles', and they call the 'sail' they depend on for a living as 'lay', which means 'escape'. Because their ancestors relied on sails to escape the British captives and gain freedom." At first, Huang Chang didn't understand why Zhuo Wen was looking for unimportant topics to talk about, but gradually he figured it out, and couldn't help but get red-eyed, and gossip along with him: "Those people are enemies of sharks, their lives It must be very painful." Zhuo Wen smiled wryly and said: "Not necessarily. Although life is hard, it is simple. As long as one shark is caught, it is enough for half a year's expenses. Moreover, they are not considered enemies of sharks, but sharks should be said to be their friends. There is a story among the Wiz people that once a shark catcher broke his boat halfway and unfortunately fell into the water. When he was about to drown, a plow shark rescued him and carried him to the lake. ashore, but there is a request for him, that is, to tell the Viz people, saying: "You can hunt us, but you can't exterminate us." Because sharks have such a gentlemen's agreement with the Viz people, in the future the Viz people will There is an unwritten rule, that is, it is not allowed to hunt juvenile sharks, and, as long as they can survive, they will not kill them all." The scent of thuja flowers came in through the window, half dead, and the leaves were hanging down.Zhuo Wen recalled what Huang Shang said, "It's Tumi at the end of the drive", sighed a long time, and said with emotion: "Sometimes, I really want to envy the life of the Wiz people, it's so simple and reasonable, and everything follows the laws of nature. , There are examples to help. Unlike us, who live in distress and toil in the world, do not know what is right, do not know what is wrong, do not know the joy of life, and do not know that death is coming, it is really not as good as grass and trees." Huang Chang looked at him, since they met, it was the first time he saw him so depressed and hesitant, and even wanted to retreat.His brows were tightly furrowed, and a deep "Chuan" was twisted between his brows. His eyes were full of depression and boredom, and his occasional smile was also full of bitterness. She lowered her head, no matter how much she hates politics, and no matter how much she doesn't ask about world affairs, she can probably guess some facts.Finally, she asked, "Is there... is there something going on in Nanjing?" Zhuo Wen was taken aback, raised his head and looked at her attentively, trying to make excuses, but the words suddenly changed to: "Do you know about Li Shiqun? It's Li Shiqun, the Minister of Police." , he suddenly realized what he had been worrying about all this time. It turned out that this name had been stuck in his heart all the time, like a stalk in his throat.Seeing Huang Chang's puzzled eyes, he sighed, and briefly introduced: "That man Li has a deep city and strong means. I don't know how many escape routes he has left for himself. While holding Mr. Wang's salary, He secretly colluded with the Chongqing Military Command, while having contact with the Central Command, and secretly met Pan Hannian, a senior representative of the Communist Party of China, and even sent medicines and supplies to the New Fourth Army in northern Jiangsu... But Bai has done so many articles, and no one bought his account. Dai Li in Chongqing issued an assassination order, and the Japanese Gendarmerie also wanted his life. Even a few colleagues in Nanjing wanted to get rid of him quickly. Now that he was poisoned to death, I don’t know who did it. His funeral I also went to the ceremony, such a big man, not too small, but he was poisoned by some kind of poison, and his body shrunk into a monkey, which was extremely scary. I watched him cremated, and felt that I was watching him. , I don't know when it will be my turn, I don't know when I will become the second Li Shiqun." Huang Chang's complexion changed drastically, and he blurted out: "You won't, you won't." Zhuo Wen smiled bitterly: "I hope I won't, but... who knows? Maybe today is the last time I see you, maybe tomorrow I will be a dead body on the road... Who knows?" While they were talking, Mama Cui came and went in and out of the living room from time to time, adding tea and watering the flowers, busy all the time.Huang Chang frowned and said, "Can't you settle down for a while?" Cui's mother grinned apologetically, and agreed "ahhh", but she still had countless reasons to just go in and out. Zhuo Wen suddenly thought, maybe this is Jiaxiu's intentional arrangement, and sitting here with Yifan is also a kind of silent supervision.Thinking of this, he couldn't sit still. He still had a lot to say to Huang Chang, but he couldn't say it now. He couldn't help thinking sadly, if he didn't say it this time, there might not be a next time, but if he said it stop…… He shook his head, finally sighed silently, stood up to say goodbye, and then bowed to Ifan and said "goodbye". He didn't expect to get her answer, but Ivan suddenly smiled and said it clearly. A "goodbye". She had been silent for so long, and suddenly she smiled like this, like a spring flower blooming, a compelling radiance radiated out.Zhuo Wen was stunned, and for no reason added a bit of bitterness and desolation, thinking that such a beautiful flower will wither one day, what else in the world can be grasped and kept? Until Huang Chang sent him downstairs, and the two of them stayed in the elevator together, Zhuo Wen's heart was still immersed in the confusion and melancholy that would no longer be tomorrow.Suddenly, with a "dang", the elevator landed, and his heart sank suddenly. He raised his head and prepared to say "goodbye" to Huang Chang, but before "goodbye", he had to take another good look at her.Maybe I won't see it tomorrow, maybe today will be the last time... who knows? The elevator grille door carved in black iron was slowly opened, and at this moment, there was a shout of "dog traitor!" A small knife flew straight over.Before Huang Chang could cry out, Cai Zhuowen had already pushed her down, and the knife flew over his forehead, dripping a stream of blood spots, and swam out like a snake, quickly crawling all over his face. The foreign servant driving the elevator was taken aback, and hurriedly drove the elevator upstairs.Zhuowen's driver and bodyguard who was waiting downstairs woke up like a dream, jumped out of the car, and chased in the direction of the throwing knife while shooting. The assassin had already run away. Cai Zhuowen helped Huang Chang up, and asked eagerly, "Are you okay?" Gunshots sounded far away in the distant streets, dull and empty, and palpitating.But Huang Chang's real fear was not the gunshots, but the curse from the blue sky: "dog traitor", which made her feel extremely shocked besides being frightened.But Zhuo Wen was hurt like this, yet he was still thinking about herself, which moved her so much that she couldn't help but threw herself on him and hugged him tightly and cried: "Zhuowen, Zhuo Wen, how could this happen?" Cai Zhuowen was full of sadness, but joy burst out of the sadness, and he hugged Huang Chang tightly. The thing he was most worried about happened, which made his heart suddenly settle down. In this situation, he is not sure about everything, not even his own tomorrow, but one thing is certain, that is, the woman he loves most in his arms, he knows that she loves him too, there is no doubt about it. This is the only credible and precious thing in this world. At this critical moment, he finally saw her sincerity, and he finally knew his sincerity. It was her, and she was the only thing he wished to have. up.From the first time he saw her, he was deeply attracted by this girl who was as charming as a fox and as clear as a lotus, and he couldn't help himself, but she was so good, so beautiful, so beautiful that he felt far away and unreal. That kind of independent temperament is as if she is not a real person, but came out of a bound book, and will return to the book at any time.He often thinks that there is Yan Ruyu in the book, which means she looks like this, right?Such a woman cannot be truly owned by mortals, but only belongs to books and legends.But now, he actually touched her, felt her, hugged her.She was trembling and crying in his arms, warm and poignant, like a tea flower.He hugged her and said in a trembling voice: "I've always thought, if I die, will you shed tears for me, now I know...Huang Chang, if I propose to you, will you agree to me?" Proposal?Huang Chang was stunned, and couldn't help breaking away from his embrace and took a step back to look at him: "But, I heard that you have..." She couldn't continue.I don't know what to say. But he followed her words and said clearly: "I'm already divorced. In order to be eligible to propose to you." He took out a brocade box from his pocket and opened it, tears dripping down on the tiny diamonds on the face of the ring. Tears or diamonds, who is more precious and bright? Huang Chang's tears welled up again, but they were no longer out of worry and panic.It turned out that he went home for more than a month because of this. It turned out that he knew what she was thinking, but he didn't explain the guarantee, but just silently did everything well, only doing, not talking, doing, and besides, being so considerate She was single-minded, taking into account her teenage self-esteem.I see! The two bodies hugged each other again, and I don't know how to hug them even tighter, so tightly that they merged into one, changing your heart for mine.That kind of desperate enthusiasm burned a young girl's heart to the point of melting. She hugged Zhuowen's neck and reflected her own shadow in his eyes. What she was most worried about was his uncertainty. Now it's all right. No matter what kind of wind and rain tomorrow, as long as she knows clearly that he loves her and wants her, that's enough. The cold stars and the bright moon, the heaven and the earth testify, and listened to a young girl's most sincere love confession: "I am willing. Even if we have only one day's fate, I am willing to marry you, in the sky and on the earth, we will live and die together."