Chapter 40 3. Sorry

Wei Rufeng accompanied Xia Ruhua to a big class. That day he went to the pier to confirm the voyage, it was still early, he thought that Xia Ruhua still had half a day of class, so he stopped by her school. Walking into the university campus still had a feeling of being out of place. Wei Rufeng realized that the university was much bigger than the middle school. It turned out that there were only numbers in the classrooms but no class names. It was impossible to find out where she was based on the department and major.He wandered around the teaching building in a daze, looking from classroom to classroom.

After searching for more than forty minutes, he was stopped by a girl who was in self-study, saw him wandering around, and asked kindly: "Student, are you looking for someone?" "Yes, but I don't know which classroom she is in." Wei Rufeng met the savior and hurriedly asked for help, "I'm looking for the Chinese department, do you know where they have classes?" "Then you just look for one by one? Except for big classes, you usually change classrooms after every class!" The girl said in surprise. "Ah?" Wei Rufeng was dumbfounded, if so, where would he find Xia Ruhua!

"Besides, how many grades are there in the Chinese department! What's the name of the person you're looking for?" the girl asked. "Xia Ruhua, she will graduate this year!" "Her? Tell me earlier! I know her! We are both from the school drama troupe! Let's go, I'll take you there!" the girl said with a smile. Wei Rufeng thanked him hurriedly, the girl looked him up and said, "Are you her brother?" Wei Rufeng paused and said, "I'm her boyfriend." "Ah? She has a boyfriend? Are you just right? I haven't heard her mention who she likes, but she often talks about her brother!" The girl looked at him a few more times.

"Yes!" Wei Rufeng smiled knowingly. When we walked to the teaching building of the Chinese Department, the girl called out Xia Ruhua enthusiastically. Xia Ruhua was stunned when she saw Wei Rufeng. .The girl poked her once and whispered, "Your boyfriend is so infatuated! You two have a good chat, I'm leaving!" Xia Ruhua blushed, Wei Rufeng scratched his head unnaturally and said, "After searching for a long time, I finally found it. Do I look like a student?" "Like!" Xia Ruhua said happily, "Come in and accompany me to class!" Xia Ruhua and Wei Rufeng entered the classroom together, and they sat at the last table.Xia Ruhua couldn't restrain the excitement in her heart, her face turned red.Wei Rufeng picked up her book cautiously, and whispered, "Will your teacher kick me out?"

"No! He can't remember so many students." Xia Ruhua said with a smile. "Then you don't know how to ask questions?" Wei Rufeng said, looking at Xia Ruhua's textbook with a little trepidation. "If you have any questions, I'll tell you!" Xia Ruhua pointed to the notebook in her hand, and said confidently while taking notes. Wei Rufeng looked up, and it was full of memories, and the beautiful handwriting was very neat.He looked at the book in his hand again, and also drew lines with red and blue pencils, marking them very carefully.Wei Rufeng knew that Xia Ruhua loved to study since she was a child, but he had to let her studies go halfway, and took her to leave the city where she grew up secretly in an escape manner.He has nothing else to repay her except his extreme love. Maybe this love is difficult, selfish and domineering, but Wei Rufeng still doesn't want to let go. Xia Ruhua is someone he has identified in his bones since a long time ago.

"The boat has been found, we will leave the day after tomorrow." Wei Rufeng said in a low voice. Xia Ruhua's hand that was still taking notes stopped, she raised her head, the blackboard, teacher, classmates, the classroom seemed to be far away from her suddenly.Wei Rufeng quietly held her left hand, the warmth of the palm filled Xia Ruhua's little disappointment, she breathed a sigh of relief, straightened her back and said, "Okay." The time in that class seemed to pass very slowly, and Xia Ruhua memorized every word the teacher said. This was the most serious class note she had ever taken in her life.And her left hand was held by Wei Rufeng all the time, the turmoil in her heart made her use force unconsciously, Wei Rufeng didn't say a word, and let her leave a row of crescent-shaped fingerprints on the palm of her hand.

This is what Lu Yuan saw when he walked into the classroom. Xia Ruhua was writing something, and Wei Rufeng sat beside her motionless.Although they looked no different from the other students in the teacher, for some reason, Lu Yuan felt that there was a serene atmosphere about them, which separated them from the crowd. At that time, Lu Yuan had already started looking for a job, so he often skipped a few classes. If there was a big class with Xia Ruhua, Xia Ruhua would help him occupy the seat.But today Wei Rufeng was sitting there, and Lu Yuan walked over there with an apologetic smile while being reprimanded by the teacher, Xia Ruhua raised his head and smiled at him, and he also smiled, and sat down at random.A slight sense of loss immediately surged up. It turned out that the seat next to Xia Ruhua, which he had always valued, was just an ordinary bench in her eyes.

After class, Xia Ruhua and Wei Rufeng packed up their things and went out together. When passing by Lu Yuan, Xia Ruhua stopped and said, "How was the interview?" "It's okay." Lu Yuan smiled lightly, "But I think I'm going to fail this subject. You see, when I came in just now, the teacher almost put a zero on the back of my student number." "Let me give you the notes." Xia Ruhua handed him the book in her arms and said, "To this day, they are all complete. You can ask someone else for the rest." "What about you?" Lu Yuan took it over, flipped through it and said, "You gave me the notes, what test did you take?"

"I don't need it." Xia Ruhua shook her head slightly, but Lu Yuan couldn't see her eyes clearly. The three of them walked out together, and when they got down to the first floor, Su Tong walked over to them.She was carrying the drawing board, with blue circles under her eyes, and she looked very tired.When she saw Wei Rufeng and Xia Ruhua, she froze in place. "What? We know each other?" Lu Yuan asked. The three of them had different expressions, and the atmosphere was a little awkward. "My friend." Wei Rufeng replied. Su Tong rubbed his nose and said, "You're here. It just so happens that I'm looking for you. Come with me over there. I have something to say."

Wei Rufeng paused, then lowered his head and said to Xia Ruhua, "Then wait for me?" "En." Xia Ruhua looked at Su Tong, but Su Tong showed no expression. "You guys talk about your stuff, I'll sit there with Ruhua and wait." Lu Yuan pointed to the bench in front of the teaching building. Wei Rufeng nodded, and followed Su Tong to the back of the building. She didn't speak along the way, her thin body was mostly covered by the drawing board, and her coat was tied around her waist in a slovenly manner. Wei Rufeng has some fondness for Su Tong. This kind of feeling can't be explained in detail, and can be explained into various answers, but what he can be sure of is that this is not love.There is no need to explain the final word of love, just like he did to Xia Ruhua.

"Are you two together?" Su Tong walked to a flower bed and stopped, sitting on the railing casually and said. "Yeah." Wei Rufeng said sitting next to her. "She didn't see you suffering, so please comfort you. Then don't act like a fool and go to the hospital again." Su Tong didn't seem surprised. "No, you should know." Wei Rufeng said. Su Tong snorted softly, and said shyly while opening the drawing board: "Then what do you do now? Have you decided?" "We... are leaving Haiping." Wei Rufeng raised his head and said. Su Tong's hand stopped, she looked at Wei Rufeng in a daze and said, "When are you leaving?" "The day after tomorrow." "Thursday?" "Ok." Both of them fell silent, Su Tong's fingers trembled a little, she pushed away the rope of the drawing board vigorously and said, "Wei Rufeng, does that mean you just left because I didn't meet you today?" "No." Wei Rufeng looked at her and said, "I will tell you." Wei Rufeng didn't lie, in Haiping City, he only had one friend he could trust and had to say goodbye to, and that was Su Tong. "Are you running away? Then you won't see each other again?" Su Tong's voice became hoarse. "I'm sorry." Wei Rufeng said softly. Su Tong curled her lips. In fact, "I'm sorry" is as heavy as "I love you". The one who said "I'm sorry" may not be sad, because every "I'm sorry" has failed a good intention. "Come on, don't do this." Su Tong jumped off the railing, held Wei Rufeng down and said, "Stand still, do me a favor and let me draw a picture." Wei Rufeng looked at her inexplicably, Su Tong opened the drawing board and pointed to an unfinished painting and said, "That's it, it won't be long." The flower bed was painted in that painting. A boy was sitting on the railing. It was Wei Rufeng who could be seen from his figure, but the face was not finished yet, and the figure had no expression. Wei Rufeng nodded silently, Su Tong ran across to him, sat on a small stool, took a pencil to measure and daub and said: "I've been drawing this since summer, look at these flowers, blooming and thanking, But I only drew half of it all the time. You don’t know, my classmates said I was crazy when they saw it. There was only a flower bed, but I forcefully drew a person next to it. I scared them and said, this is a ghost, only I can see it , you can’t see it. Haha, it’s interesting!” Wei Rufeng's eyes looking at her gradually softened, he thought, in those evenings when the sun was setting, Su Tong must have been very lonely in his heart when he was sitting here alone drawing pictures of non-existent people. Su Tong looked at the soft light in his eyes, and gradually stopped, she said softly: "Rufeng, you know? When I first went to college, I thought, I must find someone who can take classes Take a seat for me, accompany me to buy paint and paper, go to Sanshi to grab the best food for me, and walk around the school hand in hand with me, and me, I want to draw a picture for him, I must The painting is very beautiful, so that when you get old, you can hold it to show off to others. I met a very handsome boy, and we both spent a very good time together. I think it is very simple, I want to know Whether you love someone, in fact, only ten minutes is enough. When I see you, it only takes ten minutes to be sure. But I know that you will never stay with me, because you have met me for more than ten minutes Wei Rufeng, I have never told you the word love, but I really love you... I love you! I love you! I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you... ..." Wei Rufeng listened quietly to Su Tong's narration, as if she wanted to say "I love you" all her life in one breath, but she didn't realize that when so many "I love you" are said together, "you" and Between "I", there is precisely one word of love missing. A tear flowed from the corner of Su Tong's eyes, and the young man's eyes in the painting became more blurred by her trembling hands. When finishing the last stroke, a breeze blew among the flowers, and she seemed to hear Wei Rufeng's soft sigh .She knew that she would eventually lose the young man Rufeng in this painting. Fulfillment is an embarrassing generosity, no one is willing to give up their own happiness.Yet one can only give happiness to one, and the others to misfortune. A note with his pager number on it; Stirring stick for "Love of Little Red Plum"; Half a slice of hairy tiramisu; A shirt stained red with his blood... Carefully collecting these things, Su Tong decided to throw them all away today. Love is weird and beautiful, and behind the eternity of two people is the regretful life of another person. The word "success" is ridiculously extravagant.