Chapter 37 9. give up

Xia Ruhua came to the hospital barefoot, she couldn't care about anything else, and her two slippers ran away on the road. There were already many people around the door of the operating room. When Su Tong couldn't reach Xia Ruhua, he called Xiaoyu on Wei Rufeng's mobile phone. Call Cheng Xiuxiu.Cheng Xiuxiu heard that the rescue had not started because of insufficient money, and almost smashed the emergency room of the hospital.When she paid the deposit, she almost threw the money over, yelling at the doctor that if Wei Rufeng could not be saved, he would wait to be buried with him.

Xia Ruhua was brought in by the nurse, her feet were worn out long ago, and there were dark red footprints on the concrete floor.But Xia Ruhua didn't seem to feel the pain. When she saw Su Tong, she immediately threw off the nurse and ran over, grabbed her tightly and said, "Where is Rufeng? Where is he? Where is he?" "Inside...rescue." Su Tong pointed to the operating room dully. When he was sent to the hospital, Wei Rufeng had almost no heartbeat. "What's going on... What's the matter with him... he's fine at night..." Xia Ruhua murmured to herself with distracted eyes.

Su Tong bit her lips tightly, she stood up abruptly and slapped Xia Ruhua and said, "Okay? He was injured this afternoon! He just stayed with you until the end and he stayed up until the end of the night! Do you understand his heart? Can you not let him die for you? Can you not give him hope and make him despair? Do you think someone else killed him? He is committing suicide! Because he thinks he is alive and makes you suffer and make you Troubled, so he would rather die! Xia Ruhua, are you going to save him or kill him? Do you love him or want his life?" Xia Ruhua's face was stamped with a blood-red palm print. It was Wei Rufeng's blood. Although it had already cooled down, she still felt hot, until it reached her heart.She looked past Su Tong, staring blankly at the closed door.She thought about it a lot, but she never thought that there would be a day when Wei Rufeng couldn't bear it and gave up his life?She hadn't had time to turn him in, hadn't had time to tell him about the Alps, hadn't even had time to say she loved him.

Xia Ruhua's tears and Wei Rufeng's blood meandered down, she recalled Wei Rufeng's faint smile when he came out of the theater, she told him to come back, he smiled and said "ah"... So he lied to someone , at which point he was weary enough to let go. Cheng Xiuxiu looked at the blood on Xia Ruhua's face, and raised her hand to wipe it away.She still clearly remembered that Wei Rufeng told her that girls should not see blood, and since then she has never caused any trouble or fight, but now this person who does not let her see blood is lying in a pool of blood by himself, and he does not even know what will happen in the future. Can you still speak.And all of this was just for the woman in front of him, who was clearly in a relationship with him but was secretly loved.Cheng Xiuxiu's eyes gradually turned red, her hands shrank tighter and tighter, Xia Ruhua didn't struggle, as if she wanted to use her hand to die just like that.

Seeing that something was wrong, Xiaoyu hurriedly pulled Cheng Xiuxiu away, Xia Ruhua fell to the ground, Cheng Xiuxiu grabbed Xiaoyu and shouted hysterically: "Can he wake up? Can he come back to life! What's going on! Who did it? Tell me who did it!" "I don't know either... I heard that the police have gone there. Brother Bin and Brother Jiu haven't returned to Dongge..." Xiaoyu said blankly. "Who could have done it! It's your dad! It's Dongge! You're all included! It's all of you who forced him to this point! Without you, he and Xia Ruhua would have lived in peace! Don't you like it?" Is he? I like it too! But I know what he wants and doesn’t want. If he doesn’t want me, I’ll leave! If you really like me, let him live!”

"What do you know!" Cheng Xiuxiu stopped Su Tong, "Why do you think he did it in Dongge? Do you think Wei Rufeng and Xia Ruhua can get by just because they love each other to death? He won't do this? Don't do them Probably starved to death! You won't even see him, let alone yell at me now!" Su Tong was dumbfounded by what she said, Wei Rufeng just wanted a job to survive, but because of this, he got deeper and deeper.However, no matter how pure and beautiful love is, it cannot withstand the poison of sin.At a certain time, once a choice is made, there is no going back.

"We'd rather starve to death." Xia Ruhua who was sitting on the ground suddenly said coldly, "None of you has anything to do with me and him." Cheng Xiuxiu and Su Tong looked at her together, she exuded a cold breath, Xing Zhong felt as if a simple but solid barrier had been erected outside of her and Wei Rufeng, and they could no longer get closer. When Xia Ruhua first heard the word police, Xia Ruhua shivered. Ye Xiangrong's phone number that he couldn't get through no matter what, Huangmao's dying face, Wei Rufeng's pale face in the theater flashed in her mind, like Stuck her in the water and cut off her breathing.And what Cheng Xiuxiu said afterwards was just adding another layer of ice to the water, digging out the past, and making her give up completely.

Xia Ruhua was determined at that moment, she would never trust anyone again.Whether it's Ye Xiangrong or Cheng Hao, whether it's Su Tong or Cheng Xiuxiu.Wei Rufeng, who was lying in the operating room, made her give up all her beliefs and fantasies. She thought it would be the same after all these years, just like when grandma just died, they had nothing to rely on except each other.The hands stretched out by others turned into their wounds in the end, no matter benevolent or malicious, the result was to make them more hurt, even on the verge of death. Then, she doesn't want anything but Wei Rufeng.

Wei Rufeng woke up the next afternoon, and he was still wearing an oxygen mask. After seeing Xia Ruhua, his eyes were bent, and his mouth made an indistinct sound. "Hey." Xia Ruhua laughed and cried at the same time. Su Tong stood by and asked anxiously, "What did he say?" Xia Ruhua looked at Wei Rufeng tenderly and said, "His name is sister." Wei Rufeng looked at her and nodded slightly. Su Tong's eyes were instantly wet, and he turned around and wiped them vigorously. After recuperating for a few days, Wei Rufeng was discharged from the hospital. All the hospitalization expenses this time were settled by Xia Ruhua with money from her family. Although Cheng Hao and Cheng Xiuxiu both sent money, Xia Ruhua returned them all intact. .

It was a rainy day when Wei Rufeng and Xia Ruhua went home. They took the bus together, and neither of them brought an umbrella.When getting off the car, Wei Rufeng naturally raised his arms to cover Xia Ruhua's head, the only thing left in the rain was the warmth of his palms.Xia Ruhua held him tightly, the two supported each other all the way in the rain, and staggered back, looking like one person from a distance. The pain made Wei Rufeng very haggard. When he went upstairs, he couldn't help panting lightly. Xia Ruhua helped him lie down on the bed, and went to the kitchen to boil brown sugar water. When she brought it out, she was surprised to see Wei Rufeng sitting at the door of her room. Wei Rufeng smiled at her and said, "Sister, go to sleep, I'm at the door, don't be afraid."

The sound of the pattering rain outside immediately poured into Xia Ruhua's heart. For so many years, whenever it rained, Wei Rufeng would definitely go home to accompany her. If she couldn't sleep, Wei Rufeng would sit at her door.The scars left by the seventeen-year-old made them spend many dark nights alone with each other, and Xia Ruhua never wanted to go on like this. "Come in and drink the sugar water." Xia Ruhua pulled him into her room. Wei Rufeng drank the sugar water in some embarrassment under Xia Ruhua's gaze, he wiped his mouth and said, "Go to sleep, I'll be outside..." "Wei Rufeng." Xia Ruhua called him to stop. "Ok?" "I love you." Wei Rufeng stood there in a daze. He looked at Xia Ruhua with surprise in his eyes. "I've been in love for a long, long time, and it's so painful to die of love." Xia Ruhua smiled and shed tears. The lightning outside the window plunged the whole room into faint light, Wei Rufeng's face was blurred, he didn't respond for a long time, the moment Xia Ruhua raised his head in a daze, he rushed over suddenly, hugged Xia Ruhua tightly and kissed her fiercely down. With a weak body mixed with a disordered breath, Wei Rufeng kissed greedily and domineeringly, and the almost suffocating feeling made Xia Ruhua dizzy.She allowed herself to sink, and in the kiss with all her strength, she was sure that they were alive and in love. The two people's fingers are tightly intertwined. Perhaps since they met, their immature fingertips have been held by the red thread. This thread destined their lifelong love and punishment.The long time is like a river, Xia Ruhua and Wei Rufeng stood on both sides of the river and looked at each other for many, many years, no matter how quickly it passed by, they still stood still, fate is the mysterious ferryman, they are always covered with scars, came together. The rain hit the window horizontally, and the night breeze let out a whimpering sound, Wei Rufeng lay beside Xia Ruhua and said softly: "I love you." "I know." Xia Ruhua clenched his hand tightly. "I'm actually afraid of death." "I know." "But I'm more afraid of being alone, and you don't love me..." "I love you..." Wei Rufeng and Xia Ruhua couldn't tell whose tears fell on whose face. They curled up together like newborn babies, hugging each other tightly, absorbing each other's warmth, as if it was the source of life. Xia Ruhua caressed his warm skin exuding vitality and said, "Rufeng, let's run away." "Okay." Wei Rufeng closed his eyes. That year, Xia Ruhua was 21 years old, and Wei Rufeng was unknown.