Chapter 62 chicken head and anchovies

Yu Zhouzhou has a nickname that makes her very helpless - Yu Erer. In the mid-term exam for the next semester of the first grade of junior high school, she took the second place in the whole school year.After all the grades were settled, she sat on her seat, took the class mid-term exam results ranking list handed over by Zhang Min, and lowered her head deeply—naturally not because of guilt, but because Zhang Min couldn't control her emotions when she spoke. In terms of saliva and tone, Yu Zhouzhou can always judge what the other party has eaten for breakfast and lunch by listening to the teacher's teachings, and even feels self-blame for the occasional disgust.

The second place is naturally something to be proud of. The average score is among the 6 classes that are lagging behind in the grade. Yu Zhouzhou is the heart of the teachers. "Chen An, do you know, I feel that I am very happy. It feels a little unreal. Junior high school math is not difficult at all, not at all. At the beginning, the teacher threatened me that girls are stupid, and they will definitely not be able to keep up in junior high school. It turned out to be a lie—of course, it’s possible, I said it too early.” She has unknowingly cultivated the habit of prudent life, and Yu Zhouzhou, who is standing on the tail of 13 years old, has begun to secretly wonder whether there are laws and taboos that can be explored in the unpredictable life?For example, don't make assertions. For example, even if you do well in the exam, you should lower your head and say "so-so" when asked by others...

As if afraid that happiness would slip away from the ostentatious smile. "I did well in the exam—but it's also because the quality of teaching in our school is average, as you know. Also, I have a good friend. I don't dare to say if I am a friend, at least..." She scratched her nose, no Know how to say clearly. She thought that she would no longer talk to those so-called friends who shrank when she was caught in Xu Zhiqiang's insults. The high demand for "pure" friendship made Yu Zhouzhou want to stay away from everyone, but it didn't take long. She found that she couldn't hold on.

Mom is right, it is very difficult to be serious about many things and to stick to her own principles, and she has no way to measure everyone with such high standards, so gradually, her classmate relationship has returned to that matter. The state before it happened, chatting with the little sisters, buying funny New Year greeting cards together to give each other, or learning to turn pens with Tan Lina at the same table. "I still didn't find the real friends I wanted. My mother said that it is difficult to find real friends and lovers. Of course, she didn't tell me. I just eavesdropped on her phone call with grandma. She said that she is the same as many people. She waited all her life but never found the ideal friend and lover she envisioned when she was young, but she didn’t believe it when she was young. Wait until now I finally resigned to my fate, knowing that I am not special at all, and I can't wait for that person."

"My mother said that most people will still make do with each other for the rest of their lives. Friends who make do with one another come and go; ordinary marriages are noisy but can't afford the cost of divorce." "That's why everyone likes to watch outrageous movies and TV series. Our life depends on others to make ups and downs." Yu Zhouzhou didn't really understand the meaning of her mother's words, but she could sniff out what was in these sentences like a small animal, so she wrote them down and talked about using the feeling of comforting her adolescence as a new word to express her sorrow sentimental.

"Chen An, I know, you are not an ordinary person. Watching you is like watching a movie." This movie about outstanding teenagers had a happy ending after Chen An was successfully admitted to Peking University. As for what happened afterwards, Yu Zhouzhou, the audience, has no way of knowing. Yu Zhouzhou felt that he was about to indulge in such a beautiful spring afternoon, like a frog soaking in warm water.She began to accept the imperfect partnership, began to be satisfied with the second place in Wannian, and began to be satisfied with such a plain and leisurely study life, very satisfied.

It's all good together.Not the best, but good too. This feeling of satisfaction and peace ended the moment Yu Zhouzhou saw Shen Qi. For the whole-year math section test, Yu Zhouzhou, the study committee member and the math class representative went to the math office to help total the scores and divide the papers.One of them was responsible for opening a mixed-bound paper, and then read out the scores clearly marked with red pen. The other two took a calculator each, quickly added up, and reported the total score together. Students with scores are responsible for marking the total score on the title of the paper.

Yu Zhouzhou read the scores mechanically, and suddenly her heart beat faster when she turned to a certain page - the handwriting was her own.She took a deep breath and waited for the two people to report the total score. Out of 120 points, she scored 118 points.Yu Zhouzhou raised the corner of his mouth, smiled shyly when the other two congratulated him, then hurriedly waved his hands and said, keep working and keep working. Later, when she sang points again, her voice became much brighter and more cheerful. In addition to the three of them, there are seven or eight students from other classes who are also doing the same job.After all the test papers in the examination room were summed up, under the command of the teacher, everyone used scissors to remove the sealing strip and plastic rope, designated the area of ​​each class in front of the two rows of desks, and began to carry the papers to the area.

Yu Zhouzhou shuttled between the tables in a happy mood, and gently placed the papers on different tables. When he saw the papers with a score of 110 or more, he would smile and sigh in his heart, um, the test is really good. Really good means, very good, but not as good as her own in the exam. Then the moment I lowered my head, I saw a bright red score of 120 on the test paper in my hand. Yu Zhouzhou froze for a moment, subconsciously turned his head to look at the class numbers and names arranged vertically. Class 2, Shen Qi. She stood still for a while, blushing slightly.She wanted to grab the girl next to her and ask how to pronounce the second word, but she didn't dare to show this paper to the other party—or rather, she didn't want others to know how much she cared about the 120 points.

So I walked quickly to the desk of class 2, put the paper on it, paused, looked around, picked up the paper quietly, and stuffed it in the middle of a stack of papers, not wanting to see it lying dazzlingly on the top floor . Yu Zhouzhou didn't feel jealous.She was just ashamed of her premature smugness just now. Although the joy just now was not shown in front of her classmates, the most embarrassing thing was facing herself. After all the papers were assigned, she pretended not to care and turned her head to the math class representative, "Well, put the two characters together, what does that word read..."

The math class representative shook his head blankly, "Why do you ask this?" Yu Zhouzhou shook his head in a panic, "It's nothing." After thinking for a while, he explained in an attempt to cover up, "I just suddenly remembered that three water characters were added together to read Miao, and three stones were added together Nian Lei, and then..." As soon as I said this, I suddenly heard the math teacher in Class 2 yelling loudly, which shocked everyone in the office. "Shen Qi, you are too disrespectful to our teacher who made the questions, and you are taking 120 again?" Yu Zhouzhou saw that Zhang Min's face sank all of a sudden, curled his lips, looked at the math teacher in Class 2 with a half-smile, then turned around and picked up the thermos to pour water into the tea mug. Shen, one sound.Shen Qi, this name sounds a bit like aunt. The summoned Shen Qi was actually in the office, and Yu Zhouzhou saw that she was sorting out her class papers with her head down, putting them neatly on the table, and hearing the teacher's exaggerated show off, she just gently tucked her hair behind her ears Got up, smiled very perfunctorily, then continued to lower his head to sort out the pile of papers that were already very neat. "Oh, it's her. I've heard of her a long time ago. She is very crazy. She always says that she is not Zhenhua." The math class representative realized it later, and pouted in Shen Qi's direction. It was a very ordinary girl with high cheekbones and pimples on her forehead. She had the same ponytail as Yu Zhouzhou and wore silver-white glasses. She stood there as if she had melted into her body. Inside the light green wall skin. But there was a kind of sharpness, Yu Zhouzhou was sure that only she could feel that kind of sharpness—maybe because she was the only one present who was the most sensitive and guilty. "Chen An, you know, her expression, oh no, she actually has no expression. But she stood there, as if exuding a kind of smell all over her body, telling me that the second in the school year is nothing special, and 118 points are also very important." It's ridiculous, because the smile of Shen Qi, who scored 120 points and got the first place in the school year, has only one meaning, that is, she looks down on No. 8 Middle School, and she also looks down on the first place in the school year that she got in the test." Yu Zhouzhou didn't know if he was thinking too much. But at that time, she had already started to think about the chicken head and phoenix tail.Is the bottom one of the High School Affiliated to Normal University better than the first place of their 8th middle school?This was of course too stupid and extreme, but she couldn't help thinking about it. She couldn't think of a result yet.In the pride and leisure of the chicken head, there is always a sense of incomprehension caused by the small structure and realm, and the humble phoenix tail attaches itself to the group to show its identity, isn't it even more pathetic?Many people linger in such choices all their lives. They can neither learn to let go and fight for the top, nor can they learn to be content and be content. But for Yu Zhouzhou at this age, the result of thinking is not important, what is important is thinking about the act itself.Shen Xi cut through Yu Zhouzhou's peaceful life like an ice pick, making her feel ashamed of her comfort and contentment. Yu Zhouzhou suddenly remembered that she had told Chen An that she would definitely be admitted to Zhenhua. When we say "certainly", do we understand the real meaning behind these two words?