Chapter 4 third chapter
When the dawn dawned, Alex woke up leisurely, and Ren's body against her was hotter than the night before.He was in a deep sleep, tossing and turning in an extremely restless sleep.Pushing away his heavy body with all his strength, Alex quietly slipped out of bed and hurriedly dressed.Because the clothes were not spread out to dry last night, some places are still wet at this moment.She sincerely hopes to change into a girl's clothes and give up pretending to be a boy.A man's clothing and behavior afforded a lot of freedom, but if she was a boy, she wouldn't be able to experience the passion of last night. As soon as she put on the tights, Joss led Rosamund up the tent and entered. "What's wrong with him?" Joss looked at her specially. Before she could speak, Rosamund interjected, "He has a high fever, and we must try to bring it down. Go get some cold water, and I'll get the herbs." Alex immediately picked up the bucket and ran to the river. The next two days were nothing less than tormenting Alex.She and Rosamund took turns trying to bring his fever down.His huge body was always writhing and restless, and they often had to hold him down with hands and feet and force the herbs into his mouth.At this time, Alex would always spit out a series of obscenities that made Rosamund giggle and blush, from worthless beggars to giant peacocks, she used all the words she could curse.Alex often sang to him, played the pipa, tried his best to appease and divert his attention, and relieve his pain. When Ryan was ill in bed, Joss was in charge of urging the men in the camp to continue their daily training to avoid killing each other. "I don't think they're worth it," Joss said, sitting on the foot of Ren's bed, "why does he feel he has to bear their problems." He took a bowl of porridge from Rosamund. "Ren never rejects anyone, he sincerely believes that we are worth saving." Rosamund said quietly, still hanging his head. "Us?" Alex looked up in surprise.She never moved an inch, and she sat on a small stool when she slept, with her head resting on the edge of the bed. "I don't think I am the same as a murderer." "What about you, Rosamund?" Joss asked. "And what crime have you committed?" Rosamund didn't answer, but when Joss turned his head, the way she looked up at him made Alex cry out in surprise, and then coughed to cover it up.Rosa loves Jose.After looking at the two of them quietly, it was not difficult for Alex to see how their outstanding looks matched each other.She knew that Rosa was hiding here because people regarded the birthmark on her face as the mark of the devil, but what about Joss? Wren's fever subsided early the next morning.Alex was still asleep at the time, but her head was resting on his arm, so she quickly became aware of his abnormality.Raising her head, she saw that he had opened his eyes and was looking left and right before finally falling on her face. Alex's heart was beating wildly, and his face was covered with a layer of blush.How would he react to their relationship? After a while, he turned his eyes away, his eyes were blank, "How long have I been sick?" "Two days," she said with a dry throat and a hoarse voice. "Did you control the order in the camp? Or did they all kill each other?" "They—they're fine. Joss pressed his sword against their necks and didn't let them make trouble." Seeing that he didn't say anything for a long time, she waited with bated breath.Now he'll bring that up. Instead he struggled to sit up, and Alex tried to reach out to help but he pushed her away as if she was only in the way.Lifting off the wool blanket, he tore off the bandage on his leg, looked at the leg injury indifferently, and pushed it. "It's shut up," she said. "Rosamon says the wound is all right. The trouble is that the fever doesn't go away. We've been worried that your life is in danger." He glanced at her coldly.She could have sworn there was anger in his eyes. "Bring me food. The more the better. I need to get my strength back soon." Alex didn't move. "Damn it!" Ren's roar shook the walls of the tent.This brief burst consumed what little energy he had, and he lowered his head to rest for a while, "Obey me," he said quietly, and lay down again, "Also, boy," she was about to leave the tent with the bucket in her hand. , he called her again, "Bring me warm wine." "Boy!" As soon as he got out of the account, Alex cursed, "Boy!" "Alex!" Joss said, "Was it Ren who was yelling just now?" With a bitter face, she nodded. "Are you all right? What is he yelling about?" "Who knows?" she spat. "How can I, a lowly man, know what the king's friend thinks?" Joss laughed without saying a word, and left whistling. "Man!" she cursed and threw the bucket into the river, only to have to start over with half sand and half water.The second time she stopped, with tears in her eyes, "Boy," she whispered into the cold running water.She really means nothing to him, so that he has no memory of that night? Maybe he needs a moment to think, she told herself on the way back to camp.She stops halfway to tell Blanche he wants food. "You want to tell me?" Blanche's smile hides a knife, "Hmph, he has already summoned me in." She purposely said loudly to the people around her, and she still puffed out her chest ambiguously. Alex pouted and entered the tent.The heavy bucket weighed down her shoulders. "How did it take so long?" Ren muttered, his mouth full of food. She turned and glanced at him, "I have a lot of work to do besides fetching food for you," she said angrily, "Anyway, that bitch of yours can take care of you in every possible way, and you don't need me alone." "Enough." He tore a large piece of pork and stuffed it into his mouth. "Maybe we should correct your attitude. A woman will always be a woman, a fragile and helpless little thing, no matter what her position in life is, she is always born To be protected and loved. If you treat a whore as a lady, she is a lady, and a real lady can be a whore. It's all up to the man. Remember. You have to be a man Grind, but wait for you—” "At that time, you won't need your advice." She growled angrily, turned around and rushed out, but bumped her head into Joss.Glaring at him hard, she pushed him away and rushed out. Joss glanced at Ryan, sat down and played the lute carelessly, while Ryan ate his in silence.After playing for a while, he stopped suddenly. "How long have you known?" Only a slight pause in the chewing movement showed that Ren heard it. "A few hours," he said calmly, "What about you?" "At first," he smiled at Ryan's expression, "I was surprised no one noticed. To me, she was like a little girl who stole her brother's clothes. When you called her kid, I really didn't dare Believe you mean it." "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Ren scolded, a dimple appeared in his cheek, "When she wrote a letter for me a few days ago, I almost didn't kiss her. I was sick for a long time afterwards." "You know, you give her more work than anyone else." "Maybe I'm trying to change her shape," Ryan laughed. "I've been fascinated by her legs for a while." "What are you going to do with her now?" Pushing away the tray, Ren fell back on the bed, feeling exhausted but tense, "Do you think the story she said about Pi Neil chasing and killing her is true?" "Pineil accuses her of robbing him, and accuses her of being a witch, and goes around with a bounty for her." Ren raised his eyebrows in surprise, feeling stupid because he knew little about what was going on in front of him, "In this case, how do you think the people in the camp will react?" Joss only grunted as an answer. "I think she'd better keep pretending to be a boy," Wren said thoughtfully. "Let me protect her. The fewer people who know who she really is, the better." "You're going to tell her you already know she's a girl?" "Ha! It's only fair to give her a hard time. She's making fun of me every chance she gets, and I found out how she fooled me this morning, and nearly broke her neck. No, let her be bored a little longer. She thought I don't remember—" He glanced at Joss quickly, "she thought I was still in the dark, and that was all for now." Joss stood up, "You won't trouble her, will you? If I'm not mistaken, I think she believes that she has fallen in love with you." Ren grinned so much that the corners of his mouth reached his ears, "That's good. Don't worry, I won't hurt her, but I want her to taste my masterpiece too." When Alex came in an hour later, her chin was pointing skyward, while Joss and Ryan were playing dice absently. "Alex," Ren said without raising his head, "did you go to the training ground to practice today? Although you have gained some muscle, it's still not enough to look good." "Practice a ghost. I don't know why, anyway, I only care about whether you live or die, and I don't have the energy to abuse my limp body." Ren looked up at her with a shocked and painful expression, "Alex, how can you talk to me like that? Are you really angry that I'm not dead? You go, Joss, I want to rest. When I have some strength, maybe I'll get myself some wine." He fell back on the pillow with a sick look. Joss chuckled a few times, put the dice back in his pocket, gave Ren a blank look, and left. Alex wanted to leave him alone, but seeing him paralyzed on the bed, pale and helpless, he couldn't bear it, "I'll get you some wine," she sighed helplessly.When she handed him the wine bag, his hands were too trembling to grasp, so she had to put one hand around his shoulders to support him, and brought the wine glass to his lips—even now, those two lips still make her feel uncomfortable. Shortness of breath. "You're tired," Ryan said sympathetically, "how long has it been since you took a shower? No one in the world is dirtier than you, a boy as young as you. Well," he lay down with a smug smile, "one day When you meet a woman you like, you want to please her. Did I tell you about my competition outside of Paris? There were three women there, each of them—" "I don't want to hear it!" she yelled, and he just gave her an innocent wink. "I don't want to hear your dirty stories." "Followers should be educated in all aspects, not just weapons. For example, when you play the pipa and sing, the tunes you choose and the lyrics you sing are very girly. Women like strong and confident men, who would want a sissy Little watch." "Sissy!" She was greatly humiliated.She may not be beautiful, but she is confident in her music. "What do you know about women?" she snorted. "If you know as little about women as you do about music, then you are too arrogant like a-" "What is it?" He asked with interest, and stood up to face her. "A handsome boy? A strong man? Or a fire?" "Bored man!" she yelled. "Oh, if only your strength was as strong as your voice. Have you ever tried to yell at a city wall to see if it would collapse? Maybe you could make a tone that would knock the enemy's horses Lead them all to the wasteland." "Don't say it! Don't say it!" She screamed, "I hate you, I hate you such a stupid and arrogant nobleman!" She turned her head and stopped rushing, but was held back by Ren's deep command tone. "Come to Rosamund? I feel very ill." She took a step towards him, and immediately restrained her impulse, turned her head and rushed out of the tent. There were many people around the tent, and they obviously heard their argument.Trying her best to ignore those whispering and ambiguous people, she rushed straight to the training ground to practice bow and arrow for three hours. In the end, she didn't go to the river to wash her hair and take a bath until she could no longer squeeze any strength from her whole body, and she returned to the camp after solving the livelihood problems. The tent was dark, and since Ren kept silent, she guessed that he was asleep.If she was brave enough, she should go out to camp now and never come back.Why does she think that what she cherishes should also be meaningful to this noble child?No doubt he was used to women getting in and out of his bed and didn't bother to notice them.Why should one more be different?If she confessed that she was his prisoner, would he laugh at her, or accept her as one of the concubines in the harem?Would she and Blanche have to take turns entertaining him? "Alex?" Ren called sleepily, "You've been there for a long time. Have you eaten?" "I stuffed a big pail full of food," she responded impudently, "so I'll grow as big as your horse." "Alex, don't be mad at me. Come sit down and sing me a song." "I'm not the kind you like." "I don't care." His voice sounded so tired that it softened her heart again.Grabbing the lute, she played it softly and hummed the chorus. "Judith will like you," he murmured. "Judith? Your brother's beautiful wife? Why would a noble lady like her want to talk to a commoner lawyer's...son?" "She will like your music." His voice was full of sleepiness. After making sure he was asleep, Alex tiptoed to his bed and stared at him for a long time, reassuring himself that he was still alive.It was late at night, and she had just returned to her hard bed, forcing herself not to cry. In the early morning, Ryan insisted on going to the training ground despite the protests of Alex and Joss.While walking, Alex saw cold sweat on his forehead, his facial muscles were tense and he forced himself to move. "If you're dead, what's the use to us?" "If I'm really dead, will Hugh personally notify my family?" He spoke in a serious manner, and she was not surprised by it.Then she saw a dimple popping out on one side, and she knew he was playing tricks on her. "I'll throw your body on horseback and meet your perfect family, but don't expect me to kneel with your sisters in mourning." "My sister is not the only one who will mourn for me. Did I mention to you Joanne, Judith's maid? I have never seen a woman as sentimental as her in all my life." Alex immediately turned his back after hearing this, and stubbornly straightened his back amidst Ryan's burst of laughter.After practicing for an hour, Alex went back to the camp alone to get the herbal soup that Rosamund had developed for Ren, but happened to see Blanche rummaging through his clothes furtively in the tent. "What are you doing?" Alex asked, and Blanche jumped up guiltily. "Find... find dirty clothes to wash." Alex laughed, "Since when did you know what soap is?" She quickly clasped Blanche's arms, "You'd better do it with me. You know that the penalty for stealing is expulsion." "I should have left here," Blanche struggled hard, "Anyway, there is no place worthy of my memory. Let me go!" When Blanche pulled, Alex pushed her, pushing her far away, hitting her back against the camp post. "I'll take revenge," Blanche spat darkly. "I'll make you regret taking my Rain." "Me?" Alex tried his best not to show his excitement, "I want to know how I snatched your Renn away?" "You know he doesn't want me in his bed anymore," she stood up, "and now he's got a chick—" "Watch your tongue," Alex warned sharply, "I think you'd better worry about my anger. What were you looking for when I came in?" Blanche refused to answer, "Then I'll just go to Ryan .” With that, she turned and walked out. "No!" Blanche's voice was weeping. "I have nowhere else to go. Please don't tell him. I didn't steal. I never stole." "It's okay if I don't tell him, but there is one condition." "What conditions?" asked Blanche in horror. "Tell me about Joss." "Joss?" Blanche responded as if she had never heard the name before. Alex glared at her, "I don't have time to talk to you about mushrooms. When someone comes to me and you haven't said anything, I'm going to tell Ren." Blanche immediately burst into words, "Jos is a bard, all noble women want him, not only his music but also his..." She paused, "He never gets tired , " Her yearning look made Alex believe that she was talking about first-hand information. "He went to Nanterresburg on Lady Alice's orders." Hearing the surname Jotels, Alex immediately raised his head, and Jotels was the one who captured Ryan's younger sister and second sister-in-law. "Lady Alice is a wicked woman," continued Blanche, "but her husband, Lord Edmer, is even more terrifying. He likes to beat women and rape women. He once beat a woman named Constance to death-at least He thought she was dead. He gave the body to Joss to throw away." "And then?" Alex urged. "I don't have much time." "The woman wasn't dead, so Zis hid her and nursed her until she recovered, and fell in love with her." "Isn't that unusual for Joss?" Blanche suddenly became nervous, and her words were a little hesitant, "I don't think he loved anyone before. Master Edmer found that she was not dead, so he pulled her back by force, and then threw Joss into the dungeon. The girl... ...this Constance..." "How is it?" Alex asked impatiently. "She thought Joss was going to die this time, so she cut her wrist and killed herself." Alex immediately crossed himself on his chest, "But Joss escaped and hid here." She continued. "He killed Lord Edmer before he escaped." After finishing speaking, Blanche ran out of the camp. "Killed an earl," Alex murmured.There is no doubt that there must be a huge reward for his head outside, and it is no wonder that he is unwilling to have anything to do with the women in the camp.Alex knew how to love someone and lose his heart. "What are you doing here?" Ren asked angrily behind her, "You have been away for at least an hour, but now I caught you here in a daze." "I'm going to work now." She turned and left. He grabbed her arm, and let her go immediately after touching her, "Did you hear some bad news?" "You won't be interested," she spat, and went out to check. She spent the next day thinking about Jos.Joss is affable and sensitive and deserves to be loved.She couldn't help wishing that it was Jos she loved, that it would be easier.Sooner or later Rain would leave the forest for his wealthy home, and then she would be alone again. When she absently raised the sword over her head and was about to strike down, she caught a glimpse of a strange movement from the corner of her eye.It turned out that it was Rosamund who was standing in the shade of the trees outside the field and staring intently, but Joss was the only one she was looking at.In her obsessive eyes, there was still a trace of desire that Alex would never mistake.Her head never bowed, nor did she look apologetic about her parentage. "Alex! Don't be in a daze!" Ren straightened his neck and yelled at her. After making a face, she recovered her mind and concentrated on practicing. After dark, because Ren's body was still weak, he entered the account to rest first.Alex sat outside the tent, absent-mindedly eating a bowl of beans, with Joss beside him. "You tore your shirt, find someone to sew it for you." Before Alex finished speaking, three women immediately volunteered. "Never mind," muttered Joss, staring at his bowl, "you can wear it anyway." "Give them the shirts," Alex said impatiently, "I'll get you Ryan's, he has plenty anyway." Joss reluctantly took off his shirt, and Alex entered the tent in a hurry. After glancing at Ren's sleeping body, he took a shirt and went out.Jos sat by the campfire with his upper body naked, surrounded by a large group of chattering women, all of whom looked at him greedily, and Rosamund stood far away.Although there were many stars and moons, Joss didn't look at anyone. After Alex handed over the shirt to Joss, he filled himself with a cup of hot apple juice and cooled it slowly.Suddenly there was a noise outside the firelight, causing everyone to look back.Later Alex didn't remember her carefully planning it.Anyway, she was standing next to Jos, holding her apple juice.In her head, she only thought that if Joss was injured, she would definitely go to Rosamund, so the next moment she poured half of the scalding apple juice on Joss' arm. When it was done, she regretted it.Joss jumped away from her hastily, and his shirt fell to the floor. "Joss, I—" She watched in horror as his arm suddenly turned red. "Rosamonds," someone was saying, "go and call Rosamund." A few seconds later, Rosamund arrived at the scene. Her cold fingers supported Joss' arm and led him into the dark woods. Alex was stunned, not knowing that there were tears in his eyes, and his body was trembling.It happened so fast, she didn't have time to stop and think.A big hand suddenly grabbed her collar, startling her. "Follow me to the river, or I'll whip you now!" Ren growled in her ear, with unconcealable anger in his voice. Her guilt was instantly replaced by fear.Take a whip?Swallowing with difficulty, she obediently followed Ren in the dark forest.She really deserves to be punished, because she has no right to hurt her friend, no matter what her motives are.