Chapter 3 third chapter

In the blink of an eye, it was winter vacation, and Sang Wuyan returned to his hometown in City B after the postgraduate exam. "How did you do in the exam?" Mother Sang kept asking this question. "I don't know. I really don't know." "What do you mean you don't know?" "I'm not a marking teacher, how would I know?" "That must have been a bad test." "Well, let it be." She came to cover the water and earth. It was true that she didn't do well in the exam, and she didn't even take the last subject.I don't know why, but I suddenly feel that studying is boring and I don't want to take the postgraduate entrance examination.And she didn't review much at all. The professional courses were okay, but she definitely couldn't pass the English one.

After this kind of dialogue was repeated several times between the mother and daughter, they finally stopped talking about this matter. The New Year’s program is nothing more than watching TV at home, going out to meet classmates, or visiting relatives with parents, and going shopping when you are free. On the third day of the first lunar month, she received a call saying that many of her junior high school classmates had come back and were coming out to get together at night. "Xu Qian is here too, weren't you two the best before?" the monitor encouraged. "just forget it."

"Hurry up, we'll wait for you." The content of the alumni reunion is nothing more than eating and karaoke. Everyone chats about the past and then the current situation, and some sweet ones even bring their family members. Sang Wuyan got off the bus and turned into a small supermarket in front of the hotpot restaurant to buy chewing gum. When she came out, she peeled off the outer packaging of the chewing gum and walked forward.Within a few steps, I saw two people preparing to enter the hot pot restaurant. These two people are Wei Hao and Xu Qian. Wei Hao was also taken aback when he saw Sang Wuyan.

"Nothing..." he said. Sang Wuyan settled down, ready to turn around and leave. "Sang Wuyan!" Xu Qian yelled, stopped Sang Wuyan, and then walked forward aggressively, "What are you hiding?" "I don't hide anything. You didn't drive this road. It's all my business." Sang Wuyan said. Wei Hao was caught in the middle, not knowing what to do. "Don't always act like Wei Hao and I are sorry for you," Xu Qian said, "You must know that between the three of us, you are the third party." It seems that this class reunion should not have come.

Sang Wuyan sneered, took a few steps back, turned around and left. If she just came out of the house and returned in half an hour, my mother would definitely interrogate her.So, she found a snack bar to pass the time. This time is the peak time for eating, and the business of this store is good, so the three floors inside and outside are full of water.Sang Wuyan managed to squeeze in and ordered a bowl of noodles. The radio was playing loudly in the store, and it happened to be broadcasting the traffic information at this time. If a few acquaintances chatted while eating, they could only shout out so that they could hear them.

Halfway through the meal, a song was played on the radio. Although it wasn't quite true in this noisy place, she had heard the song before.To be precise, it was the piano piece that Su Nianqin played in the piano room that time.Although it was changed to other instruments at the moment, and there were more lyrics for people to sing, she also remembered it. So impressed. She has always admired people who can play musical instruments, let alone a blind man who can play the piano so skillfully.If it was just a bit of a Chinese flavor at the time, the original song played on the radio today is simply a song with a strong classical style.

"What the audience heard just now is Xu Guannao's latest single "Liang Jianyan"." The host said. After Sang Wuyan had a full meal, he put his hands in his down jacket and searched the video store for a long time but couldn't find the CD. The little girl in the store came over to ask enthusiastically. "I want to find Xu Guannao's song." "It's all in this row." The little girl showed her. "No, no, the latest one just came out." "Did you say "Liang Jianyan"?" "Yes, yes, yes." Sang Wuyan said.

"It seems that it hasn't been listed yet. Many people have asked about it in the past few days." The younger sister smiled. "Oh." Sang Wuyan lost. "However," Sang Wuyan was about to leave the store when the younger sister said from behind, "However, sister, you can search the Internet." Internet? She is a computer idiot. As soon as she entered the door, Sang's mother asked, "Why did you come back so early?" Every class reunion would not come home until twelve o'clock. "It's not fun, let's go first." "Wei Hao called you just now, and said that if you come back, call him, and he will come to you."

"In the future, when he calls, he always says I'm not here." "Why are you treating people like this?" "What did I do to him?" Sang Wuyan raised his voice. "Is this the way you talk to adults?" Mother Sang said angrily, "Don't be annoyed by everything we say, and you can't understand anything. When someone calls you, replying to a letter is the basic morality of life." , you should do the same to strangers, don't say you two grew up together. Don't think we don't know some things, Wei Hao treats you just fine..."

"Mom! Please, stop talking." She begged, but she was impatient. "And it has nothing to do with you." Sang Wuyan added. Sang's mother was even more annoyed: "Old Sang, look at your daughter, what you say has nothing to do with me, what are they talking about, I have raised her for more than 20 years, and it is nothing to say about her, and I am angry with her." Both mother and daughter are impatient. Sang's father never intervened in the war, so he just smiled and it was over. Just when the dispute was heating up, the doorbell rang. It was Wei Hao who rang the doorbell.

Sang's father and Wei Hao's father teach in the same university, and they both live in the professor building of the school, upstairs and downstairs, so it is very easy to visit. Papa Sang opened the door and beckoned Wei Hao to come in and sit down as if nothing happened.Standing at the door, Wei Hao seemed to smell the smell of gunpowder at home, and was in a dilemma. Mother Sang's complexion changed faster than a chameleon, "Xiaohao, didn't you look for Wuyan, no, you just came back." Sang Wuyan didn't want to eat this, and turned directly into the house. Sang's mother said pleasantly: "Lao Sang and I are talking about going to the supermarket to buy something, you young people talk." Pulling Sang's father to change clothes, he went out. Sang Wuyan closed the door in the bedroom, waited for a long time, suddenly wanted to go to the bathroom, and didn't know if the person outside was still there.She stuck to the door and listened for a long time, but found that there was no movement outside. Physiological instinct broke through her reason, she opened the door resolutely, looked around, no one was there.After walking a few steps, he suddenly found Wei Hao sitting on the sofa. He loves her. She stared at him too, and then saw him walk in slowly. "Just now Sissy said that a friend invited me to dinner and asked me to take her there. I didn't know it was your junior high school reunion..." "Am I a third party?" Sang Wuyan interrupted him suddenly. "Don't listen to her." "Am I a third party? Wei Hao?" Sang Wuyan looked at him intently. Wei Hao didn't speak. Seeing his noncommittal attitude, Sang Wuyan snorted, turned around, slammed the door and left. It was very refreshing when he left, Sang Wuyan completely forgot that his physical desires urgently needed to be vented, and now that he was on the road, he became anxious. She found KFC to quickly resolve her internal emergency, and then began to think that the family could not go back for the time being, in case Wei Hao hadn't left, or her mother was planning to continue fighting her. Internal and external difficulties. She had to go to another classmate's house.This classmate's name is Wen Yao, and he came to Sang's house to play a few days ago.Fortunately, Wen Yao was the only one in the Wen family at the moment. Seeing Wen Yao surfing the Internet, Sang Wuyan had an idea and said, "You can search for songs online. You can search for songs for me." The two of them lay down in front of the computer and typed in the words "Liang Jianyan". There were quite a lot of search results, but Sang Wuyan went in one by one to audition, and none of them were complete, only half a paragraph. The tune came out from the computer speakers, even though it was only half a paragraph, it did not reduce its melodiousness at all. "It sounds good." Wen Yao praised! Sang Wuyan sighed.It really sounds good, but it's far from the feeling that Su Nianqin played with his own hands that day. Wen Yao didn't know why, thought she was disappointed because she didn't find the whole song, and was trying to comfort her, but saw a name on the lyrics, and murmured, "Yijin wrote it again." Sang Wuyan also glanced at the screen when he heard the words. Although there is only half a song, but the lyrics are complete, and it was posted on a blog by a netizen. The more I look at it, the more I think it's a bit of a coincidence.The lyrics are exactly the same as the story about Wang Xianzhi that I told Su Nianqin last time, and it happens that there are also Bird Clothes Lane and Taoyedu. "Who did you say wrote it?" Sang Wuyan asked. "Yijin." Wen Yao pointed to the top right of the screen. Sang Wuyan straightened up suddenly, and began to have a guess.Immediately, he denied it again: Impossible, too...unbelievable. When I arrived downstairs at 11 o'clock in the evening, I saw that the lights in the house were all off, so I entered the house with peace of mind. She turned on the desk lamp and sat down at the desk earnestly, using the logical analysis ability of a science student, she wrote down the similarities between Su Nianqin and Yijin on paper one by one. First: On the day she was interviewed by Nie Xi, she met Su Nianqin on the radio. She nodded and put a tick behind this one. Second: This is the song.She heard Su Nianqin last time. She nodded again and made another tick. Third... third... It seems that there is no third... Only two points do not seem to explain the problem.Sang Wuyan bit the pen holder, and added another one. Third: Both Yijin and Su Nianqin live in City A. No, Sang Wuyan shook his head and crossed.Many people lived in City A, and she was one of them. Now there is something that can tell whether Su Nianqin is Yijin or not, and that is the recording of Nie Xi's interview with Yijin. After so many contacts, she should be able to fully recognize Su Nianqin's voice. Thinking about it this way, my mood became clearer. For several days in a row, the mother and daughter did not reconcile, and the mother still pulled her face. She didn't see her when she looked up, but she didn't see her when she looked down, so she didn't go out at all.In order not to meet Xu Qian and Wei Hao and point to her nose and say that she is a third party. What is internal and external difficulties?This is a living example. After the seventh day of the new year, many students had to go back to school because of their busy work. Sang Wuyan took the opportunity to find an excuse to go back to City A, otherwise he would get sick sooner or later at home. She regretted it as soon as she got to school.The Chinese New Year is relatively late this year, and the ninth day of the lunar new year happens to be the fourteenth day of February.On campus, there are all couples, and they are all looking for excuses to come to school early to meet Valentine's Day. Cheng Yin never left, and she got a computer from somewhere.Sang Wuyan had nothing to do all day long, so he simply applied for a QQ, added all the QQ numbers left by his former acquaintances, and started chatting. Although she is not familiar with the Internet, she is not slow to type, at least she has learned it, and she grasped the essence of Tencent in a few clicks, and began to chat with many people happily.Even when eating, I also hang on QQ, and glance at it from time to time. "You're crazy." Cheng Yin said. "Not crazy, not live." In the evening, Teacher Li left a message on the Internet: "Mr. Sang, please do something." It turned out that there was a child named Su Xiaowei in the blind class, who was an orphan and lived in a children's welfare home in City A.Tomorrow happens to be her birthday. Last year, Teacher Li promised her to give her a birthday cake with fruit on her birthday, but Teacher Li just happened to go back to her hometown.So I want to ask Sang Wuyan to go there on her behalf. Sang Wuyan cheerfully replied: "No problem." Her internship task was to follow Teacher Li and be the deputy head teacher of their class, but now she has some tasks after much difficulty. Before leaving, Sang Wuyan said boldly: "I am lacking in everything, except love." Cheng Yin gave her a blank look, "Is there a lack of heart?" She didn't know that Xiaowei was from this kind of family before, but she only thought that Su Nianqin was particularly fond of this child in class.Because both of them were surnamed Su, Sang Wuyan first suspected that they were relatives.Thinking about it now, maybe Su Nianqin knew Xiaowei's life experience long ago. Speaking of which, orphanages generally have the habit of changing the child's surname according to the teacher's surname, and then changing it in rotation once a year.For example, if the teacher's surname is Wu this year, all the children sent this year will be surnamed Wu.The birthday is similar, and I will not spend it alone, unless the adult intends to keep the date of birth when it is abandoned. When Sang Wuyan took the delicious cake to the orphanage to see Xiaowei, she found that Ren Xiaowei and a group of children had already eaten it. Sitting on one side was actually Su Nianqin. Aunt Zhang from the orphanage explained with a smile, "Mr. Su, I'm here a little earlier." Sang Wuyan came here for the first time, always feeling curious, while the children's attention was on the second cake, he chatted with that Aunt Zhang. "If the children are young and have no defects, they will usually be adopted within a short period of time with us." Aunt Zhang explained intermittently, "Some of them were lost. The Public Security Bureau sent two children here a few days ago. They were trafficked. Yes, they didn’t find their parents, so they stayed with us temporarily. But most of them were abandoned by their parents.” "Is it because of illness?" Aunt Zhang nodded, "I was born with a defect, or I originally wanted a boy, but I was born a girl and threw it away for rebirth." "How can there be such parents in the world?" Sang Wuyan was indignant. "In fact, there are some difficulties. They have no money to treat the children, so they have to throw them to the government. Look at that child." Sang Wuyan followed the direction indicated by Aunt Zhang, and there was a ten-year-old child in his arms. a toddler.The toddler was a little skinny, licking the cream around his mouth, laughing happily. "I was thrown at the gate of the county government when I was one and a half years old. I had a congenital heart disease. We were sent to Beijing for two surgeries before being rescued. It cost no less than half a million yuan. Tell me, how many families can afford it. If If it wasn’t delivered at that time, maybe the child would have died long ago, and the family would have collapsed. Every family has its own difficulties.” Aunt Zhang lamented. When they were talking, Su Nianqin was standing under the window with his blind cane in his hand, his face was gloomy, and he didn't know what he was thinking. "Then have you found your own parents?" "Yes, but not many. Most of them are still waiting to be adopted. But everyone can't say that they are selfless. Most of the adopted children are healthy, and they are young and don't remember things. Like Xiaowei, the eyes see No see, I’m ten years old again, so I don’t have much hope. I just hope to learn a lot and be able to support myself when I grow up. If not, I’ll stay and help us do things. Look at the biggest one,” Aunt Zhang said just now The older child with the toddler in her arms said, "The grades are very good. The school teacher asked her to take the university entrance exam. As long as she can pass the exam, we will support her to study." Coming out of the orphanage, Sang Wuyan didn't feel the kind of satisfaction that filled his whole body after offering love as he imagined, but was a little heavy. She left with Su Nianqin.She glanced back at Su Nianqin in front of her.The man pursed his thin lips, still the same. "Where are you going, I'll take you off." Sang Wuyan asked. "No need." Su Nianqin fumbled and sat down on the chair by the side of the road. "Speaking of which, I have something I want to ask you." He kept silent, and Sang Wuyan could only continue by himself. "You won't be Yijin?" After Sang Wuyan finished speaking, she observed Su Nianqin's expression, she was completely stable, as if she didn't hear her, and didn't even bother to pay attention to her. She suddenly became angry, "You should talk back anyway, even if you don't want to admit it, you can just pretend. Why do this, it's as if you will get the plague if you say one more word to me." Sang Wuyan said The words were fast, spit out a long paragraph. "Go your own way, I won't hinder you if I sit here. But please don't stand in front of me, and don't always bother me." Su Nianqin was slightly annoyed. Seeing him angry, Sang Wuyan was suddenly happy, "Mr. Su, are you talking about where to go? Just now I walked in front and you walked behind, now you sit and I stand, even if you occupy the chair first, But this road is not built by your family, I can stand anywhere, as long as I like it." Su Nianqin closed her eyes forbearance, he was a big man who didn't want to attack a little girl in the street. If Sang Wuyan retreated like this, she would come back alive, so she simply sat down next to each other.After Su Nianqin noticed it, she moved to the other side, trying not to provoke him to hide. "I'll see you off." The man didn't respond. "Sitting like this is not an option. It's getting dark, and we need dinner. Are you waiting for someone to pick you up?" Men don't speak. "You are not bored waiting alone, I can talk with you." The man closed his eyes and remained silent. "Do you think this is cool?" Sang Wuyan talked to himself for a long time, but he didn't express his opinion at all, so he couldn't help being very unconvinced, "Hey——you are talking." "I seem to have the right not to speak." Su Nianqin said leisurely, then closed her mouth and said nothing more. Su Nianqin originally sat there waiting for her to leave first, and then called someone to pick her up.She didn't expect that Sang Wuyan would be so obsessed with him. Although it doesn't snow in City A in winter, it's still quite freezing to stay outdoors for such a long period of time.The orphanage is not far from University A, and next door to this street is the snack street at the north gate of University A.There are a lot of students coming and going.Occasionally, young people of the opposite sex passing by would look back at Su Nianqin who was sitting here, and then look at Sang Wuyan after walking a long distance. In the evening of Valentine's Day, there are many couples.But they look like lovers who are at odds. Wherever Sang Wuyan was sitting, he felt cold after a while.She took off the gloves, raised her hands, breathed several balls of hot air in succession, rubbed them vigorously, and looked at Su Nianqin again.He didn't wear gloves, and the hand holding the blind stick had turned purple and blue from the cold, and he remained stubbornly motionless.Sang couldn't help frowning, she had no doubt that he would not admit defeat even if he froze to death here. "Are you cold?" she asked. Su Nianqin kept silent and changed the cane to another hand.If he didn't pay attention to the blind stick, he wouldn't be able to tell he was blind when he just sat like this.He was so beautiful, with his head held up slightly, his expression was haughty, and there was a kind of indifference in his bones. Sang Wuyan took off the scarf, intending to wrap his almost frozen hands before leaving, but he was afraid that his good intentions would be taken as a donkey's liver and lungs. If he threw the scarf on the ground and stomped his feet in ignorance, he would lose face.While hesitating, she heard someone calling her. "Sang Wuyan!" Enemies meet on a narrow road, and those who come are Xu Qian and Wei Hao.After Xu Qian called her, she dragged Wei Hao in and looked at her with a condescending expression. The relationship between Sang Wuyan and Wei Hao had been completely broken long ago, and now they can walk on the street with confidence. "You?" Wei Hao had never seen Su Nianqin next to him. Sang Wuyan raised his chin, slipped his hand through Su Nianqin's arm, and leaned over to hug him, pretending to be intimate: "A date." Xu Qian looked at Su Nianqin's clothes and appearance and was slightly surprised. Sang Wuyan smiled not to be outdone.In fact, she was praying silently to Su Nianqin in her heart: Teacher Su, Master Su, God Su, if you do your best, you will be considered a hero to save the beauty. Please, just don't expose me.With a faint hope, she prayed that this man really had a sharp mouth and a heart of bean curd, with a bodhisattva heart to save people from difficulties. Just when the three pairs of eyes were looking at Su Nianqin with their own thoughts, Su Nianqin pushed Sang Wuyan's hand away in a very gentlemanly manner, opened the distance between the two of them, and then slowly uttered a sentence that was enough to make Sang Wuyan stand on the ground. Words to hell. "Miss Sang, please respect yourself." After he finished speaking, he stood up, picked up his cane, and walked slowly along the blind path alone.He was wearing a mid-length dark gray coat, matched with his slender and thin figure, and his back was perfect.But at this moment, Sang Wuyan has no time to appreciate it, he just wants to chop this intoxicating back into a meat paste immediately. After Su Nianqin disappeared around the corner, Xu Qian and Wei Hao looked away, and then looked at Sang Wuyan together.From Sang Wuyan's point of view, this pair of men and women are completely optimistic about the show.She was angry and annoyed, but she pretended to be indifferent, and said forcefully, "This man... must be out of his mind." Then she fled in the direction where Su Nianqin disappeared. The two of them must have seen her laughing. She ran up, holding the scarf in her hand, and the cold wind in the evening hurt her face, and when it blew into her eyes, she always felt that her eye sockets began to moisten. She was just trying to argue. Turning a corner, seeing Su Nianqin in front, Sang Wuyan got angry and shouted: "Su Nianqin!" The man fell on deaf ears. "Su Nianqin! Stop for me!" The man continued to move forward at his own pace. "Stop!" Sang Wuyan walked faster than him, grabbing his sleeve. This series of actions made passers-by start to look sideways. Su Nianqin had no choice but to turn her head because Sang Wuyan grabbed her sleeve, her pitch-black eyes were out of focus, and she said indifferently, "Please let go of your hand." "I won't let go!" Su Nianqin raised her arm, trying to force her to let go.But he was a man after all, so he didn't dare to use his strength. "Let go, you can go back with me and tell them clearly." "Could it be that what I just said is not the truth?" He narrowed his eyes. "You..." Sang Wuyan said nothing. One of them spoke poorly, and the other looked embarrassed.Such a pair of young men and women pulling on the streets on Valentine's Day is inevitable to make people curious.Some people slowed down their pace, and someone on the non-motorized lane actually got off his bicycle and stopped to look at them. "Why are you this kind of person?" "What kind of person am I?" Sang Wuyan glanced at the people next to her, she knew what Su Nianqin was most afraid of.Just now, he dared to make it hard for him to step down, and he will definitely not make it easier for him now. After making up his mind, Sang Wuyan gritted his teeth, suppressed his mouth, and suddenly pretended to cry: "Why are you this kind of person? I have been with you for so many years, I fell out with my family, and went to City A with you Come on, alone and alone. Now pregnant with your child, you can leave as soon as you say, and go on a date with that woman. I haven't eaten dinner today. The child and I are both hungry. How can you You are so cruel and ran out to flirt with women, looking for that wild woman." As soon as she said this, the onlookers immediately changed to their original expressions. Although Su Nianqin couldn't see it, he could already hear those faltering accusations. "You have been close to me since childhood, but now you are with other women. If I can bear it with other women, she is my best friend. How could you deceive me like this?" Sang Wuyan was originally crying, but Talking and talking for some reason, he mistook Su Nianqin for Wei Hao, and became really sad, pulled Su Nianqin's sleeves and squatted on the ground crying sadly, the fake crying became real crying. People next to him shook their heads unbearably, and the accusations became louder and louder. "The wives are pregnant and go out to mess around." "You are so young, you really can't tell." "It's hard for a man to grow up like this." "..." "..." There was also a middle-aged aunt carrying a vegetable basket, and gritted her teeth and squeezed out a word: "Beast!" Su Nianqin's face turned darker, and the corners of her mouth twitched, "Sang Wuyan, get up quickly." "I do not!" Su Nianqin's face was dark and blue, but she didn't feel better about it. She took a deep breath and said, "You can do whatever you want, you get up first." For such a sentence, he suppressed his anger and uttered it one by one, which almost caused internal injuries. The two fight, the brave wins. The brave fight and the wise win. Wise men fight, rogues win... As a result of Su Nianqin's compromise, the two of them found a nearby KFC to sit down for dinner.At this moment, the peak time for eating has passed, but the lively atmosphere in the store is completely incompatible with Su Nianqin's image.He has never been to this kind of place, and he is not used to it.The cheerful but noisy music, as well as the children's play, squeezed into his ears together, and he couldn't help frowning. "He and I have known each other since the womb." Sang Wuyan took a bite of the hamburger as he spoke, and told the story of the relationship between the three of them regardless of whether Su Nianqin, who was opposite him, was in the mood to listen. Come. Su Nianqin touched the time on the left watch, feeling a little helpless. "We were born in the same hospital and grew up in the same yard. He was only two months older than me, and I still called him brother. At that time, where was Xu Qian? But why did she say that I was a third party?" There was a mist in Sang Wuyan's eyes. "In the past, she was prettier than me, and her mouth was sweeter than mine. She had the same grades as me, but the teacher liked her. When I joined the student union, she also went. When I went to the radio station, she joined the radio station. What is a good friend? , and I advance and retreat together. He and I were admitted to A University, and Xu Qian also applied for A University. In fact, he wanted to fall in love with him without telling me. They thought I was a fool and kept telling me about it." Sang Wuyan swallowed the chicken in her mouth, and wiped her tears with a tissue on the table, "He likes her, I know he likes her. He was with me later, but I forced him to." She took a breath and continued Sobbing, he said: "The two of them are in love, and they were separated by me before, and I know it. But, I was angry, I pretended not to know, and I didn't allow them to be together, but I wanted to break them up." With a pitiful appearance, she was crying like a tearful person, and she said such spoiled and arrogant words, which made people feel both hateful and cute.If this matter were replaced by ordinary people, anyone who heard it would be dumbfounded. Sang Wuyan and Wei Hao's father were classmates when they were students. After graduation, they were assigned a unit and lived in a tube building.Sang Wuyan grew up with Wei Hao to the second grade of primary school. Later, because his parents divorced, Wei Hao was sentenced to his mother and went to a different place. Children are forgetful.Therefore, there are almost no seeds of nostalgia planted in Sang Wuyan's memory about Wei Hao. In such a flash, many years have passed. Sang Wuyan and Xu Qian knew each other well since they were in the second year of junior high school. In order to strengthen the learning atmosphere of the whole class, the head teacher took pictures of all the seats according to the grades at the end of the first semester.Xu Qian and Sang Wuyan, the seventh and the eighth, happened to be at the same table.In the past, Sang Wuyan basically had no contact with Xu Qian.Xu Qian is tall, fair-skinned, beautiful, and has a proud personality. She is not on the same planet as Sang Wuyan. Two people sit at the same table, and it is clear at a glance which one is higher and which is lower.So after sitting together for half a month, Sang Wuyan and Xu Qian hardly exchanged words except "the teacher called you" and "what's your math homework today". Sang Wuyan's science subjects are acceptable, but his history and music are surprisingly poor.Especially music, not to mention the tadpole-like staves, even if the numbered notation is placed in front of her, it takes seven fingers to straighten out "Duo La Mi Fa Swish La West". After several times of training, Sang Wuyan also learned how to behave. He marked "Duo Lai Mi" on the music score in the music book in advance and then sang according to the marking. It's a pity that in the final exam of the music class in the autumn of the second year of junior high school, the teacher took the oral exam, and the question list was not issued until the lottery was drawn.Sang Wuyan stood on the podium with the music score in his hand, his legs trembled a few times, and he groaned for a long time before he made a "do" sound, and then he couldn't continue. After a few seconds of silent fingertips, Sang Wuyan's face turned bright red. "Mr. Nan Guo" is finally about to show his original shape. At this moment, Xu Qian at the same table suddenly raised her hand and said, "Teacher, Sang Wuyan is hoarse and can't speak." Sang Wuyan turned her head in surprise, and saw Xu Qian blinking at her quietly. Xu Qian is usually the lover of all the music teachers. Not long ago, she was the lead singer of the school in the "129" singing competition in the city's primary and secondary schools.Generally speaking, in front of the music teacher, Xu Qian can do whatever she says. "Na Sang Wuyan will take the exam next time." The music teacher nodded and motioned her to sit down. This was the initial stage of the budding friendship between the two, and it was at the time when Huang Xiaoyan passed away.The appearance of Xu Qian suddenly made Sang Wuyan in the vacuum find life-saving oxygen again. Sang Wuyan suddenly discovered that the examples on TV about those actresses with good grades and good looks who love to bully their classmates are not all true. However, the image of Xu Qian really came alive in Sang Wuyan's heart one afternoon after school. That day, the weather was very cold, and as soon as Sang Wuyan got home, Mama Sang asked her to go downstairs to buy soy sauce.Downstairs, next to the clothing store is a rented bookstore.Because of family education, in Sang Wuyan's young outlook on life at that time, there were only two kinds of extracurricular reading - the four great classics and foreign classics. So when the girls in the class were reading a love novel, she once secretly glanced at it, and suddenly felt ashamed.In addition, Sang's mother kept instilling in her that children should not read those books.Ever since, Sang Wuyan has always felt that "rental bookstore" is almost equal to "forbidden bookstore". Just when Sang Wuyan walked past the book rental store with her hands in her pockets, she saw Xu Qian inside, standing in front of a row of romance novels, holding books, fascinated by them. "Xu Qian?" Sang Wuyan called out to her. Xu Qian raised her face from between the books, and couldn't hide her embarrassment the moment she saw Sang Wuyan. Top students with small weaknesses are real, this is the truth that Sang Wuyan suddenly realized.From that day on, she and Xu Qian really started to have a heart-to-heart relationship. It turned out that Xu Qian's family background was not as glamorous as her clothes looked.Xu's mother is an educated youth who went to the countryside. When she came to the countryside, she met Xu's father who had been widowed for many years and had a son.Xu's mother's family is all intellectuals, but Xu's father's family has been farmers for generations, and they are honest old men.However, in that situation, the two actually got married like that.Later, Xu Qian's family moved back to the city, and her mother worked as a worker in a textile factory, and Xu Qian was born many years later. I don't know if it's because she entrusted Xu Qian with a wish that she couldn't realize in this life. Xu's mother is almost strict with Xu Qian, and wants her to do her best in everything.Now, Xu's mother has been laid off, and Xu's father is setting up a stall outside to repair bicycles, and his income is not considered rich.But she has been taking Xu Qian to learn the piano, and even bought a piano at home. When it came time to apply for the high school entrance examination, Sang Wuyan finally saw Xu's mother's tyranny.At that time, the senior high school entrance examination in City B was not a unified examination, but each high school set its own questions.Candidates have to go to the school to take the exam which school they want to take the exam, and they will be admitted online based on merit.Of course, in order to be safe, parents will cast a large net.Anyway, the exam time is staggered, so there is nothing wrong with having more opportunities, and the most you will lose is the registration fee. Sang's father has no requirements for his daughter in this life, only safety and happiness.It doesn't matter if you go to a prestigious school or a regular school, as long as you have books to read and food to eat when you come out, you don't put pressure on your daughter.Although Sang's mother was also strict, she could still recognize the situation, so Sang Wuyan also signed up for all the schools that could apply for the exam. But Xu Qian is different, it is the seventh middle school, and she doesn't expect anything else. "What if it is smashed?" Sang Wuyan asked. "My mother said that if I can't get into No. 7 Middle School, I will go back to my hometown to farm, and I will keep my father's share of the land." Xu Qian replied.Although Xu Qian spoke in a very light tone, Sang Wuyan saw the dense mist in her eyes for the first time. At that moment, she felt that she really seemed to be much luckier than Xu Qian.In the next two months, the two sprinted for the high school entrance examination together.When the No. 7 Middle School announced the rankings during the summer vacation, everyone was happy, and the two became classmates again. On the first day of school, three consecutive classes were self-introduction. When it was the turn of a tall boy in the last row, the boy slowly stood up and said, "My name is Wei Hao. I graduated from..." When Sang Wuyan heard the word Wei Hao, he immediately felt familiar. When school was over, the one named Wei Hao walked up to Sang Wuyan's desk and said with a smile, "Sang Wuyan, why don't you know me anymore." Sang Wuyan looked up at him twice from top to bottom and bottom to top before digging out the person in his memory.It seems that someone named Wei Hao appeared in her childhood. Blinking again, he seemed to think of something. He was only two months older than her, and she called him, "Brother Xiao Haozi." She loved to drag him by the hem of his clothes, and was led to run all over the mountains and fields. He took her to the field outside Tongzilou to dig snails, washed them, cracked the shells, sprinkled some salt, and roasted them.After Sang Wuyan came home, he had diarrhea for three days. During the first month, he called everyone to grill sausages, and then Sang Wuyan stole all of his father's manuscripts to make firewood. ... So many embarrassing things came to mind, and Sang Wuyan suddenly became happy, showing a pair of canine teeth, and smiled, "It's you." Qingmei and Zhuma met. In the three years of high school, Sang Wuyan led the pure friendship of a man and two women, and then they took the A University exam together.Until the night when she received the notice, Xu Qian invited Sang Wuyan to the school's table tennis table and said, "I've been keeping something from you, Xiao Yan." "What's wrong?" "I'm in love." "Really?" Sang Wuyan jumped up in surprise, "Who is it?" Xu Qian smiled sweetly, feeling a little embarrassed. "I know?" Xu Qian nodded. "In our class?" Sang Wuyan guessed. "Yep." "Wang Hao? Li Huijie? Wu Xiaopeng?" After guessing for a while, Xu Qian shook her head. "Who is it?" Sang Wuyan was anxious. "It's Wei Hao." Xu Qian smiled. In the end, Sang Wuyan didn't even know how he got home, but he only remembered that he smiled at Xu Qian and said, "That's good." Then he went back to the house and got under the covers, and something was wrong. At first, she was holding her breath, but then she felt uncomfortable, and in the end she actually wept the pillow wet. Freshman, she pretended not to know that they were in love, relying on Wei Hao's doting on her to be a light bulb for everything, and made a series of plans aimed at "destroying Xu Wei". When Cheng Yin was dragged into the group, Cheng Yin Shaking his head: "You must be sick, Sang Wuyan." "You are the one who is sick." "You are a woman whose heart is darker than that of Snow White's black-hearted stepmother." "Bah, bah, bah. Cheng Yin, don't stand on the wrong side of your food." "I don't eat the inside or the outside. I am the loyal magic mirror by your stepmother. I only tell the truth and don't tell lies." However, one day when Wei Hao finally left Xu Qian and returned to her side, Sang Wuyan realized that this didn't seem to be what she wanted either. She began to avoid Xu Qian's disgusting gaze and Wei Hao's with a guilty conscience.When she saw Wei Hao kissing Xu Qian while drunk, she felt relieved, not jealous. 元宵的头两天，桑无焉去了台里。 过年以后，人事做了点点调整，桑无焉分去了新闻部，和一个来实习的女生一起，跟着一位姓姜的记者老师学习。 她本来以前在A大电台是做播音的，现在却突然派她到了新闻部做编辑，写东西又不是她的强项，所以心里直捣鼓。 因为她比那个实习的女生先来，所以姜老师让她带着那个女生熟悉环境和流程。 女生眼睛大大的，小名叫圆圆。 桑无焉指着右手边三个办公室，说：“这是节目编播室，电脑室，和会议室。最里面那件是节目制作室。” 圆圆急忙忙用小本记下来。 “然后姜老师说，她一会儿把栏目安排打一份给我们，让我们了解下节目流程安排。” 圆圆点头。 “你没办员工饭卡吧，中午我请你吃饭。” 圆圆继续记她这句话。 “嗨，别写了。”桑无焉笑，“你又不是采访我。” 吃午饭的时候，遇见以前音乐栏目的汪主任。 汪主任笑：“小桑啊，到新闻那边还习惯吧。” 桑无焉赔笑：“还好，谢谢汪主任关心。” 汪主任离开后，身后又来了一个做采编的吴谓。吴谓端着餐盘刚坐下，就听见桑无焉甜甜地喊了一声：“吴大哥好。” 吴谓一口汤没咽下去，差点喷出来，鸡皮疙瘩掉了一地。他抬头看到桑无焉笑得眯成缝的眼睛，不禁说：“你有什么事，你说吧。小桑，别这样，看着怪吓人的。” “他们说熙姐采访一今的那节目你有张拷贝，一会儿能帮我也拷一张么？”这事，一直被她惦念着。 “嘿，就这个啊，没问题，下班给你。”吴谓说。 “谢谢，下次请你吃饭。” 过了一会儿，吴谓又说：“你不会也是那个啥的疯狂粉丝吧。” “是啊。”桑无焉直认不讳，还不忘抗议：“什么那个啥，人家有名字！” “你和熙姐那么熟，又以前跟着她实习，直接找她要呗。”吴谓说。 “我俩谁跟谁啊，既然你有，我何必去麻烦熙姐。” 其实，她不去找聂熙有两个原因：第一，既然一今肯破天荒地接受她的专访，她肯定是和一今站一条线的。何况上次桑无焉就对一今表现出莫大的兴趣，这一回难不成被聂熙怀疑，打草惊蛇。第二：聂熙是台里的大牌，虽然平时挺和蔼，但是总是让人觉得有点敬而远之。 从食堂出来，正要告别吴谓，一直没发音的圆圆突然说：“吴……老师，”她拿捏了半天才叫出这个比较礼貌的称呼：“也能帮我拷一张么？”原本中规中矩的一女生，说这话的时候居然在两眼放光。 “好啊，下班你俩一起来拿。”吴谓爽快答应。 离开电台的时候已经很晚，她打车回去。到了二环路口，有些堵车，车子停停走走，很磨练人的耐性。出租车师傅换了好几个台都没有什么有营养的，于是又去翻CD。 桑无焉说：“师傅，能帮我放下这碟么？”说着将手袋里装着的那张专访碟拿了出来。 师傅说：“好啊。啥音乐啊？”随即放好，按了播放。 过了片头，就是聂熙的声音。 师傅说：“我挺喜欢这主持人的，声音好，据说人也特漂亮。” 桑无焉笑笑，没有答话，她在专心地等待着另一个声音的出现。停顿了一两秒钟以后，一今开口。 听着聂熙和一今之间不太顺畅的问道，师傅又说：“姑娘，你是电台的吧，不然怎么有这个东西。你要是电台的话，肯定知道一今是什么人吧？” 桑无焉乐：“师傅，你也认识一今？” “我家闺女天天在我耳边唠叨，能不认识么？” 刚说到这里，道路开始畅通，车子提速。 她瞧着窗外深深地吸了口气。 仅仅只听了三两个字，她就已经确定他是谁了。 第二天是周末，桑无焉难得没有睡到日上三竿。 她从抽屉里翻出聋哑学校的通讯录，里面最底下一行有一个电话，那是她在裴校长那儿偷偷抄下来的。 她迟疑了下，按了号码半天没拨出去。 “有什么好迟疑的。约他见面，说你要封口费。”程茵说。“这种八卦，要是卖给杂志，不知道得值多少钱。现在，他给你封口费，咱们赚钱，他又能继续神秘下去。你知道这叫啥吗？” "What's it called?" “双赢！”程茵握拳道。 "..." 桑无焉白了她一眼。 知道他就是一今的时候，因为之前有太多的铺垫，所以那一刻没有预想中那么吃惊。但是，总觉得俩人关系有种奇怪且微妙的变化。 他是苏念衾之外还是一今，那么大的一个名人，“一今”这个名字一出现，就疏远了俩人的距离。 但是，又不完全这样。 她知道了他的秘密，从另一种感觉来说，这个秘密被放到感情上好像又有些递进。 她烦躁地揉了揉额角，一咬牙按了确定键。 “喂——”铃声响了两下，他的声音从听筒里传出来。 “我是桑无焉。” "What's the matter?" “你是一今？”桑无焉说。 她开门见山这么问，就是要让敌人措手不及，在慌乱中才有可趁之机。 电话那头，沉默了两秒钟以后，男人说：“你要是没有别的事，我就挂电话了。” 他和上次一样既不承认，也不否认。“你真的是一今。”她喃喃地重复了一次，有些感慨，但是面对苏念衾的寡言，桑无焉开始绞尽脑汁想话题：“呃——上次，谢谢你听我发牢骚。” “不谢。再见！”男人不由分说，结束谈话。 “喂喂喂。”桑无焉急忙制止，可惜已经来不及，就听嘟地一声，果然掐了电话。 桑无焉完全没料想到是这么以个状况。她看了下屏幕，通话时间：11秒。他就给了她十一秒。就好像是她本来准备好可以演完整部戏的台词，结果才说了两句就被导演卡了，还被撵下台。她想到这儿，勇气一泄，人就蔫了。 这一回合证明，即便是无赖，隔着电话对人家也是鞭长莫及。