Chapter 84 Chapter 84 Missing

The three came to Bai Guo's ward, and Bai Guo was sleeping soundly.When Wu Xiaotian saw Jiang Gu for the first time, he was shocked: he hadn't seen him for a few days, and Jiang Gu was so thin that he could hardly recognize him. Jiang Gu came to the outside of the ward with them, and whispered: "Ginguo just had chemotherapy this afternoon, and the doctor struggled for a long time to find a suitable intravenous injection point for her, but she didn't show it in front of me. Painful, but I know she is very uncomfortable. She just fell asleep an hour ago. Baiguo is worried that you will feel at ease if you know, and will come to see her, so let me not tell you the truth. You still came. "

He Ru said: "I brought them here on my own initiative. Don't hinder Bai Guo and be afraid of embarrassment. If you need help with anything, you must tell us." Both Liu Dongqi and Wu Xiaotian said that there is nothing to be ashamed of when friends help each other.Jiang Gu said: "I can take care of the things in the hospital by myself, and you all know Bai Guo's temper. I'm afraid it will increase her psychological burden and make her unhappy." He said to Wu Xiaotian: "If you have time, please help me clean the mice in the mouse room. I'm afraid I won't be able to do the experiment these days, and the mice will multiply too much, and I won't be able to take care of them by then. Also, you put Tell the boss about me, I guess I will stay in the hospital for four or five days." Wu Xiaotian agreed with a sad expression.

The three comforted Jiang Gu again, and left the hospital.After He Ru sent Wu Xiaotian to his home, he left with Liu Dongqi. When Wu Xiaotian returned home, it was almost eleven o'clock, and it was afternoon in Taipei.He quickly called Chen Qiudi's home, and the man who answered the phone was a man with a strong accent, who said he was Chen Qiudi's uncle.Wu Xiaotian asked him if Chen Qiudi was there?The man told him that Chen Qiudi had gone to the funeral home. When Wu Xiaotian heard this, his heart skipped a beat, and he put the phone down.He thought, that old man with sharp edges and corners, who spoke like a cannon, unexpectedly passed away like this, Chen Qiudi must be in great pain right now.At this time, she definitely hoped that he could be by her side, but he couldn't do it, and he felt very guilty in his heart.

He understood Chen Qiudi's mood at this time.I remember that when his father died, he was only seven years old. Since then, his mother has raised him alone. At that time, he didn't know what death was all about. He only remembered his young mother telling him that his father was away on errands.Since then, he has been waiting for the return of his father, the illusory father who became his childhood hope.It wasn't until after middle school that he began to use his head to think about some confusing issues and observe the people or things around him with his own eyes that he realized that his father had already embarked on the road of no return. .The hope his mother gave him was false and helpless.

Why should we fear death?For him, death is both a shadow and a temptation.So he chose biology when he was filling out his application for the college entrance examination. He wanted to follow the scientific approach to explore the mysteries between life and death.He feels that death is as natural as life, and the fear of death is not inherent in people, but just a nostalgia for life and life. At the earliest time, he felt that he was living for his mother and his father who had gone far away. When he became an adult, he wanted to live for himself, with a purpose and a little bit of human appearance. So at that time, he only regarded love as life and It is a part of life, not the care of life molded by one's own flesh and blood life and soul.But after arriving in the United States, after re-experienced the emotional ups and downs with He Ru and Chen Qiudi, he gradually realized that love is actually the liberation of the self, and it is the integration of one's life into another individual, which makes life easier. took on new meaning.It is impossible for any hypocrisy to derive his thoughts about Chen Qiudi like he is now.

He wished he could see Chen Qiudi immediately, and then tell her how he missed her, so that she would be as surprised, as uncomfortable, as joyful, as throbbing as he was.