Chapter 58 Chapter 58 Concerns

When He Ru returned to the room, he tidied up his things a little, and his mood slowly began to ease. It's been a long time since she was as impulsive as she was just now, and she didn't know why she couldn't restrain her feelings suddenly.Maybe she realized that she might really be a stranger to Wu Xiaotian from now on, and she felt inexplicable sadness because of this.In fact, just now, she didn't intend to keep Wu Xiaotian or get back together with him just now, just like when Wu Xiaotian left her home a month ago, she held her hand tightly, but she hardened her heart and controlled herself same feelings.Maybe just now I couldn't help but shed tears, and it was more just a nostalgia for the lost time.

When Wu Xiaotian said the words "Did I forget something", she almost said: Yes, you forgot!But what did they forget?Or what should I forget? She thought, she couldn't tell.She feels that there are many things that she can't say.Are you pretending to be mature on purpose?Or in love, a person is never mature? ! Just as she was thinking, Liu Dongqi called and asked her if she was tired and if she wanted to go out for something to eat together?He Ru said that she was a little unwell and wanted to take a rest, so she didn't want to go out today.Liu Dongqi asked again if he wanted to come and accompany her for a while?

He Ru smiled lazily, and said, "No, you haven't slept for more than 20 hours, so you need to take a good rest. I want to stay alone for two days to recover my body and emotions." Liu Dongqi wanted to say a few words at first, but when she heard her voice was weak, he reluctantly hung up the phone.He thought, why are you still talking and laughing on the plane, why did you suddenly become depressed after seeing Wu Xiaotian?It seems that Wu Xiaotian's weight in He Ru's mind is much more complicated than he imagined.He Ru said that she wanted to be alone for two days, it seemed that she was deliberately avoiding herself.I don't know if she will make a new choice two days later?He felt that he hadn't really entered into her inner world like a deep pool.

He Ru went to take a shower first, then called her company and asked Jones for two days off. Jones told her that the headquarters of the group had just called him, saying that He Ru was doing a great job in Shanghai. Jones said: "For example, when I find an opportunity, I will reward you! This is my personal meaning, and it is also the meaning of the headquarters." He Ru felt a little irritable at this time, and his body seemed to be recovering from a serious illness.She poured a glass of wine and leaned on the sofa, her mind wandering. The image of Liu Dongqi flashed before her eyes for a while, and Wu Xiaotian's slightly cynical and sentimental expression appeared again for a while.She thought that nothing could happen between her and Wu Xiaotian, unless there was a miracle, but she felt strange in her heart, since she knew that it was difficult for her and Wu Xiaotian to rekindle their old relationship, why couldn't she be straightforward How about accepting Liu Dongqi's feelings?Two nights ago, before going to bed at the Shangri-La Hotel, she also thought about how she would react if she and Liu Dongqi were together for a long time in the future and if he left her one day.

As a result, she found that her emotions were actually acceptable to this assumption.The indifference took her by surprise.Is Liu Dongqi really that dispensable in her mind? ! So what was it about him that attracted her?To be honest, she likes Liu Dongqi's delicate and gentle personality from the bottom of her heart. If this kind of emotion is not love, then there are only two explanations: one is after the edited love with Wu Xiaotian, Her feelings have matured, and she is using rational thinking to accept the relationship between men and women.The second is that due to years of being alone, her inner passion has become cold, so that she cannot truly share her feelings with a person she likes.If the second interpretation is correct, it's scary!

And her concern for Wu Xiaotian aroused either sadness or resentment, but his image was always lingering.Does it mean that true love really only comes once? Just as she was thinking, her cell phone rang.When she heard that it was Bai Guo who called, she was a little surprised.She said: "Miss, aren't you hiding in the computer, why did you remember to call me?" As soon as Bai Guo heard her voice, she said happily: "Miss He, you are finally back? You make me want to die. I thought you were really kidnapped! Last night Jiang Gu told me that you would I came back, I originally wanted to pick you up when I had time, but then I thought it would be better to let Wu Xiaotian pick you up, so that he would give up on you after seeing Liu Dongqi with you. Is there any good news?"

He Ru said: "Yes, I heard from your parents that Miss Bai is going to be a bride soon." Bai Guo said: "I haven't discussed this matter with them yet. You must be quick to tell them about us." He Ru said with a smile: "Anyway, the raw rice is already cooked, so I can hide past the first day of junior high school, but not the fifteenth day of junior high school. How is Jiang Gu feeling recently?" Bai Guo said: "He, he's behaved a little better now. I wanted to buy a house some time ago, and I already had my eyes on one. It's in the suburbs, and it takes about an hour to drive to the city center."

As soon as He Ru heard it, he said, "You're going to move to such a far away place, and I'm afraid we won't see each other for half a year." Bai Guo said: "Jiang Gu thought the same way. He was so lazy. When he heard that it would take an hour and a half to drive to his laboratory, he immediately refused. So we decided to buy a condo in the urban area. I have already taken a fancy to one place, and I plan to sign a contract with the landlord next weekend, when will you come to help me calculate the sum." He Ru said with a smile: "How can you be so impatient about everything?! It's like rushing for something. According to your momentum, you may have a son next year. One of you is anxious and the other is slow. It's a natural match. To my enemy."

Bai Guo said: "Okay, let's not talk about me anymore, how is your relationship with Liu Dongqi when you go back this time? Have you gone to his house?" He Ru said: "Where is it? It's still not the same, lukewarm. I still can't make up my mind." Bai Guo said: "Are you still thinking about Wu Xiaotian? What is there about him that is worth your nostalgia? Anyway, he betrayed you first, so you don't have to feel guilty for him. What do you think Liu Dongqi is not better than him? What am I? It's time to call Wu Xiaotian and let him die!" He Ru hurriedly said: "Miss, don't come rashly. What is it about Liu Dongqi that makes you look so pleasing? You protect him everywhere?"

Bai Guo said: "Does it need to be said? Don't you know him better than me?" He Ru was silent for a while, and said: "To be honest, I really like him, but I can't seem to find that kind of love feeling. I'm worried that if it continues like this, it will hurt both myself and him. After all, he is a married man, and his relationship is relatively mature. Besides the scars in my heart, I still don't have a deep understanding of men." Bai Guo said: "Are you concerned that he has been divorced before? Divorce is not necessarily the man's fault, hasn't he confessed to you? Why do you still care about this?"

He Ru said: "Maybe I think too much. I want to calm down and think about it for two days." Bai Guo sighed, and said, "He Ru, you are too demanding on your relationship. No wonder so many people respect you!" He Ru laughed and said, "If it's really like what you said, I don't think it's my fault!"