Chapter 7 Chapter Seven Goodbye

When Kummer left me in his big tent to recuperate, based on what I got out of the mouth of the servant girl and what I knew before, I roughly figured out the situation of the Jurchen army. The Jurchens are divided into three parts: Jianzhou Jurchen, Haixi Jurchen, and Beishan Jurchen. The Beishan Jurchen is far north of the Black Tower Harvey, far away from the Central Plains. They have no interest in regaining their glory and taking control of the Central Plains. This time they did not directly participate rebellion.Only the Jianzhou Jurchen and Haixi Jurchen participated in the rebellion.

Although Kumer was the king of the Jurchen Khan, he did not ascend the throne for a long time. His father, Nahaci, was a god-like Khan of Destiny among the Jurchens. It's a pity that this wise and mighty Khan doesn't know how to teach his sons. Including Kummer, the six sons under his knees fought fiercely for the position of Khan. Contrary to everyone's expectations, it was the youngest Kummer who finally defeated several brothers and won the sweat position. First, he cooperated with his eldest brother Bago to design and kill the second brother Qinghu and the third brother Qi Lishe, and then provoked the elder brother and the fifth brother. Ghasha fought among himself, and in the end Bago was killed, and Hasha was exiled to the ice sea. Only the fourth son Dasuri, who was born to a maidservant, was left. Naturally, he could not compete with Kumer, who was born to Fujin.

It is said that this bloody fight between brothers made Naha so angry that he died not long after, and Kummer justifiably inherited the throne of Khan. For a period of time after Kummer succeeded to the throne, he was not very popular with the leaders of the Jurchen tribes. Those elders tried to hold a wolf meeting to elect a new Khan, but since Kumor mercilessly killed the two leaders, Hang their heads outside their Khan's palace, and no one dares to mention it again. The more I found out about Kummer, the more frustrated I became. No matter how you look at it, the young Khan is a tough character to deal with.

But Kummer has been kind to me these days. Although he put me in his big tent, he didn't force me to sleep with him. I was happy to be at leisure, Changbai Mountain is full of precious medicinal materials, and the Jurchen homemade medicine is very effective, within a few days, my shoulder injury has healed by 70% to 80%. However, even though I was recuperating without going out, I still felt that the weather was getting cooler bit by bit. The cold wind seeped in through the gaps in the wolf fur tent, and it was a bit chilly. It would probably snow in a few days. In the Jurchen camp, I also roughly figured out the ins and outs of my being kidnapped to Shanhaiguan.

Xing Yiyong's father, Minister of the Ministry of Officials, Xing Yu, has always been at odds with my father. He probably thinks that as long as my father is around, he will never be an official, and there is really no way to bring down my father, so he simply pretended In close contact with my father, while contacting Kummer to prepare for rebellion. The day I was robbed happened to be the day when Kummer and Xing Yu made an appointment to start an incident. Xing Yu arranged for someone to assassinate Xiao Huan in the capital, and Kumore and Xing Yu arranged for spies in Shanhaiguan to break through the closed gate.

If this strategy is successful, the Jurchens' army will be able to attack the capital in less than a day. At this time, the newly lost emperor's capital is in a mess, and the foundation of the Great Wu for more than a hundred years may be destroyed in an instant. The original plan seemed to be pretty good, but it is a pity that the spy in Shanhaiguan was caught by Qi Chengliang before the incident. The failure of Xing Yu and Xing Yiyong in the capital is also a certainty. If Xiao Huan can be knocked down by them alone, then I am really wrong. looked at him. However, I was able to be taken captive to the Jurchen camp outside the pass, all thanks to Xing Yiyong, it was because of her jealousy and hatred, she was not in a hurry to kill Xiao Huan, but was in a hurry to torment me.

Thinking of this, I still sigh a little, women's jealousy is really the scariest thing in the world. After all, I can't be cruel to myself. The wound on my shoulder looks terrible, but it's actually just a skin trauma. This afternoon, after applying the ointment, I saw that the wound has almost healed, so I didn't wrap the bandage again. Good clothes to lie down. Just about to sleep for a while, Kummer came in hurriedly. I saw that his complexion was not as good as usual, so I got up and smiled: "Khan, what's the matter when you come back now?" Kummer threw his saber on the ground, and suddenly sneered: "Your husband is here."

"What?" I didn't understand for a moment. "Your husband is here. The army that the imperial conscript has personally conquered has arrived at Shanhaiguan." In front of the maidservant in the tent, Kummer rushed up a few steps and grabbed my shoulder tightly, "He is finally here! I've been waiting for this day After waiting for so many years, he finally came! He came down from his shining golden hall! Do you think I should be happy?" Kummer's loud sound made my scalp tingle. I tried to calm myself down and said to him with a smile, "Khan, there are others here."

Kummer's frantic eyes gradually returned to normal, but his hand holding my shoulder was still as tight as an iron hoop. When he spoke again, his voice had returned to his usual calm and cold voice: "Get out." The maids retreated in small steps, and Kummer pushed me to sit on the bed, and sat on the edge of the bed himself. "I've seen your husband." Suddenly, Kummer said, his sword-like thin lips were slightly raised, and a hint of sarcasm was added to his handsome face. "That was when I was fourteen years old, and I went to the capital with my eldest brother to present the annual offering to the emperor. You know the annual offering? It is for us Jurchens to take the best animal skins, old ginseng, live animals, and minerals that we harvested that year. Leave it all to you Han people." Kummer recalled the past and mentioned his elder brother Bago who was killed by him, and he still had some nostalgia in his tone.

"My eldest brother and I set off from the tribe, took more than 30 large carts of annual offerings, and went to the capital along the road that had just fallen in heavy snow. The snow was knee-deep, and it was very difficult to walk. There were bandits who wanted to snatch it halfway. Thanks to the bravery of the elder brother, the yearly offerings of more than 30 cars were not lost. Otherwise, if we fail to pay the annual offerings, we will probably be whipped by you Han people. "We finally walked to the capital. The eldest brother was afraid that the fresh animal meat in the car would be spoiled, so he wanted to deliver the goods quickly. But the Han official who collected the annual offering said that the New Year's Day celebration and the Han emperor's birthday will be arranged in the next few days. Let us Wait a few days and submit it." At this point, Kummer paused and asked, "Is your husband's birthday on New Year's day?"

I nodded. Xiao Huan was indeed born on New Year's Day. Speaking of which, I have been married to him for less than a year, and I have never made it in time to celebrate his Longevity Day. Kummer suddenly sneered: "It's the same every day, since he's here, I won't let him live for next year's birthday!" He paused, and continued, "We're waiting outside the palace. Day after day, the Han officials still refused to let us in, until an old man who had come to hand in the yearly confession said that if he wanted to go in, he would have to pay the Han officials. You Han people say this is a facilitation fee. Everything you need to do is given. "We had to save some money from our money and give it to those Han officials. Sure enough, the next day, the emperor summoned us. It was just dawn that day, and we waited outside the palace. There are many gates in your Han palace, and it is also very big. , but you don’t allow people to go through the main entrance. My elder brother and I waited until our legs ached before someone led us into the palace. The person who led us in first scolded us and said that we are not allowed to wipe our noses, No dropping things, no walking with your head up or anything like that before taking us away. "Your palace is really big. After passing through several gates and courtyards, we were brought into a house. The house was also very tall. Not only the roof was golden, but even the pillars in the house were golden. It was golden, and even the bricks on the ground had the color of gold. "The first time I saw such a beautiful house, people were going to be stupid. I looked down at the shining golden bricks under my feet. I still remember my shadow reflected on the bricks, just like standing on the ice of the Songhua River. It's like my shadow is reflected on the ice. "The man who brought us yelled loudly again, and then I remembered that we were going to kneel to the emperor. I was stunned, we Jurchen heroes value knees the most, except for slaves kneeling to their masters, anyone else, who I will not kneel down easily, so I looked at my elder brother. Among us brothers, the elder brother is the most arrogant by nature, but the elder brother stopped for a while, and then pulled me to kneel down. The veins are protruding. There is nothing he can do about it. Whoever told us Jurchens to be slaves to you Han people? You ask us to pay these treasures exchanged by blood and sweat every year. You just want us Jurchens to remember that you Han people are the land. master." Having said that, he paused again, and then continued: "When I got up, I looked up at the emperor secretly. He was sitting on a wide yellow chair. He was a thin man taller than a girl. A handsome young man with a pale face. He sat upright, but I felt that he might faint at any time. At that moment, I felt that I was completely useless, and I actually knelt down to such a person. "As I thought about it, the young Han official standing next to the emperor said: 'The emperor is sympathetic to your hard journey, and he will allow you to leave in Beijing Pangeng for two days. After the tribute, I will leave immediately, this is to prevent us foreigners from causing trouble in the capital.” At this point, Kummer stopped again and looked at me, “The person who talked to us is your father Right? The chief minister of the cabinet, Ling Xuefeng, I know that the power of your country is in his hands, right?" I nodded, hesitated and said, "So that's the case, but now the emperor is in charge." Kummer sneered: "I don't care who is in power, and I don't want to understand those inexplicable things about you Han people. I only believe in my iron cavalry. Whoever is powerful and can defeat others is a hero, and the land is Who should own it? Why should such fertile land belong to you Han people? Why do you let those Han officials who only know how to ask for money dominate? Why can the emperor who raises those dog Han officials still sit on the dragon chair Why can’t his property be mine? Why can’t his things be mine?” He raised his voice again, grabbed my shoulders and threw me onto the bed, pulling off my collar. His steaming face was buried in my neck, the beard stubble made my neck itch, his hand came in from my collar, and his callused palm rubbed my back. I don't think I'm a woman who values ​​chastity, but when Kummer's hand started to walk downstream, at that moment, I thought of Xiao Huan's hand, such a pair of slender and pale hands, the phalanx is not thick, it seems that it should only Picking up the Langhao jade pen, and dropping a few small regular strokes on the Hanyun jade board, those are not hands that belong to the weapon. He has already arrived, and Yujia is just a few miles away in Shanhaiguan, but he is not here to save me, but to avenge my shame. In the eyes of the court officials, I should already be a dead person. I have been trapped in the enemy camp for so many days. If the empress of Dawu can't preserve her perfect body, then it is best to be a dead person already. With all my strength, I slapped Kummer on the face: "I'm not his thing!" I think this should be the loudest sound I have ever made in my life. I shouted hoarsely: "I am not a thing!" "Why do I let you shameless men snatch it around? Get out of your country, get out of your world! In your eyes, I am just a thing, right? It can shine when worn on the body, and it is easy to follow in the hand People showing off? That bastard surnamed Xiao wants to marry me because I am the daughter of the chief minister of the cabinet! You want to grab me because I am his woman! You think this is fun, don’t you? "Yeah, I'm a woman, but have you ever asked me what I want to do? Which of you bastards asked me if I was happy? Asked what I wanted to do? Everyone said they liked me, and you asked me if I wanted to Living like this? What on earth do I want to do?” I grabbed Kummer by the collar and yelled. I thought I might have gone crazy, and I slammed Kummer to the ground, “I’m here to tell you now, I don’t I like being touched by you, get out of here!" Kummer stood up and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth. He put his blood-stained finger in his mouth and sucked it, and even laughed: "Very good, very hot-tempered... I have had many women, among them Some of them are stronger than you, do you know what happened to them in the end?" He turned his head over and looked me in the eye with those hawk-like eyes: "I stripped them naked and tied them to wooden posts, and stood them in front of the camp. Any soldier who wants to can go up." He said, gently touched my chin and smiled: "Soldiers must like a fair and beautiful woman like you, and I'm afraid she will die in less than a day." The sarcasm on the thin lips was even stronger, he stared at me with a smile, and the expression in the dove gray eyes was clearly like a cat playing with a mouse. His saber was thrown not far from the bed, and the corner of the copper-clad square table at the foot of the bed was also very sharp. In this case, should I choose to commit suicide better? However, it must be a bad feeling to die in the Jurchen camp. No one will shed tears for me, and it may not be so heroic. My body may be stripped naked and hung outside the camp for public display. Kummer didn't speak, he just twitched the corner of his mouth and waited, then he let me go and turned around to leave. I knew that as soon as he got out of this tent, someone would come in and drag me out and tie me to a post. I quickly took two steps forward and hugged him from behind: "Khan, after thinking about it, I'm still willing to serve you, as long as you like, my body is yours at any time." "What a smart woman." Kummer stopped and sneered, "Unfortunately, I'm not interested in you now." So I have only one dead end? When my body started to stiffen, Kummer suddenly turned around and hugged me, and smiled lightly: "I never get tired of smart women, just stay in this big tent and see how I get all your husband's things Grab it, of course, including you." He smiled, "I didn't say you are a thing, I just want you, I started to want your body, and now I want both your body and your heart." After speaking, he kissed me lightly on the lips again, turned around and left the big tent. The cold wind outside the tent beat against the leather wall, I was in a daze, what did Kummer say?want my heart? My mind was a little messy, I couldn't tell what it was like, I just wanted to find a bed and lie down to sort out my thoughts, when suddenly there were two light coughs from the corner of the tent. I scolded in a low voice: "Who?" There was no movement over there, I picked up Kummer's saber from the ground and held it, and walked slowly over: "Who? Come out." "It's a young one, ma'am, don't kill the young one." A man in a Jurchen military uniform rolled out from the animal skin in the corner of the tent. He had a beard and a beard, and the military uniform on his body was also a little tattered. "Who are you? Why are you here?" Seeing him like this, I put away my knife and asked. "Returning to Madam, the younger one came with Princess Min, the younger one is Han, and his family is in Hebei. I went to Changbai Mountain to sell ginseng, and I encountered a war on the way, so I was arrested. The younger one just came to the camp today, and I don't know him well. I just walked around casually just now, and I don’t know how I came here. A while ago, my wife and the old man had such a quarrel that the little one didn’t dare to say anything, so he hid himself. Madam, please forgive me, please forgive me.” I haven’t said yet What the hell, he already covered his face with his dirty sleeves, and was about to cry. "Okay, okay, I won't kill you." I waved my hand and said, even for the sake of being Han Chinese, I would help him cover it up. "Thank you, Madam, for your kindness..." The man hurriedly thanked him. I quickly waved my hand again: "Okay." Thinking of it, I asked him, "By the way, you are under Princess Min's account? Princess Min is here too?" "Yes, I just arrived today, and the younger one came here with Princess Min." The man replied quickly, with a thick Hebei accent, a little hoarse, and it was hard to tell how old he was. The Princess Min in this population is Minjia, the younger sister of Kumor's mother and compatriot. She is the only daughter of Nahachi.This Princess Min is not only well-known among the Jurchens, but her martial arts skills are not weak, and she is braver and better at fighting than many men. She can be regarded as a strong general in the Jurchen army. Min Jia originally guarded the tribe at the rear, but did not come to the front line of Shanhaiguan. It may be that Kummer was unable to attack Shanhaiguan for a long time, so she was transferred here. I thought about it and nodded, then asked the man casually, "What's your name?" "The young one is called Zhao Fugui, and they all call the young one Old Zhaotou." The man answered quickly. "Okay, old Mr. Zhao, you can go out. I won't tell Dahan that you have been here. Next time, you should watch your way and don't rush in like this." I smiled at him. Facing my smile, Zhao Fugui was stunned for a moment, and then immediately withdrew his thanks. It seems that today is also an unusual day, not only Xiao Huan is here, but there is also an extra general on Jurchen's side. There was no one in the big tent, I sat on the edge of the bed and closed my eyes, the pair of pale and thin hands that had been dangling in front of my eyes since just now disappeared, on the contrary, the hotness that Kummer left on my lips became more and more intense. clearer. According to rumors in Shanhaiguan, on the second day after arriving at the front line, Xiao Huan suffered from an old illness caused by the exhaustion of the journey, and soon fell ill in bed. However, the Hanlin scholars who came with the army quickly issued a call for this crusade. The call to action is righteous and eloquent, with brilliant writing, and every word is golden and jade, but they don't mention a word about the queen's capture. It seems that they have already planned to erase this insult to the imperial dignity. But I don’t care about these things. I’ve made up my mind that it’s not advisable to stay in a place of right and wrong for a long time. Rather than try hard to please Kummer, it’s better to find a way to get out of this ghostly place, and let the sky fly like a bird in the future. But although Kumore didn't force me, he stayed in the tent longer and longer. Yesterday, Princess Min specially went to Kumore's big tent to see her brother's new woman. "Her brother's new woman", this appellation disgusts me even more than the green head card of the Hall of Mental Cultivation. Even from the eyes of the Han people, Min Jia is a rare beauty. When she came, she was dressed in a fiery red riding outfit, and she got off the horse. The pomegranate dress was flipped open on the long suede riding boots. moving flowers. After getting off the horse, she swung the whip around me twice and nodded: "It's okay this time, my brother's eyesight for women has improved." I was secretly depressed, and said to her with a smile: "Thank you princess for your compliment." "No thanks." Min Jia's personality was very straightforward, and she said bluntly, blinking her big bright eyes, "What do you think of my brother? Do you like him?" "It doesn't matter if you like it or not?" I asked with a smile. "It's a big deal. My brother has so many women, but now he doesn't even have a side Fujin." She winked at me again, "How about it? If you want to be a Fujin, I'll help you." I don't want to be a queen, so I come to you to be a Fujin?I laughed: "Well, it's not up to me whether to do it or not." "Usually, those women are willing to be my brother's Fujin!" Min Jia seemed a little surprised by my indifference, and she turned around while talking, "Old Zhao, is my horse ready?" Zhao Fugui, the personal soldier who accidentally broke into Kummer's tent yesterday, trotted in from the outside, nodded and bowed and said, "Princess, it has been prepared a long time ago, and it is tied outside the door." "Is it tied? Where is it tied?" Min Jia asked with great interest. "The big pillar in front of the tent, isn't that for tying the horse?" Zhao Fugui replied honestly, his accent was thick, coupled with his simple and ignorant expression, it was really funny. Min Jia giggled: "That's my brother's handsome flag! You can use it to tie the horse." She is also like a gust of wind, she has lost interest in me, said and waved, "I'm going out to check, let's go." "Princess Min..." I quickly stopped her, "What are you going to do?" "I'm going to check around the camp, what's wrong?" Min Jia asked. "I'll go with you, too. Staying in the big tent all day is almost suffocating." I said hastily. Kummer will definitely not let me go around, this Minjia is simple-minded, if I can follow her around, I can take the opportunity to get familiar with the camp, and it will be more convenient when I escape. "Can you ride a horse?" Min Jia looked at me suspiciously. "Every year in the riding and archery competition, I win first place. Do you think I'm that kind of dainty lady?" I refuted unceremoniously when questioning my riding skills. "Okay, I was wrong." Min Jia has a straightforward temper, and what I said is in her favor. She said with a smile, and told Zhao Fugui, "Go and fetch a horse for Madam." Mr. Zhao Fugui was a little stunned, but his hands and feet were quick, and he immediately led the order to go out. Looking at his shrinking back, I couldn't help asking Min Jia: "Isn't he a newly captured Han Chinese? How did you let him stay with you?" "Yeah, I just caught him on the road two days ago," Min Jia giggled, "People are stupid, but they have some skills, quick hands and feet, and know veterinarians. There is a sick horse on our road. He was cured, and I thought he was having fun, so I stayed with him." After talking a few words, guessing that Zhao Fugui should also lead the horse out of the tent, I picked out a silver fox jacket with narrow sleeves and put it on, and went out of the tent with Min Jia. Kummer also has a large tent specially used for discussing affairs, and he is discussing countermeasures with the leaders of the Eight Banners in it at the moment. Since the arrival of Dawu Yujia's army, Kummer here has a plan for a quick battle. After all, the weather is getting colder and colder. Even the Jurchen, who is used to staying in the northeast mountains and forests, is a little bit impatient with the cold. On the contrary, Dawu has The fortified city walls keep out the cold, which is much better than the situation of the Jurchens. After I got out of the tent, I pulled my collar and wrapped my silver fox jacket tightly around my body. The sky was a bit gloomy, the sky was filled with dark clouds of lead dust, and there was a biting chill in the wind. It seemed that it was really going to snow. Xiao Huan has cold poison in his body, if the weather is cold, it will really aggravate his symptoms.I've always felt that he claimed to be sick as soon as he arrived here, which was a bit of a show of weakness, but the weather is really cold these few days, and he was not in good health when he was in the palace. Now it can't be that he is really seriously ill, right? Holding the reins of the horse beside me, I smiled self-deprecatingly. Since I have decided to escape from the capital, I will never go back again. Giving birth to Xiao Huan and being the queen mother are all empty talk. What are you thinking about? "Ma'am?" Zhao Fugui called me hesitantly, and I looked up, only to see that Min Jia had ridden her horse in the morning and was waiting for me. I smiled, got on my horse, and Zhao Fugui also rode to follow. Min Jia took a small group of guards, and without flying a banner, urged the horses to gallop out of the camp, and started patrolling along the valley where the Jurchens were stationed. I drove a horse and followed closely behind her. The northeast horse has broad shoulders and long legs. It runs steadily and swiftly, and slides out like a boat in the knee-high pasture. Shanhaiguan is located on the seashore, and six miles north of the city is Jiaoshan. The Great Wall starts from the old dragon head of Shanhaiguan, crosses Jiaoshan, and stretches all the way to Yinshan. Jiaoshan is the so-called first mountain of the Great Wall. Shanhaiguan City is built between Jiaoshan Mountain and the sea, with a radius of several miles. There are a lot of food and grass in the city, barracks and buildings, and it is easy to station hundreds of thousands of troops. Yiping is easy to defend but difficult to attack. It is true that Shanhaiguan is the first pass in the world. The Jurchen Camp is located in the depression next to Jiaoshan Mountain. Usually in the camp, the city wall of Shanhaiguan cannot be seen.At this time, Min Jia led a small group of soldiers, and gradually patrolled outside the mountain depression. From a distance, he could see the city wall of Shanhaiguan towering under the desert sky, exuding an inviolable majesty. "It's just a pass, my brother has been delayed here for so long." Min Jia suddenly snorted, and drove his horse towards the Zhenyuan Gate in the north of the pass. Her actions could easily be considered provocative by the soldiers defending the city. I hurriedly called out behind her: "Min Jia, don't go there!" Min Jia ignored me and rushed over, so I had no choice but to urge my horse to follow behind her. A few miles away, the tall city wall of Shanhaiguan was just around the corner. I yelled at Min Jia, who was leading the way: "Come back quickly! You are dying!" Before I finished my words, a feathered arrow hit the ground not far away with the wind, and it didn't rest until it sank into the ground, leaving only a cluster of arrow feathers outside, and then the steel arrows roared one after another. Draw out the saber equipped with the horse to block the arrows. It is not difficult to block the feathered arrows flying in the air, but I am always lazy when practicing swords, and the wound on my left shoulder is not completely healed. , In order to prevent the wound from cracking, I hurriedly pressed it with my hands. Seeing that the feathered arrows were getting denser and denser, Min Jia who rushed to the front also drew out his saber to block the rain of arrows, and stopped moving forward. Just for a moment, the horse under Min Jia's crotch suddenly bent its knees and trembled, as if an arrow had hit her leg. I had been observing her situation. A flash of saber flashed, and the feathered arrow that was coming straight at me was split in two. Zhao Fugui stood in front of my horse and waved his saber: "Ma'am, get back quickly!" Although his sword skills are messy and unorganized, he frantically fends off the dense rain of arrows. I suddenly thought that he was hiding in the big tent last night, and with Kummer's hearing, he didn't notice it. Could it be that he Hold your breath with internal force so that Kummer can't notice it? From this point of view, this Zhao Fugui might be a hidden master. I nodded to him: "You hold it up for a while." Then I bent down and took the bow and arrow from him immediately, took the bow and aimed at the big black flag flying on the top of the city, and with luck, shot the arrow. Feathered arrows passed through the rain of arrows and shot straight at the flagpole, and the flagpole fell down.The string sounded again, and my second arrow followed closely, hitting the red tassel on the head of the captain at the top of the building. The two arrows stood up, the soldiers on the tower were a little frightened, the rain of arrows thinned out, I took advantage of this time to call Min Jia: "Retreat first!" Min Jia turned the horse's head and retreated while blocking. The guards and I also quickly retreated, and finally retreated one mile away. The soldiers at the top of the city stopped shooting arrows when they saw us go far. Min Jia grabbed the reins, turned around and shouted: "You Han people, listen up! Say hello to your emperor and tell him to wash his neck and wait for me." She screamed and brandished her saber, her cheeks flushed with excitement. I was on the side, so I had no choice but to sigh: "You are happy, I am almost scared to death." Min Jia suddenly turned around and hugged my neck through the horse: "I can't see that you really have two hands, I like you, by the way, what's your name?" I laughed, liking me so quickly?I really please girls, if I can please men like this, wouldn't Xiao Huan hold me as a treasure long ago? I smiled at Minjia: "My name is Ling Cangcang. It is taken from a poem by Li Taibai 'Hui Ya Da Barrier Ling Cang Cang'." "I don't understand why you are so troublesome." Min Jia curled her lips, "Just call me Min Jia. From today onwards, you are my friend. We Jurchens value the most loyalty From now on, we will live and die together, and we will be good friends for the rest of our lives." As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to give me a high-five. I raised my hand and slapped her palm hard: "Okay, we will be good friends from today, and we will live and die together." As I said that, I began to think that if I get along well with Min Jia, then maybe she can help me when I escape . Just as I was thinking about it, I turned around and saw the happy expression on Min Jia's face. She was sincerely happy to have me as a friend. Suddenly I felt ashamed, did I stay in the Forbidden Palace for a long time?Whatever you do, you have to calculate your own gains and losses. Looking up at Zhao Fugui, he had already curled up on the horse again, covering his mouth and nose with his sleeves in the cold wind, coughing. I should find a chance to test it out and see if he was sent by Xiao Huan or my father to save me? But if he really came to save me, should I go back with him?Back to that dreary Forbidden Palace? The cold wind outside the pass stings a little on the face, but it is frank and fierce, and has a taste that I like. Minja's horse suffered only minor injuries, which did not affect the gallop, and we were soon back at camp. This time around, Min Jia's attitude towards me was very different from before, and she even asked me to move in with her in her tent. I politely declined, and although I had to beware of him going crazy and stripping my clothes in Kummer's tent, Kummer often drank and discussed with the tribal leaders all night in another big tent, so he seldom came back. If I want to escape, it is more convenient to stay in this tent. Two days later, this afternoon, Kummer walked into the tent again drunk. I hurried up to meet him as usual: "Khan." But he was a little different from usual, he held my hand, pulled me to sit down on the edge of the bed, and twitched the corners of his mouth: "Listen to Min Jia, you rescued her in front of Shanhaiguan, and you can make friends with her so quickly." That's nice, my friend." I laughed dryly: "This is the blessing of the Great Khan." Kummer smiled: "Don't talk to me in such a scene." He suddenly leaned over and grabbed my face, rubbed my chin, "I know you like to say things that are easy to deal with, it sounds nice, but it's all fake. Whenever you talk like this, I feel that you are like a gust of wind, and you are about to fly away with a whistling sound, and you can't even catch it." I don't know if he was drunk, but suddenly there was something more in his gray eyes that I couldn't understand: "I, Ama, said that I like chasing things that I can't catch. The more I can't catch them, the more I want them. Ama is very accurate, I am such a person. But now I think, I said that I want your heart, am I wrong? A woman's heart like the wind must be very hard to get up. " His voice was getting lower and lower, he didn't know if he was tired, he held my hand and leaned against the edge of the bed, and he closed his eyes after a while. I helped him to lie down on the bed, and brushed away the messy hair on his forehead. This young and majestic man was sweating profusely, and even when he was asleep, he was full of grievances like a child, and his bushy brows were furrowed. Does he want to like me?Seriously like someone, approach him slowly, hold him tightly in your arms, tell yourself that meeting him is the best thing in your life, say it over and over again, if you talk too much, you will really be like that Think. I've done this sort of thing, shamelessly, and then felt like a vile liar.Because I know that true love has come at the moment it comes. True love never needs to be learned. When we learn to love, we usually create a deception of self-deception. I folded my clothes and lay down next to Kummer. He was a beast that was tired from walking and wanted to find a warm place to rest, but I couldn't give him what he wanted. When I awoke in the gloomy twilight, Kummer was gone.I lifted the quilt he helped me cover, stepped on the leather mattress under the bed with my bare feet, and sat up. The cold wind outside the tent was blowing harder than before. There was a faint, intermittent flute sound, neither elegant nor loud. It could be vaguely heard that it was a common minor tune in the countryside. Joy and sorrow were wrapped in a lively atmosphere. In the tune, listening to it in the cold wind outside the pass, it feels a little sad. I found a pair of shoes to put on, put on a fur, went out of the tent and searched for the sound of the flute, all the way to find a piece of grass outside the barracks, sitting among the weeds and playing a piccolo is Zhao Fugui. I walked over and smiled, and sat beside him: "Can you play ditties?" Zhao Fugui put away the flute, took out a light blue handkerchief from his arms and wiped it: "My mother is proficient in musical instruments, and she often sang this song to me when I was young." "I also heard this song when I was a child, and my grandmother sang it to me." For some reason, I suddenly wanted to talk to this sloppy man of unknown origin. "You grew up with grandma?" Zhao Fugui asked. "Well, my mother died when I was born. When I was a child, I followed my grandmother in the countryside. I was good at catching loaches, catching scorpions, and climbing trees on walls. Everyone in the village felt headaches when they saw me." I can't help but feel a little elated about the glorious deeds of my childhood. "Really? My son was like this when he was a child." Zhao Fugui said casually. "Do you have a wife? How many children?" I asked right away. "I've been married and have no children." Zhao Fugui replied. "That's not good. It's time to have a baby. Think about how impatient you are when you are running around and your wife is waiting for you at home. It's better to have children with you." "She probably won't be in a hurry for me." Zhao Fugui said, before turning the subject, "Madam is very rich, Madam and Da Khan will surely grow old together." "What are you talking about?" I smiled, "I'm not the wife of the Great Khan." "Not the Khan's wife?" Zhao Fugui didn't seem to understand. I smiled: "I have a husband, but not a big sweat." "Madam is kind-hearted. Your husband must have accumulated virtue in his previous life." Zhao Fugui immediately complimented him. "He doesn't think so." I said, thinking of Xiao Huan, the smile on my face disappeared, "He wishes I could never go back." Zhao Fugui was silent for a while, bowed his head and coughed before answering: "Madam's husband is too ruthless." I smiled indifferently: "It's nothing, if he disappeared, I would also wish that he would never come back." This time, Zhao Fugui didn't answer the call, but coughed twice. I then thought that he might be the imperial guard sent by Xiao Huan, so I smiled, "Old Zhao, I want to escape from here, can you help me?" Zhao Fugui seemed to be taken aback, and immediately stood up: "That will be beheaded." I stared at his still ignorant and indifferent face, and couldn't see any clues, so I patted the grass clippings on my body and stood up: "If you don't want to, forget it." 我看天色不早，零星的雪花也开始飘起来，就说：“老赵头，我们改日再聊。” 等我走出了几步远，赵富贵忽然在后面有些迟疑地开口：“夫人……你真想走，小的帮你。” 我笑着回头看他：“那不是要杀头么？你不敢的。” “那天要不是夫人网开一面，小的早就没命了，小的想报答夫人。”赵富贵低头说。 “算了，真连累了你就不好了。”我本来就是试探他，说完就要转身。 “夫人！”赵富贵再次叫住我，语气坚定，“你别嫌我不中用，我练过两年武，护送夫人出去应该还可以。” “你当真啊。”我笑了笑，看天上的雪花越飘越大，就冲他眨了眨眼，半开玩笑一样，“雪下得大了，卫兵们会放松警惕，咱们索性就趁现在走？” “好。”赵富贵真的就接口答应，对我说，“夫人，你先在这里等着，我去牵两匹马来。”说着也不再跟我说话，收好笛子就向马圈那边走去。 我觉得有些好笑，盘算了这么多天要逃走，难道就这样被这个愣头愣脑的汉子促成了？ 不过赵富贵说到做到，不大一会儿，就牵了两匹枣红大马跑过来。 他把缰绳交到我手里：“夫人，咱们这就走吧。”跑来跑去，他额头上出了层细密的汗珠，就从怀里摸出那方淡蓝的手帕拭了拭。 我接过缰绳笑了笑，正想说些夸奖他的话，听到不远处传来一声冷笑：“小姑娘，想跑吗？” 归无常，这个瘟神几天都不见人影，我还以为他早就消失了，怎么早不来晚不来，现在冒了出来。 我暗暗叫苦，被归无常撞见，我肯定是走不了，唯有想个理由糊弄一下他，免得他对库莫尔示警。 我已经放弃逃跑，赵富贵却突然一手把我推到马上，自己骑上另一匹马。 这傻子！不知道归无常的厉害，他这样纯粹是找死！ 归无常冷笑一声，一掌击向赵富贵：“想跑？” 他就算只用一成功力，只怕也能将赵富贵立毙掌下。 我连忙出声阻拦：“归先生，有话好说……” 归无常根本不理我，快如霹雳的一掌早击到了赵富贵胸前，危急关头，赵富贵右掌迎上归无常的快掌，左手按住马背，借力卸力，已经将这一掌的力道全转在那枣红大马身上。 那匹枣红色的骏马悲嘶一声，巨大的身躯斜向一旁倒去，被击得五脏俱碎。 赵富贵卸了归无常这一掌，再不耽误，闪身跃到我的马上，双腿一夹，骏马奋蹄箭一样奔出去。 雪花簌簌打在我的脸上，营房里亮起了稀疏的灯火，传来吆喝和奔走的声音，他们正在调动马匹士兵来追我们。 坐在赵富贵身前，我竟然没有闻到像他这样的汉子身上应该有的那种刺鼻体味，相反的，他身上的味道很清爽，有种奇异的熟悉。 我慢慢转头，看到他肮脏的衣襟边微露着淡蓝手帕的一角，我真是个笨蛋，居然没想到赵富贵那种人，怎么会用这么一方干净雅致的手帕。 我犹豫了一下，还是用手摸他的脸，易容用的胶泥应手而落，有片雪花落在他秀挺的眉头上，随即就融化成水珠。 大雪纷扬的天空下，萧焕向我笑了笑。 追兵的呼喝从背后传来，我脑中有些昏沉，揪住萧焕的衣襟，脱口而出：“你怎么来了？” 既然被看穿了，萧焕就不再说话，只是向我笑了笑。 从没想过会在这种情况下再见到他，脑子还是浑浑噩噩，有些不知身在何处。 黄昏的雪色下，他的脸有些不真实的苍白，我甩甩头好让自己能把他看得更清楚，猛然间想到些什么，不顾还在马上就问他：“我走后你把娇妍怎么样了？” 他这次笑了笑：“她还在宫里，很好。” 顿了一下，我继续问：“荧呢？” 他笑：“还在英华殿。” 想了一下：“幸懿雍呢？” 他微顿了顿：“死了。” 已经死了？想了想，实在没什么好问：“那个，小山呢？” “自然还是好好在宫里呆着。”他笑着叹了口气，“还有谁要问的？要不要一次问清？” 他的笑容和口气有些熟悉，我愣了愣，放开揪着他衣领的手，瞥了一眼他身上肮脏的女真兵服，随口抱怨：“来就来，把自己弄这么邋遢，难看死了。” 他笑着应了一下，咳嗽一声，却没再说话。 我只好又瞥他一眼，把头转回前面，最初的震惊和不知所措过后，我总算找回了些冷静：“万岁甘冒大险前来，万一出了什么岔子，这么大的罪名我担待不起。” 他轻轻地咳嗽着，依然淡应了一声。 正说着，前方的山坳冲出几匹战马，马上军士一看这边的阵势，立刻截抄过来。 Oops!正巧撞到了在这里巡视的卫兵。 我还在暗暗叫苦，身后萧焕把缰绳塞到我手中，冷静开口：“你先回关。” 那五六匹战马离我们原本就近，此刻已然冲到眼前，我来不及多想，忙握好缰绳，俯下身子躲避马刀。 战马交错就在一瞬，一声极短促的惨叫响过，我身后的萧焕早跃了出去。 我从余光里看到一道雪亮的刀光闪过，紧接着听到两声几乎同时响起的惨叫。 我丝毫不怀疑萧焕会应付不了这几个骑兵，奔出两丈后才轻勒战马，回身打量战况。 战马早已空下来两匹，萧焕身形回转，手中的雪亮马刀横出冷洌长弧，血色泼出，第三名骑兵已被扫下马。 原本调转马头准备来追我的那两个骑兵没有料到对手如此强横，慌乱间一时背不过身去招架，焦头烂额地用刀鞘拍打战马。 萧焕纵身跃上一匹马，右手刀出，左手抛出一柄刀鞘，还来不及出刀的两人就一前一后，向雪地中落下。 就在此时，那个向在雪地中倒去的骑兵却不甘败落，借力一跃，一脚踢向马上的萧焕。 这一脚毫无章法可言，也没什么劲力，却冷不防正中萧焕前胸，他有些狼狈地和那个骑兵一同跌入雪中。 我没想到他居然会被一个骑兵踢落下马，慌忙让马停下。 透过大雪，山海关的城墙已经能隐隐看到，但身后大队的追兵却也追了过来。 我急得大喊：“快上马！” 已经隔了几丈，大雪中我看不清他的身影，只看到他用手撑着地似乎想站起来，却身子晃了晃，又跌倒在地。 马蹄声越来越急，女真追兵已经近在眼前，情势迫在眉睫。 要不要撇下他先回去？刚才他说了让我先走吧？ 我权衡了一下，再怎么说也是他把我从女真大营里带出来的，就这么撇下他走了，有点太寡情。 “你等着！”我边喊，边拨转马头，赶马回去想把他拉上马。 他终于撑着身子站起来，看到我回来，眼中就闪过一丝愠怒，口气严厉：“你回来干什么！” 我一下愣了，连向他伸出的手也僵了，气不打一处来：“我回来救你啊！你以为我愿意……” 话没说完，一支羽箭贴着我的胳膊射落，是敏佳的声音：“站好！不要动！” 我只好僵在那里，眼里看到萧焕居然又含着怒气看我了一眼，抚着胸口不住咳嗽。 难道我回来救他还错了？我给他看得更气，也顾不得这算不算犯上，恶狠狠回瞪过去。 “苍苍？你怎么这么不小心，竟让这个小喽罗抓走？”敏佳带着一队亲兵过来，她想必认为我是被劫持走的，边说，边打马过来，弯腰拍拍我的肩膀，“幸亏我来得快，要不你岂不是危险了？” 她看到我僵在那里，就哈哈笑着摆手：“不是说不让你动，是说那家伙。”说着，顺手兜头给了萧焕一鞭子，“本事还不小，六个人都拦不住你！”接着吩咐站在一边的亲兵，“你们把他就地给我砍了。” 我一边叫苦，一边抢着说：“不要，其实他不是……”拼命在脑子里搜编。 “嗯？等等。”我还没想好怎么圆谎，敏佳突然挥手示意亲兵们停下，打马上前几步，俯身用马鞭挑起萧焕的下巴，仔细端详他的脸，“原来还真有长得比女人漂亮的男人，就是脸色太差了点。不要砍他了，绑起来送到我帐篷里。” 这一幕不是应该出现在某个山大王下山抢压寨夫人的时候？ “你，叫什么名字？”敏佳挑着萧焕的下巴，直勾勾盯着他的脸，继续扮演她的女山大王。 萧焕抚胸咳嗽得根本说不出话，我连忙抢过话头，随口捏造一个名字：“他叫……白吃饭。” “白吃饭？”敏佳有点疑惑。 “对，白迟帆，意恐迟迟归的迟，过尽千帆终不是的帆。”我连忙解释，一边偷笑。 “白迟帆，很配，好名字。”敏佳满意地点头，“你们汉人的名字都很好听。” 白吃饭还叫好听？不过倒真是配，我清咳了一声，呵呵笑。 “对了苍苍，你刚才想说什么？”关照完了萧焕，敏佳抬头笑眯眯看我。 “没什么。”你还想让我对你说什么？我笑着，借火光瞥了萧焕一眼，他依然低着头咳嗽，胸口起伏剧烈，脸色也白得吓人。 看来刚刚归无常那掌，应该是伤了他的内息，要不然他也不至于被人踢到马下。 敏佳饶有兴致地拍着马鞭，用一种男人挑窑姐的目光，上下打量萧焕。 这下可好，不但皇后被俘，连皇帝也一并身陷敌营了。 我被敏佳“解救”回大营，库莫尔倒是没说什么，不过从此后我的帐篷外就多了个扳着一张棺材脸的守卫——那个叫赤库的亲卫。 那边敏佳把萧焕当做战利品带回了帐篷，不但找随军的大夫给他看病，听说他畏寒，还找来一大堆皮裘给他，更是吩咐人把帐篷里的火炉日夜烧得大大的，百般呵护。 既然有了这个新宠，敏佳就把那个无缘无故消失的赵富贵忘记了，真是个健忘的大公主。 大雪纷纷扬扬一下就是几天，两方别说有什么战斗了，连哨兵都窝在帐篷里躲风雪。 这天一大早，敏佳乐呵呵跑来找我：“苍苍，去我帐篷吧，小白怕冷，我不让他出来，我们三个到我帐篷说话。” 小白……这么快就有昵称了，小白，我觉得自己脸上的肌肉微微抽搐了一下，皮笑肉不笑地点头：“好啊，我们去你的帐篷。” 敏佳的帐篷和库莫尔的大帐隔得并不远，赤库见我是和敏佳一起出来，也就没说什么。 顶着风雪，不大工夫，敏佳的帐篷到了，掀开皮帘走进去，就看到萧焕神情闲适地倚在一张铺了虎皮的躺椅上，借着火光看书。 几天不见，他的身体看上去好了许多，脸色不再那么苍白。他身上围着一件纯白的狐裘，满头黑发并不梳理，就披散在肩头，火光映照之下，真有点媚态自眼梢眉角流出来。 他还真越来越像男宠，堂堂大武天子，九五至尊，居然在这里做敌方公主的男宠，而且看样子做得还很高兴，萧氏列祖列宗的脸都给他丢光了，我要是他，一定冲到外面拔剑自刎。 我跟着敏佳走进去，把外面披的皮氅脱下来扔到一边。 敏佳没有觉察到我的怒火，兴高采烈地：“怎么样？小白穿白色很好看吧？我什么颜色的皮裘都让他试了，发现还是白色最衬他。” 敏佳说着，还跳过去按住萧焕的肩膀：“你别看小白看着瘦瘦的，身上可不瘦弱，胸口这块儿还很宽呢。” 胸口都摸了，该干的也都干了吧？萧焕白占了敏佳这么个美人的便宜，不知道该偷乐成什么样子。 那边萧焕被敏佳打断兴致，就放下书卷，抬起头似笑非笑地看着我：“夫人来了？” 现在做了男宠，就不绷着张臭脸瞪人了？ “嗯。”我懒得理他，随便应了声，在火盆边捡了个皮凳坐下。 “苍苍，不高兴吗？”敏佳终于注意到我神色不好，关心地问。 “对了，我去找些鹿肉，搬一坛好酒来，咱们边吃边说才高兴。”敏佳忽然一拍手，又向我笑，“小白跟我说了，那天全是误会，小白跟你是同乡，所以和你多说了两句话，然后守卫看你们在一起，以为你们要逃跑，就追了过去。你们是害怕，才会往营外跑，都是误会。”说完嫣然一笑，才出帐去了。 这心思单纯的公主，竟然让萧焕这老狐狸用这么随便的理由给骗了。 趁敏佳出去，我狠狠剜了萧焕一眼：“住得很高兴？” 他闲闲翻书，嘴角噙着丝笑意，并不抬头：“皇后这么跟我说话，会不会太不讲礼数了？” “还敢说礼数？耽误在这儿，早晚被库莫尔发现你的身份，还不马上把你的头砍下来挂出去？还是赶快想办法逃出去为好！”我有些气急，都到什么份儿上了还计较礼数，我看他是给火炉烤傻了。 “怎么逃？归无常每隔十二个时辰就来一次，将我的大穴点上一遍。更何况这种大雪天让我出门，你是想要我的命吧？不等库莫尔来砍我，你就要做寡妇了。”不知道是不是男宠做的，他说话越来越轻佻，从书本中抬起头，笑看着我，“这会儿要我来想办法了？当初都看到山海关城门了，叫你走你怎么不走？” 还以为他已经把那一茬事情忘了，怎么还在斤斤计较！ 我真怕了他了，只好有气无力地解释：“万岁爷，没您在我怎么去叫山海关的门啊？我还不想被当成女真奸细，一通乱箭射成刺猬。” “我来的时候吩咐石岩日夜在城墙上守着，他认出是你，马上就会开门。”他说完，居然十分可恶地笑了笑，“怎么？不告诉你的话，这点都不想不到？” 我没想到他还有这样的安排，一时语塞，只好恶狠狠地说：“好啊，那咱们英明神武神机妙算的万岁爷，能不能再带我闯一回？这次他要还是摔下马去不知死活，我要是再回去拉他，我就是傻子！” “不行。”他脸上的笑容不变，拒绝得十分断然，“雪太大了，我不能出门。” 我只有白他一眼：“你真那么怕冷？”看了看他身上围着的厚厚狐裘，“穿这么厚，还冷不冷？有什么办法御寒没有？” 他笑了笑回答：“喝点酒大概能好些。” “原来你那么喜欢喝酒，天天手不离杯，就是因为这个。”我一边说，一边把手伸到狐裘里摸他的手，坐在这么旺的火盆边，他的手还是凉凉的。 “苍苍，小白，酒和肉来了。”敏佳兴奋的声音从门口响起，我连忙把手缩回来，清咳了一声。 敏佳不知从那里找来了一盘还热腾腾的熟鹿肉和一大坛酒，把东西放在帐内的小木桌上。 我看那坛酒是冷的，就对敏佳说：“有热酒的盆子吗？把酒热一热。” 敏佳恍然大悟，一拍脑袋：“对，赫都老倌说了不能给小白喝凉的东西，我都忘了。”说完起身去找东西热酒。 萧焕含笑看我：“谢谢夫人关怀。” 我瞪他一眼，哼了一声。 敏佳找来一只铁盆添上水，放在火上把酒热了，就着热气腾腾的黍酒，我们边吃肥嫩香滑的烤鹿肉，边随口拉些家常，倒也其乐融融。 酒酣耳热的时候，库莫尔掀开帐帘走了进来，人还没到先开口问：“敏敏，苍苍在你这里？” 我赶快站起来：“大汗，我在这里。” “这么冷的天，怎么还跑来跑去？不要伤风了。”库莫尔行色匆匆，衣襟带风，走过来伸手抱了抱我的肩膀。 我没想到他会做出这么亲昵的动作，笑着从眼睛的余光里看到萧焕没站起来，坐在躺椅上低头晃着杯里的黍酒。 库莫尔似乎注意到我的目光，淡扫了萧焕一眼，把目光移回到我脸上：“你在汉人的皇宫里，没遇到过这么冷的冬天吧。没关系，马上我就带你到山海关里避风。” “哥哥，你想到破城的方法了？”敏佳听到他这么说，立刻惊喜地问。 “趁今夜风雪大，我派一个千人队悄悄凿冰攀岩偷袭长城上的烽火台，一旦得手，就大开城门。现在风雪这么大，汉人们正疏于防备。这时城墙结冰，也利于凿冰攀援，一定能攻汉人一个措手不及。”库莫尔说。 “太好了哥哥，今晚我要打头阵！”敏佳兴奋起来。 “不行，你们攻不破城。”一直不说话的萧焕忽然淡淡开口，抬起他那双深不见底的眼睛，直视库莫尔，“山海关不是酷寒之地，就算连天大雪，城墙的冰也未厚到可供人攀援。这计策全赖奇袭，假若山海关上有个目力强劲的人，在千人队到达城下前就能警觉，这条计策就毫无用处。” 他说的不假，他一天没回去，石岩就在城墙上等一天，石岩被誉为大内第一高手，内外修为都很惊人。内功精湛的人，在雪夜里也能注意到几里之外的动静。 库莫尔终于注意到萧焕，皱了皱眉。 敏佳忙在解释：“这就是我跟你说过的小白。” “那个男人？”库莫尔的语气里并没有不以为然，反倒颇为郑重地问，“依你看，山海关城墙上是有个目力很好的人了？” “只是随口说说，大汗信则已，不信也罢。”萧焕仍旧直视着库莫尔的眼睛，轻晃手中的酒杯。 “我会先派一个队去侦查。”库莫尔扯动嘴角笑了笑，忽然补了一句，“你实在不像一个男宠。” 萧焕微微欠身：“大汗过誉。” 库莫尔转身向敏佳说：“敏敏，你跟我来，我来告诉你今晚的布署。” 敏佳高兴答应，冲我和萧焕笑笑：“苍苍，你和小白在这屋里说话，我去去就回。” 我含笑目送这对兄妹出去，等他们把门帘放下，才坐在椅子上，擦着汗埋怨萧焕：“你干什么？生怕库莫尔认不出你？” “认出来就认出来了，”他晃着手中的酒杯，居然悠悠然说得十分轻松，“认不出来就认不出来了……” 我气得都说不出话了，索性不再考虑这个事情，问：“你一直躲在女真大营里，这仗还怎么打？大武什么时候破敌？” 说完不由愣了一下，我居然一点都不怀疑这场仗的结果，只问大武什么破敌，难道都陷到这种境地，我还是觉得只要有萧焕在，大武就一定不会输？ 萧焕像是发觉了这点，抬头看着我挑了唇角：“又不是我在领兵，主帅是戚承亮，我怎么说得准什么时候破敌？” 我撇了撇嘴：“说得也是，咱们这位御驾亲征的好皇帝，自己还在敌营里侍奉人家公主呢。” 他又笑了笑，像是要说什么，却忽然放下手中的酒杯，抚胸轻咳了两声，脸色瞬间变得苍白。 我连忙走过去拍着他的背帮他顺气，手抚上他略显消瘦的肩，就想起了那天他气力不支被踢下马背的样子，忍不住埋怨：“怎么身子弱成这样，还跑到女真大营里逞强？” 他低头轻咳着，没有回答我的问题，过了好一会儿，等气息平稳了些才笑了笑：“这场雪来得有点不巧。”他说着，像是恍惚了一下，顿顿，“刚才，他是叫你苍苍了吧？” 我有些不明所以：“他叫我苍苍怎么了？”愣了愣，眼前突然浮现出那个年轻人的容颜来，他笑着叫我“苍苍”，把有些冰凉的手指贴在我的脸颊上。 冷笑了一声，我