Chapter 79 Chapter 22 Faith

Since the last time my soul left my body after being humiliated, I have never seen those wandering spirits that do not belong to this world. Even when my life was hanging by a thread in Mount Shambhala, I did not see any visions.I never understood why, but I do now.Because the wicked people in the world are far more terrifying than the evil spirits, and even those who have been infected by the wicked people will stay far away from the evil spirits! At that moment, the moment I howled at He Gan Chengji, I finally saw my heart clearly!Suddenly at a certain moment, the stubbornness that has been suppressed and swaying in the bones suddenly raised his head, mixed with all the desire for feelings and the persistence of life, like a sudden wave, a storm.

resentment!resentment!The inescapable resentment! unyielding!unyielding!A heart that can never be subdued! I am in the turntable of history, and I was ridiculously played by it once, making me a strong supporter of Princess Wencheng's entry into Tibet, making me the pipa beauty recorded in Tang history, and almost falling into an unknown reincarnation of fate . But why am I always blindly silent, silently waiting for the arrangement of history?I am a human being, not a god, but I know the general historical direction of the future and where it will go, just like knowing where the wind will blow!

I don't fully trust the history we all know from childhood.The history we know is nothing more than the written records of historians. It may be historical facts, but it is more likely to be the political views of historians and the political needs of rulers.No one has seen the true face of history.If history did not follow the records in the history books, would the prince really ascend the throne as emperor?Will the King of Han become the most lewd prince?Is Qingyao doomed to die? I shuddered, unable to wait any longer, to hesitate any longer.As a person who stayed in another world, I might have already been doomed to be involved with historical facts.So, why should I fiddle with the wheel of fate?

Don't worry about not having opportunities, opportunities are created by yourself. What justice, what evil, what conscience, let's go aside. I want revenge.This thought, which I had been suppressing for a long time and never wanted to think about or dared to think about it, unexpectedly surged up in an instant and became so high, it was as persistent as my belief in saving people. Qingyao, Qingyao, don't you want to avenge me?You failed, but I'm back!A Rong Shuer who re-examines himself and Datang, a Rong Shuer who raises his head to be a man again, a Rong Shuer who will have the deepest scheming and wisdom!

Originally, I just wanted to save you, but now I want to take revenge, regardless of the cost.Regardless of the possibility of sacrificing innocent people, such as Hegan Chengji. What's more, how can Hegan Chengji be called a good person?If you don't have a heart for me, are you willing to probe me again and again to save me?Why should I always remember his kindness and not let go of my means?Would he even feel guilty for this villain all night and make himself sick? From then on, there will be no more unnecessary kind feelings.In the face of many evils, how insignificant is that poor kindness!I want to go on, carry on the action that I have hesitated to start, to save people, to take revenge!

At this moment, I suddenly understood Su Xu's intentions all along.He obviously likes me, met unexpectedly under the moon, expressed his confession openly or secretly, and his ambiguous and warm eyes gradually fell silent after entering Beijing.Because, when a certain belief is so persistent that it is almost crazy, all emotions will give way to the weight of reason and politics.The pain and heaviness in his heart can only be made up for by pursuing political success. Faith at this time has become faith. I also have faith now, I believe that I can turn the wheel of countless people's destiny with my own strategy and grasp of the future, and smile proudly in the Tang Dynasty!

When Rong Jincheng came to see me again, I had completely calmed down.It is as calm as the sea when the wind is calm and the sun is calm. It is soft and blue, and there is no turbulent waves or undercurrents below a hundred feet. I sent everyone away, looked at Rong Jincheng's aging and melancholy face, tried my best to show a bright smile, and said softly: "Father, don't worry, this is the last time I am sad! From now on I will not cry again. I Will laugh and listen to those wicked people cry!" Rong Jincheng stared at me deeply, and sighed softly: "Shu'er, do you really know what you want?"

I nodded, inhaling the cold fragrance of plum blossoms and the slight charcoal fragrance of silver charcoal, and said slowly: "I used to have only a vague concept of saving people, but now I know. I know what I want. All those who harmed me, harmed Qingyao I want to make them pay the price with my own hands!" I don't want to wait for history, and I don't have time to wait for the punishment of evil people from history that may be far away.Maybe history is destined to be in my hands.I can promote Princess Wencheng's entry into Tibet, why can't I promote the failure of the prince, the demise of the King of Han, and the rise of King Jin?

Looking up to the window, the white snow is long, clear and radiant, like the day, only the coldness, the coldness of the night through the thin window paper, through the silver frost stove, like a blade into the heart wantonly, sinking deeply A heart that once warmed and beat. Rong Jincheng raised his finger, gently ran through my loose hair, and slowly stroked it to the tip, sighing softly: "Shu'er, you are much stronger than your mother." A businessman like him who is calm and prudent, he looks at me with helplessness, but there is a hint of... a big reward? Does he appreciate my insistence?Fighting openly and secretly with the most powerful person in Datang, how dare he appreciate it?I lowered my head and couldn't help asking in a low voice: "Father, are you afraid that I will implicate the Rong family?"

Rong Jincheng smiled and said: "The Rong family? The Rong family is nothing more than you and your second sister. You have been wandering abroad for many years, and your temper is naturally much tougher than ordinary women. Now that you have made up your mind, how can I stop you? And if Qingyao can't be saved, don't you and Hua'er..." He frowned tightly and sighed: "Actually, are you a sister? Her mother must have indulged her too much, which made her so arrogant. But I shouldn't, and I shouldn't have listened to your Sanniang's persuasion. Qingyao promised to marry her, but he missed Qingyao and you, and I'm afraid he missed her too. Apart from you, Qingyao's child, who else is there in his eyes? I didn't count until I saw our sane daughter with my own eyes the day before yesterday. I understand why Qingyao can't forget you. It turns out that my daughter is really the most outstanding girl in the world!"

My eye circles were about to turn red again, and I quickly smiled and said: "It's nothing, since he married my second sister, he is my brother-in-law. I rescued him, so naturally I treat him as my brother-in-law." "What about you, Shu'er?" Looking at the worry in my father's eyes, I smiled calmly: "Father, since you know that your daughter is outstanding, are you afraid that you won't be able to find a good husband? What's more, my father also said that with our family background, we don't have to worry about not finding a good marriage." As he spoke, his fingernails dug deeply into the muscles of his palms, causing pain, but it was far less painful than the heartache.Qingyao, Qingyao, you will only be my brother-in-law, won't you?I would never share my husband with another woman, would I?But where did the pain in my heart come from? Rong Jincheng looked at my unconcealable sadness, and said in a deep voice, "Well, you also said last time that you asked me to inquire about Su Xu. That kid turned out to be pretty good, but it's a pity that he has too much fame and fortune. Qingyao If you hadn't gotten close to him, you might not have thought of joining forces with the King of Wei. Recently, you have gotten very close to Princess Nanchang!" I nod.It turned out that the noble girl I met at the gate of the Su Mansion that day was Princess Nanchang, but I don't know which palace she was born to, and I never saw it when I lived in the palace. And Rong Jincheng stared blankly at the setting sun behind the snow, and said, "If Su Xu's temperament is half as indifferent as Qingyao's, he's more worthy of you." Only then did I understand what he meant by Su Xu's sudden mention, his face flushed slightly, and then turned pale immediately. Falling in love, getting married, having children, how far are these ordinary people's happiness within close proximity is from me?There was a dull pain in the heart, as if a large ball of cotton wool was stuffed, and a large stone was wrapped in the cotton wool, and it fell down hard.But I don't want to cry anymore, never want to cry. At this time there was another knock on the door, but it was the third wife and Rong Hua'er who also came to see me.The third lady and I have already torn each other's faces, and she has a bit of undisguised contempt and gloat in her eyes; Rong Hua'er is still smiling pleasantly. The third lady put on an apricot-yellow jacket, rubbed her hands together and said, "It's such a cold day, did the third lady catch a cold and lose her mind with a fever? What was the third lady calling just now? Want the head of the King of Han?" Did I hear you right? I don’t know how many houses of the Rong family can be copied, how many heads are enough for Miss Rong San to chop off?” I said lightly: "I'm just telling the emperor like this now, I'm afraid he might not be able to chop off my head. The third lady should worry more about her appearance and clothing. Her complexion is already sallow, reflecting her yellow shirt, It seems that how can you be so haggard and old? My father has always cherished the appearance of the third lady, and the third lady should also cherish it." The third lady was surprised and astonished when she saw that I simply brought the conversation to her most important clothes. When she looked up, she saw Rong Jincheng staring at her dissatisfiedly, and she was even more confused. She looked down at her clothes Is it really as inappropriate as I said. But Rong Hua'er came over to hold my hand affectionately, and smiled with deep dimples on her delicate cheeks, and said sweetly: "I knew Sanmei wasn't the kind of person who didn't care about everything. It really is the palace. Those who have stayed here, seem to know the emperor's thoughts very well." I expected that she would not be that simple, but only made such a few sarcastic words, so I smiled and looked at her without saying a word. Sure enough, Rong Huaer said a few words to me, and then said to Rong Jincheng: "Father, look at the third sister's body, she is so weak, she needs to call a few more maids to take care of her." Rong Jincheng felt a little happy when he heard this, and said: "Well, I also want to find some more people to serve Shu'er. It's hard for you to think about it, and it's the heart of being a sister." Rong Hua'er smiled coquettishly: "I just thought, there are two maids in my room that are good, so let's give them to my younger sister. My younger sister is weak now, and Jianbi is bulky, so she can't serve her well, I'm afraid she will call her younger sister instead. Don't worry, why not follow me."