Chapter 76 Chapter Nineteen

I am silent.The humiliated Rong Shu'er and Dongfang Qingyao who married a concubine have become farther and farther apart.And Hegan Chengji saved me twice, don't I know his heart?But Taoyao, Taoyao, how do you know that when a person's heart is discouraged, love is already dead. Tao Yao secretly glanced at my face, said: "If you are lonely, Brother He Gan will be lonely too. I see that there is no woman around Brother He Gan. He probably..." I glared at Taoyao sharply, Taoyao shuddered, and finally she closed her mouth which caused me so much pain.Hegan Chengji!I couldn't express the love, hatred and shame in my heart. I looked at the sculpture-like beauty in the mirror with a gloomy face, biting my lip fiercely, staring at myself, eyes as deep as a well, so dark that I couldn't see to the bottom.

There was a knock on the door, three times in a row. Tao Yao didn't go to open the door, but her little face was already full of joy. After three knocks on the door, the half-hidden door was pushed open.The cold wind wrapped around a man's figure and hit him head and face. "Brother Hegan!" Taoyao's youthful and joyful voice seemed ethereal in the cold wind. "Well, that's..." He Gan Chengji responded, his voice suddenly stopped, there was the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground, and there was a crisp cracking sound.It was the wine jar in his hand that broke, and the strong smell of alcohol, mixed with the cold wind, was sent straight into the internal organs.

I smiled intently, stood up slowly, and said softly: "Hegan Chengji, long time no see!" He Gan Chengji took a few steps towards Jin, a pure smile of surprise and joy had already appeared on his face, but it disappeared in an instant, and his footsteps also stopped, calmly a little indifferent, even a little bit of disdain and pride, and walked slowly Going to the table, he said, "Miss Rong San, are you finally back?" I brought a cup of tea that I had prepared to him, licked the corner of my mouth, and said, "Miss Rong San? We've known each other for so long, how can I not remember you being so polite?"

Hegan Chengji smiled coldly and said, "Are we? We were originally outsiders?" I winked at Baima.Baima hurriedly pulled Taoyao who was looking at us in amazement with his ears pricked up, quickly cleaned up the pieces of the wine jar, walked out immediately, and gently closed the door. Finally it was just me and him in the room.Rong Shuer and Hegan Chengji. The four eyes meet each other, and they each go to the past.There is faint water mist in the front. "That girl Taoyao is very beautiful and cute." I murmured. Hegan Chengji's expression was cloudy and uncertain, and finally heaved a long sigh, and said weakly: "Why did you come back again? I am living a very good life now. Rong Shu'er, without your existence, I will be happier."

He said so, but I was not angry.His indifference and alienation have evaporated in his powerless accusations against me.The tender and sensitive boy-next-door, the boy-next-door who rescued me twice in my worst moments, is back. I smiled and said, "I'm afraid you don't know why I came back?" Hegan Chengji snorted, and said: "Which big mouth told you about Dongfang Qingyao's accident? I also thought that only he could bring you back to Chang'an. If Dongfang Qingyao Yao rescued you in Shambhala, and I'm afraid you'll come back with him obediently right away."

What he cares about most in his heart is that I was indifferent to him that day. "He is my brother-in-law now." I said leisurely, "I don't want my second sister to be widowed so early, and I don't want her to accuse me of killing her husband, so I want to rescue Qingyao." Hegan Chengji sneered and said: "I only think so now! How did I persuade you at the beginning? I asked you to marry him, but you refused. If you followed him earlier, even if he married a few more concubines, he would never dare to be against you." You are not good, and you will not be reduced to the point where you are waiting to die in a prison."

He shook his head helplessly and said: "Rong Shu'er, you have harmed yourself and others, you have suffered as much as others!" I didn't feel annoyed, and said angrily: "Why did I harm someone? I have suffered so much humiliation, and I just want to live in seclusion, so it is considered a harm? What kind of thing is the crown prince? What kind of beast is the King of Han? And you, Hegan Chengji , How many women have you bullied, and how many people's blood has been stained on your hands?" He Gan Chengji was scolded so that his face turned from white to red, from red to green, he suddenly stood up, slapped the table with his palm, and shouted: "Rong Shu'er, you want to live in seclusion and keep yourself aloof, why do you keep belittling me?" In the past two years, when have you heard that I bully women?"

Although Hegan Chengji has a big temper, he always gets along with me when I am at my worst. My temper is much bigger than his, otherwise I am so depressed that I want to die, so most of the time, he is the one who coaxes me , I hope I can shed less tears.In my memory, when I lied to him to confess my heart, and then satirized him as a beast like Han Wang, and hurt him severely, he was so angry that he smashed the table with his palm.This table is made of rosewood, so it cannot be broken easily.But his reaction still surprised me. Did I wrong him? I hesitated a bit, but Hegan Chengji still kept his spine straight and stared at me with fire-breathing eyes.What lies behind that anger?Wronged?

The air is a little heavy, and I feel very depressed.In my eyes, he has always been a strong man, behind him is the prince who is only one step away from the throne of the emperor, and in his hand is a peerless sword that is invincible to all people, so it is not the one who reprimanded him, and he did not hesitate .For a strong man, what is it to withstand a little wind and rain?Unexpectedly, it made him angry, which was completely different from the purpose of my trip. "Miss, Brother Hegan, I'm bringing you some food and wine!" The door opened, and the peachy girl who looked like spring flowers smiled warmly, and the red chrysanthemum pattern tray in her hand had already been brought in, and Baima followed closely behind. Finally, there is also a tray full of wine and food.

Perhaps they were disturbed by the noise in the room, so they came to have a look by sending wine and food. Baima may not have such exquisite thoughts, it seems that Taoyao is really understanding. I hurriedly served the food and drink, and said with a smile: "I was hungry too, everyone, let's sit down and have a good meal first." Tao Yao poured the wine for me, and said with a smile: "This wine is just hot, not strong, but mellow. Girl, drink a little, and it will keep you warm. Girl's hands are cold, are you wearing too little clothes? " Hegan Chengji frowned and said, "Then why don't you add some charcoal to your stove? I see it's almost going out."

Taoyao responded repeatedly, and went to the stove to get busy.I looked at Hegan Chengji, and Hegan Chengji said nonchalantly: "This room is really cold, even my small room is probably warmer than here." My heart skipped a beat, I quickly picked up the wine and took a sip, but I felt a burst of heat swaying from my stomach, and it was really comfortable, so I thought about the words and said: "Well, that room is good. But the prince's mansion is so It’s comfortable, I’m afraid you won’t go back to live there very often.” Hegan Chengji said: "You think the house is small and old, don't you think it's not good? But I prefer to live there. When there is nothing to do in the mansion, I live back every day." I smiled, stopped talking, and ate and drank quietly with some side dishes and wine. Seeing that we were silent, Tao Yao was very anxious, she pointed at me quietly and kicked Hegan Chengji, naturally she wanted him to tease me.Hegan Chengji didn't realize it, but he would give Taoyao a look when I wasn't paying attention.Although I lowered my eyelids, none of the subtle movements by the table escaped my eyes.Taoyao, probably won't be the second weeping red! Tao Yao had no choice but to smile and said: "I'm almost done eating, let's play a piece for fun, okay?" Without waiting for anyone to answer, she has already got the pipa, and after a little bit of stringing, she raised her hand and played: This poem is very fluent and beautiful, and Taoyao's voice is crisp and lively, even more joyful, simple and lovely, it sounds refreshing and relaxed, no wonder Taoyao likes to sing so much, even those who hang around the land of fireworks My son, I like to hear it so much. ——A girl who longs for love and family, compared with other prostitutes, will always look fresh and simple, very different. He Gan Chengji drank silently, his eyes were rarely deep and gloomy.It seems that people are happy to hear this song, but he is sad when he hears it. Baima laughed and said, "This girl plays the pipa really well. Miss, do you want to play the pipa too?" The corner of He Gan Chengji's lips showed a mocking arc, and he said with interest: "Rong Shu'er can also play the pipa? I wonder if I go to Tubo, who can appreciate the girl's pipa?" I sighed and said: "Hate the ignorance of bosom friends, who will listen to the broken string? I haven't played it for a long time. If you want to listen to it, I would like to play the last one. I don't know if you would like to enjoy it!" I hugged the pipa, plucked the strings on the shaft, and a song of lovesickness flowed faintly: The song "Grass and Insects" hadn't finished yet, but Hegan Chengji's face was getting darker and darker. Suddenly he stood up and shouted: "Enough! I knew it, you came to me, it must be because of him! You You want me to save him, don't you?" I stopped, stood up slowly, and dropped the pipa in my hand weakly, leaned on the table, and sighed softly: "Hegan Chengji, I don't want him to die. Can't you help me?" He Gan Chengji's hand holding the sword hilt was throbbing with blue veins, his chest was heaving and unsteady, anger and pain couldn't be suppressed, and he said coldly: "I can't save him. I don't think saving him is of any use to you." .He married your second sister, so why don't you marry him as a concubine? He doesn't deserve it!" The sound of clappers came from outside the house, it was already the third watch. I silently thought about it, and the time was almost up, so I said, "If you don't want to help, then forget it. Without you, I will still find a way to save him!"