Chapter 26 Chapter Twenty Six

Twenty years ago, I didn't understand men or love. Twenty years later, I understand it all. I always cast admiring glances at you on a date. Although you never lack this kind of gaze on women, I am different from them.I love you so much, I collect everything about you, I am like graduating from "Joe Xinsheng University". You will find that I have wisdom and charm beyond my age, but I am twenty-five years younger than you.We chatted like twins. My admiration is not blind, I like what you like, but I can always say my reasons. I also deliberately said to you hurtfully: "Sometimes I feel so old!"

You smiled: "Only young people call themselves old!" One night we finished our meal.You took my hand and asked me if I wanted to come and see your house. "Okay!" I almost blurted out. I'm back up the terrazzo stairs in a way you'll never understand.These stairs have accompanied me alone for countless nights waiting for you to come home. A young maid came to answer the door.Your old servant may have retired, or gone away. After twenty years of absence, I am back to this place again. Nothing has changed, everything is still in the same place, just another row of bookshelves.

I walked to the gorgeous oil painting in the living room, and looked at the young and sexy woman with red-blond hair, holding her dress in her hand, and staring lively into the distance.I watched for a long time and asked you: "Is this woman a patchwork of all the women you know?" You smile in surprise. I touched here and there, and everything in the living room was the same as it was when I was seventeen. Then, I sat in front of that piano, lifted the lid, and asked you: "Which song do you play?" You sat beside me and asked me softly: "Which one do you want me to play for you?"

"." I said without thinking. "I haven't played it for a long time." You said, stroking the keys with both hands, looking at me with affectionate eyes from time to time, and played the song for me that I had missed for twenty years. I can't help but put my head on your shoulder and beg you: "Play it again, please?" I stayed by your side that night. When you hugged me, you seemed to feel a shock in my whole body in amazement, it was a cry of my soul, far deeper than lust.I try not to cry, lest you see me shed tears of happiness.I once waited for a ship that would not return, and the ship returned.I grabbed your arm with all my strength and poured out the passion that has been buried in my heart for twenty years to you, which no man can resist.

You hug me to sleep, I quietly listen to your ups and downs of breathing. Xinsheng, that was my happiest day in the past twenty years.I still shed tears after all.