Chapter 29 3. Why do I always fail so much?

On Friday, I went to Gongti to watch a basketball game with my monitor.The tense, fierce and exciting game made our blood boil. At the end of the game, the squad leader wanted to pull my hand, but I broke free without showing any signs, and he came to put my shoulders again, and I squatted down and pretended to tie my shoelaces. The squad leader said, "There's a new western restaurant in front of us, let's try it!" "If you want to say something to me, just say it!" I stopped, looked at him seriously, and waited for him to speak. Zhang Cheng paused and said, "Since you broke up with Xiao Yuan, why can't you accept me?"

I laughed, "My lord, can you stop booing all the time?" "I'm serious!" he said seriously. I still laughed, "Since freshman year, girls who pursue you in school can be loaded into trucks. If I'm with you, won't I become a public enemy of female compatriots? Your fans will kill me with knives!" "But, the person I like is you!" I took a few steps back, "Don't be kidding me!" "I've never been so serious," he said, "I haven't confessed to you for so many years because I know that the person you love is Xiao Yuan. Now that he's engaged, why don't you give me a chance as well?"

I looked at Zhang Cheng sadly, "Love is very delicate. It's not about giving someone a chance. Love is a feeling. If it feels wrong, it's useless to give more chances. You are the monitor in my heart. This feeling has been set, so you can only be the monitor forever!" "What about Xiao Yuan? Will he always be the one you love?" Zhang Cheng asked. "No, I've decided not to love him anymore." "You don't love him anymore, and you won't accept me, right?" He laughed at himself, but it was uglier than crying. "Don't force me..." I couldn't answer this question, "It's not that I don't want to accept you, but that I can't accept you...Love scares me, especially loving someone who is too good, it will make me physically and mentally exhausted and scarred again tired!"

Zhang Cheng gently wiped the tears on my face and said softly, "I'm sorry!" "No, it's my fault! Blame me, blame me!" I kept stepping back, stepped on a big rock, turned my feet outward, and heard a click clearly. Enduring the pain and returning home, the feet were swollen and high. After applying safflower oil, I called Yuanyuan, and Yuanyuan scolded me for being stupid, "Hurry up and see a bone trauma doctor, it's useless to call me!" Can't foreigners hear that she is swearing in vulgar Chinese?Why is this little girl so careless about her image?

Yuanyuan said: "You wait, I will ask Guo Pinxu to see you!" "Guo Pinxu? Are you so familiar?" "He is my father's student, I didn't expect it. I have a chance to tell you in detail." "Tell me now, I can't wait!" "Idiot, your feet won't be able to walk tomorrow!" "Oh, you'd better call Dr. Guo to show me!" Guo Pinxu rubbed it for me a few times, and straightened the bone back with a snap.I cried out in pain, and he said, "Hold on, it's not right this time, and it's easy to sprain next time."

I endured, endured... I endured for a long time, but there was still one thing I couldn't resist, and said, "What's going on with you and Yuanyuan?" "That little bitch sued me in front of my teacher!" "Little shrew?" I'm sure that if Yuanyuan hears about it, he will be treated to potstickers. "It's Miss Chen Yuanyuan!" "When it comes to Yuanyuan, you gnash your teeth?" I asked, "Why do you have such a sweet face?" Dr. Guo looked embarrassed, "Rub some safflower oil on your feet, and you'll be fine after two days of rest! That...that, I'm leaving first!"

something wrong! Fortunately, it was the weekend and I didn't have to go to work. I stretched my feet out on the chair to watch TV, and "give" it high! "Blue Life and Death" has been replayed countless times, I still love to watch it, and cry every time I watch it. The phone yelled frantically: I'm a spinach, come on, come on, I'm a slice of mango, fruit fruit fruit fruit fruit fruit fruit fruit fruit Fruity fruity... I hopped on one foot to get my mobile phone, and accidentally knocked on the stool. The skin on my calf was scratched, and blood flowed down my leg to my foot.I covered the wound and gently rubbed the bruised blood around it, otherwise it would be another bruise tomorrow.

The call was from Zhang Yu, since I had an unpleasant fight with him in New Kowloon that day, I haven't contacted him for several days.He didn't come to apologize to me, did he?If it is, the new and old grudges will be counted together! "Tian Kele, what did you do to Zhang Cheng?" There was no warmth in his clear voice, and my whole body felt cold unconsciously. What can I do to Zhang Cheng?Can I beat him and scold him, or can I rape him? When we broke up after watching the game that day, he still smiled and said goodbye to me.However, my feet were so sore at the time that I couldn't even smile at him.

"Speak!" Zhang Yu shouted. "What's wrong with Zhang Cheng?" I also cared about the monitor and didn't want anything to happen to him. "After he came back from watching the football game with you, he locked himself in the house without eating or drinking for two days!" I didn't eat or drink for two days. I haven't been downstairs since I sprained my ankle. I have been living on instant noodles and sesame paste.It seems that family affection is always better than friendship, why no one cares about me. I'm sorry about the squad leader, and I can only be sorry.I respect him. He has always been a passionate, honest, steady, polite and thoughtful person. I like the smell of sunshine on him, which is fresh and pleasant, but I don't love him.

"Tian Kele, whether you've heard me or not, please come and see Zhang Cheng. If you have anything to say, you'd better explain it to him face to face!" Zhang Yu's commanding tone made me feel very uncomfortable. "What else are you talking about? What should be said has already been said, and what should not be said will never be clear. I won't go!" I turned off my phone, unplugged my home phone, and removed the battery from the doorbell.I lay on the bed, covered myself tightly with two quilts, and slept. I knew that Zhang Yu would kill me and question me, but I didn't expect it to be so soon.

Hearing the frenzied knocking on the door, I sighed and said to myself, "If you have the ability, remove that door!" "Tian Kele, open the door quickly! I know you are here!" Of course I am, if I am not there, is it a ghost talking to him just now? In order not to disturb the neighbors, I still couldn't help it, got up from the bed, and obediently opened the door.Had I known this result earlier, I would not have been an ostrich. I had no idea my image was that scary.The moment the door was opened, Zhang Yu's curse was clearly heard, "Damn it!" I hopped back into the house with a limp. If he came to seek justice for Zhang Cheng, I would never fight back with a blow or a curse. Zhang Yu sized me up for a long time and asked, "What happened to your feet?" I didn't speak, and pulled down my nightgown vigorously to cover the scratches on my calf.Such little tricks did not escape Zhang Yu's eyes.He lifted up my nightgown, and I was only wearing a pair of lace panties under the nightgown, which he saw.I clearly heard the sound of him swallowing, this pervert. I bent down, trying to push him away, but he picked me up and hugged me in his arms, "Idiot, don't you know that there is a hospital in this world?" "Guo Pinxu came to help me read it." I warned him with my eyes to put me down. He tactfully put me on the sofa, "Don't move around, I'll take a look." "You're not a doctor, what can you tell?" I pouted, "Didn't you come to question me about Zhang Cheng?" Zhang Yu's hand on my calf tightened, and he asked in a deep voice, "What's going on with you and Zhang Cheng?" "Will you believe me when I say it's okay?" Zhang Yu shook his head helplessly, "Don't provoke Zhang Cheng until the matter between you and Xiao Yuan is clarified!" When he mentioned Xiao Yuan, blood flowed from my calm heart.Xiao Yuan already belonged to someone else, and there is still something I can't understand with him, no matter how reluctant I am, I will give it up... There was warmth in the corner of the eyes, Zhang Yu, you are so cruel, do you insist on uncovering my scars and make me bleed? "Zhang Yu, you don't have the right to interfere with my private affairs at all! It's all my own business that I've been entangled with Xiao Yuan, and Zhang Cheng's quick cuts, so why do you, Zhang Yu, stand to question me and demand me?! " "Okay, I won't interfere, I won't talk to you until I'm full!" Zhang Yu stared at me angrily, and shouted, "This selfish and cowardly guy, go to the hospital and take good care of my feet!" After Zhang Yu left, I cried wildly, moved and sad. The touching thing is that there are still people who care about me in this world, which is great; the sad thing is that I offended the last person who cared about me. Tian Kele, why do you always fail so much?