Chapter 24 Chapter Twelve

In the afternoon of this day, the weather was warm and refreshing, and the maids rolled up the curtains in the attic.A dark fragrance floats in the air, filling it.She leaned on the brocade, overlooking the scenery of Taiye Lake. After a while, a maid came up to report: "Your Majesty, the emperor is here." She raised her eyes in a daze, and she saw him coming in a dragon robe, with arms behind his hands. She turned her head away and leaned against herself. He slowly went up to the attic.After the servant put down the brocade basket, he waved his hands and said, "Everyone, step back."

He took a white porcelain soup cup with twigs and gold from the brocade basket, and sat down beside her.Without saying much, he reached out and handed the full spoon to her mouth.Her eyelashes fluttered slightly.Inside the soup cup are red dates, longan eggs.Very common dim sum, folk people have always liked to eat.When she was in Qiuyue Nunnery, Junior Sister Qingjing once cooked it for her. His tone was soft, like the autumn breeze: "Eat, lunch is useless. It's already time, you must be hungry." But seeing her blurred eyes, staring at the misty lake not far away, she didn't know what she was thinking.Everything around him, including him, seemed to have not heard half of their every move.Or if he heard it, he pretended he didn't hear it, and his appearance returned to the indifference and alienation before he was injured.

He raised his hand like this for a long time, and his arm gradually became numb.Then she turned her head, raised her eyelids, opened her cherry mouth slightly, and swallowed the red dates on the spoon. He sighed almost inaudibly: "I heard from Uncle Shen that my mother was poor when she was young, but every year on her birthday, no matter how poor the family is, they would still cook her a bowl of eggs in sugar water." The ripe jujube stuck in her throat like a bone, and she raised her eyes to stare at him. "Wushuang, if my mother was still here, let alone such a small bowl of eggs, what would she want in this world? But, she is long gone, and I have never seen my mother... Wushuang, this It's the biggest regret in my life! Even if I control the world now, but...but I can't make up for this shortcoming!"

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, like the wings of a butterfly, so delicate.Indeed, she was born in the mansion of both healthy parents and was doted on since she was a child, so she doesn't know his misery. "Back when I knew from Uncle Shen that my mother was poisoned to death by your aunt, all I wanted was revenge, nothing but revenge. If it wasn't for Ruan Yujin, if it wasn't for her... my mother wouldn't have died like this. I also I won't be so lonely and helpless. Yes, I hate her, I hate your entire Ruan family. At that time, it was this hatred that supported me to walk step by step towards the dragon chair."

"After having you, I still don't understand. Some things are lost forever. No matter what you do, you will never come back. Even if you destroy your Ruan family, my mother will not come back from the dead. It's a pity that I was so stupid and stupid at that time, I didn't know that holding on to what was in front of me was actually more important." So at that time he had her and Cheng Xuan, but he was still obsessed with it. Later, even God punished him and made him lose her. It was also from that time that he realized that if, if he could take a step back, then he would not only have a splendid country, but also her, the child, who would accompany him and stand on the clouds hand in hand.That kind of life is really admired by thousands of people.

"Back when Uncle Shen falsely passed on my will to order you to take poison, and after the Zhaoyang Palace caught fire, it dawned on me that the greatest happiness in my life was already by my side...but...but, I lost it again...Wu Shuang, you Say, what do you want me to do to truly forgive me?" "Wu Shuang, don't leave me. I will cook eggs for you every year on your birthday, okay?" She looked at him like this, with nothing in her eyes: "You once said, after I give birth to the emperor, you will promise me whether I stay or leave." His hands seemed to tremble slightly, but he didn't speak.After a long time, he said shyly, "What do you want?" She remained silent for a long time.

His voice softened: "Wushuang, the children are so small, do you really have the heart to never see them again?" There are mountain-like palaces near and far, one layer after another, connecting with the sky continuously.The sky is as blue as glass and as clean as water.Not far away, there is a group of clouds coming, so close, as if you can touch it with your hand. She stared blankly for a long time before saying: "I want to go home." She missed her father, her mother, even Qiuyue Nunnery, and Junior Sister Qing Jing. Qiuyue nunnery is hidden in the depths of empty mountains and clouds, and there is only one stone road up the mountain.Ruan Wushuang stepped up the stone steps step by step, the ancient trees along the road were verdant, and there were occasional clear and melodious sounds of birds.

Turning around the stone steps, the sound of wooden fish can be heard melodiously, and several rough houses in Qiuyue Nunnery have appeared in front of you. She entered slowly, settled down, and the first sentence she heard was "greed is suffering, hatred is suffering, and ignorance is even more painful." She stood there in a daze, and unconsciously became dazed. The abbot saw her after finishing the class, stood up, and said with a smile, "Here we come." The faint sandalwood fragrance from the Gebu Tsing Yi made people feel at ease. Holding the green tea in her hand, she stared at the curling heat: "Master, you said back then that I was not destined to be ordained. Master, maybe I was just a bad fate. If I shave, it will be over once and for all!"

The abbot looked at her lovingly, with warm eyes: "Xiaowan, the nunnery is quiet, you can only ignore your worries and fatigue. It's just that many things can't be solved by hiding here. If you want, you can stay here for a while A few days." She really stayed there, as if she had returned to the time when she first came to the nunnery, helping Junior Sister Qing Jing to dry the medicinal herbs.In the evening of that day, the two were collecting herbs in the yard as usual, Junior Sister Qing Jing suddenly raised her head and said to her, "Xiao Wan, go back. This place is not suitable for you."

She looked up at her in bewilderment.Junior Sister Qing Jing smiled knowingly: "He's here to pick you up." Turning his head, he was dressed in dark blue plain clothes, standing in the setting sun with infinite golden light, as graceful as jade.The sunset glow is burning, as brilliant as splashing gold and silver, setting off a pair of eyes that are as dark as the night, as if they can drown people. Junior Sister Qingjing said indifferently: "Xiaowan, you are willing, you are willing, you will gain if you are willing. You come to the nunnery for a few days, and you don't think about eating and drinking every day. Since you are reluctant, why don't you give up!"

Clouds and mist blocked the mountain road, he was in front of him, and the ancient Buddha with a green lamp was behind him.She really can always be with the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha, and not think about Chengxuan and the child Chenglu who is waiting to be fed. willing, willing.There is something to give!