Chapter 53 Chapter 53: The Corner of the World

The reporters flocked to the hotel from the elevator all the way to the gate, and there was still a steady stream of people driving here overnight. At that moment, Su Yao suddenly understood the reason why Qin Chuan gave up and left. ThanaTos, the god of death, has kept a low profile all his life. He is destined to live in the dark. A computer, a telephone line, and a pair of hands are enough for him. He lives in the most prosperous place in China. Living in the most desolate corner of the world, he doesn't need the sunshine outside the window, and the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals. For him, being exposed to the sun with blood dripping in the eyes of the world is tantamount to a lingering bruise. The overwhelming human flesh search, the human curiosity that Wang Shenmu hates, the jealousy and trampling of the strong, a premeditated fall into trouble, all the people who use and are used...all of these, for those who are used to the quiet For the lonely Grim Reaper, it might be even harder than death.

What's more, after the reporters came, if he didn't leave, he might not even be able to die. Su Yao bit her lip, looking at the bustling hotel lobby, full of cameras, microphones, and spotlights... She finally felt Qin Chuan's disgust. A person like him doesn't want her to see him surrounded by reporters. In the end, he didn't want to see his bloody and painful side... Reaper, you really want to leave a whole body even if you die. But knowing this, why is there still hot liquid flowing out of the eyes, the hug in the morning, the once peaceful and short-lived happiness, so beautiful, it seems to be an illusion.

You want to be happy.Unexpectedly, this would be the last thing he said to her. Qin Chuan, does it mean that after you leave, we will have an indefinite future for who knows how many years? It turns out that for so many years, I only loved Death, a part of your soul that didn't even reach one-tenth of your soul. I thought I was chasing you all the way, but you fell in love with all the glory and gloom in my life. Su Yao leaned against the door frame weakly, and the ringtone of the good days did not come out of her mobile phone. The happiness that she was caught off guard at that time was vaguely still in front of her eyes, as if her hands with slender fingertips were still tightly wrapped around her waist... Thinking about it, suddenly there were hands wrapping around her shoulders from behind.

"Sister Yao." As soon as she turned her head, Su Yao met Ah Cao's bewildered and anxious face. "How did you escape?" Su Yao frowned. It's okay for this kid to be self-willed, but now at the critical point of stealing the magic weapon, he's still running around to make trouble!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,she might not be able to get the magic weapon anymore! ! ! "Sister, I should ask you this question." Ah Cao didn't know what happened in the game, he only noticed that the operator of the Assassin Santuchuan he wanted to compete with suddenly left the table, and then Sister Yao also ran out. The intimacy has already kept him up all night, and now, sister Yao, who has always loved money like her life, even gave up the magic weapon and went for him desperately... Who the hell is he!

Su Yao turned her head away, and didn't want to say anything more. At this moment, Ah Cao, or he would rather people call him by his real name Chen Wang, he turned Su Yao's face seriously and looked into her eyes, it was always the valiant Hongyaotang, it was the first time he saw her so desperate The sad eyes, the assassin who was with her... Did he still hurt her? "Sister Yao, all I know..." Ah Cao considered the incoherent sentences, "There are some people who don't care about you... Just forget it... At least if it's me, no matter what happens, even if I die... I will die... I won't leave Sister Yao, and I won't let you miss me... I still remember the day you made me the head of the regiment, I stood under Tianya City and looked up at your back... At that time, I decided to stand with you forever Where you can see when you turn around, I... have been behind you..."

"What are you talking about?" Su Yao was already depressed, and Ah Cao's nonsense had made her unable to think about the meaning contained in it, so she hit him weakly: "If you still recognize me as a sister, you, now , just go back to me, don’t talk nonsense, I hate people who lose without fighting, especially those who abandon their brothers.” Lord Wang Shenmu of the East, Luo Zishang, the military adviser of the Yan Kingdom, Han Yanyan, the Princess of the Yan Kingdom, Ji Canghai, the King of the Xia Kingdom, Nan Bowan, the King of the Yan Kingdom... These people with backgrounds, strengths, or crooked ways are all out now. There were only two or three big cats and kittens left. Su Yao didn't believe that the leader of the bandits she had trained by herself could not win the first place.

"okay, I get it." Ah Cao nodded her head vigorously, what does Sister Yao mean, is that getting the artifact will make him "nonsense"?For a moment, Ah Cao's heart seemed to be galloping with 100,000 horsepower. He excitedly walked through the elevator room that was still crowded with reporters, along the stairs of the safe passage, and strode back to the stadium on the top floor. Brothers, take the magic weapon! Su Yao went out to take a taxi and returned to her home. Even though she knew that there was no way for him to be there, she took a taxi to Qin Chuan's house, but it was still empty. The huge study, where they used to crush the world side by side, is now only Her award-winning photos from that year were left on the bookshelf, facing the moonlight, clear and cold.

Outside the window was the bustling city that never sleeps, such a big city, but she didn't know where he would go, except for the two people's homes, she found that she didn't know him at all, he had too many secrets and too much forbearance, However, Qin Chuan, even if it is a one-tenth one-hundredth fragment of your soul, I still fall in love without hesitation. Su Yao finally went back to the hotel, walked up the stairs of the safe passage, and walked up aimlessly. When she reached the gate of the arena, she glanced and continued to go up. The roof is the roof. It is said that there was a dream two years ago The outdated star who couldn't become popular jumped from here. She still remembers the reports and sensation of that day, but the roof is still not closed. The world is so prosperous that there must be a corner to accommodate the frustrated wandering around. , the more luxurious the place, the more people like this...

Sure enough, Su Yao saw two figures from behind on the edge of the roof. One was lying on the left corner in distress, this person she knew, he was the fourth in command of the bandit group, the bandit Ding who failed to enter the finals because he bumped into Luo Zishang. The one on the right corner stood outside the more dangerous guardrail, as if he was about to fall at any moment. Su Yao only saw his back, but didn't know who it was. Do you want to commit suicide by jumping off a building? Su Yao quietly walked over to the bandit Ding and patted him on the shoulder. "... Sister Yao?" Thief Ding looked confused and painful, "Sister Yao, what are you doing here? Are you also broken in love?"

"...Break in love with your sister." "Then you're not going to get the artifact?" Thief Ding grimaced bitterly. His dear brethren were united and fighting with his elder brother on the field, but he had to blow the cold wind here. All kinds of displeasure, displeasure, sister Yao! He actually slipped out...God knows how much he wants to enter the finals! "Let your elder brother get it." Su Yao said indifferently, she used to love money like her life, but now she just realized that a hundred artifacts in front of her are not as important as Death alone.

"Sister Yao, do you like big brother?" Ding suddenly said. "I have someone else I like." Straightforward. "But he likes you..." Thief Ding tried hard, "And I...he always thought I was joking, I..." "Then find a way to become as strong as him. Complaints are useless..." Su Yao, who always loves to encourage the little thieves, said, suddenly stopped, and became as strong as the person she likes, so she must useful? However, these words were heard in the ears of the thief Ding, so inspiring that all the cells in his body were burned. Yes, he is struggling with a fart, at least he must become as strong as his big brother, so that he will no longer be treated as a joke up. Rogue Ding rolled back to the room like a gust of wind, took out his laptop, plugged in the internet cable, and started the game to practice his skills. From now on, he will become stronger!Become stronger! The rest of Su Yao was lying on the place where he had stayed just now. The 32nd floor downstairs had a panoramic view of the prosperity of the world. I don't know where among the countless bright lights, he would be in the shadow of the lights. Woolen cloth?Now he is probably more uncomfortable than her. Skinning is like Ling Chi's pain. Luo Zishang, Su Yao has never hated someone so much in her life. She doesn't care what grievances they had in the past, she believes in Qin Chuan without hesitation, maybe love is selfish, and she will never forgive the person who makes Qin Chuan suffer. he. But at this time, the person who was suspected of committing suicide by jumping off the building slowly turned around and looked at Su Yao. "...Wang Shenmu?" Su Yao recognized those taciturn, dark eyes, the majestic Lord of the East, is he also out? Wang Shenmu also recognized Su Yao. The Red Medicine Hall he admired, and the bold and unrestrained woman he hated. The two impressions of Su Yao made his complexion half cloudy and half sunny. Light, with half of his face hidden in the shadow of the night, nodded slightly, but he didn't intend to speak. On the other hand, there was no one to confide in Su Yao's bitter mood. She lay on the fence, and she chatted up boredly: "Aren't you the Lord of the East? Why are you here? Are you out of the game?" Wang Shenmu pinched the cigarette in his hand, noncommittal. "Why?" "With your number one thief's technology, you are also out of the game and standing here, and I just have a divine weapon. At most, I can be considered an advantage. It is not surprising that I am out of the game." "..." Su Yao really wanted to tell him that she was not out, but she just didn't care about the game anymore, "I saw a female ranger holding your flute." She finally said. "Well, I gave it to him." "You really are..." In the past, Su Yao would have smashed her teeth in shock, and the artifact that made thousands of people crazy was given to others for nothing, but now, she suddenly didn't feel it at all, the artifact! , even if there are a hundred pieces, so what?It's just a game, can it change the past time?Can she go back to the past and get to know Qin Chuan earlier than Luo Zishang and Gu Xuanyan?Can it make people stop hating?Su Yao looked at the world where people were as tiny as ants under his feet and smiled wryly: "Do you think it's ridiculous that so many people fight for the game, isn't it? Divine artifacts, maybe in the eyes of their designers back then, but It's something to mock human beings, haha, how many desires, hatred, revenge, scrambles, betrayals..." "You think so too?" There was a slight light in Wang Shenmu's eyes, and it was fleeting. He raised his eyebrows and smiled. Yes, he hasn't smiled like this for a long time. Someone once said that he looks good when he smiles, but This world still keeps him silent with an expressionless face most of the time, as if this is already a habit, and only in the presumptuous night that no one knows, he will occasionally think of his dream of creating the world. "For the goddamn artifact, I killed someone to come with me. I never thought it would end like this. I liked him for many years and thought we could be together from now on... It's ridiculous, such an ending... If you think of it The designer who came up with the idea of ​​the artifact knows that human beings are so ridiculous, wouldn’t they laugh out loud ahahaha..." Su Yao chattered bitterly, if there were no one else, she really wanted to cry here, even if the tears were in the real sadness There is no flow at all. Wang Shenmu didn't laugh out loud. "I'm the designer." He said— When Ah Cao returned to the arena, the four major priests had all been eliminated. Of course, all seven of his little thieves were dead. Only his character is still good, not a single point of blood is lost. "Boss... sorry we are useless..." The corpse-like thieves were still floating there, refusing to leave, chatting in the team channel one after another. Ah Cao, who was in shock, flipped through the chat records and scrolled up to the system prompts. He was shocked to see the system information one by one. Of the seven thieves, five of them died together with the priest, and the other two died protecting him who was motionless. And all of this was caused by his selfish willfulness. What about taking over the set of gods that was agreed at the beginning?What about taking over the best equipment?What about being the backing of the popular medicine hall forever?They haven't met Hongyaotang yet, and they are close to being wiped out. But... just let him be willful again. "You guys are enough, go back and sleep with Xiao Ding." Ah Cao's heart was bleeding, and he solemnly typed a line: "Brother will help you finish the rest of the way." But he didn't know that when a group of thieves returned to the room saw the red-eyed thieve Ding in front of the screen, the twitching sensation... Ah Cao flew all over her body, which belonged to a thief. He used to disdain the BUFF as much as Sister Yao did. Is there also wind in the abyss?In a trance, he heard the sound of the strong wind blowing past his ears. In the wind were warblers flying and grasses growing, the chirping smiles of little thieves, and the magnificent figure of the Red Medicine Hall on the gate of Tianya City. He likes to stand on a high place, stand in the hunting wind, see the sea tide and the sky, and see the distant clouds and mountains. How much he wanted to stand side by side with the national teacher so that she would no longer support the world with her thin shoulders. He is willing He used all he had to protect her life's demeanor. For this reason, in just one year, he grew from a depraved local tyrant to a prestigious bandit leader. However, she still treats herself like a child. Ah Cao took another path, and did not encounter the Red Medicine Hall at the junction of the abyss. For the first time, his brain was fully functioning, solving puzzles, teleporting, jumping, and flying all the way, without Luo Zishang changing his mind. The maze became a dead thing, and soon, Ah Cao stood at the gate of the beast's lair, and the door was already open. Someone got there first? ! Ah Cao's heart sank, and he rushed in, only to see the gloomy wind blowing in the beast's lair, he narrowly dodged, and a gust of wind that was enough to kill a person passed him by, took a breath, Ah Cao saw it clearly , in the countless gusts of wind, there was a creature with a long neck and snow-white fur that resembled a camel, a sheep, and a horse. Damn, isn't this a grass mud horse, but grass mud horses in the animal world are always docile, and this crazy The transformed grass-mud horse, with its burly body and terrifying expression on its head, made everyone who saw it shudder. Right now, the crazy grass mud horse is fighting a summoner - at least the woman looks like a summoner. I saw the flute played horizontally by the female ranger, and one after another demon god was summoned from the void in the strange notes. However, the rampage attack of the grass mud horse was really powerful. Gu Chaoyan was in unspeakable misery. He was a master at being a liar, but not at playing games. At most, it was only a mediocre skill. In his hands, he could not wield 70% of the power of a divine weapon. , Running, dodging, and stream-of-consciousness are all floating clouds to him, floating clouds. Now he relies on the magic weapon to protect himself, summoning demon gods without cooling time, and can summon infinitely, but it can only be like this, his With that bit of commanding skills, you can barely use monsters as human shields to protect yourself, which is not enough to output firepower. Therefore, those demon gods who swept thousands of troops under Wang Shenmu's men, became human shields to die under Gu Chaoyan's men. They are often hung up before directing them to attack. Fortunately, "Bodhi Flower Dye" is a magical weapon. If it is replaced by ordinary flutes, a hundred summoners will not be enough to rush to the street. After fighting for a long time, Gu Chaoyan realized that it was not an option to go on like this. He only recruited the highest-level demon gods. After one or two moves, he still couldn’t see anything. If he did too many tricks, his magic power would be exhausted. Seeing the demon gods die one after another, the grass mud horse Only 10% of his blood was consumed by him, and his mana gauge was more than half empty. In this place, he couldn't find a stable place for him to meditate and recover his mana. He was thinking about whether to go out to avoid the limelight and restore his mana to full That's right, recruit forty or fifty demon gods and then rush in and output crazily, and a person comes in at the gate of the lair. The remorse in Gu Chaoyan's heart, why did he rush in at that time and arouse the anger of the grass-mud horse, so he had to bite the bullet and fight. He should have recruited a bunch of demon gods like Wang Shenmu and then came in to crush the output!It’s not good for him to leave now, and it’s not good if he doesn’t leave. If he doesn’t leave, he will run out of mana and die here. If he leaves, this muddy horse will be given to others. He consumes 10% of his blood, which is also blood. How can he make a wedding dress for others? . After finally seeing a grass-mud horse panting, Gu Chaoyan quickly recruited two demon gods, one to protect himself, and the other to rush towards the "A-Cao" who came in at the gate. Kill him, then beat him slowly, he is not skilled, but he is not weak in scheming, he knows that grass, he is the boss of Xia Guo's thieves group, he is quite decent, and he is also a skilled person, he didn't think of him when he cheated However, now that the artifact is present, there is no talk of festivals or festivals. Under the roar of the grass mud horse, it is destined that there will only be fighting here. The top demon god recruited is an ant when facing grass mud horses, but a big boss when facing humans. As soon as Ah Cao escaped the indiscriminate attack of the grass mud horse, he saw a demon god rushing towards him, and suddenly he sneered at the corner of his mouth. It seemed that the summoner temporarily gave up the attack and wanted to kill himself first. After following Hongyaotang for so long, Ah Cao has never experienced any kind of war. In terms of battlefield experience, in terms of adapting to circumstances, and in terms of manipulative skills, Gu Chaoyan can't match him. At the moment of burning, after a little judgment, Ah Cao found a flaw on the right side of the Demon God, which was also a blind spot for the grass-mud horse's gust of wind attack. Ahaha, 20 seconds of invisibility and the thief's housekeeping skills are enough for him to deal with this summoner. Although the other party is a woman, he never said that Lianxiang Xiyu is so fascinated by a woman that he can't walk. A local tyrant, as the leader of a group of thieves who have been killed for a long time, it is impossible to be merciful at this time. Sister Yao does not care about stealth BUFF. It is Sister Yao's own pride and persistence. , as long as he can bear everything for Hongyaotang, he doesn't care about using any means to achieve his goal. Gu Chaoyan panicked. Ah Cao, who was invisible, was wearing top-quality equipment. He had gone through countless battles and killed countless thieves. This was not something he could bear. After returning home, protecting himself as a human shield, there was never such a moment when he felt such a deep sense of despair and frustration in his heart. He once thought that he had already looked down on everything after he embarked on this road of being a liar in Beijing. Success and failure, it's just eating and drinking, what kind of artifact competition, he can go offline now, anyway, he has one in his hand... But why now... After being invisible and invincible, Ah Cao no longer has to pay attention to the attack of the mud horse and the meat shield of the demon god. Twenty seconds, each 0.1 second is as precious as gold to him. , "Wind and Remnant Clouds", "Thousands of Miles"... One set of combo moves spewed out from his boiling fingertips. Those terrifying demon gods can only block the attack of the grass mud horse, but they cannot stop him who is invisible. of. At that time, Tianya City was full of moonlight, and someone once made statistics. It only took ten seconds for the hands of Hongyaotang to kill a full-level fighter with combos. At that time, Tianya City was full of fireworks, and Ah Cao, who was still a foolish local tyrant, was standing in the crowd of serious onlookers wearing RMB equipment, and he suddenly understood the meaning of the game. After practicing for so long, until now, it's not as good as Sister Yao's ten seconds, but twenty seconds should be enough, even if the opponent is a summoner who can use magic power to offset the damage of blood volume after activating the magic shield... Gu Chaoyan, who was already weak in mana and had to worry about the attack of the grass-mud horse, was miserable. Although he held a magic weapon, he was no different from a scarecrow standing and being beaten. Eighteen seconds, only eighteen seconds For a while, Ah Cao even died with a smile on her face. The moment the female summoner fell, Ah Cao realized that her blood was crispy enough, because she was not a mage, and she didn't have the skill of magic shield. She was a ranger. Looking at the flute in the hands of the female ranger who can use summoning, Ah Cao was ecstatic, an artifact!Bodhi flower dye! Numerous experience of touching corpses on the battlefield made Ah Cao, who is a veteran thief, touch the flute in his hand at a speed of one thousandth of a second before Gu Chaoyan clicked on the mouse to quit the game. System announcement: [December xx, 22:37, 2010, congratulations to player "A Cao" for replacing the position of Lord of the East. 】 At that moment, Ah Cao looked at the bulletin board, and suddenly remembered that at dusk by the sea, the Red Medicine Hall, which he had just worshiped as his eldest sister, was on the beach, showing him a set of thieves' combos, including popular ones and classics. Yes, it was created by Hongyaotang itself. Ah Cao, who knew for the first time that skills can be linked together to output, was blinded by the light of the long chain of flowing fire. But at that time, he had been studying for a long time, but he couldn't learn combo moves no matter what, and he couldn't do the simplest ones well. He was distressed and unwilling, so he asked Hongyaotang how to understand the essence of combo moves. Hongyaotang smiled lightly: "Think about the radio gymnastics you used to do." Ah Cao’s local tyrant’s dog eyes were shattered all over again, but he really started to do the radio gymnastics he hated the most when he was in school at home... When he finally mastered all the radio gymnastics from the first to the eighth set, He found that he really has a little bit of combo tricks. Later, he became more and more proficient in consecutive moves, and even innovated on his own. He happily asked for credit from Hongyaotang: "Sister Yao, I finally managed to live up to my expectations! Ah, I think I was learning broadcasting exercises at that time, my old life... ..." "Broadcasting? Pfft!" Hongyaotang was shocked at first, then laughed loudly: "Didn't you see that I was joking... didn't you..." Ah Cao couldn't afford to vomit blood. Thinking of the warm and beautiful past, Ah Cao couldn’t help but smile. He put the flute in his bag. It’s true that the flute is a magical tool, but he didn’t intend to use it. The pride of thieves inherited from the Red Medicine Hall, Let him not want to use the hand of God to win, the flute belongs to the summoner, and he is a thief, a thief who is still proud after using the shameless stealth BUFF by any means—equipment is just a foreign object, sister Yao, you just say this sentence Once, and I remember for a lifetime. Packed up the excited Ah Cao, opened his posture, he was still holding the thief's long chain, now, he was alone, he could fight the grass mud horse for 300 rounds without hesitation—— "Love is a ridiculous thing." Wang Shenmu looked at Denghe in the distance, and his tone was calm. Having said that, he was also shocked in his heart. Will this pair of unrestrained dogs and men occupying his bed break up and be sad?In his impression, Hongyaotang in the game is a very good person, skilled, personable, and low-key. He always only takes screenshots of the video in the game, pk or fights monsters. He never puts photos of himself or anything like that, and he doesn't rely on being a woman to get ahead, and he doesn't rely on men—compared to Han Yanyan's kind of guy who sends B for thousands of miles, it's like heaven and earth. Amidst Su Yao's intermittent self-mockery, Wang Shenmu couldn't understand the plot. Thinking from his subjective point of view, it must be that the dog man is not good. Just like his supervisor, Lao Chen, there are thousands of dog men in the world, and there is never a shortage. The scum that deceives a good girl. Wang Shenmu is a few years older than Su Yao, and has countless experiences. At this moment, he can't bear her sad appearance, but his usual character prevents him from saying anything to comfort a girl, and can only say it like an elder. : "The days are so long, be yourself, you are Hongyaotang, there is nothing you can't think about." "Love is not a ridiculous thing. The funny thing is that I thought I knew him, but I couldn't find him anyway." "Then don't look for it." "Uncle, you really don't feel backache when you stand and talk." "..." Wang Shenmu really didn't know why he had unknowingly become an emotional counseling expert?This pitiful world, "Since you can't find it anywhere, or he won't let you find it, is it useful for you to find it? If you find your gray hair, lost teeth, old eyes and dim eyes, and you can't walk, you still use your muddy Looking at the stale air with your eyes, searching and searching with your dry lips, you—do you think you have been like this all your life?" Fuck, how can anyone persuade people like this!Su Yao glanced at him, unable to refute, she could only say angrily: "I thought the designer who conceived so many side missions and so many moving plots in the world would be a very warm and affectionate person. " Wang Shenmu chuckled lightly, noncommittal, his cold eyebrows and eyes were like a thousand-year-old rock in a snow-deep mountain, "Who the hell is it that made you Hongyaotang do the same for him? If you want to say that it was the dog who came with you earlier ...that man, I don't think he has anything worthy of you." "Compared to Hongyaotang..." Su Yao sighed, "You should be more familiar with his name." When Gu Chaoyan walked up to the roof, what he saw was Wang Shenmu and Hongyaotang blowing cold wind on the guardrail with their backs to him. He walked over and stood next to Wang Shenmu. "I'm sorry, I lost." When Wang Shenmu was about to ask, Gu Chaoyan took the initiative to say, "Also, I lied to you, I am not the Palace of Eternal Life." "The one you said you don't need to look for is the one." Su Yao smiled wryly—— Qin Chuan walked out of five streets and stood under the street lights. The road was still in front of him. There were endless roads and endless lives. He didn't know where to go, home?His home must have been captured by reporters and human flesh hunters long ago. Where is Su Yao's home?He didn't want to ruin her life because of him. Now he has been killed by Luo Zishang and has no home. He remembered how he was so angry that he dropped the keyboard and walked out. In the cold winter night in the northern country, he fled aimlessly, light and shadow, lights, rivers, traffic, crowds, no, he didn't want to see these, never for a moment he He hates prosperity so much, his usual cold world should not have these things, and he can't have them, warmth, that is the warmth of others, love, perhaps from the day Gu Xuanyan died, he no longer deserves it, let alone Because of his own old bad things, he harmed innocent medicine. Qin Chuan stood in the shadow of the neon lights, and Luo Zishang followed like a tarsal maggot. "Have you not relieved your anger yet?" Qin Chuan's voice was so cold that there was no trace of warmth. "Haha." Luo Zishang laughed, hugging a big thick padded jacket, lazily leaning his back on a bus stop sign, "Relief? I have never been angry, I only hate, Qin Chuan, you know, hatred." "Don't hate." The former world champion, the passionate soul of a generation of young people, is now unable to hide his exhaustion. "How can I not hate? Qin Chuan, have you ever regretted it? Regretted the rejection of Xuanyan at the beginning? Well, it's your own feelings. I know you don't love anything except yourself and the computer, but why can't you Tell her that I still love her?" "I forgot." "Good one you forgot." Qin Chuan shook his head weakly. He never liked to argue. No matter how much he argued, it was useless. After such a long time, even his face was blurred. In the summer when the final training plan was drawn up, the first year he was about to go to CG, and seeing the regional trials were about to start, there was nothing else in his life except coffee, computers and staying up late. Qin Chuan only remembers that afternoon ten years ago, when he, as the captain of the training team, was so busy doing a tactical analysis for Luo Zishang that no more hands were enough, Gu Xuanyan, who was in the training team of their school, The only girl, the junior whom he had always taken care of, suddenly pushed open the door of the engine room, and frantically asked him if he could take her away as if he had taken the wrong medicine. Qin Chuan was confused, took her away?What's the meaning?There is a whole team, and he still has to train them to compete, but he is just her senior, not someone else, where can he take her? Qin Chuan doesn't remember what he said perfunctorily at the time. In fact, he has always disapproved of a young girl like Xuanyan suffering with their team, and her skills are at the bottom. He has spent a long time teaching her but has not improved. There, what is not this material is not this material after all, hard work can make up for it, but at least people have to be enlightened. He has repeatedly advised Xuanyan not to come to the training camp and go back to class to take the university entrance exam, but the little girl just doesn’t listen, and she doesn’t listen to it. He refused to say what the reason was, but it was because the training team refused to leave. The only girl in the team, gradually, people began to spread gossip about her, some said that Xuanyan liked him, others said that Xuanyan liked Luo Zishang... All kinds of rumors reached Qin Chuan's ears, and they were with her. He didn't feel anything like listening to the news broadcast. He has never thought about love or anything. His world is only about competition and fighting. So after perfunctorily beating the little girl back that afternoon, Qin Chuan continued to work on Luo Zishang's tactical analysis table. Luo Zishang was the most talented guy he had ever seen, and also the guy who worried him the most. He still remembers the first time he met Luo Zishang in the arcade hall. At that time, Luo Zishang had just begun to grow tall, with delicate eyebrows and eyes, and the corners of his mouth curved when he smiled. Definitely a bad boy. Ten years ago in the South, it was the era when arcade halls were blooming everywhere. Qin Chuan had a computer at home, but he would go to the arcade hall to practice hand skills. This kind of noisy environment could hone his state of mind. A Lhotse merchant who sold steel coins there. The old-fashioned arcade machines require special steel coins to play the game. The steel coins sold by the boss cost one yuan for each, and the ones sold by Luozi merchants cost fifty cents each. He was peddling under the eyes of the boss openly, which made the boss miserable and difficult to drive away. After all, there were countless children who came to admire Luozishang's technology in the neighborhood, which brought him a lot of business. He obviously has not yet graduated from elementary school, but he already has such a business mind. When Qin Chuan saw this child, he was admiring and amused at the same time. Luo Zishang's coins are all earned by himself. He is good at slot machines, board games, and pinball. He only needs to spend a few coins to earn more than ten times from the gambling machines. Ten times the cost, he always holds a lot of steel coins and stands there to show off his abilities to children much older than him and even adults. However, no matter how much he earns, no matter how popular he is, no one dares to provoke him. Not only is he a bad boy who is good at fighting, but many people on the road are also the umbrella behind him. Qin Chuan has seen him provoke several high school students. After the birth, the other party wanted to fight, but a few gangsters called by Luo Zishang smashed his head to pieces. As for Luo Zishang, he was still standing in a pool of blood, counting the steel coins and smiling innocently. Qin Chuan saw him many times, but then he disappeared. I asked the owner of the arcade hall, and the owner said that the kid was imprisoned with the underworld boss, and he was beaten up by his parents, and he was locked up and went home to study. Seeing Luo Zishang again, it was autumn, the most flamboyant freshman who entered the junior high school with the first grade. Qin Chuan was already the captain of the school's competition team at that time. As soon as he returned to school, he heard a report from his subordinates that there was a new student in the junior high school who insisted on joining their team. The competitive team originally only recruited newcomers in the high school, but Qin Chuan was curious to see that it was Luo Zishang. On that day, the youngest genius boy was recruited exceptionally. Qin Chuan has only one condition, don't skip class and fight again. Luo Zishang readily agreed. Sure enough, Luo Zishang's talent has never disappointed Qin Chuan. Luo Zishang, who has never touched a computer, has become familiar with the indos system and even all competitive games in just two months. The level is comparable to his level of playing slot machines. In a blink of an eye, this youngest and most flamboyant freshman has become the existence in the team second only to Qin Chuan in skill. Once, during a friendly match between the twelve high school teams in the city, Luo Zishang made a big splash, and it was at this time that Gu Xuanyan joined the training team. Qin Chuan didn't want to let people who only know superficiality join the team to lower the average level, and girls can't do it either, but in the wailing of a team of beasts, "Boss, we grow up so big that we don't have a female teammate, do you have the heart to make us suffer?" He finally agreed. It never occurred to them that the afternoon when he beat the little girl hastily was the last time they spoke. If he had known this earlier, he would not have let her join the team. If he had known this earlier, he would not have allowed Luo Zishang to join the team. He will always remember that, outside the emergency room, the boy who promised him not to skip classes and not to fight, took out a fruit knife from his arms and stabbed him hard. "She committed suicide! It's all about you! It's all about you!" He will always remember Luo Zishang's hysterical cries at that time. After knowing him for so long, this is the first time that Luo Zishang, who has always been proud, has collapsed in public. The light and shadow of neon flow away in the world, and the unknown past is buried in the corner forever. Qin Chuan's face was cool, he looked up, the cool snowflakes fell on the corners of his eyes and brows, it was the first snow this winter, he thought, it turned out that ten years have passed so quickly, he felt guilty and painful, A decade of cold, hidden darkness. Who loved, who hated, who was wrong, who was right, who regretted, who forgot, who went back, who couldn't go back, he never understood, until in his world, met The girl whose ID is Suyao, her signature tells him that ant is love. 可是，当他明白了爱，她已不见，当他找回了爱，他已回不去。 如果一生注定如此—— 一声叹息，秦川掸去肩上的雪花，喉咙喑哑地开口：“在我眼里，你和萱颜都是最珍贵的队友，我不想失去你们任何一个，如果知道你会恨我这么多年，我宁愿……” “哈？”洛子商瞥了他一眼，打断他的话，“后悔有用么？你还是这么虚伪。” 拥在厚厚的毛领和帽子里，依旧高傲的洛子商，顾自插着口袋，撇下他往街对面走去，他的眉眼依然是少年时的张扬，岁月带走他的所有却没有带走他年轻的容颜，他仰头大笑，望着雪花纷落的天空，他又何尝不怀念那年的夏天，又何尝不记得那个让他敬爱的秦川队长。 可是岁月真的带走了所有，只留给他一身的恨。 “看到你这辈子从此都要不好过了，我真是痛快啊，我也可以安心地滚了，哈哈哈，秦川，江湖不见……” 没有看路，洛子商就这么大笑着走远，萱颜死了，队长也死了，爱也死了，恨也死了，世界也死了，人间也死了，过去也死了，未来也死了，他天生爱闯祸，爱打架，当年不知给秦川添了多少麻烦，麻烦就麻烦吧，反正队长这一辈子有够麻烦了，哈哈，他走后，哪管人间洪水滔天。 雪花落在洛子商扬起的眉眼间，他闭上眼睛，睫毛上是凉薄的寒意，如果人间繁华注定如此，就赐他一场醉生梦死罢，什么燕国军师，什么南波万走狗，什么大波妹，什么神器什么技术，这与他不再有关系了吧，就像他永远不会告诉别人，他接近南波万，甘心用一身世界级的技术当一个脑残土豪的走狗，只是为了利用南波万这个官二代的人脉，去找他想找的东西；他也永远不会告诉别人，游戏里风流成性的军事，爱着大波妹的军事，惹得无数女孩桃花乱颤的军事，只是他的寂寞无聊，他以为这样就可以忘了萱颜，就可以减少一点恨意。 可是，终不能忘。 好像做了一个长长的梦，梦里是女孩的欢笑，是少年的执着，是没日没夜的苦战，是咖啡味道的幸福，是艰苦又快乐的日子，是少年意气的向往，是单纯易碎的初恋，是球面显示器的泛光，是机房里的叫嚣，是赛场上的较劲，是队长在黑板上书写的战术，是再也见不到的故人，是永远定格在旧照片上的时间……仿佛一抬头，还能听到钢镚儿敲响的清脆声音，那些指尖的青春，那些键盘上的泪水，我们之后，再无人得见呢。 梦醒的时候，也该走了吧，洛子商不知自己该去哪里，他只听到一声刺耳的刹车声把自己的梦惊醒，伴随而来的，是背后一双手猛烈的推撞，他被那股大力气推出了几米远，挣扎着爬起来时，才回身看见血泊中的人。 恍惚十年前，他还能在打架时在血泊中笑的，能在伤心时在血泊中哭的。 可是为什么现在笑也笑不出来，哭也哭不出来了？ 那个微弱的声音最后对他说的，是先前被他打断的话。 ——“如果知道你……会恨我这么多年……我宁愿……当初死的是我……我不想失去你们……任何一个……”