Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen The Red Rose and the White Rose

The next day, Sun Wan went to ask for annual leave from Lao Xia, but Lao Xia was choked by her resolute expression, and said in an official tone of displeasure: "Although the company also stipulates that newcomers have annual leave, it will be difficult to ask for leave when the company is so busy. It won’t look a little bit out of the ordinary.” Sun Wan sat opposite him with her head buried in silence for a while, "In this case, please agree to my resignation. I'll make a resignation report." Lao Xia suddenly sat up from the boss chair, "Xiao Sun, are you kidding? This is an iron job that countless people can't get even if they break their heads."

Sun Wan said lightly: "I have to leave Beijing, either you give me leave, or you agree to my resignation." Lao Xia didn't want to lose his army easily, so he looked at Sun Wan carefully and guessed a little, "Are you getting emotional about emotional matters? As a teacher, I advise you: life is a cake, and love is just the red cherry that adorns the cake. Don't worry about it." If you lose a broken cherry, you don't even want cake, you'll starve to death." Sun Wan bowed her head and did not respond.Seeing her resolute attitude, Lao Xia thought for a while and said, "Well, there just happened to be a film festival opening in Shanghai in the past two days. The work time can be extended, but the funds are limited, and the amount of tasks is not small, if the organizer is more stingy, you will have to pay for the air ticket."

These were no longer considered by Sun Wan, she glanced at Lao Xia gratefully, "Okay, I see." Sun Wan booked the fastest flight to Shanghai. She didn't want to have a direct conversation with Zhuo Lincheng, so she chose to tell him about her business trip a few minutes before boarding the plane. While she was on the phone, she wandered the crowded hall, subtly making him feel that her indifference was simply due to her haste.At this time, she needs to calm down, before she completely regains her senses, she doesn't want to question Zhuo Lincheng Xingshi without any evidence, and even more so, she doesn't want him to find out that she is strange, lest he follow her and easily conquer her again.

When she arrived in Shanghai, she didn't stay in the hotel arranged by the organizer, but stayed in a youth hostel with an elegant environment.On the first day she moved in, she spent a full eight hours lying in bed drinking and listening to music in the dark, crying expressionlessly.Reason dies in self-indulgence, leaving behind the instincts of a wounded man. However, at this point, when Zhuo Lincheng called, she could still instantly pretend to be tired and not having a good time talking.At such times, she would darkly think that the real actress is not on the screen, but in her desperate life.

At noon the next day, Sun Wan went downstairs and went to a nearby bakery to order a hamburger and a cup of hot milk.As she ate and ate, she felt that the pain had faded away, and the despair lingering in her heart had turned into a touch of melancholy.After leaving the bakery, she walked alone on the streets of Shanghai, taking a deep breath of the luxurious air of the city.When we walked to the Bund, it was actually a bit dark in winter.She stood by the snowy Huangpu River, and the despair that had faded suddenly came back to her heart—she didn't understand how she suddenly became alone.

When Xuanran was about to cry, Zhuo Lincheng seemed to have a sense of calling.She cheered up and told him about the scenery on the Bund, and let him listen to the sound of fireworks exploding, but she didn't tell him that it was snowing in Shanghai and she was very cold. On the third day, Sun Wan tried to work at the film festival.She couldn't get an interview with a big-name director, and she didn't want to compete with other reporters for an exclusive interview with a star, so she caught a young artist who was not interested in the backstage, and gave him an exclusive interview in two hours.They are all losers, using each other as straws.Sun Wan asked him what he thought of "rebuilding trust after bankruptcy", and he said that the fame of many artists is maintained by countless bankrupt credit cards; Sun Wan asked him what he thought of "the meaning of loyalty in marriage", and he said that there is no such thing as loyalty in the world , loyalty is only because the temptation is not enough.

After the interview, Sun Wan returned to the youth hostel and wrote a character report for this artist in one night.When sending it back to Lao Xia, Lao Xia asked ambiguously, "How much red envelope did this kid give you?" On the fourth day, the fifth day... The turbulent emotions calmed down with the passage of time. She worked crazily, chasing after celebrities and famous directors for interviews, and delivered movies to newspapers at the speed of three manuscripts a day. festival news. Ten days later, the film festival ended, and the organizer hosted a banquet to celebrate.In a Chinese-style banquet, there was only one program of toasting from beginning to end. Sun Wan pretended to drink some with the people who came to toast, and kept herself in a state of being half-drunk.

After the banquet, the male artist who was interviewed by Sun Wan chased her out and offered to drive her, but she calmly refused and left alone. Sitting in a taxi, Sun Wan looked at Shanghai in the evening through the dirty car glass.Suddenly, she pointed to a river in the distance and asked the driver, "What kind of river is that?" "Suzhou Creek doesn't even know." Sun Wan remembered a love movie I watched a long time ago - because the girl no longer trusted the man she loved so much, she jumped into the Suzhou River and became a heartless and loveless mermaid.The opening words of the film say: Legends, stories, memories, and all the rubbish of nearly a century have accumulated here, making it the dirtiest river.

Sun Wan suddenly wanted to see the dirtiest river. The driver left her on the bank of the Suzhou River, fearing that the river would be looked down upon by outsiders, and when looking for money, he muttered, "The Suzhou River is beautiful. The 'Wusong Misty Rain' in the Eight Scenic Spots of Shanghai refers to the rain scene of the Suzhou River." Sun Wan smiled lightly with him, and walked slowly along the embankment, from dusk to the end of the sky and the beginning of the lights. She paused, stood by the railing and looked down, the water several meters below was half clear and half muddy, not much cleaner than in the movie.She couldn't understand what kind of despair could make a girl jump into such a stinky river before, but at this moment, she felt a little empathy.

The sky began to drizzle, and the drizzle wet her long hair and coat, but she still stood and looked at the river.The flowing river water can calm people's mind and relieve people's pain, because it reminds people that everything will eventually pass away like flowing water. The river wind is very cool, and it blows on the wet people like thousands of needles.Sun Wan stubbornly wanted to gamble on whether the coldness in the heart or the coldness in the body was more uncomfortable. This stupid bet made Sun Wan very embarrassed.Standing under the shower head of the youth hostel at night, she sneezed fiercely five times, and she had an ominous premonition.

Sun Wan woke up from the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, when she saw Zhuo Lincheng for the first time, she almost thought she was dreaming. "Why are you here?" She frowned, her tone was cold, her physical discomfort made her unable to act anymore. "You were in a coma for 24 hours with a fever. Fortunately, your room fee was due, and the staff couldn't contact you through the internal line, so they went to knock on the door and found out about the situation in time." Apparently they had informed him. The room was silent for a while, and Zhuo Lincheng looked at her with an all-seeing gaze, "Sun Wan, what happened?" "I don't understand what you mean." Sun Wan wanted to pretend to be confused. "Until now, you still think you can hide it from me? Why did you flee to Shanghai? And why did you hurt yourself like this." Sun Wan turned her head away with difficulty, "I don't understand what you are talking about." "Sun Wan, don't play this game with me!" Zhuo Lincheng spoke to her in such a harsh tone for the first time. Very good, I finally stopped pretending to be gentle. Sun Wan looked back at him coldly, and smiled contemptuously, "It turns out that you are also angry because of other people's hypocrisy." Zhuo Lincheng sensitively grasped the key words in her words, "hypocrisy." After calming down for a while, Zhuo Lincheng raised his eyes, "Since you feel that my hypocrisy has offended you, you might as well point it out openly, so that I will feel ashamed." Sun Wan was furious, "Shouldn't all the hypocritical drafts be written in your own mind? Why force me to speak out, making everyone look bad." Zhuo Lincheng pressed the center of his eyebrows, "Can't we talk properly?" Sun Wan closed her eyes, "I don't want to hear your voice." "Since you don't want to tell, let me guess. Because of Yu Xiaofei, right?" Hearing this name, Sun Wan lost control, her left hand under the bed sheet trembled slightly. Zhuo Lincheng saw the clue from the subtle changes in her expression, "If you don't want me to meet her, I can assure you..." "No, I know better than you what a guarantee is. When I was six years old, I made a promise to my teacher that I would never be late again." Zhuo Lincheng started to frown, "Let's say it one last time, the relationship between me and Yu Xiaofei is just good friends. I don't want to have conflicts with you over the same thing over and over again." He spoke righteously here, but the rumors heard in the bathroom that night kept echoing in Sun Wan's ears, and countless superimposed voices tore Sun Wan's emotions.She suddenly reached out to ring the bell beside the bed, her expression was very calm, but the mechanical and repeated movements betrayed the hysteria in her heart. Alarmed by the continuous ringing of the bell, the two nurses hurried over.Sun Wan raised her voice and said to them word by word: "Please let him out, I need to rest." They looked at each other, and looked at Zhuo Lincheng with some embarrassment, "Sir, can you see if..." Zhuo Lincheng took a deep breath, got up from the hospital bed, and left the room without looking back. After Sun Wan recovered from illness and returned to Beijing, they started a long cold war. On the first day back to Beijing to resume work, Sun Wan deliberately worked overtime at the newspaper until late at night, and she cut off all the calls from Zhuo Lincheng.In the early morning, she returned home exhausted, and saw Zhuo Lincheng sitting alone in the darkness of the room, she walked through the living room without raising her head, entered the room, and locked it. The next morning, Sun Wan stood in a daze for a while in the living room where the smell of smoke was still there, and left in a hurry without even eating breakfast.From that day on, she began to stay up until the early hours of the night before going home.When he got home, Zhuo Lincheng was either watching a movie alone, or was dealing with official business in the study.Every night there was a different snack on the dining table, but Sun Wan turned a blind eye to it.Because she had suffered enough from Xiaoen Xiaohui, she didn't want to let herself be dizzy again. What followed was endless disputes.Sun Wan never thought before that any little detail in life could become an opportunity for a quarrel: he spoke softly, and she wanted to quarrel with him; he kept silent, and she wanted to quarrel with him; If it is lighter, it will also make her feel that he is attacking her for being too angry, which will turn into a quarrel. They are not people with fierce personalities, and because of Zhuo Lincheng's demeanor, such quarrels usually don't last for a few minutes.But her long-term provocation eventually made him tired.He started to come home late, and although he never stayed out overnight, he always returned home after Sun Wan fell asleep. Just when Sun Wan thought that the plot was going to be staged to the point where they both hated seeing each other, Zhuo Lincheng went to the United States again. Holly reported that he was going to discuss the remaining issues of the acquisition, but Sun Wan knew that he wanted to avoid her and use cooling methods to protect their dying relationship. Returning to the situation of being alone in the empty city again, she was a little darkly happy at first - happy that she could hurt him like this.As time went by, her heart-wrenching loneliness and suspicion made her pleasure no longer pure.When dreaming back in the middle of the night, she often has a fear of facing an abyss. One day, she packed up her mood and went to the sun room to read a book. As soon as she entered the door, a few pots of orchids that died of lack of water caught off guard and hurt her eyes.She suddenly discovered that the ever-blooming roses on the flower stand were withered due to no one taking care of them, and the originally vibrant home suddenly gave off a decayed atmosphere. The alarm bell sounded in her heart, and she began to ask herself what purpose she wanted to achieve through the Cold War.divorce?Just by hearsay?No, her love for him was not so shallow.She just hated his deception. Although the rumors she heard in the bathroom that day brought her a huge shock, what really destroyed her was the fact that he had lied to her from Holly.A deception, like a falling domino, destroyed all the trust and dependence on him that she had built up with great difficulty. Because she no longer trusted her, she speculated that Zhuo Lincheng went to Yu Xiaofei's house that night and did something that needed to be covered up with lies.Speculation and rumors made her make the inference that he had cheated. Realizing this, Sun Wan began to self-reflect: In this matter, she did not handle it properly.She stood in the position of the victim from beginning to end and used cold violence against him, but she never imagined how much damage he would have suffered during this period of time if all this was a misunderstanding. Once guilt strikes, the instinctive response is to make amends.She spent the whole night writing thousands of words of email to him, explaining the ins and outs of the recent encounter, and expressing her apology tactfully. It was five o'clock in the morning when the email was sent.Letting go of one thought, she felt at ease, she yawned in the bright sky, and went back to bed with a peaceful mind to catch up on sleep.Before falling asleep, a long-lost smile hangs on the corner of her lips, and she firmly believes that he will come back as soon as he sees the email and accept her peace proposal. "I'm going to water the flowers after I wake up." In the dimness, she said to herself. Sun Wan was awakened by the phone call. The moment she opened her eyes, a sense of loss surged towards her. In her imagination, she should have been awakened by Zhuo Lincheng's kiss. She couldn't wait to grab the phone, and looking around, the caller was Lao Xia.She lowered her head and exhaled, connected the phone, and said in a low voice, "Hello." "Are you still sleeping? Go online quickly, something serious has happened!" Lao Xia's voice was very excited. "What's the big deal?" Sun Wan asked lightly. "Go and turn on the computer, I guarantee you will know what's going on within 30 seconds of connecting to the Internet." Sun Wan got out of bed and turned on the computer.When logging onto QQ, while pouring herself soda, she asked Lao Xia wearily, "I have to work overtime again today." "necessary." "Then I'll come to the unit later." "That's not necessary, you just go to the end of the world to watch. There must be countless people coming out to break the news today, you first use those gossips to make a manuscript. I'm going to the South Second Ring Road to do an in-depth investigation." As soon as Lao Xia finished speaking, Sun Wan saw the big event in the pop-up news on QQ—the leaked bed photo of Yu Xiaofei on Weibo. Sun Wan recognized the sleeping profile of the male protagonist in the bed photo at a glance, and the mobile phone attached to her ear slipped down her cheek unconsciously, and finally landed on the floor with a bang.Then there was herself.She knelt crookedly on the ground, and the scene in front of her was spinning.She doubted that she would never have the strength to stand up again. Lao Xia's voice came from the mobile phone at his feet, "Did you see it? Hello? Hello." Sun Wan picked up the phone and pressed it to her ear. The choked air in her chest seemed to harden, which made her heart ache. After a long time, she tremblingly replied: "Oh." "Did you stay? It was the same when I first saw it. Now it's not uncommon for pornographic photos to leak out in the entertainment industry. What's rare is that celebrities accidentally share their bed photos." Sun Wan could only hear her own rapid panting. "Look at how Yu Xiaofei pretends to be the last white lotus in the entertainment industry. If I were her, I would have to chop off the hand I took taking selfies... Don't talk about it, you go to Tianya, the proofreading room is waiting for the manuscript." Sun Wan held the mobile phone and knelt stiffly on the spot.It turned out that he had been back a long time ago and was just staying with Yu Xiaofei.If Yu Xiaofei hadn't made a mistake in taking a selfie and shared their bed photos on Weibo, she would have been kept in the dark and continued to dream of the Spring and Autumn Dream of reunion! She smiled coldly, propped herself up on the corner of the chair, and wiped away the half-dried tear from the corner of her eye.After sitting on the chair for a while, she opened the mailbox expressionlessly, recalled and completely deleted the emails that Zhuo Lincheng hadn't read in the future. The phone rang again, and this time it was Li Meijing who called.Sun Wan hung up the phone without even thinking about it, and pressed the button to turn it off.She calmly got up and went back to her room, dragged out a large suitcase, packed her original clothes, and stroked the jade bracelet on her wrist.The bracelet was clearly worn loosely, but now it seemed to have taken root on her wrist, and it got stuck under her thumb, and she couldn't get it off no matter what.She gritted her teeth fiercely, grabbed the bracelet and pulled it down violently, until the joints of her left palm were all red.In the end, she didn't know whether it was the pain or what, but she who had been holding on, suddenly stood there and cried silently. At this time, she heard the door behind her being pushed open. She trembled, and looked back, only to see Zhuo Lincheng, whom she had not seen for a long time, standing at the door frowning, looking at her haggardly. She closed her eyes heavily, and the tears accumulated in her eyes fell like broken threads. "Sorry." He said, his voice hoarse. This was the first time he said sorry to her. Even though he had done so many evil deeds to her, he never had the consciousness to say sorry.But this time, he finally said the three most vicious words in the world. Sun Wan was like being hit by a whip, and her heart was burning with pain, but her reason kept her silent. She found a tube of lotion from the box, applied it all over her left hand, pursed her lips, took off the bracelet and put it on the dressing table.After being stunned for a while, the corner of her mouth moved slightly, "It doesn't matter anymore. Really." As she said that, she bent down to lock the box, and it took a lot of effort to lock the box.Zhuo Lincheng walked over and hugged her from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder, "If I say that I don't even know what happened, can you still believe me?" Sun Wan gently pushed him away, and said in a weary voice: "Zhuo Lincheng, I can't trust you again and again." She reached out to pull the handle of the box, but he pressed her hand firmly.He stared into her eyes, showing a helpless expression in front of her for the first time, "I don't know why she appeared on my bed, I really don't know." Sun Wan didn't struggle, and said sadly: "Why put on a show? It's better for everyone to show some demeanor so that we can get together and go away." He was irritated by the words "good get together and good parting", and he pulled her into his arms tightly, "I can't get together and good parting with you!" He has always liked to use this way of confinement towards her, and she said miserably: "It's impossible for us anymore. Things have come to this point, please let me go." "Don't even think about it in this life!" He hugged her even harder, as if he wanted to warm her with his own temperature, seeing that she was unmoved, he pleaded, "What do you want me to do before you will believe it?" I." Sun Wan shook her head mechanically, "Instead of asking me how I can trust you, why don't I trust you?" Zhuo Lincheng did not respond this time, quietly waiting for her next words. "You may not know that from the moment you said 'I'm sorry' to Yaya three years ago, our marriage has been covered with original sin. I believe that you love me, but I believe that every woman who follows you, In the end, I cannot escape the fate of being deceived and betrayed by you." Zhuo Lincheng finally let go of her, and looked at her in disbelief, as if he heard something terrible. Sun Wan didn't dare to look him in the eyes. At this moment, they seemed to have switched positions, and the truly unforgivable person became her. "I have been waiting, waiting for you to get tired of me, like a death row prisoner waiting for the final death. When I don't love you, I wait calmly. When I love you, I wait very scared. Zhuo Lincheng, I really waited It's enough, it's enough. I beg you to give me a good time this time, okay?" Zhuo Lincheng's face turned pale little by little, as if something was flowing away from his body.After a long time, he finally said: "I don't know if I am too self-righteous, or you know how to deceive better than me, but I always thought that you were happy with me." Sun Wan took a deep breath, resisting the suffocating pain in her chest. He turned around, took a step ahead of her, and walked towards the door sluggishly. Just when Sun Wan was about to shed tears, he suddenly stopped in his tracks without looking back, "I will give you an explanation about Yu Xiaofei." "That's not important anymore." Sun Wan lowered her head, "I'll send you the divorce agreement as soon as possible." He was obviously extremely exhausted, but the cruelty in his bones was not lacking, "Don't do your work in vain. I married you by 'any means', not to divorce you." Although Zhuo Lincheng did not agree to the divorce, he acquiesced in her leaving. As soon as she left the community, Sun Wan took a taxi and went straight to her hometown in Tongzhou.It's not that she has nowhere to go, but she just wants Li Meijing to see the consequences of "selling" her daughter to a wealthy family with bad intentions. Seeing Sun Wan dragging her luggage home, Li Meijing's face turned pale and red and turned ugly.Sun Wan ignored her with a sullen face, and put the clothes in the box into the cabinet one by one.Li Meijing squatted down to help, checked for a long time, and found that there was no body as valuable as hers, so she was a little anxious, "The person in the photo is really Lincheng? Could it be that someone else used PS to change his head." Sun Wan didn't answer, she opened her notebook and typed the resignation letter in the Word document.After so much gossip, she now has nothing but disgust for the job of gossiping for a living. Seeing that she was actually writing a letter of resignation, Li Meijing jumped up anxiously, "Sun Wan, you can't be like this. Men are already unreliable. If you don't even have a job, it will be too miserable." Sun Wan finished writing the resignation letter in one go, and sent it out without hesitation.Li Meijing sighed heavily, and sat on Sun Wan's bed, "How could this kid from Lincheng do such a thing? He doesn't look like that kind of person. It must be you, who puts a bad face on you every day. Look, drive him to another woman!" Hearing this, Sun Wan became furious, "At this time, you still have to help him speak!" Li Meijing felt ashamed in her heart and did not dare to confront her tit for tat, so she softened her temper and coaxed: "Don't you have a misunderstanding? What did Lincheng tell you?" Sun Wan sneered, "He said he was sorry." Li Meijing's face turned pale again, she lowered her head and thought for a while, then raised her head and said to Sun Wan: "You take a rest first, I'll get you something to eat." After Li Meijing went out, Sun Wan pushed the computer away and fell sleepily on the bed.She stared blankly at the tidal ceiling, and tears fell silently.She didn't want to show weakness in Li Meijing's sphere of influence, so she raised her hand to wipe away her tears and gritted her teeth. After a while, Li Meijing came in with a bowl of egg soup, "Sun Wan, drink something warm." Seeing that she was not moving, she sat down in front of her desk, "Lincheng called me just now..." Sun Wan opened her eyes suddenly and stared straight at her. Li Meijing was a little guilty, this daughter was too smart, she saw right through her.She said coyly, "I did it. Don't blame mom for being meddlesome. There are many things that we can't see clearly with our naked eyes. Especially that mistress is still an actor, let's not just look at the surface." Sun Wan was startled for a moment, her eyes gradually fell from her face to the wall behind her. Seeing that her attitude had softened, Li Meijing dragged the chair forward, "Lincheng said that he just came back from the United States yesterday, and he planned to go home right away, but Lin was held back by a party. The people who had dinner that day were all His brother, everyone was having a good time, and he accidentally drank too much. As a result, when he woke up in the morning, he saw that woman next to him, and he didn't even know what happened." Sun Wan sneered softly, drunk sex is probably a slightly less rotten lie than being late in a traffic jam, it's hard for Li Meijing to pretend to believe it. It seems that I can't even stay here.Sun Wan sighed and got up, and put the clothes in the closet into the suitcase again.As a result, she put one away, and Li Meijing took one out.After repeating this several times, Sun Wan threw a piece of clothing into the box heavily, "Enough!" Li Meijing squatted down and took out all the clothes in her box, laid them flat and put them back in the cabinet, "I know you are wronged. Since you can't listen to anything, I won't say anything. You should rest at home, and don't work if you don't want to work." Go, I can afford you." Sun Wan's jaw trembled a few times, and her eyes were red. "Drink the egg soup while it's hot. Local eggs cost two yuan each." Li Meijing opened the curtain of Sun Wan's bedroom while talking, she had already gone out, but her head stuck out again, "Sun Wan, a woman who can't control her man, no matter how smart she is, is futile." Colorful neon lights, psychedelic lights and shadows, in the largest private room of the "Huang Clan", the deep accent music rhythmically shakes the hearts of all present. Beside the snooker table, Xu Tao hugged an S-shaped Russian beauty, pretending to teach her how to play.Xu Tao was short and fat, holding a tall and plump foreign beauty like a white dragon horse, the scene was very funny.Behind them, a group of enchanting women looked at them with silly smiles. Just as Xu Tao was indulging in pleasure, the door of the private room was suddenly pushed open, and a tall black shadow rushed in with a murderous aura. Xu Tao followed the sound and looked, seeing that it was Zhuo Lincheng, he was startled, but he still greeted him with a smile on his face, "Zhuo..." Before the word "Brother" could be uttered, a heavy punch landed on the bridge of his nose, his eyes suddenly went dark, he staggered and fell to the ground, tears and nosebleeds spilled out together. Yingying Yanyan screamed and ran away behind her, wine glasses, beer bottles, and microphones smashed to the floor in disorder. Zhuo Lincheng stepped forward quickly, pulled him up from the ground, grabbed his neck and forced him back. Seeing that he was on the verge of suffocation, with his eyes rolled up, he withdrew his hand and knocked him down on the ball with another punch. on the table. Xu Tao was almost in shock, he couldn't even utter a word of forgiveness, curled up on the ball table, squinted his eyes and looked at him in fear, sucking in air-conditioning hissingly, "Don't...don't..." Zhuo Lincheng took off his coat, threw it on the table with his hands, grabbed his collar and lifted him up again, his eyes were like knives, "You tell me honestly, what happened last night." Xu Tao trembled like he was sifting through chaff, "Brother Zhuo, I don't understand, what's going on..." With a slamming punch, Xu Tao heard the sound of his left brow bone breaking. "Let me remind you again: I want to know how you pimped Yu Xiaofei last night!" Xu Tao raised his hands to beg for forgiveness, and his legs almost knelt down, "Brother Zhuo, I really don't know, I dare not plot against you even if I have the guts of a bear. You are drunk yourself, and you may not remember some things clearly, but... But it can’t be blamed on me.” Zhuo Lincheng nodded, turned around and walked to the door of the private room, and locked the door behind him. Xu Tao knew something was wrong, so he ran to the bathroom, Zhuo Lincheng caught up with him, grabbed his arm and pulled him back, bringing him to the ground.Zhuo Lincheng leaned forward, straightened Xu Tao's bulky body, and pressed his right knee heavily on his left rib, "You want me to get drunk with just that little wine? What kind of drug did you give me?" .” Xu Tao howled like a wild dog, "I really don't know anything! There were so many people last night, why did you doubt me?" Zhuo Lincheng picked up a beer bottle on the table, smashed it next to his ear, pointed the sharp glass point at the main artery in his neck, "Say!" Xu Tao also got angry, gritted his teeth, held his breath, and stared at him with bloodshot eyes, "I don't know!" Zhuo Lincheng's lips were tightly lined, his eyes were gloomy and dark, the hand holding the wine bottle trembled violently, a few drops of sweat rolled down from the corner of his forehead where the veins were exposed, and hung on his eyelids. "Brother Zhuo, please forgive me, I don't want to die!" Xu Tao's last bit of ruthlessness dissipated under his violent eyes, and he cried and begged: "I'm going to make trouble, and you can't get over it yourself Parents! Although my life is worthless, you really can’t afford to die with me! If you can’t, then think about your sister-in-law. If something happens to you, what should my sister-in-law do by herself.” Zhuo Lincheng panted heavily, the shadows in his eyes gradually dissipated, he let go of him, dragged him to the side of the sofa, and threw him down heavily.He raised his head and took a deep breath, walked to the Srock table, picked up his coat and put it on neatly, "Don't let me see you in the future. Also, go and tell Yu Xiaofei not to play with fire and set yourself on fire." The dark red apple was turning between Yu Xiaofei's slender fingers, and the snake-like peel poked out from under the knife.She sat in front of the hospital bed expressionlessly, behind her lowered eyelids, there was a pair of eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.She has no make-up today, she is as plain as a piece of porcelain, and her long hair is only loosely tied up in a Korean-style bun.People who don't know her may think she is a quiet and gentle little wife when they see her. "You didn't see his ruthlessness with your own eyes. I'm still panicking when I close my eyes. Feifei, I think you should forget it. If you really break them up, I'm afraid the rest of my life will not be good." Life is over." On the hospital bed, both sides of Xu Tao's face were swollen, the red skin was covered with bruises, and the small eyes turned into two ridiculous slits. A whole piece of apple peel fell to the ground with a snap, Yu Xiaofei cut off half of the flesh, and handed it to Xu Tao's mouth with a knife and fork, he hurriedly opened his mouth to bite the flesh. Yu Xiaofei stared at him intently, then suddenly smiled, "Your appearance reminds me of a story." Her smile made Xu Tao's breathing tight, and her eyes were like a jackal's greedy light, "What's the story?" Compared with the women he has experienced before, Yu Xiaofei is not considered first-class beauty, but as long as she smiles at him, he will react like a demon.Unlike other women, her smile is both arrogant and gentle, her eyes clearly look down on him, but her expression seems to be gentle and flattering.Whenever he saw this kind of smile, he couldn't help but want to conquer the arrogance in her eyes in a manly way. "I heard that Eskimos only need a small knife like this to kill polar bears." Yu Xiaofei turned the handle of the knife in her hand and looked at him like a child. "It sounds incredible, right? Actually, the method is very simple, just use Make a blood popsicle with seal blood and a dagger, throw it in the place where polar bears come and go, and the bloodthirsty polar bears will quickly come to lick this delicious blood popsicle. Licking and licking, their tongues are gradually melted by the ice Paralyzed, unconscious, and cut their tongues by exposed daggers. But they will still be driven by desire, licking their own blood, until shock due to excessive blood loss. Then, they become Eskimo cushions and food." Hearing this, Xu Tao, who was biting an apple on the edge of a knife, shuddered and quickly withdrew his mouth. Yu Xiaofei looked out of the window, sighed faintly, and said, "I remember a Buddhist scripture that said, people in the world woo, lick honey with a knife, taste it for the first time, and they are almost cutting their tongues. No better than a polar bear, who clearly knows that love and hurt coexist, but will sacrifice himself for that little bit of sweetness." "Isn't this self-abuse? Where can I find some sweetness? Do you have to lick the knife?" Xu Tao muttered, "Feifei, you are a smart person!" Yu Xiaofei calmly got up, shook his hospital bed, looked at his wound and asked pointedly: "Taozi, aren't you also a smart person?" "That's different. I was beaten half to death, but I got real benefits in exchange." Xu Tao naturally thought of the beautiful scenery of that night. For more than a year, he has spent nearly ten million on Yu Xiaofei, but he has not had any chance to kiss Fangze.He claims to be shrewd, but Yu Xiaofei, a slippery loach, just eats the bait and doesn't take the bait.He was a little disheartened at first, but Yu Xiaofei took the initiative to find him a good deal - if he brought Zhuo Lincheng down, she would give her her body in return. It's not like he didn't know the terrible consequences of tripping Zhuo Lincheng, but when Yu Xiaofei's snake-like bare feet slipped on his thighs, he couldn't care less about the consequences -- even if the peony flower died? Of course, he also talked about a very handsome salary for himself.On the night when Zhuo Lincheng was brought down with medicine, he got his first payment on the sofa outside Zhuo Lincheng's suite. Thinking of the scene at that time, he became excited instinctively, quickly grabbed Yu Xiaofei's hand, and licked her fingers that were soaked in apple juice, "Feifei, this deal is really not worth it! You lost your wife and lost Bing, you've given me a lot of money." Yu Xiaofei looked at him indifferently with lowered eyes, as if the one licking her hand was not a man, but a playful animal: "It's not the end, no one cares about winning or losing." Xu Tao's breathing became more and more heavy, "Baby Feifei, when are you going to pay me the other half? I died for you once!" Yu Xiaofei withdrew her hand and unzipped the one-piece dress little by little, "How about now? I really don't like muddling around." Xu Tao stared at her half-naked body, swallowed gulps of saliva, panted and said, "We agreed, this time I won't wear a condom..." Yu Xiaofei lifted the thin sheet off his body expressionlessly, and pulled the remaining lace panties down to below her knees, "Okay, we get both money and goods." After more than ten minutes, Yu Xiaofei pulled up her pants and put on a one-piece dress, as if nothing had happened, and left without saying a word. She walked quickly through the quiet corridor of the VIP ward area, and the light spots from the branches of the red locust tree danced on her face and body.She walked to the public restroom at the end in one breath, locked the door heavily, and vomited violently in front of the sink.The spasm in her stomach caused her beautiful face to twitch severely, and her soul-stirring clear eyes were also covered with terrifying bloodshot eyes.After a long time, panting, she took out the emergency contraceptive pill that she had prepared in her bag and swallowed it raw. Breathing gradually calmed down, she looked at her cold face in the mirror, showing a weird smile.It was disgusting, but she had gotten used to it a long time ago.At the age of sixteen, when she exchanged her body for the first time to sing, she knew clearly that as long as this body is not old, there is no unreachable goal in this world.