Chapter 5 Chapter 5 In fact, I only love a certain person in Chang'an

Saying goodbye to Xiao Xun that day, Sun Wan was delayed at school for a day or two before returning home.However, just three days after the summer vacation, Sun Wan was annoyed by Li Meijing's endless nagging. Then came the quarrels. When the quarrels were the most intense, the mother and daughter would find the most vicious words to attack each other, and then they both felt remorse afterwards, showing some confession to each other in some small details.It's just that the confession can't last too long, and the next quarrel will break out again. Sun Wan felt that she couldn't live like this anymore. She still remembered the reason that the talented Hong Huang said when she divorced the great director Chen Kaige: He made me a shrew.If you get along with a person until you lose yourself, getting rid of it as soon as possible is not a kind of happiness.

Frustrated, Sun Wan packed a backpack and went to Xi'an.This is the trip she has dreamed of for many years, but the real driving force for her to act is Xiao Xun. Lying in the narrow compartment of the sleeper train, she began to miss Xiao Xun crazily.For a girl like her who has never been in love before, love is actually a passionate imagination with her body unmoved and her heart far away. The more you think about it, the stronger the love, and the stronger you think about it. She was about to arrive in his city, and she swore that she would not bother him rashly, nor would she let him know that she had been there. She just wanted to feel the city he was in and see the scenery he had seen.

After arriving in Xi'an, Sun Wan stayed in a pre-booked youth hostel.Energetic, she completed the two main tourist routes in Xi'an in just two days. After swimming, she felt a deep sense of loss. She always felt that her imagination was too beautiful and the reality was too cruel.The Chang'an she imagined is long gone, and all that remains are some old titles and occasional flashes of good fortune. Her trip became embarrassing. She had planned a 15-day itinerary, but she was so empty.She didn't know what she could do if she stayed, but she left without reconciliation.Finally, she decided to ruminate once, measuring the city at a very slow pace.So, patiently, she took a map of Xi'an every day and walked the streets alone.

This afternoon, just after watching the exhibition from Shanbo, she unexpectedly encountered a cloud and rain, and she was half wet when she was crossing the overpass.Dumbfounded, she had no choice but to stop a tricycle and let the master drive slowly to the Big Wild Goose Pagoda. As soon as she sat down in the car, the cell phone in her bag rang.She answered the phone while turning over a tissue to wipe the water.On the other end of the phone, Li Ya, who was obviously very empty, chatted with her endlessly. Sun Wan endured it for a few minutes and finally stopped, saying frankly that she was going to the Big Wild Goose Pagoda to watch the sunset, and told her to stop gossiping.

Li Ya said worriedly: "Sister, didn't you just get caught in the rain? Hurry up and go back to the youth hostel to take a shower, and be careful of catching a cold." Sun Wan said nonchalantly: "It's hot and rainy, how can you catch a cold? Do you think that everyone in the world is as weak as you, Miss? I'm in good health. I haven't taken cold medicine for more than ten years... ..." At this time, the tricycle driver who was driving looked back at Sun Wan in horror. Sun Wan immediately caught this complex look, hung up the phone and asked, "Master, what's the matter? What were you looking at me for?"

The master shook his head and said, "Girl, I advise you not to go to the Big Wild Goose Pagoda, go back and change your clothes. I won't charge you for this journey." Sun Wan asked curiously, "Why?" "I'm afraid you'll catch a cold." "Ah! How come?" Sun Wan felt that the master was making a fuss. "If you hadn't said what you said just now, you might not have caught a cold, but you might not have caught a cold if you said it." Sun Wan was completely dazzled by this nagging master, she hardly shrugged her shoulders like the Cantonese guy, stared wide-eyed and said: "Explain."

"Girl, you haven't heard a word before you came to Xi'an: Shaanxi is evil, you can talk about it but you can't, talk about it like a bastard. It means, don't talk nonsense in the fields of Shaanxi. If you talk nonsense, it won't work. The bad ones must be spirits!" Sun Wan was taken aback, she had indeed heard from the tour guide that Xi'an had a "speech spirit", and the tour guide gave many examples to prove this, but Sun Wan didn't take it seriously at all, instead she thought it was the tour guide's conjecture. gimmick. At this moment, she was a little worried when she heard the old master say it seriously, but she was determined not to believe in these strange and chaotic things.She thought to herself, let's try the method today to see if it is so effective, the big deal is a cold, don't be afraid.After thinking about it, she insisted that the master take her to the Big Wild Goose Pagoda.

As a result, that night, Sun Wan paid the price for her self-willedness.Not only did she have a cold, but it was a terrible cold.In just a few hours, her voice became so hoarse that she almost lost her voice. Sun Wan bought cold medicine at the front desk of the youth hostel in disbelief, then drank boiled water like a cow, and didn't fall asleep until midnight.When she woke up the next day, she pessimistically found that yesterday's cold medicine not only didn't work, but made her condition worse. The girl who slept on the opposite bed kindly reminded her before leaving that some cold medicines in the youth hostel were expired, so it was best not to buy such things in the youth hostel.After finishing speaking, she left an apple for Sun Wan and asked her to go to a regular pharmacy to buy medicine after getting up.

Poor Sun Wan didn't even have the energy to say thank you to her, let alone go to the pharmacy to buy medicine?She looked around at the empty beds, feeling like she was drowning in despair. She suppressed the high fever and gnawed on the apple while drinking water. Her blocked nostrils made her suspect that she was about to suffocate to death. After eating the apples, she sat limply on the bed, not thinking of any good things, either thinking of the scene of Lin Daiyu burning her poems before her death in the 87 version of Dream of Red Mansions, or silently chanting "Lying in a lonely village without self-sorrow", However, after thinking about it, others died more than Mount Tai, so why did I die for Xiao Xun in such a silent manner?

Thinking of Xiao Xun, her nose became more and more sour, and some hot tears rolled down from the corner of her eyes.At this time, a little lonely courage rose from the bottom of her desperate heart, and she no longer wanted to pay attention to the reservedness of those little daughters.She picked up the phone, found Xiao Xun's name, dialed his number, and said to the other side in a duck voice without thinking: "Xiao Xun, I suspect that I am going to die of illness..." Xiao Xun, who was tens of kilometers away, didn't know that there were so many twists and turns behind her words. He felt struck by lightning for an instant, and asked about the situation dumbfounded. When he learned that she fell ill in Xi'an, after asking about the address, he didn't say anything. Said and rushed over.

After a few days of seeing each other, Xiao Xun became thinner and his skin darkened a lot.Sun Wan looked at him eagerly, barely shedding tears. Xiao Xun saw that her face was swollen from burning, and her eyebrows were almost knotted.He stepped forward to hold her hand, put two fingers on her wrist, and after a while, said decisively, "Follow me home." Sun Wan stared at him dumbfounded, and suddenly lost her response. Xiao Xun didn't realize that his words came so abruptly, he took out his mobile phone and made a call, said something to the other end of the phone in Shaanxi dialect, then squatted down in front of Sun Wan, "Come up, I'll carry you on my back." Sun Wan was still about to pretend to be reserved, but he already pulled her hands onto his shoulders involuntarily. It wasn't until Xiao Xun's home that Sun Wan really understood what it means to be an apprentice. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, Sun Wan wouldn't have believed that there are such impoverished rural areas in China, and she couldn't even believe that there was a student with a major in A coming out of this rough bungalow that hadn't been painted and didn't even have glass windows. She stood in the yard in front of his bungalow as if in a dream, unable to speak a word. Xiao Xun took the bowl from the kitchen without saying a word, poured out a bowl of brown liquid from the earthen pot on the coal stove, and handed it to Sun Wan, "Drink it, and the cold will be cured soon." Sun Wan firmly believed in his words, took the bowl and took a big gulp, but the medicine was so bitter that she wished she could grow wings and fly out.Looking at her wrinkled face, Xiao Xun seemed a little guilty, guilty that he couldn't even find anything sweet at home.Seeing him like this, Sun Wan felt sore in her heart, so she endured the pain and gulped down all the medicine juice. Seeing that she finished drinking the medicine, Xiao Xun shouted something in dialect to the back room.A skinny old man wearing a vest and shorts came out.The old man gave Sun Wan a friendly smile, a little shy in his smile.After he asked Xiao Xun in local dialect, he found a pointed broken bowl from beside the stove, grabbed Sun Wan's arm with one hand, stroked it vigorously a few times, and quickly pierced her arm with the broken bowl with the other hand , A line of black blood flowed out instantly. Sun Wan screamed, and looked at Xiao Xun in panic. Xiao Xun smiled slightly and said, "Okay, it's all right." As soon as he finished speaking, Sun Wan felt his nose suddenly breathe.She raised her hand to cover her lips, she couldn't believe what had happened in the past two days. "My stepfather is a Chinese medicine doctor here, and he can treat general diseases." Hearing what Xiao Xun said, Sun Wan hurriedly nodded to his stepfather.Only then did she discover that there were various Chinese herbal medicines drying in the yard of his house. "If you don't mind, I'll stay here today, and I'll send you back to Xi'an when you recover tomorrow." Xiao Xun said firmly, obviously confident in his stepfather's medical skills. How could Sun Wan feel disgusted, and after thanking her, she asked, "Why didn't I see your mother?" There was a flash of heaviness in Xiao Xun's eyes, "She - she is not feeling well, lying in the back room, I will take you to see her." Sun Wan followed Xiao Xun to the back room, and it took a long time to get used to the dim light in the back room, but the person lying on the bed spoke first: "Xun Xun, who is this?" It was actually Mandarin. Sun Wan didn't wait for Xiao Xun to speak, she stepped forward and introduced herself, "Auntie, I'm Brother Xiao's junior." Only then did she see clearly that Xiao Xun's mother's face was extremely pale and thin, so thin that the bony bones under the skin could almost be seen, but it was not difficult to see from this face that she had a beautiful face when she was young, so it turned out that Xiao Xun was like her mother. Xiao Xun's mother looked at her lovingly for a while, "You are so cute." As she spoke, she braced herself to get up from the bed, "Xunxun, go to the field and cut some fresh garlic sprouts, and I'll make shaozi noodles for your junior." Seeing that her health was worrying, Sun Wan quickly declined, "Auntie, don't bother—how about letting me cook and make you a Beijing braised noodle." Xiao Xun's mother was about to say something, Xiao Xun stepped forward and held her down, "Take a good nap, I'll do it." Before he finished speaking, a girl's shrill voice came from outside the door, "Xiao Xun—Xiao Xun—eat pomegranate." Sun Wan followed the sound and saw a tall girl with a ponytail coming in. When she saw Sun Wan, she was stunned for a moment, then pointed at Xiao Xun with a smirk, "Xiao Xun, Xiao Xun, the speed is so fast!" , my cousin brought them back to me.” Xiao Xun lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "Xiao Ya, don't talk nonsense, Sun Wan is our classmate in A University." "Ah?" The girl named Xiao Ya walked up to Sun Wan, "You are from A." Sun Wan nodded and looked at her and Xiao Xun in a daze. Xiao Xun took out a pomegranate from the bamboo basket Xiao Ya was carrying and handed it to Sun Wan, "This is my cousin Xiao Ya, who also studies journalism, and she was in the same class as you." He seemed to think of something, and added, "Speaking of which, you should thank her. If she hadn't been ill last time, I wouldn't have attended the class for her, and I wouldn't have had the chance to help you draw the questions." Xiao Ya's appearance broke the overly polite atmosphere just now.After chattering and talking, she took the initiative to take over the job of cooking and entertaining guests, and gave Xiao Xun a considerate job. Sun Wan recovered from her illness the next day, but she pretended that she was still not fully recovered, and stayed at Xiao Xun's house for another two days.During these two days, she either helped Xiao Xun's father dry and collect herbs, or helped Xiao Xun do various farm work. After two or three days, Sun Wan had a general understanding of the situation of Xiao Xun's family through Xiao Ya's few words and her own observations.Xiao Xun's biological father was originally the village head of this village, and Xiao's mother was an educated youth sent here back then, and the two were very affectionate after marriage.It's a pity that Xiao's father died early, and Xiao's mother remarried to an old Chinese doctor who often took care of her because of her frailty and sickness. Xiao Xun's stepfather is ten years older than Xiao's mother. He has no children and he is not only caring towards Xiao's mother, but also treats Xiao Xun as his own.Over the years, Xiao Xun's stepfather spent all his income on treating Xiao's mother and subsidizing Xiao Xun's education, so the family was destitute and in dire straits.Sun Wan was very curious about what illness Xiao's mother had, but seeing that Xiao's family kept secret about it, she had no choice but to kill her curiosity. After breakfast on the third day, after Sun Wan helped Mother Xiao clean up the kitchen, she proposed to leave. Xiao Xun, who was washing fresh Codonopsis ginseng in a corner, put down his work and said, "If you're not in a hurry, I'll take you somewhere." The place Xiao Xun mentioned was the Hanyang Mausoleum. Hanyang Mausoleum is the joint burial mausoleum of Han Jing Emperor Liu Qi and Empress Wang Zhi. Because it is located in the outskirts of Xianyang and the publicity is not good enough, it is not as famous as other scenic spots. Many tourists do not know this tourist route. Sun Wan originally planned to go to the Hanyang Mausoleum after the terracotta warriors and horses, but she was disappointed after seeing the terracotta warriors and horses, so she gave up the idea of ​​going to the Hanyang Mausoleum.Judging by her logic, the famous terracotta warriors and horses at home and abroad are nothing more than the same. The Hanyang Mausoleum, which was unheard of before, is probably even more boring to watch. Therefore, when she heard Xiao Xun say that she was going to Hanyang Mausoleum, she didn't hold out any hope at first, but who would have thought that after driving through a long stretch of narrow road, his bicycle actually crossed into an untouched paradise. I saw a Han-style palace with high eaves pecking at the eaves quietly standing in a piece of luxuriant grass. Within the range of vision, except for the knee-high green grass and the palace, there was no trace of a person. Sun Wan was shocked by the sense of history that rushed to her face, and looked back at Xiao Xun who was leaning on the bicycle, "What a surprise... If you weren't by my side, I thought I had traveled through time and space." At this time, a gust of wind blew by, and the copper bells on the eaves of the palace made a distant and empty sound in the wind.Sun Wan instantly fell in love with the emptiness and depression here, as well as the depth and simplicity of the ancient style. Sun Wan walked a few steps into the grass, took a deep breath of the moist air in the morning, and immediately suffered from Qiong Yao's disease, "Xiao Xun, this time I really feel consummated. I know why I like Xi'an but never come Is it? I’m actually afraid to see the place in my dream full of people like the Forbidden City, with ears full of "Mouse Loves Rice" and noses full of instant noodles. That’s too miserable! My ideal historic site should be like this It has a unique atmosphere that makes people think and feel." Xiao Xun said with a smile: "This palace is a replica, not the real scene." "Whatever!" Sun Wan looked at Xiao Xun full of emotions, "I envy you very much, your home is so close to here, can you come over for a sit and take a walk at any time? Oh, so to speak, You are still a nobleman sitting in the royal cemetery!" Xiao Xun smiled, took out a book from the basket in front of the bicycle and handed it to Sun Wan, "You can sit in front of Emperor Jing's tombstone and read a book later, don't worry, no one will chase you away." Sun Wan took the book, "It's a luxury." Xiao Xun said calmly: "When I was young, I came here every evening, lying on the grass and reading a book. I have experienced the flowers in spring, the cool breeze in summer, the cold moon in autumn, and the cold snow in winter. Sometimes I saw the grass growing in front of Emperor Jing's tomb. If it’s complicated, I will help him clean it up, and at that moment I feel like an exiled mausoleum guard.” Sun Wan looked at him fixedly, with inexplicable love surging in her heart.They have too similar life backgrounds, have too similar experience of solitude and loneliness, and are born of the same kind.And love, to a certain extent, is a process of finding the same kind.She has been looking for him for too long, and she doesn't want to waste any more time. Probably feeling that her gaze was too eager, Xiao Xun blushed and avoided her gaze, "I'll take you to the underground palace to have a look." After finishing speaking, he walked forward one step ahead of Sun Wan. The two people, one in front and one behind, walked through a large wheat field, then through a path of green pines and cypresses, and walked along the path paved with blue bricks, and entered the underground mausoleum. As soon as he entered the mausoleum, a strong chill invaded Sun Wan's skin.Different from the terracotta warriors, this museum is built underground, and the light inside is dim and dim. Special glass is used to separate the mausoleum tunnel a few meters below from the outside world. Walking during the period, you can clearly see the piled up eunuch pottery figurines and their clothes fluttering when you look down. The figurines of beautiful ladies and the figurines of warriors in strong and sharp clothes, the feeling is like traveling through the interlaced time of ancient and modern times. Xiao Xun slowed down and explained to her the story of each tunnel in detail.After walking through every corner of the underground palace, Xiao Xun took her to watch a phantom imaging movie with a ticket. By the time we returned to the ground, it was already noon.Fortunately, there was no sun this day, so it wasn't hot to say the least. After playing for a long time, Sun Wan's stomach was so hungry that she almost cried out. Xiao Xun took her to the vicinity of Emperor Jing's tombstone, and he took out water and dry food from his bag, and made a picnic on the spot. After eating, the two of them read the novel side by side in a tacit understanding for a while, until they saw that the sky was getting darker and darker, the clouds were getting lower and lower, and a few raindrops fell on the pages of the book. A sudden summer thunderstorm disturbed the two of them. They packed up their things and ran quickly to the palace under the scattered raindrops. As soon as he ran into the hall, there was a thunderstorm, and heavy rain poured down. Sun Wan looked around in the hall while wiping the rain from her face.In such a huge palace, except for a staff member who was taking a nap at the front door, there was no one else to be seen. It was as empty and deep as an abandoned palace. They walked around the palace, returned to the back door, and sat side by side on the threshold.Sun Wan looked at the vast expanse of blue color in front of her eyes, and then looked up at the heavy rain in the sky, not knowing what day and night it was. Sitting next to her, Xiao Xun rummaged through the bag for a while, found a Xun, and played it softly without saying a word. The long and sad voice made Sun Wan's mind sway, and she looked at his handsome side face with emotion, thinking, oh, he still remembers that she said that she wanted to hear someone blow the xun, and he, like her, remembers everything they said to each other . Sun Wan bit her lip, looked back at the front door, and saw that the staff member was still sleeping, she suddenly reached out and took off the Xun from Xiao Xun's hand, and raised her head to kiss his lips. Xiao Xun was startled, and looked at her with round eyes.Her eyes were clear, but with a kind of determination, he understood her eyes, it was the determination to love him. His throat moved slightly, and he reached out to hold her face in his hands, and instead engulfed her soft lips, kissing back jerky and clumsily. Sun Wan only felt that every inch of her skin was tightened by his kiss, and she clenched her hands tightly, not even daring to breathe.She looked at his slightly frowning brows and his flushed cheeks with dazed eyes, her whole body trembling even with her soul. Who says there is no eternity in this world?At least at that moment, Sun Wan saw eternity. After the start of the sophomore year, Sun Wan and Xiao Xun's love affair was naturally made public in dormitory 403.The first time Jiang Mingzhu saw Xiao Xun and Sun Wan downstairs in the dormitory, she almost dropped her eyes.She even forgot to say hello to Sun Wan, and walked past them with her mouth open. That night, Jiang Mingzhu and Ma Rui pinned Sun Wan, who was late, on the bed, and forced her to ask her what method she used to get rid of such a difficult Bingshan boy. Sun Wan told their story in detail. At the end, Jiang Mingzhu sat on the bed in a daze, and said with mixed feelings: "I haven't seen you for a few days, and my old grandson keeps talking about diamond kings and old fives." I found someone to soak..." At this time, Li Ya, who had been silently applying nail polish beside her, answered calmly, "It's just the old man, it doesn't matter if you don't have diamonds." Sun Wan was a little embarrassed to hear her say that. Ma Rui rolled her eyes and said, "You have caught the best silver dragon, why don't we have fun catching a grouper? Xiao Xun has no money now, but it doesn't mean that he will have money in the future." No Money." Jiang Mingzhu also echoed: "That's right, the senior who chased him said that Xiao Xun will definitely become a great weapon in the future." Sun Wan gave them both a very grateful wink.Li Ya glanced at her and said lazily, "Just as long as you like it." After entering her sophomore year, the school offered a lot of elective courses. Adhering to the philosophy of "what you learn is what you earn", Sun Wan took all the courses she could and bought books to study Spanish by herself. Xiao Xun, who is in the graduating class, is naturally busier, either with his thesis or choosing an internship institution.The two busy people can only fall in love with each other. Sun Wan once felt aggrieved by his passivity, but when he thought of his situation, he was completely relieved. Sun Wan thought empathetically, if the mountain doesn't come over, I'll go there, and if he doesn't take the initiative, then it's better for her to take the initiative. Although Sun Wan has never been in love before, like all girls, she has already conceived in her mind what to do and where to go when she is in love.Whenever the two of them have free time to rest, Sun Wan either invites Xiao Xun to see a free small theater, or invites him to see exhibitions in places like Songzhuang and 798.In order to avoid the two people's dating mode being too monotonous, Sun Wan also racked her brains to make a dating guide, covering everything from the famous fountain in Oriental Xintiandi to all kinds of weird literary youth parties. Sun Wan could also see that Xiao Xun, who wished to break one minute into two minutes, was not interested in these small things, but as long as she asked, he would not hesitate to accompany her, and then lived quietly in a corner, watching her smile and her trouble , she carnival.At that time, Sun Wan didn't realize that in this love, he acted too desperately, and he was too much like a calm spectator. After a while, Sun Wan questioned such a relationship.In those few years, Korean youth sex comedies were very popular in domestic colleges and universities. Sun Wan followed Ma Rui and the others to watch movies such as "Sex Is Empty" in the dormitory. She was dumbfounded and felt that her love with Xiao Xun was too revolutionary. friendship again.In the months since they fell in love, the most intimate thing they have ever done is an estrous, ceremonial kiss.Even when her Xiao Xun was most emotional, her expression was sober, and she never saw the so-called "men's desire" from Xiao Xun. Sun Wan hated his sobriety, she held back all her energy to make him distracted.For this reason, she cheekily went to the Internet to read some articles such as "Kiss skills" and "How to make him crazy for you". In the end, she, who is pure and innocent, always blushed. But completely out of reach. As a last resort, she had no choice but to ask Love Saint Li Ya for advice.After listening to her love progress report, Li Ya said, "Are you guys in love or playing tricks?" After that, she threw a bottle of perfume and a mascara to her, "Next time, find a time when no one is around. In his dormitory, spray yourself fragrantly, brush your eyelashes up, don't talk too much, just keep staring at him, I'm sure you can be promoted to a woman as you wish." Sun Wan almost turned into a tomato. On the day of "Singles' Day", the bachelors in Xiao Xun's dormitory went to the bar to relieve their boredom. After Sun Wan learned that he was the only one in the dormitory doing the graduation project, she eagerly dressed up according to the method taught by Li Ya, shyly and timidly. He went to Xiao Xun's dormitory.Xiao Xun didn't notice her change at all, poured her a glass of water, sat down and continued to write the paper, at the end, he interjected as if talking to himself, "It's strange, there are still mosquitoes at this time." Sun Wan smelled the scent of CD perfume on her body, and wished she could shake him a hundred times, "Smell it carefully, this is not toilet water!" After finally suppressing the little flame in her heart, Sun Wan used the second trick Li Ya taught: let Xiao Xun look into her eyes for a minute, and try the mind reading skill she just learned.As a result, within a minute, Xiao Xun said with restraint: "Wan Wan, the thing you put on your eyelashes seems to have melted a bit." Sun Wan, who suffered serious internal injuries, went to the bathroom to remove the mascara, and when she came back, she sat opposite him depressed and said, "Xiao Xun, I don't think you love me at all." Xiao Xun stopped writing, looked at her with some surprise and innocently, "Wan Wan, what happened to you today." "In your eyes, am I not attractive at all?" Sun Wan lowered her head, her eyes were red. Xiao Xun held her shoulders with both hands, hesitated for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking: "Wan Wan, you... your 'that' is coming." Sun Wan avoided his hands dumbfounded, "I'm not emotionally abnormal, I'm seriously discussing our relationship with you." Xiao Xun sighed, and said softly: "Wan Wan, I love you, everything I do is for us to be better together. Can you understand me?" Sun Wan's grievance was washed away by his gentleness, she looked up at him with tears in her eyes, "You said you love me, but I don't even know when you fell in love with me." Xiao Xun thought for a while, and actually blushed a little, "The first time, when you hit me with your high heels." Sun Wan was silent for a long time, then suddenly broke into tears and laughed, threw herself into his arms and said, "Oh! So there is such a thing as sadomasochism." After that, she bit his neck and murmured: "Then I want you to love me more, love me more!" Xiao Xun snorted, and suddenly embraced her emotionally, calling her "Wan Wan".Sun Wan felt his sudden increase in body temperature and a change somewhere in his body, and she immediately fell into his arms. He lowered his head to find her lips, kissed her almost roughly, and wrapped her soft body tightly in his hot arms with both hands.Just when Sun Wan was dizzy and could barely breathe, he suddenly stopped, turned his face away, and took a few deep breaths, "Wan Wan... no... not yet." It's not that Sun Wan is not disappointed, but more of it is joy, the touching ruthlessness of her loving him at this moment. After that day, the relationship between Sun Wan and Xiao Xun entered into a stable period due to mutual understanding, and Sun Wan's emotions gradually returned to calm. Compared with her calmness, Li Ya, the "love saint" in love, has become more and more irritable and fragile.Since the beginning of winter, she either cried and laughed while watching movies, or got angry at her roommate for no reason.For a while, she even reverted to her old ways, went to a dating website to seek marriage, and went out to socialize with heavy makeup, but after a few days, she shrank back in the dormitory, unplugged the phone line, and continued to watch movies disheveled. Ma Rui discussed with Sun Wan and Jiang Mingzhu, and it seemed that Li Ya might be falling out of love.Jiang Mingzhu objected, saying: "Although Zhuo Lincheng rarely asks Li Ya out, haven't you seen him buying various famous brands for Li Ya every now and then?" Ma Rui laughed at her "materialism" doctrine, and Jiang Mingzhu was not to be outdone, citing scriptures to prove that men have known to show love to women from the beginning of primitive society. As long as a man is willing to spend money on his woman, he must still love her. of. Sun Wan got a headache from the two of them arguing, and stared worriedly at Li Ya's empty bed in a daze. That night, Li Ya came back a few minutes before turning off the lights, and as soon as she entered the dormitory, she threw herself on the balcony and vomited violently, reeking of alcohol all over the room. Sun Wan, who was already lying down, quickly got out of bed and ran to the balcony to take care of her. Looking at her through the light, she saw two black tear ducts hanging on Li Ya's white face, and her eyes were burnt red with alcohol. Sun Wan poured her a cup of yogurt in distress, but was swung to the ground by Li Ya, who was limp on the ground. She hung her head and sobbed for a long time, and finally hugged Sun Wan and cried, "He doesn't love me, he doesn't love me..." Sun Wan closed the balcony door smoothly, helped her up from the ground, and comforted her: "Why? We all envy you for having such a good boyfriend." "He loves me? I can't feel it! I can't feel it at all!" Li Ya pursed her lips, her face tensed, "Love me, why doesn't he want me? Love me, why even kiss I wouldn't say no? He hasn't called me for three days and always says he's busy, but even Bush Jr. won't fail to find time to call Laura." Sun Wan used her imagination and stammered, "Maybe...he is a relatively conservative person? It is also possible that he is more reserved." Li Ya was crying and laughing, trembling with laughter, "Haha... When is it your turn to help him make excuses? Sun Wan, Sun Wan, if you were a man, how bad would you be? Even such a lame excuse Want to get it all!" Sun Wan was embarrassed by what she said, so she had to keep her mouth shut.Just when Sun Wan didn't know what to do, Li Ya's phone rang suddenly.Li Ya's eyes, who were still like a pool of mud, suddenly lit up, she hurriedly dumped all the contents of her bag on the ground, found the mobile phone and pressed it tightly to her ear, took a deep breath, wiped away her tears, and tried her best to speak clearly and sweetly. Said in a tone: "Lincheng, haven't you slept yet? Are you busy today?" Sun Wan glanced at her with distaste, then quietly retreated into the dormitory, leaning against the corner of the table, in a daze for a long time. On the day of Lidong, Sun Wan's favorite pop singer Eason Chan held a concert at Gongti. She realized that she didn't get the tickets and couldn't afford scalpers, so she had to brave the cold wind to resell fluorescent sticks outside the Gongti, which was regarded as support Idol. After the concert started, Sun Wan sang to the music from the venue while selling the leftover fluorescent sticks.Being cold and hungry, she wanted to close the stall ahead of time, but she was a little unwilling to look at the remaining goods. When it was almost eight o'clock, Li Ya called and asked where she was.After hearing that she was at the Gongti training booth, Li Ya dropped the sentence "wait there" and hung up the phone in a hurry. Ten minutes later, Zhuo Lincheng's BMW stopped beside her. After Sun Wan got into the car, she found out from Li Ya that today is her twentieth birthday.Li Ya is going to hold a party in the small nest she rented to celebrate this "big birthday".The reason why the roommates were notified temporarily was to give them a surprise, and to save them from spending money on preparing gifts for her. Sun Wan's eyes subconsciously glanced at Zhuo Lincheng who was concentrating on driving, and quickly withdrew his eyes after just one glance.Sun Wan has always had a strange feeling about this man who appeared as Li Ya's boyfriend. She instinctively felt that his appearance was too abrupt and dreamlike. High and far clouds. She glanced at Li Ya lightly again, and she kept looking at him with a sideways smile, that attitude was very hard for Sun Wan, and it was not worth it for her. She thought of Li Ya's agitation during this period, and thought to herself, falling in love with such an unattainable man is like holding a hydrogen balloon that flies higher and higher. Although the higher the flight, the more exciting it is, but Also more afraid of being punctured. If she were Li Ya, she would definitely not choose this kind of love that is addicted to death. After entering Li Ya's house, Sun Wan couldn't help but yelled, and turned her head to look at Li Ya in disbelief, "You're really good, you arranged this all by yourself." I saw that the small nest with warm tones was colorfully decorated by Li Ya with roses, hydrangea, and balloons. The dining table in the middle of the living room was decorated with various hot pot dishes, and the long table covered with white tablecloths was filled with fruits, champagne, and fried chicken. . Li Ya walked into the room, took off her down jacket, turned on the stereo, twirled along with the flowing music, and sat down on the sofa, "Of course it was all arranged by me." Sun Wan stood by the door, "Where are the others?" Li Ya raised her wrist and looked at her watch, "I'll be there soon." Zhuo Lincheng took off his coat, hung it on the hanger, looked at Li Ya and asked, "Do you need me to do anything?" Li Ya looked at him tenderly, "No need, I have prepared all the hot pot dishes, and I can cook them when they come." Instead, Sun Wan interjected and said, "If you really want to do something for Yaya, why don't you cook her a bowl of birthday noodles yourself." Zhuo Lincheng hesitated for a while, but readily agreed, turned and walked to the kitchen. Sun Wan looked at his back, and asked a little nervously, "You don't blame me for being troublesome." Li Ya smiled heartily, "How could that be! You are thinking of me." As she spoke, she bowed and propped her chin, and said to herself in a trance, "Why didn't I expect him to make me a bowl of birthday noodles with his own hands? How meaningful it is! When he sees the noodles in the future, he will always think of it." me." Sun Wan walked to her and sat down, "That's because you are too used to him." While talking, four or five strange men and women pushed the door open and entered. They handed an oversized fruit cake and a handful of perfume lilies to Li Ya, and they all laughed and said, "Happy birthday." As soon as this group of handsome men and women came in, they filled the entire space with color, sound, and fragrance. The sense of presence was so strong that Sun Wan had nowhere to stand. She glanced at the fruits on the table and patted Li Ya on the shoulder, "I Go wash the fruit." With that said, she flashed into the kitchen with a basket of fruit. As soon as she entered the door, she saw Zhuo Lincheng sprinkled condiments into a white porcelain bowl in a somewhat helpless manner.On the stovetop, the boiling water in the pot pushed the lid up and overflowed with a gurgle.He hurriedly turned off the fire, but threw the spoon full of monosodium glutamate into the white porcelain bowl with a clang. Sun Wan looked at the white mist in the room and said, "My god!", put down the fruit, stepped forward to take the shovel in his hand and asked, "Are you making birthday noodles or making alchemy? Putting the ingredients like this will eat people to death. " Zhuo Lincheng blushed for the first time, and retreated behind her, "I'm sorry, it's my first time cooking." Sun Wan turned off the fire, opened the lid of the pot and saw that the poached egg inside was boiled until there was only a bare yolk left, she couldn't help turning her head to look at him with a smile, "I don't need to tell you. The eggs should be put in before the water boils." , will be boiled like a purse." She poured out the water in the pot, poured cold water into the pot again, and quickly rinsed away all the seasonings in the bowl, "I'll adjust the seasonings, and you can do it again after the water is hot." After finishing speaking, she opened the seasoning box and quickly put various seasonings in it. When everything was ready, she picked up an egg and said, "Come again." Unexpectedly, as soon as she turned her head, she met Zhuo Lincheng's focused gaze on her. Sun Wan was burned by his deep and gentle gaze, and held the spatula uncomfortably and said, "What's wrong? There's something on my face." 他浅浅一笑，“你像站在云里。” 孙菀这才反应过来，回头看看满厨房的水雾气，被他这个浪漫的说法打动，粲然一笑，“你也像在云里。” 经过一次失败，这次，卓临城的耐心好了很多，他把火关到最小，放入鸡蛋，用文火慢慢煮着。 孙菀退回到水池旁，打开水龙头，拿出一只蛇果放到龙头下，不料右手刚接触到冷水，她就冷不丁嘶地吸了口冷气。 卓临城闻声回头，顺着她的目光看去，见她右手小拇指处，竟被冻得发红。他微皱着眉头，“放着，我来吧。” 他越过孙菀，将所有水果一股脑儿全倒在池子里，挨个洗了起来。 “谢谢。”孙菀感激地看了他一眼。抛开拒人千里的外表不谈，他其实算是个很细致贴心的男人。 他将洗好的蛇果装盘，“刚才在车里看着你，不自觉会想，为什么同样是小女孩，你却要把自己弄得那么辛苦。” 孙菀内心揪着“小女孩”三个字，暗想，他可真擅长倚老卖老！听厉娅说，他去年刚从A大毕业，至多大她三四岁，装沧桑的口吻却直逼她老爸。 她漫不经心地说：“因为我穷，因为我爱钱啊。” 卓临城失笑，“坦率成你这样，穷也穷得大气了。” 孙菀自嘲道：“厉娅是怎么跟你介绍我的？有没有给我贴一条'钱串子'的标签。” “差不多是这样介绍的。”顿了顿，他敛下眉眼，语气复杂地说，“何必为钱薄待自己？要那么多钱干什么。” 孙菀默了默，靠在墙壁上，望着窗外的钢筋森林缓缓说：“要那么多钱干什么？我想去肯尼亚看动物大迁徙，坐热气球经过灌木丛林；我想去巴黎看看开满睡莲的莫奈花园；我想坐在VIP席听喜欢的演唱会，而不是站在体育馆外面；我还想拍一部有思想的文艺片或者纪录片……这一切都需要钱。” 顿了顿，她有些俏皮地秀了一句西班牙语，“Hay un mundo mejor,pero cariSimo.的确有一个更好的世界，但是昂贵至极——我猜，你这类生活在钱眼里的人，应该从没有过这种寒酸的感慨吧。” 说罢，她走到水池边，拿起一串红提，“你的水开了，这里交给我吧。” 孙菀端着洗好的水果出门时，江明珠和马蕊也刚好赶到，挤着八九个人的小屋子热闹得几乎沸腾。 见人来齐，厉娅打开火锅开关，一边下火锅底料，一边招呼着众人坐好，准备开吃。 等到众人都动了筷子，卓临城才端着煮好的寿面出来。 卓临城刚一出现，厉娅那几个朋友立即大呼：“厉娅，你什么时候在家里藏了个田螺王子。” 一个留着齐刘海、扎着韩式花苞头的女生凑到卓临城面前，崇拜地看着他，用娇娇嗲嗲的港台腔说：“哇，会煮寿面耶，好厉害哟。娅娅，你从哪里找来这么帅的煮夫！” 卓临城表情冷淡地绕过她，把面递给厉娅，“生日快乐。” 厉娅接过面，怔怔地看着他，险些落泪。 马蕊见卓临城自顾站着，拉过一条折凳安插在厉娅和孙菀中间，“你坐这边吧。” 孙菀和厉娅忙都往旁边让了让，给他留出一个比较宽敞的位置。 卓临城刚坐下，厉娅就将手挽到他的胳膊上，幸福地将头轻轻靠在他肩上，“谢谢你，我真的很开心。” 众人纷纷起哄道：“十二点以后，你们有的是时间亲热吧？干吗刺激我们。” 厉娅只好松开他，红着脸小口吃着他煮的面。 这些人起哄归起哄，却很有分寸，没有再就这个话题插科打诨，热热闹闹地涮起火锅来。 一顿饭断断续续吃了两个小时才罢休，其间，厉娅那些才华各异的朋友，不是为她弹吉他献歌，就是大讲冷笑话，笑得满屋子人东倒西歪。 饭毕，大家齐心协力将残局收拾完，又坐下准备玩桌游。 马蕊提议玩那几年刚刚兴起的杀人游戏，但是其余人表示在生日派对上玩这种游戏，有点触霉头，一致否决。 一个戴着鸭舌帽的瘦弱潮男提议玩卡坦岛，但是说完规则后，女生又觉得规则太复杂，没办法很快上手。 这时，先前那个“港台腔”女生从包里翻出一副牌、一对骰子说：“我们玩'国王游戏'吧。日本和台湾蛮流行的。” 厉娅拍了拍手，“这个好，就这个。” 江明珠和马蕊对视一眼，一起问道：“怎么玩。” “很简单，”那个女生数出从A到10十张牌，又抽出一张大王，“我们有十个人，这里有十一张牌，洗完牌后，每人抽一张作为底牌，牌上的数字就是你的编号。抽到大王的人要把牌亮出来，这个人就成了'国王'。桌子上还剩下一张牌，那就是国王自己的号码。国王可以随便点两个号码，要求他们做任何事情，被点中的人要无条件服从国王的要求。” 大家听完，纷纷觉得简单有趣，于是全票通过。这时，江明珠又补了一句，“如果国王提的要求太损，实在办不到怎么办？还有，如果想不到惩罚怎么办。” “不会啦，大家都有尺度的。”那个女生将一张彩色的图纸摊开在桌子上，“这张纸上写了七十条不同的惩罚，国王点完号码后，如果实在不知道怎么惩罚人，可以用骰子投出数字，然后对照惩罚表，找到相应的惩罚条例哟。” 见他们再无异议，那个女生眼珠一转，“那我开始发牌咯。” 一群人试玩了几圈后，气氛顿时High了起来。那些抽到国王牌的人，恨不得挖空心思想出最绝的整人怪招。一个胖男生的运气最糟，接连被惩罚了两次，一次被罚跳钢管舞，一次被罚去楼下肯德基买果汁，并被要求当服务员问要“大杯”还是“小杯”时，猥琐地回答要“D罩杯”。陪同的国王还要全程跟踪偷拍回来，作为笑料。 游戏玩到第六轮的时候，终于被寿星厉娅抽到了国王牌。 厉娅用食指撑了撑脑袋，嘟着嘴撒娇，“人家很纯良的哦，都不知道怎么惩罚别人。” 马蕊露出牙都被酸倒的表情说：“那你掷骰子吧！” 厉娅点了点头，点了三号和八号后，连投了两次骰子，对照惩罚表说：“三号的惩罚是，吻离自己身边最近的异性。八号的惩罚是……不分性别，吻自己右手边的人。三号，三号是谁。” 见没有人应答，厉娅笑着说：“再不主动出来认罚，我们就要用排除法了，被找出来的人要去大街上跳脱衣舞。” 这时，那个“港台腔”眼尖地指着孙菀，“是她吧？她脸红了！” 众人都往孙菀那边看去，见她身边最近的异性居然是卓临城，都有些愣住了。 片刻后，那个“港台腔”幸灾乐祸地叫了起来：“不管不管，愿赌服输，赶快亲。” 孙菀始终低着头，尴尬得不发一言。 厉娅有些不是滋味，却也无可奈何，只好大方地说：“没关系的，游戏嘛，规则最大。” 那个被连罚两次的男生不满地嚷道：“快亲快亲，扭捏什么？我都被骂变态了，你这点牺牲都不肯啊。” 他身边一个尖下巴女生也不满地附和，“就是啊，玩不起就别玩，玩了就愿赌服输！你爽快点吧！” 孙菀抿着唇，放在桌子下的手曲了又伸，伸了又曲，长睫毛因紧张尴尬而颤抖不已。 马蕊见她有点下不来台，忙打圆场，递了张纸巾给她，“那就隔着东西亲一下吧。” 其他人只想接着往下玩，也不计较，齐齐把眼神汇聚在孙菀脸上，“都这样了，就别磨蹭了吧。” 孙菀接过纸巾，抬眸看了卓临城一眼，见他目视前方，神色平静如常，心里稍微安定一些。 她自觉这样拖下去也不是办法，只好胡乱举着纸巾挡在自己脸上，凑过去轻轻在他脸颊边碰了一下，算是吻过了。 众人见好就收地起了下哄，张望着喊道：“八号、八号！” 就在这时，一直沉默不语的卓临城忽然侧过脸，伸手抬起孙菀的下巴，毫不犹豫地朝她唇上吻去。与此同时，他左手轻轻一扬，一张红心八啪地跌落在桌面上。 孙菀只觉得脑中有什么轰然炸开，甚至能感觉到自己太阳穴的猛烈跳动。她瞪大双眼，目光发直地看着他近在咫尺的脸，一种巨大的恐慌向她袭去，却不知道那恐慌所来为何。 满屋子都静了下来。 这样的状况，远远超出了他们的意料。 片刻后，卓临城松开孙菀，睁开眼睛，定定地注视着她的双眼。孙菀的脸红得几乎滴出血来，连眼圈都不自禁地红了。 “还蛮巧哦……”人群中，不知是谁尴尬地说了一句。 “是啊，蛮巧的。洗牌洗牌，玩下一局。”厉娅他们心照不宣地用喧哗冲刷这一刻的尴尬。 就在孙菀无地自容的时候，她的手机如及时雨般响了起来。她不自觉松了一口气，仓促起身朝阳台外走去。 掩上阳台的门，她靠在冰冷的墙壁上，让怦怦狂跳的心慢慢平稳下来，这才接通电话。 那是一个无关紧要的电话，不到三十秒就说完了，孙菀却在阳台上足足挨了半个多小时的冷，这才回到屋子里。她见他们还没有散去的意思，借故有事要忙，提前退了席。