Chapter 51 Section 6

Su Zhe stared at Shao Yimin from a distance, he hadn't seen her smile like this for a long time: there was warmth between her brows and eyes, she looked very soft and relaxed.He thought that what she just answered could only be a private call, and he couldn't help but guess who was on the other end of the call. She answered another phone call and instantly returned to her working state. She stood up and beckoned to an employee of Fenghua, told him something, from demeanor to body language, she was calm, concise, and clear, and then walked quickly. conference hall. After a while, his secretary came over: "President Su, Ms. Shao checked the procedure of the ceremony with me, and asked me to give you the outline of the media's questions, and ask you if there is anything else you need to prepare."

He took the outline and thought helplessly: She is obviously trying to avoid herself as much as possible, if she tries to get closer, she will almost become entangled. However, he couldn't let it go. The signing ceremony went very smoothly.That night, Xu Huaying, Wang Feng and his wife hosted a banquet at the hotel for city leaders, Haotian Chairman Su Weiming, Su Zhe, and accompanying high-level executives. When the guests and the host were having a good time, Su Zhe came out and saw Shao Yimin sitting on the sofa in the rest area not far from the banquet hall, reading a magazine.He knew that she needed to be responsible for arranging the dinner and the aftermath, so she could only sit outside and wait.He walked over and cast his figure on her body, and she raised her head.

"Have you eaten yet?" She nodded: "Chairman Su's speech is slightly different from the draft. I have just checked with the reporter the details of the draft that will be published in the newspaper tomorrow..." "Can we not talk about work?" "Then I really don't know what to say to you." He sat down beside her and loosened his tie a little: "I didn't expect that we can only deal with each other in the workplace now." "This has already made me very embarrassed. You are an important partner of Fenghua, and I don't know how to say it without being rude."

"I remember you were always frank." "Well, let me tell you straight, I stayed here and didn't go abroad, but I'm not waiting for you to come back." "I know. You won't wait for anyone." For a moment, she seemed to want to say something, but finally fell silent.As in the past, her silence seemed to be an invisible wall that could separate people. At this time the banquet was over, Xu Huaying, Su Weiming and the senior management of both companies came out with the city leaders and sent them downstairs.Shao Yimin said "excuse me", walked away a few steps and called the driver, asking him to drive the car to the hotel entrance and wait for the boss.After she signed and settled the bill, she came down and was about to ask the doorman to call a taxi, but found that Su Zhe had already driven the car over.

"I have to go on a business trip to Hong Kong tomorrow, about ten days. Since I won't pester you for about ten days, get in the car and I'll take you home." He looked at her expression and smiled, "Hehe, you don't seem to need to show your relieved expression so clearly." She smiled helplessly: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect my expression to be so frank." She got in the car, and Su Zhe started the car: "I don't want to stalk you, Yi Min, but now it seems that if I don't pester you, I won't have the slightest chance." "I don't understand what opportunity you want? We've been separated for so long, and we each have our own lives. I'm doing well, and I don't hate you, but I can't be with you anymore."

"I often think about what kind of life you have been living these three years, Yi Min." His voice was low and gentle, "Of course, I know you will arrange yourself well, whether it is school or work, you It's the kind of person who doesn't allow himself to deviate. But I still can't convince myself to rest assured, I don't know if you are unhappy, which place will there be no one, and let the whole world forget you. " He even remembered a word she said casually.Shao Yimin gritted her teeth to stop a sigh from escaping from her lips, and said as calmly as possible: "That's a childish wish. In fact, no one in the world cares whether you are happy or not. All we can do is let the unhappiness pass and not talk to ourselves. Tangled."

"You don't need to play it lightly. I have always been conflicted. I hope that your life will be smooth and strong enough so that you can be more happy; but I am afraid that you will be so strong that you will forget me immediately, and then I will never be able to enter your life. " "Your life is so rich, I can still have a place in your memory, maybe I should feel honored. But your stubbornness really bothers me, Su Zhe, frankly speaking, I don't like to repeat the same process once." "Don't reject me in a hurry, give me a little time, let's try to see if it is possible to be together before we talk."

"But I don't see the need to use my own life to do this kind of experiment. Of course, you are different. You can continue to experiment with various possibilities. Anyway, you have always regarded life as a game of chasing and conquering." "It would be too arbitrary to say that." "Are you going to tell me again that you can't take a game this seriously? But I really think that serious gaming might be what you enjoy. There's nothing wrong with that kind of lifestyle, it just doesn't suit me. And I I have already been conquered by you, why should I try again?"

"So, in your eyes, I am not only a conceited bastard, but also a vain fool. All my behaviors can be explained by the desire to conquer." He smiled bitterly, "But when it comes to conquering, who do you think is more important?" Like the one who was conquered, is it you who don't want to turn back at all, or me who can't get entangled with you?" "I'm not that mean. No, actually I never doubted your sincerity and dedication when we were together. You gave me a pretty good memory except for the ending. But that's all in the past." Su Zhe stared ahead, and the knuckles of the fingers holding the steering wheel turned white: "It's been three years, knowing that you can't take the initiative to call me, but it's always a little luck, I always keep this number, and the phone has never been used. Guan, receiving a call from a stranger always makes my heart beat. For me, it has never passed."

She said dryly: "Memory is a good thing, it proves that the past time is still valuable, but it is meaningless to be trapped in memory." Su Zhe was silent again, and the car quickly drove to the downstairs of the dormitory where Shao Yimin lived. She was about to open the door to get out of the car, when Su Zhe spoke again: "I know that in your eyes, I have never lived seriously. I used to I also doubt myself, and I probably won’t be attached to anything or anyone. But you are different to me, believe me, Yimin, if I haven’t realized this in three years, then I will So sad."

Shao Yimin was really troubled: "You should always ask me about my wishes. Is my refusal to you a kind of hypocrisy, a kind of refusal to welcome? Three years ago, you were an irresistible temptation to me." , I paid the price for that temptation, and I don't regret it. But it's different now, I have my own plan for life, and I don't like you breaking in again like this, and you still look like you can't refuse." "You are always decisive when you reject people. How could I be stupid enough to think that I will not be rejected. I just want to tell you that if you are like me, if you have been haunted by a memory for three years, you will know my determination not to let go At least as strong as your determination not to look back." "Su Zhe, apart from you, I really don't have any experience in love. You gave me a good experience, but it was more passion than love. I guess, love should not only make people happy, but also make people happy. Relax and give people a sense of trust. If you can't give me these, there is no possibility for us." She reached out to open the car door, Su Zhe grabbed her, she turned her head in surprise, he stared into her eyes, and said softly: "You don't even plan to give a chance to try..." In an instant, Shao Yimin's superficial calm was broken. Under the dim light, her expression was slightly distorted. She leaned over and looked at him very close: "How dare I try again. You think I'm a cold-blooded animal , can be easily forgotten, right? You will never know how long it took me to get out. That kind of pain, once in my life is enough." Her voice was low and clear, and then she shook off his hand , opened the door and went down, "Don't waste your time, Su Zhe, just leave it at that." She closed the car door and strode into the dormitory.