Chapter 39 Section 5

Shao Yimin moved back to the dormitory a few days before the start of school, but she would still go to live with Su Zhe for a day after finishing tutoring on weekends, to keep the house clean and tidy, and to relax herself. Su Zhe accompanied his mother back to the country, and his mother recovered well after the operation.At her insistence, he reluctantly reconciled with his father, but he was never in a good mood.Recently, his contact with Shao Yimin was still via mobile phone, but the calls were not frequent, only once or twice a week.Occasionally he talked about the company, but he stopped quickly: "Forget it, it's boring not to talk about it." Shao Yimin asked him carefully how he was doing recently, but he just couldn't lift his spirits and said: "Same as usual, it's okay. "

She could only think that even after that kind of intimacy, the two of them still lived in completely different spaces, and there was no way for them to meet.She has never had the habit and courage to explore other people's deepest thoughts. She knows better than anyone how fragile such a connection is now.But now, she can only hope that the graduation is approaching day by day, maybe staying together, these problems will not be a problem. But she has never been regarded as an optimistic person, and she can't help but feel a little helpless about such self-comfort, knowing that she is just coaxing herself.

One day, Shao Yimin was sitting in the self-study room reading a book, subconsciously took out her mobile phone to check for missed calls and text messages.When she put the phone back, she suddenly realized that she was in a state of dependence and waiting unconsciously and couldn't extricate herself. I don't know when, she has been used to turning her mobile phone to silent mode 24 hours a day, and she will take it out to have a look after a while, and put it next to her pillow when she sleeps.Occasionally, I forgot to bring it one day, and I reached out to touch it during class, and felt an unprecedented sense of anxiety and difficulty concentrating. I ran back to the dormitory after class, and I was relieved to get my mobile phone.

She held her head in horror, her self-control ability that surprised others seemed to have disappeared.Can love change a person so completely?She was disturbed for a long time by this thought. She wasn't sure she liked the change.Moreover, she has always been used to having clear plans for the future, but after deciding to go to Shenzhen, she was a little at a loss. Her middle school classmate Liu Hongyu accepted the school's postgraduate guarantee after careful consideration, because the tutor has an important research project in hand, and if she can participate, the chances of applying for a PhD abroad in three years will be much greater.The classmates around her are also rushing for their own jobs to catch up with the campus job fair. She only pays attention to the job opportunities in Shenzhen, but for normal graduates, the opportunities are indeed rare.

Everyone has goals, but she suddenly has no idea about the future. Just at this time, the principal of the High School Attached to Normal University called the Department of Mathematics and asked Jiang Xiaolin and Shao Yimin from the department to come for an interview.Jiang Xiaolin was apprehensive, this opportunity was really important to her.She had already inquired beforehand that the Normal University was only planning to recruit one mathematics teacher.In the past, interviews were nothing more than trying to speak again to compete in class performance, but in this session, she was not sure that she could win against Shao Yimin.

But Shao Yimin, who walked into the department office with her, listened carefully to the teacher's lecture, and then politely and firmly declined the interview.The teacher of the department office looked at her in surprise. It should be a perfect career for a graduate of the Normal University to be a teacher in the middle school attached to the Normal University. He didn't understand how anyone would reject such a job opportunity.Under questioning, Shao Yimin only said that he had other plans after graduation, and there was nothing else to say. After leaving the department office, Jiang Xiaolin was surprised and confused. She never believed that she would have such good luck out of thin air. She thought to herself, if Shao Yimin wanted to take the TOEFL test and then go to study abroad, she should have asked the department for a transcript. , but she didn't make any movement.She couldn't figure it out, but she also knew that it was impossible to get the answer from this silent classmate.

Shao Yimin's refusal naturally caused quite a commotion in the department and in the dormitory. Someone would not want such a ready-made and rare opportunity to sign a contract, and she suddenly became more mysterious in the eyes of everyone. When Zhao Qizhi met her, he directly asked her why she gave up the interview.She didn't want to hide it from him, but said: "I may go to Shenzhen after graduation, there is no need to take up an opportunity." Zhao Qizhi suddenly felt a sense of loss, and of course he didn't say anything.He wouldn't talk about his petty things with others, but he never kept it from Luo Yin.And Luo Yin, like Jiang Xiaolin, did not participate in the discussion about Shao Yimin in the dormitory. She couldn't help avoiding this topic, and at the same time couldn't help thinking that a girl like Shao Yimin who seems to be confident in everything should have an arrangement with her boyfriend .Hearing Zhao Qizhi's retelling, Luo Yin was also disappointed. She thought that it might be impossible to see that person again in the future.This made her feel unspeakably disappointed, but she was also a little relieved.

Since the chance encounter downstairs in the dormitory during the holidays, she has never seen the man who made her heart pound at a glance come to school.Shao Yimin still keeps a distance from everyone as before, but the expression on her face is not as calm as before, but she can be seen in a trance from time to time. Is this the state of being in love?Luo Yin has never been in a formal relationship.All her cognition about love comes from novels and movies, which is rich but not real.But Zhao Qizhi's unrequited love with melancholy beauty, Shao Yimin's mysterious changes, and her almost completely ulterior little secret all made her truly experience the complexity and unpredictability of love for the first time.