Chapter 33 Section 7

When Shao Yimin woke up, it was still dark and Su Zhe was not on the bed.She lost all sleepiness at once, turned over and sat up, lost her mind for a while, picked up her pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower and wash her hair. She blew her hair half dry in front of the mirror, brushed off the moisture on the mirror, and looked at herself in the mirror. She couldn't remember when, her eyes were no longer as clear and calm as before, but a little confused.She stroked the red marks on her neck and thought, fortunately there are still a few days before school starts, otherwise how could she hide it in such a hot day.

When she walked out of the bedroom, Su Zhe was sitting on the window sill with half of the window open, smoking a cigarette.Seeing her coming, he stubbed out the cigarette, moved the ashtray away, then hugged her, buried his face in her hair, and remained silent for a long time. "Is there anything you want to tell me?" she asked softly. "Sometimes I hate that you are completely ignorant of people and almost dull, and sometimes I hate you for being so smart and sensitive." He looked up at her, and it was almost dawn at this time. His expression was a bit bitter, and the uncool wind blowing in from the window brought some fresh air after all.

"It doesn't take too much cleverness. After all, you have given so many hints. I must remember you. My logic has always been good." "I have to leave here for a while, Yimin." It was Shao Yimin's turn to be silent. She leaned in Su Zhe's arms and watched the window screen swaying gently with the wind in a daze. "I told you that my father and I don't have a good relationship, okay? It might be too gentle to describe it as not very good. For a while, we didn't talk at all. I don't remember exactly why." At this point, Su Zhe almost subconsciously wanted to smoke again, but he held back, "Maybe it should have something to do with my mother. She is my father's second wife, and I have a half-brother who is nine years older than me. You see, it's complicated enough."

She thought that she had a stepfather, a stepmother, a half-sister, and a half-brother, so she put on a wry smile and said nothing. "My mother, how should I put it, I think she has lived a very wronged life, maybe she doesn't think so. A young unmarried woman, married to a man who is more than ten years older than her. A big family with many relatives , I have to serve my in-laws, those two, hey, they are really not the kind of old people who are easy to serve." Su Zhe stroked her hair, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "My mother treats my brother better than me, and I don't really mind that. But she flattered everyone in that family to the point of humbleness, and everyone I feel that her sacrifices are taken for granted, including her husband, my father. I hate her life like this, although it is completely her choice. So, I can only choose to see nothing. My father later brought The whole family went to the south to do business, and I insisted on staying here alone, going to middle school and university, and then going abroad, and I would not go to his company when I came back.”

Shao Yimin went over and touched his face comfortingly. He held her hand, put it on his lips and kissed it gently: "You don't need to comfort me, and I'm not sad about these things. I just want to explain clearly. It's a complicated family affair that I haven't talked to anyone about. Last week, remember? The day before we met in the basement garage of the mall, I got a call from my mom, who always pampered me and knew I didn't want to be in that family. But that day she spoke for the first time, begging me to go to Shenzhen and stop being awkward with my father.” "I can understand, you don't need to explain anything."

"After I promised her, I sent a resignation report to the Beijing office on the same day, and now I just wait for the handover. But I can't let you go, Yi Min, even if I don't meet you that day. It's just that after meeting, I know my own Got an idea." She didn't want the conversation to continue so heavily, and smiled: "The way you can't let go of me is very interesting. I hope that one day I can learn to care about someone like that. It not only maintains affection, but also does not delay enjoying life." Of course Su Zhe knew what she was referring to, and tightened his arms: "I dare not expect you to be jealous."

She turned back and squinted at him: "Of course I will be jealous. I don't have demands on men who are not with me, but if they are really together, you will find that I am a harsh person. " Su Zhe was dumb, and paused for a while before saying: "You have been living seriously, which makes me ashamed. The reason why I promised my mother to go back is that I don't want to go on like this." After a pause, he put her I put my hand on my face, "I don't want to disturb your exam, so I have to wait until you finish the exam. Being with you is not a game for me. I never take a game so seriously. Knowing your plan When I went abroad, I got angry for no reason, but I was really angry, angry for no reason."

"Okay, you don't have to be angry with me anymore, we all have to do what we should do." Shao Yimin sighed, "Don't worry, I won't get angry, I don't think I have the right to get angry, after all, you are not the first to think The one who left." "Do you have to tell me fairness at this time?" "It's not a matter of fairness, Su Zhe, I accept the reality very quickly, and it has always been like this." "I won't be there for a long time, and it's not too far away, less than two hours by plane. Maybe..." "No, let's not promise anything, okay? That way we don't have to blame ourselves or the other party for breaking promises in the future."

"I've never been willing to make a promise. Now, it's finally a girl's turn to refuse me to make a promise." Su Zhe smiled wryly. In the brighter morning light, he bowed his head and kissed her hair that exudes the fragrance after the bath. It's strange that such a stubborn girl can have such smooth hair. "When are we leaving?" "The formalities here are almost finished, shall I wait until you start school before leaving?" "Will that be a long and grueling farewell? No, let's not delay and stick to your original schedule." Su Zhe tightened his arms again: "Do you have to use this way to show that you don't care?"

"Of course I care. But you'd better continue to treat me as a weirdo with a different brain structure than others, so that everything can be explained." She leaned closer to his arms and hugged him Looking up at him, "I just thought, I've been saying goodbye endlessly throughout the summer, sending off Sister Sun, Yueqing and Leping, sending off my graduate classmates, and I'm going to send you off again. Maybe by the time I leave, I won’t know who to say goodbye to.” Su Zhe gritted his teeth for a while, and said in a hoarse voice after a long while: "You know how to stimulate me and mobilize my emotions. Sometimes I even feel scared when I think of you." He held her hand again and placed it on his own. On her chest, she could feel that the beating was not as calm as his voice, "You know? I've been thinking all this time, why can you disturb my heart again and again?"

She opened his pajamas a little, stroked the blood-stained tooth marks on his left shoulder, and leaned over to kiss him gently: "Don't worry about this, because you It also messed with my heart. That's it, I won't forget you before you forget me, I guess my memory should last longer than yours."