Chapter 28 chapter 2

Early the next morning, Shao Yimin received a call from Mrs. Fang.She had already asked Jiang Xiaolin's opinion, and at the same time made it clear that Mr. Fang's burning eyes are more annoying, but he is usually not at home, and Mrs. Fang must be at home, reminding Jiang Xiaolin to think carefully.Jiang Xiaolin pointed to the old-fashioned glasses she was wearing, and laughed at her for worrying too much.Every holiday, she would work part-time to earn money. Of course, she was willing to accept this tutoring three times a week with a reasonable salary. After she went to the trial lecture, she was successfully hired by Mrs. Fang.

In the next few days, the students began to go home separately, and only Jiang Xiaolin, Luo Yin and Shao Yimin were left in the dormitory.In addition to being a tutor, Jiang Xiaolin also worked another job in the supermarket, and she came and went in a hurry every day.Luo Yin found a newspaper office for an internship, and went out with reporters who had interview tasks every day, or just spent time in the newspaper office helping to revise the manuscript. Shao Yimin was left alone during the day, and she began to do real tests intensively to practice her listening regardless of the heat. She thought that in such a quiet environment, only by occupying all of her time can she stop thinking about things that would upset her.But after only a few days, she kind of broke down.The ringing in her ears at night prevented her from falling asleep, and she was in a trance during the day.

After realizing that such self-torturing was terribly inefficient, Shao Yimin decided to change the arrangement.Together with another classmate who stayed in school, she applied for an hourly worker in a foreign fast food restaurant on the first floor of the shopping mall. After the physical examination, she went to work smoothly. She worked from 6:00 pm to 10:00 pm every day, six days a week.She bought a former school leaver's old bike and started working on a revised schedule.Get up at 6:30 every morning, go for a walk, then do English practice, and take a 15-hour break for two hours; after lunch, take a nap and continue studying; In the air-conditioned shop, clear the dishes and clean up.This arrangement has actually effectively adjusted the tense nerves and body.I got off work at ten o'clock, rode back to school, listened to my hearing after taking a shower, and finally fell asleep peacefully with exhaustion.

In August, Shao Yimin thought that his preparation for the TOEFL test was going well, and he was basically progressing according to the schedule he had set.But as the exam approached day by day, her tinnitus and pain became more and more severe, and she had to go to the hospital as a last resort.After the doctor's examination, he told her that the pain was caused by otitis externa. In addition to prescribing medicine to change and clean it every day to reduce inflammation, it was also clearly forbidden to wear earphones until it was cured.As for tinnitus, the diagnosis can only be made after the inflammation is eliminated and other lesions are ruled out. Generally, excessive fatigue, lack of sleep, and emotional stress may lead to tinnitus.

After leaving the hospital, she suddenly felt like looking up to the sky and laughing, but standing on the sultry street with people coming and going, she could only shrug her shoulders and give up. A few days ago, she received a call from her father, telling her that the old dormitory had been officially included in the demolition red line, and the word "demolition" was painted everywhere, freezing the transaction, but she didn't know the exact amount and time of demolition compensation. She can only say no rush.The father and daughter were relatively speechless. She knew that the stepmother might have said something to her father, but whether it was a misunderstanding or a estrangement, she had no intention of explaining it.

At this time, with sore ears, she thought seriously for the first time, why she insisted on registering for the exam so stubbornly when she was not sure about the fee, it seemed that it was not in line with her prudence.Even if the TOEFL score is satisfactory, the school application goes smoothly, and she receives the OFFER, she will not have any problems in her life after going to Canada. She doesn't know where to get a passport, visa and money for air tickets. Of course she couldn't talk to her parents right now.Grandpa and grandma retired from the old state-owned enterprises that have closed down, and their pension is limited. The only valuable property is the house, which has been clearly stated to her.She is also unwilling to mention this matter with them again, adding to their troubles and burdens.As for my uncle, I decided to take them to Canada because I didn't want my parents to worry about the limited medical expenses after retirement.Shao Yimin didn't even think about bothering him again, she was not a burden he should bear.

How could she not have expected these situations, but in June when the exam was intense, she still rushed to sign up before the deadline. Because you are afraid of indulging in that relationship that makes you unsure, and the feeling of getting closer and closer makes you cringe. While you are enjoying it, you feel guilty at the same time. You can also act as if nothing had happened on the surface, and quickly get away and leave.She has always been so honest with herself that she is merciless, so she can only say this to herself coldly. Did you really get out of your body?She didn't know, all she could do was force herself to stop thinking about him.However, the body that betrayed her will clearly told her that it was more difficult than she imagined to forget him.She knew that she was indeed nervous, and this kind of tension was not brought by TOEFL right in front of her eyes.Since she was a child, she has never been afraid of any exams.Her nervousness can only come from trying to forget.

In the next week, according to the doctor's instructions, she went to the hospital every day to change the dressing on time. Finally, the inflammation disappeared and there was no pain, but she still had tinnitus.She asked the doctor, and the doctor did another examination, but found no lesions in the ear, told her that it should be nerve tinnitus, and the current situation is not serious, and advised her to pay attention to rest and relax.If you are worried, you can also go to the neurology department, and she can only smile bitterly.