Chapter 14 Section 3

Not long after the start of school is Valentine's Day, which has always been a day for students who are in love or not in love to move around collectively. Li Sibi carefully puts on makeup in front of the mirror. She is recognized as a Chinese flower, tall and tall, with bright eyes and white teeth, and long curly hair is very charming.She has always had a lot of suitors, so it would be strange if there is no arrangement tonight.Chen Yuanyuan, who had just lost her love, lay in a daze on the bed, thinking that she was very qualified to touch the scene.The other two girls are Liu Jie from the Chinese Department and Jiang Xiaolin from the Mathematics Department. Like Shao Yimin, they don't have official boyfriends.The strangest thing is Luo Yin, who has been flipping through the book in a daze.

Li Sibi looked down on other girls to some extent, but she still liked Luo Yin: "Hey, didn't Han Weiguo ask you out? Why do you still look like you're in trouble, and you don't even change your clothes." Except for Shao Yimin who didn't listen at all, the few people in the dormitory who were really lost were angry when they heard the words, but no one dared to say anything openly like sour grapes.Luo Yin sighed: "I just can't cheer up." She dated Han Weiguo a few more times, admitting that he is a smart boy who is considerate enough to herself.But she had no heartbeat, no unexpected joy towards him, let alone the longing that started right after the breakup.She has never really been in love, but she thinks these should be the inevitable experiences of love.

Although I also accepted Han Weiguo's invitation today, I didn't feel much expectation. At dusk, several groups of boys holding roses had come downstairs in the dormitory.The most sensational one is of course Li Sibi's suitor, a wealthy student from another school, who asked the driver of his family to drag in a huge bouquet of roses, and put a heart-shaped pattern with candles on the downstairs of the dormitory with great effort. .It's a pity that it was windy in winter, and he and the driver bent over there, sweating profusely, lighting candles one by one. This process was indeed somewhat comical.

The spectators upstairs and downstairs shouted and laughed loudly, taking away any romantic atmosphere. After a while, someone from the school security office came and honestly and bluntly ordered to turn it off immediately so as not to cause a fire.Li Sibi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but under the envious eyes of all the girls, she went downstairs and got into the car with light steps and left without a trace. The phone rang, and Luo Yin was the closest. He lazily reached for the receiver and called, "Shao Yimin, call." Shao Yimin has packed her schoolbag and is about to go to self-study without any hesitation. She answered the phone:

"Hello. Who is this?" "A person who may not be popular with you." Su Zhe's voice was low and sweet, "I'm here at the east gate of your school, holding a lot of roses, do you want me to send them to your dormitory?" Shao Yimin was stunned, and didn't know what to say for a while, so she thought for a while: "Forget it, don't bother you, I'll come over." Of course she didn't want to be in the limelight, so she carried her schoolbag and left the dormitory to walk towards the east gate. Su Zhe's car was parked opposite the east gate. He was wearing a brown soft leather jacket and dark trousers. He was smoking a cigarette outside the car. The north wind had blown his hair a little messy. His handsome face is breathtaking.Looking across the road, Shao Yimin could only secretly admit that life is indeed not fair, and sometimes a face is more convincing than a thousand words.

He was empty-handed, and of course she was not stupid enough to believe that he would really do such a childish thing as holding roses and standing on the street.However, just standing under her dormitory empty-handed like this, probably caused no less sensation than that ridiculous scene of lighting candles. When she walked over, Su Zhe threw away the cigarette butt and looked at her disapprovingly: "Still honestly staying in the dormitory on Valentine's Day. Didn't I ask you to have a good campus romance?" "So you came here to save me?" "That's right, so that when you get old and look back, you won't regret it. It's a waste of life to live the most boring life in the most erroneous and frivolous years."

"I'm really touched by your willingness to sacrifice your life to help the world." She said helplessly. Su Zhe smiled, walked around the front of the car and opened the door of the passenger seat: "Get in the car, I'll take you out for a walk, let's start with the most childish things, and teach you a good lesson." Right now, all kinds of cars are parked in a long row by the side of the road at the east gate, and there are people coming and going, so it's very lively.And Su Zhe is really too eye-catching, many girls passing by have already started to pay attention to him.Shao Yimin turned his head inadvertently while hesitating, and saw a familiar face.Zhao Qizhi was standing not far away, looking at her with a surprised and unbelievable expression, the two of them met their eyes, he turned and left in a hurry.

Shao Yimin watched the tall and thin figure disappear into the night, and remained silent for a while.Su Zhe didn't urge her, but just watched quietly. She turned her head and didn't look at him. She smiled and got into the car. Su Zhe got in the car, took Shao Yimin's schoolbag on his lap, frowned: "It's so heavy, he's such a good student." He threw it on the back seat.He started the car, "Don't you ask where we are going?" Shao Yimin leaned lazily on the back of the chair: "It doesn't seem to make much difference whether you ask or not, anyway, I'm already in the car."

"You can be at ease with the situation. I like your character of not being entangled with yourself." "Thank you for your appreciation." "I met Yueqing Leping yesterday. They were very unhappy, and they didn't want to change their teachers." "If you want to go to Canada to study, then Sister Sun's arrangement is correct. It will be much faster to adapt there if you have a good foundation in English." The car drove for a while, and Yi Min gradually felt the heat in the car. She unbuttoned her down jacket, Remove the scarf. Su Zhe shook his head: "Children are rational no matter what arrangement they make. They only know that life changes one after another, so they can only accept it passively."

"I'm afraid everyone, not just children, has to accept certain things as powerless." "You mean you now," Su Zhe smiled. "In my eyes, you are also a stubborn child. But don't worry, I will force it on you now, and you will thank me in the future." Shao Yimin was dumbfounded, and at the same time amused by such a narcissistic tone, she said in the same tone: "Thank you for illuminating my gray and bleak life. Without you, I can imagine that my future must be an old-fashioned spinster with no friends, no lover, and no joy in life." "That's not true, Yi Min, you have a sense of humor, which is enough to ensure that your future life will not be boring and fun, but it may be difficult for you to experience passion."

"Passion" is another word that Shao Yimin is unfamiliar with and resists.She didn't know whether her parents were driven by passion, not afraid of rumors, ignoring other people's opinions, resolutely breaking up the family and then reorganizing it.Speaking of which, they are all highly educated, and they usually behave rationally in the world, but when they get involved in passion, their rationality will probably have to give way. "I don't think that would be a big loss in my life." "Only those who have really experienced it are qualified to say this." Su Zhe stared at the front and held the steering wheel firmly. "I really don't understand, Mr. Su, even if my life is incomplete and boring, what's the matter with you, needing you to care for me with such a bodily gift?" "As I said earlier, I just like your fun, which makes me have the urge to pursue again." "Your taste is very special." Shao Yimin commented dryly and stopped talking. Su Zhe didn't speak, but turned up the car stereo, and Enya's dreamy singing voice flowed out.The car drove forward along the highway, and the surroundings gradually became darker and darker. The headlights illuminated a circle of light in front, which set off the unknown road a little further away.Shao Yimin looked ahead, feeling a sudden sense of uncertainty in her heart. Most of the time she knows exactly what she wants and what she is going to do.After talking with her uncle, she re-determined her choice. At this time, there were computer tutorials and English TOEFL test teaching materials in her schoolbag.However, facing a completely unknown direction and the man beside her who repeatedly disturbed her state of mind, self-doubt made her young heart feel at a loss and tired for the first time. Su Zhe looked at her sideways. There was confusion on that beautiful face, and his eyes drifted into the distance. Different from his usual calmness and self-control, his heart was slightly moved.He was always honest with himself and never regretted what he decided to do, but now he was a little unsure whether it would be wise to break the girl's peace. The shock absorber effect of the Jetta car is not good, the car left the road and became more and more bumpy.Su Zhe stopped the car and walked over to open the door for Yi Min.When she got out of the car, the cold wind howled against her face, making her shiver.She wrapped her clothes tightly, looked around, and found that the car was parked by a lake at this time, with uneven dirt roads under her feet.Looking forward, the dark lake water gently slapped the shore, the dry reeds half a person's height were rustling by the wind, and there were a few stars in the sky, which were incredibly bright. "This is where?" "A wetland reserve in the suburbs, many people come to watch birds in other seasons." "Why did you bring me here?" "As I said, let's start from the most childish things to see the stars that cannot be seen in the city." He opened the trunk, took out a telescope for her, and pointed her to the sky, "Look, that It is Orion, the most dazzling constellation in the northern hemisphere sky in winter. The sky is full of stars in summer, which is more beautiful, but only in winter can we see such bright and prominent stars." Shao Yimin held up her telescope and looked at the sky. She had no concept of astronomy, but felt that these few stars hung in the dark blue night sky in winter, looking lonely and lofty.At this time, a group of birds flapped their wings and appeared in the field of vision of the telescope. Flying in such a dark night, their posture has a kind of calmness.Her eyes followed their figures as they disappeared into the darkness of the sky. "It should be the migratory birds flying north passing through here. Spring is coming soon." "How beautiful, I like the way they flap their wings." Shao Yimin whispered. Su Zhe embraced her from behind and pointed to the sky: "This is the most conspicuous three-star belt among Orion's seven stars, but the brightest Orion should be Betelgeuse and Betelgeuse, here, it is Orion's left shoulder and right foot. Orion The one below is Sirius. If we come early in the morning, we can see the Big Dipper." His voice was deep and soft, and it was still clear and stable in the howling north wind, sending word by word into her ears.She put down the binoculars and looked directly at the sky. It was so vast and vast. In front of her was a lake that could not be seen in the dark night. The surroundings were so quiet that only the whistling wind was blowing. embrace. "How many girls have you brought to see the stars?" Shao Yimin asked abruptly. "You really spoil the scenery." He chuckled, "No, I don't need to chase girls like this, so I always come here alone." Shao Yimin said nothing more, and handed the telescope back to Su Zhe.Su Zhe turned back and threw the binoculars on the back seat of the car, then came back and hugged her: "Is it cold?" His arms were strong, his face was very close to her, and there was still a slight smell of tobacco and leather on his body, and she didn't dislike the mixture.She looked up at him, her eyes were as bright as cold stars, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and she smiled: "Cold, but I am very impressed. You won, I guess in the days to come, I will remember this Valentine's Day you gave me .” "Did I win? Actually, I'm not sure. And that's not all I want you to remember." He lowered his head and kissed her lips, which were already freezing cold.He tasted her tender lips carefully, bit by bit, plundering and capturing her.Only when she hugged his body tightly and tried her best to support herself weakly leaning against his arms, could she not fall down. This time I have no excuses, she thought vaguely. Shao Yimin didn't know how long the kiss lasted.All she knew was that after waking up, she had already returned to the car, sitting on the passenger seat as if exhausted.Su Zhe started the car and drove it differently than when he came here.She still didn't care about where he was going, she just watched blankly the scenery in the darkness outside the car window sweeping back quickly. The lights outside the window gradually increased, and pedestrians appeared on the side of the road.Su Zhe parked the car outside the east gate of Normal University, turned to look at her, and brushed away a lock of hair on her forehead for her. "It's just a kiss, so there's no need for such a battle between heaven and man?" Shao Yimin reached out and stroked her slightly swollen lips: "What I'm afraid of isn't kissing, or even sleeping with you. We've already done it, haven't we? What I'm afraid of is the feeling that my heart will lose control after my body loses control. So..." She decided Ding looked at him, "Let's not meet again." Su Zhe smiled: "You are honest with me, but not honest enough with yourself. Desire is not a shameful thing." "Of course there is no shame in desire, but it is shameful to let desire drive you." Shao Yimin stretched out his hand to open the car door and got out of the car. Su Zhe followed and handed her her schoolbag: "Then imagine what kind of love you will have. There is no passion, only mutual goodwill. When you hug, you feel that you don't feel disgusted. It's enough, kissing a little bit, everything is within your control, does this appeal to you?" "I don't know." Shao Yimin said wearily, "I don't have that much imagination for men, but you are a luxury to me, and I'm not sure I can afford it." She carried her schoolbag on her back, strode across the road, and walked towards the gate of the Normal University.Su Zhe took out a cigarette case and took out one, lit it against the wind, stood by the car and watched her, until the lonely figure disappeared into the night, then turned back to get on the car. When driving back, for a moment he was ready to take her home, but the vulnerable and dazed face made him change his mind.Once again he wasn't sure if he should break her calm.