Chapter 29 1. See also chasing the wind

"Miss!" As I opened the door with a "Yiya", the two servant girls, Jin Zhao and Yu Cui, who were guarding the door, immediately cried out in surprise. Seeing that I didn't respond, they said again and again: "Miss is hungry. ? You haven’t eaten breakfast or lunch, how can your body bear it! The servant girl gives you..." "Notify the chief executive," I interrupted them quickly, "we should be on our way." "Now?" There was also an iron cavalry guarding the door. Hearing this, he couldn't help interjecting: "But the chief manager said, tomorrow..."

I glanced at him lightly, and he immediately lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Your subordinate will go now." Finally remember who is his master?I watched him walk away quickly out of the corner of my eye, and couldn't help but sneer again and again. Feng Xiansu has always been in charge of the internal affairs of the palace family, and I have never liked to deal with servants. After a long time, these servants in the family only recognize the chief manager, not the eldest lady... As soon as I thought of this, my heart suddenly moved - if the person who died in this trip was not Baili Chenfeng, but me, would she, Feng Xiansu, be able to take over smoothly?Thinking about the sneak attack in Longmen Mountain, wasn't the first arrow shot at me?If it wasn't for Xiao Zuo's vigilance...

Xiao Zuo! As soon as the name popped up, I was shocked, and my whole body immediately woke up. Confused!Gong Fei Cui, you are so confused! Feng Xiansu saw through Xiao Zuo's conspiracy, you should thank her, how could you suspect her in a vengeful manner? Along the way, soldiers have been lost one after another, if you have a rift with her because of Xiao Zuo's matter, how can you continue this trip? You have let Xiao Zuo go once, and you are worthy of him out of emotion and reason, this person has nothing to do with you anymore, just forget him, forget him... The overall situation is the most important thing, Gong Feicui, the overall situation is the most important!

I sighed softly, yes, the overall situation is the most important thing, forget about him, forget about him... I took a deep breath, and then exhaled, when I raised my eyes, I saw Feng Xiansu. "Miss wants to go on the road immediately? You..." She looked at me, hesitant to speak. "I'm fine." I smiled and said, "Sister Xiansu, I'm not as fragile as you think." She looked at me quietly for a moment, then smiled again, and said: "Miss is worthy of being the heir of the palace family, she is really strong and self-reliant. Since that's the case, let me tell the truth about something."

She paused, looked indifferently into the distance, and said slowly: "Actually, I have poisoned the three cups Xiao Zuo chose. Unless a miracle happens..." "Otherwise, Xiao Zuo will definitely not be able to escape this time, right?" I quickly interjected, and seeing her immediately look away, I smiled at her again and said, "I've already guessed his end. Sister Xiansu, you have never dared to tell me, but you are afraid that I will blame you?" Feng Xiansu's face instantly became rippling like water, and he immediately lowered his head and said, "I'm afraid that Miss will be sad..."

"Then if you say it now, you won't be afraid that I'll be sad?" I interrupted her again, stared at the top of her lowered head, and smiled faintly after a while, "Why don't I say that Sister Xiansu is the smartest— - Now, I really won't be sad for him anymore... Well, don't delay any longer, let's go on the road. " Lying low on the galloping horse, I stared at the road ahead without distraction, letting the scenery on both sides fly by without taking a look. He's dead, he's dead, he's dead! No one blocked the flying arrows for me anymore, no one reminded me to be careful when riding a horse in my ear... no more.

So, I had to learn to take care of myself. No, I'm not sad. My heart is dead. The feeling of being a walking dead is much better than I imagined, except that I can no longer feel the gentleness of the wind blowing on my face, except that I can no longer see that the water is green and the flowers are red, everything is fine. At this point, I finally understand the thinking of those monks - the heart is dead, but they dare not really die, so let's "steal life" like this, the euphemistic name is: see through the world of mortals. So do I.The only difference is that even if I see through the world of mortals, I still can't let go of the heavy palace.

This is the responsibility, right?I really want to laugh. Once upon a time, I finally matured enough to understand the meaning of responsibility. "I made up my mind to wait patiently for you to grow and mature..." I've grown up, Xiao Zuo, look, look——you, you can't see it anymore. deserve it.Xiao Zuo, you deserve it. Who told you to abandon me. I deserve it too... Knowing that you lied to me, but just because you smiled at me like that, so gentle and warm, I can no longer feel the spring breeze blowing on my face. Knowing that you are bound to die, but just because you once lit up my life with such brilliance, I can no longer see the color of the world of mortals.

deserve it!We all deserve it! I sneered fiercely and swung my whip hard. The horse suffered from pain and galloped more and more. The cavalry had no choice but to speed up with me. In this way, we drove all the way, and we arrived at Zhashui, a big town closest to Crane City at dusk. When entering the city, as usual, first find an inn to stay.A group of people led their horses to the most prosperous South Street introduced by the locals. After walking a few steps, Feng Xiansu suddenly called out: "Miss!" I was still looking down at the road, but I raised my head when I heard the words, and lost my soul before I could speak.

A few zhangs ahead, there is an inn that looks very luxurious. At the door of the inn, stands an exceptionally handsome horse with a light sweeping tail and a snow-white body. wind! My heart suddenly beat wildly - since I knew Xiao Zuo was dead, this was the first time I could feel my own heartbeat. I didn't have time to think about it, I rushed over, and I was still at the door, when I heard bursts of laughter coming from inside the inn, one of the voices, the only one, resounded through the world... There was heat in my eyes, and my heart was as eager as being pulled by dozens of horses, but I still didn't move, and there was a long hissing sound next to me, I turned my head subconsciously, but it was Zhuifeng who raised his hooves and neighed restlessly , Looking again, it turned out that the wind fiber also came to the front.

"Miss..." She looked at Zhuifeng and said to me calmly, "It seems that a miracle really happened." On her face, the initial surprise and surprise had receded, replaced by determination and ridicule, and perhaps, a little bit of hatred——in this world, there are really people who look down on the slow poison of Ziyuxiang! This, what does this mean?I was so confused that I didn't have time to think about it, so I heard a familiar voice coming slowly, the words were clear, half lazy and half uninhibited, as if the sky had fallen and had nothing to do with him, it was inexplicable Feel at ease. "I wondered why this horse suddenly went crazy. It turned out that he met an old friend." As soon as I heard this voice, my whole body suddenly seemed to be bathed in Buddha's light, and my heart was clear. I turned my face and looked at Feng Xiansu's suddenly cold eyes-tears fell down suddenly, and I was caught off guard. It's him!It really is him! No one else could laugh so odiously except him. Except for him, no one can look at me with such gentle and sharp eyes. Nobody but him can make a good white suit so dirty. Except for him, no one else would lean on the gate so lazily, tilt his head halfway, look at me with tears streaming down his face, and say slowly, "It's really spring! Ah, what a pear flower with rain." "You...are you still alive?" I murmured, my voice was light and ethereal, and my eyes were hazy, as if I was dreaming. Xiao Zuo slowly closed his smile, his bright black pupils gradually glowed with brilliance, he stared at me faintly, suddenly stretched out his hand, handed over a handkerchief, and said in a hoarse voice: "If you keep crying, you won't be able to see anyone .” I subconsciously reached out to pick it up, and just as the cold touch of silk came from my fingertips, Feng Xiansu's cold voice sounded behind me: "Miss, let's change the inn." I was startled, and suddenly withdrew my hand, and the moment I lowered my head, I seemed to see the disappointment flashing across Xiao Zuo's face.I gritted my teeth and turned around in the end. That's all!Being able to meet again is already God's favor for me. If I try to have an intersection again, it will be really intolerable. I raised my eyes, forced a smile at Feng Xiansu, and said, "Let's go." "Where are you going?" Xiao Zuo's voice came from the back of his head, as if there was some kind of conspiracy, "All the inns and all the rooms in the town have been booked. Could it be that Miss Gong is the one who wants to stay overnight in the west of the town?" Small ruined temple?" I was stunned, but Feng Xiansu had already turned around first, and said, "Let's book all the inns? That's a lot of money—Young Master Xiao, what a big deal!" "It's easy to talk about." I was stunned again, he actually admitted it?He is so poor that he even has to pick up the invitations I threw away to exchange for wine. Where did he get so much money at this moment? Feng Xiansu also said with emotion: "Unexpectedly, after seeing you for a day, Mr. Xiao not only made a fortune, but also became honest." Xiao Zuo smiled and said, "I have already experienced Director Feng's suspicion. Even if I deny it, will Director Feng believe it? So, it's better to admit it quickly... Besides, I am an honest person, but there are some things It’s not what I did, so of course I can’t bear it for others.” He clearly had something in his words, Feng Xiansu naturally heard it, and said with a sneer, "Then, please tell me the truth, Mr. Xiao—why did you rent out the entire inn?" That's exactly what I wanted to know, so I turned away too. Xiao Zuo was still half leaning against the door, with a smile on his face, and said to Feng Xiansu in a very polite and polite tone: "Because I'm happy, because you don't care." No one expected him to answer like this, and Feng Xiansu was no exception.She stared at him blankly for a while, but was unable to utter a word. Xiao Zuo then said slowly again: "Director Feng doesn't seem to be very satisfied with this answer? So, is Director Feng planning to poison this subordinate again? Last time I was happy, what is this time? Sad?" No matter what kind of poison it was, it was obviously useless to him. Feng Xiansu suddenly laughed. "Don't you dare?" She was clearly smiling, but there was no smile in her eyes, "Even if Feng Xiansu has the courage, he would not dare to poison the future city lord of Baili City." My heart sank quietly following Feng Xiansu's words. It's a very strange feeling, you can feel your heart sinking little by little, so slowly that you have a lot of time to remember a lot of things in the process. ——There are rumors in the rivers and lakes that the adoptive son of the Lord of Baili City had an adventure when he was young, so he is immune to all poisons; Feng Xiansu suspects that Xiao Zuo is that person; she lays a gamble and forces him to choose poisonous wine; He should have died in Huangquan... However, he is still alive. Then, there is only one possibility - he is the adopted son of the Lord of Baili City. In other words, what Feng Xiansu said next to Baili Chenfeng's corpse yesterday was not a guess, but a conclusion! Xiao Zuo, he still lied to me... My heart has not completely sunk to the bottom until this moment.However, apart from feeling exhausted, I didn't feel anything else. I twisted my body lightly, and said lightly, "Sister Xiansu, don't say any more, we'll be on our way back to Luoyang overnight." "Miss!" Feng Xiansu was startled, "Aren't you going to Baili City?" "I won't go." I continued to walk forward without turning my head and said, "Now you will bring the treasure that Baili Chenfeng bought at the treasure exhibition to this—Master Yizi..." "Then, what about the Alga bottle?" I stopped in my tracks and said coldly: "The Alga bottle is a treasure passed down from generation to generation in the palace family, how can I lend it to this kind of person." As soon as I finished speaking, I suddenly felt a white shadow flash in front of my eyes, and Xiao Zuo had already blocked my way. "What kind of person am I?" His voice was no longer calm and leisurely, but slightly trembling and hoarse, "In your heart, what kind of person am I?" By asking him this way, it is tantamount to admitting his identity... He is really an honest man, isn't he? I looked at him expressionlessly, as if I didn't hear his question, and said to myself: "The seven treasures that Baili Chenfeng bought at the treasure exhibition have all been paid in full, and all accounts are in the account of Feng Feng. If you have any objections, please check it yourself... oh, yes..." I took off the Hualin lock tied around my waist, handed it forward, and said: "This is also among the seven treasures, your Excellency will take it together." Xiao Zuo's gaze, burning like fire, was fixed on my face, but he refused to reach out to meet it. I don't want to meet his eyes like this again, and I don't want to be in such a stalemate with him anymore, so I handed the Hualin lock into Feng Xiansu's hands, bypassed Xiao Zuo, and just as I took a step, I heard Feng Xiansu's startled sound in my ears Huh, there was another flash in front of my eyes, but it was Xiao Zuo who snatched the Hualin Lock from her hand and blocked me again. I sighed helplessly and said, "Please, get out of the way." "I'll let it go! I'll let it go right away!" He gritted his teeth, "But you promise me, keep the Hualin Lock and tie it back! You need it!" I raised my brows slightly, unable to argue with him, and said flatly: "Okay, I'll stay. Sister Xiansu, the price of this item is one hundred thousand taels of silver, give him the silver ticket." "You gave me money?" Xiao Zuo's voice sounded bloody, "You actually gave me money..." "Young Master Xiao!" Feng Xiansu's sharp voice interrupted his unfinished words, "One hundred thousand taels of silver, please order." Xiao Zuo was silent for a moment, then took a few steps to the side, and when he spoke again, his voice was completely indifferent: "Miss Gong, please." "Thank you." I thanked you lightly and walked forward. There was a burst of spring breeze in the air, blowing gently on my face, I lowered my head, and saw the toes of my shoes, woven with Niwa, and inlaid with cloud-shaped golden tines on them, gorgeous and unparalleled... So, I can feel Is it windy?Can I see colors again? These are such precious things, and I once threw them away for someone, something... Thank God, I won't be so stupid anymore. ——Like a person who commits suicide, if he fails to die the first time, he will never seek death again. This principle is really eternal and unchangeable.really good, very good...