Chapter 49 Help

"What's the difference?" Yu Zhouzhou couldn't tell. She has already begun to try to touch the nerves behind this world, but she can't see anything clearly in the face of the criss-crossing lines of fate. Lin Yang stopped asking, and instead exhaled a breath of white air, kicked the snow, and asked in a daze, "Zhou Zhou, do you want to grow up?" Yu Zhouzhou shook his head, "No." I used to want to. "You won't be the same as Zhan Yanfei..." "No," Yu Zhouzhou continued to shake his head, "I want...I want to go back to my childhood."

"When I was a child?" Lin Yang stretched out his hand and tugged at her little braid—it's been a long time since he pulled Yu Zhouzhou's ponytail like before.Her hair was cold and soft, slipping through her fingers, like a naughty fish, Lin Yang stretched out his hand again, having a great time playing, and did not notice Yu Zhouzhou's slightly sad expression at all. "Because I was very happy when I was a child, I don't understand anything." Yu Zhouzhou closed her eyes and found helplessly that she could no longer remember the faces of Duke Gregory and Viscount Kerry.

Don't you want Her Majesty?Or did you repair the plane and return to your own planet? She didn't even have time to say goodbye. When she opened her eyes, Yu Zhouzhou froze for a moment, stopped, and then quickly turned and ran. Her slightly clumsy back threw Lin Yang far away in the deep snow.Lin Yang's hand was still in the air, and the black carp just swam away from his hand, unable to catch it again. "Zhou..." He didn't react at all, and stared blankly at the direction Yu Zhouzhou ran away for a long time before he heard a distant cry. "Lin Yang!" He turned his head and saw Jiang Chuan's thin figure at the street corner tens of meters away. He ran towards Lin Yang, followed by Ling Xiangqian.

"Have you dealt with your affairs? You asked us to go first, but Ling Xiangqian said that we should go slowly, maybe we can wait for you. Look, sure enough." "Oh, oh..." Lin Yang nodded in despair. Yu Zhouzhou hid behind the tricycle and the pile of debris, and after a long time, he turned his head and quietly looked at the place where they were standing just now——Lin Yang was gone. When she walked back, there were so many footprints on the ground that she couldn't tell which one belonged to him. Yu Zhouzhou didn't know why he ran away. Maybe I just don't want to see him being slapped on the back of the head with his mother's slap, red eyes and extremely embarrassed.

That's all. -------------------------------------------------- ---------- Yu Zhouzhou couldn't remember how long it had been since his mother had gone home for dinner. They had just started eating when they heard the crisp sound of high heels coming from outside the security door. "Zhou Zhou, your mother is coming back for dinner tonight." Grandma's voice was weak. She only drank porridge every day, and the dishes were served separately from everyone else. "Mom, I just passed Luou Department Store, and I happened to see a special price for electric heaters. This year, the heating in our house is not very good. Is your knee hurting again? I'll just bring one back and put it in your room. In the evening Just try, if the room is warmer, I hope the knee will get better."

Yu Zhouzhou watched as her mother bent down and stood a white packing box in the corner of the living room. The black cashmere coat outlined her beautiful waistline.She took off her coat and hung it on the hanger without looking up, "Eat first, I'll wash your hands." Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head to eat the rice, and accidentally saw that his aunt also lowered her head, but kept staring at her mother with squinting eyes. She focused her eyeballs on the white rice under her nose, her eyes crossed a bit with too much force, and her forehead ached. ------------------------------------------------

"Zhou Zhou, aren't you going to watch cartoons today?" Mom was facing the vanity mirror and was wiping her cheeks with a cotton pad dipped in cleansing oil. Yu Zhouzhou sat quietly on the edge of the bed, shaking her head. "Well, I don't want to read it." She has stopped watching provincial cartoons at six o'clock for a long time, and she has also stopped watching big windmills, but her mother doesn't know. They seemed to miss each other's lives just like that.Yu Zhouzhou couldn't remember when her mother began to change from that gentle beauty into a capable and sharp professional woman, with the same fast pace as her high heels.And my mother may no longer be able to stand outside the door with Gao Lego as before to prompt her own small theater.

Yu Zhouzhou knew that her mother was very tired. She used to pretend to be asleep many times, and she didn't fall asleep until her mother came home late and lay beside her, but she heard her mother's suppressed crying in the haze. She has tried very hard to be a good child.But it didn't seem to be able to relieve the tight string in her mother's heart at all. "The homework is finished? Do you have to pay any fees recently?" "Pay nothing." Mom finally put down the cotton pad in her hand, turned around and looked at her, "Zhou Zhou, what's wrong?"

Before the words were finished, the new silver-white Motorola mobile phone rang. My mother picked it up, said "um, um" a few times in a stern tone, then closed the phone, hurriedly began to reapply her makeup, and then grabbed her bag and coat rushed out the door. Yu Zhouzhou sat on the bed in a daze, stared at the empty makeup mirror for a long time, lowered his head, suddenly wanted to cry. She prepared for a long time, and was even afraid that when her mother learned that she had failed the Mathematical Olympiad exam and Teacher Yu's criticism, she would get angry at herself or be disappointed in herself. ——A "conversation" about one's own future.

And then stillborn. Yu Zhouzhou missed Grandpa Gu like never before. Death is a dagger, but it is the living who bleed and wound. Yu Zhouzhou sat in the room and reviewed all the conceivable acquaintances in his short twelve years of life, and found that he had nothing. She looked around the room blankly, and finally settled on the extension phone.