Chapter 12 Chapter Eleven Two Me

As we climbed the steps of the palace, a broom stopped me. "You can't go in." The sweeper said to me, "he is only allowed to go in by himself." I bit my lip and said displeasedly: "No! I want to go in and out with my husband. Get out of the way, or don't blame me for being rude!" "You can't enter this hall," the sweeper emphasized again, pointing at Chen Fei, "You can ask him." I looked at Chen Fei, and my husband looked a little puzzled. "why?" "Because this is the eighth hall, also known as the 'Shuangji Hall'."

A strange expression appeared on Chen Fei's face. For the first time, he didn't look at me but walked directly to the door. "Sir," I chased up, sweeping my head with a broom.I waved a hidden weapon, but didn't draw the expected arc, but flew straight out, and a stream of light was drawn into the gate of the palace, followed by the gate quickly closing, isolating Chen Fei from my sight outside. "You are stupid!" The sweeper laughed, "No metal weapons of any kind are allowed in the Eighth Hall, otherwise they will be sucked away." Only then did I understand why the person in front of me was using a wooden broom, and I couldn't help but ask, "Who are you?"

"Remember my name," said the sweeper proudly, "My name is Pifu, Mr. Pifu." It was clear that it was midnight, but the sky in the far west was faintly red. "Get out of the way!" I flew towards the gate of the palace, but was blocked by the broom again.I didn't expect that a person could use a broom as a weapon, let alone dance a broom gracefully.Seven attacks, seven thwarted.He didn't seem to want to fight me, he just tried every means to hinder me. Suddenly Mr. Pi Fu stopped, and I saw his eyes were full of surprise. Looking back along his line of sight, the looming red in the western sky has spread to most of the sky at some point. The red is extremely strange. I have never seen such a vision.

Mr. Pifu murmured: "The peach blossoms reflect the blood at night...the peach blossoms reflect the blood at night, and the autumn colors return in the mirror." "What are you talking about?" I didn't understand, "What's going on here?" "I don't know either," Mr. Pifu replied, "The words left by the twelve seasons a long time ago are incomplete. It seems that there are two sentences behind, but I can't remember them." The peach blossoms reflect the night blood, and the autumn colors return in the mirror.A chill slowly rose from the soles of his feet and spread throughout his body, accompanied by unexplainable fear and loneliness.

Why is Mr. not by my side at this moment? A red light flashed, and then there was a loud bang, and something fell into the eighth hall.I gritted my teeth, rushed to the door while Mr. Pifu was in a daze, pushed the door open and broke in.His exclamation came from behind: "You can't go in..." The door closed instantly behind him, the room was very dark, there were shadows in the darkness, because it was too dark to distinguish the face.I asked, "Is that sir?" "No." Shadow replied, "I am Xiaoxi." "I am Xiaoxi." The voice began to echo around, and I thought, maybe this eighth hall is very empty.

I am Xiaoxi. I am Xiaoxi! I am Xiaoxi! ! ! It seemed that the sound not only rang in the empty eighth hall, but also echoed in my heart.If it weren't for the fact that I knew I was the brook, I'd almost think so too. "You're not Xiaoxi!" I couldn't help retorting sharply. You're not a brook...you're not a brook...you're not a brook... In a trance, who can tell who is talking to whom? The air is getting colder. Is it because of the midnight that the night is as cold as water?There was a sound of wind in the cold air, and something was flying all over the sky.

I stretched out my hand quickly, but I didn't catch the flying all over the sky.In the darkness, I could feel the palm of my hand as if it had been cut open by a piece of ice, and a thin coolness slowly penetrated into my arm, and then into my heart, lingering and unfeeling like the parting kiss of a betrayer. I am so familiar with this feeling, its appearance suddenly flashed in my mind - Bai Yu! White, soft, weightless feathers that could kill millions of humans! The white feathers flying all over the sky, the kind of feathers that only belong to one night.Is that shadow a night? ? ?

who am I?I'm Xiaoxi?Am I not Xiaoxi?She is Xiaoxi?Isn't she Xiaoxi?why?Who is who?who am I? "You forgot me? You don't remember me?" I gritted my teeth, and threw myself at the black shadow. With a single throw, I was able to catch her so easily. Instead, I felt an unbelievable illusion in my heart.Then, the light came on. The lights came on, and when I saw the man I was holding, I screamed: ahhhhhhh— It's not true, it's definitely not true! ! !She turned out to be really me, with the same facial features, the same body shape, the same clothing, and even the same voice.

I loosened my fingers weakly, and I fell to the ground slumped.How is this going? She looked at me, it was clearly my eyes, but she had an expression that I had never had before - these were Yixi's eyes.When Yixi looks at someone she doesn't like, it will be so cold, without color, without warmth. "You are... Yixi?" I gritted my teeth tremblingly and asked this sentence. She looked at me without changing her expression, "No, I'm you." "You're talking nonsense!" "I am the real you, the unknown you hidden in your heart, don't you believe it?" She leaned down towards me, and I saw my shadow in her pupils, and the whole person seemed to have suddenly fallen into a dream. In the space surrounded by mirrors, no matter how hard you struggle to escape, it will be useless.

"You, what do you want to do?" "Xiaoxi, what is your biggest dream?" As if bewitched by her, the answer naturally overflowed from the corners of my lips, "I want to be with my husband and Sanniang forever." "Are you really going to be with them?" She sneered, and there was something in her sneer that frightened me. "I-I don't understand what you mean." "You are lying, Xiaoxi, you are lying to everyone. In fact, you don't like those two people at all. You hate them. The reason why you pretend to be innocent and innocent is to deceive them and win their love." Trust, and then retaliate..."

I screamed again: "You are talking nonsense! You are talking nonsense! I love Mr. Sanniang, and I love them the most..." My voice is loud, but her voice is louder than mine: "Don't deny it, I am you, of course I know what your real thoughts are. You are a reincarnation overnight, how can you be a reincarnation overnight?" Will you love those two people who ruined you in your previous life? You hate Jian Lingxi, you love him so much, but he failed you, abandoned you, and finally killed you; you hate Qin Sanniang, that woman who is inferior to you in every way, Why did she get Jian Lingxi, and finally became his wife, realizing a dream that you can't even dream of? Don't you think so? Don't you really think so at all? " Trembling all over, I covered my face with my hands, not knowing where the fear in my heart came from.Did she really hit my heart?Is there really such a consciousness hidden in my heart?Otherwise, why am I afraid of being like this now?Why? "You are Yixi, no matter how much you refuse to admit it, you are still her after all, you were born from her soul, you were born with her soul." "But..." I was about to cry, "They all say that I am the most pure and kind soul, I only have good thoughts overnight, and I don't have her evil thoughts!" "Don't be stupid." Shadow laughed, "How can you distinguish between evil and good thoughts so clearly? Moreover, even if you were a pure and good soul when you were reincarnated as a human, in the past sixteen years, you have seen so many people and things. , the environment and life are affecting and changing your disposition, your laziness, naughtiness, nosyness, self-righteousness... all of these, are they also good souls? Xiaoxi, you are not that simple, no one can be so simple, Remember that." I couldn't speak at all, I could only tremble, trembling. Shadow walked up to me, stopped, and said in a low voice: "Okay, now let me help you see yourself clearly, and let you know what kind of person you really are..." I felt her hands resting on my head, and then a scene of pictures emerged in front of my eyes, those pictures were vivid and vivid——
I accept the blessings of the Three Realms to come to the Demon Realm.The moment he opened his eyes, a full moon-like pearl appeared between his brows, illuminating the entire demon world.The elders in the hall were speechless: "This girl... this girl, I am afraid that she is someone who can rewrite the history of the demon clan!" The great elder named me Yixi, which means "the sea is fleeting, and the world is eternal". In the Demon World, a world where ability determines everything and the weak prey on the strong, only the strong can win respect and love. Therefore, when I was six years old, I was ordered to sneak attack a certain general in a battle between humans and demons, but in the end I easily defeated ten with a piece of white feather. When all the elite soldiers were repelled, the entire Demon Realm was shocked. When I was twelve years old, my ability was confirmed to be unrivaled in the entire demon clan, so I was honored as a princess with the ceremony of wearing a crown. When I was sixteen, the civet pointed at the night and said to me in a strange voice: "Princess, look at that shooting star." "What happened to that meteor?" "That is the star of speed. It is said that no one has ever been able to catch up to it, and every time it appears, it will cause a major change in the world, but good or bad is uncertain." I turned my eyes and said with a slight smile: "Has no one ever been able to catch up? I'll try!" Then I flew out from the top of the palace, and a civet screamed from behind: "No, princess..." It's a pity that I didn't listen to her at the time, so I chased the meteor all the way to Nanming. It really was the world's fastest speed. Although I tried my best, I couldn't catch up in the end. The meteor fell into the lake, the lake was blue, and there was no wind.It's really strange that there are lakes that can flow in the world.Chasing all the way consumed a lot of my spiritual power, I felt thirsty, so I drank water, and a coolness immediately entered my heart.It really is sweet water! Just as I turned around and was about to leave, I saw a person standing under the Po Suo Mei. At that glance, it was fate. The lake water sucked my spiritual essence, and I saw myself slowly turning into a ghost and falling to the ground.And that person just watched indifferently, motionless from beginning to end, without saying a word. It's a trap!This is a trap for me!Although I don't know how that ordinary-looking human being managed to control the meteor, the strange lake water and his knowing eyes are telling me that he knew this was going to happen in advance . He wants to destroy me? ! When he thought of this, his anger was unstoppable.What a joke, how could I be ruined by a strange lake and the hands of a mortal like me, the majestic princess of the Demon Palace?You want me to die, but I won't die!Not only will I not die, but you will come and save me personally! So I crawled in front of him, raised my eyes, begged him to save me with the magic voice of heaven and the magic eyes of Gu Pan, and bet my life. As it turned out, I won in the end. When I woke up again, I was already on the soft brocade couch.The bamboo house is quiet and the gauze curtains are fluttering gently. Everything here is so comfortable that it makes people feel confused. I lay on the couch for seventy-seven forty-nine days, and every time I woke up, I couldn't see anyone.I know that Jian Lingxi is using spells to save me, because my body is recovering day by day, however, I can never return to its original state. This realization annoyed me and shocked me.If I lose half of my spiritual power, how can I continue to lead the Demon Palace in the future?And I, who had always been considered invincible in the Three Realms, fell into a mere lake in the end!What exactly is this power?Why can you kill me? For forty-nine days I had been thinking about this question, tormented by the inability to come up with an answer.On the fiftieth day, I was finally able to stand up reluctantly, walked out of the house with the wall, and saw the green grassy flat ground, full of brilliant white and purple flowers. I have never seen such beauty, or rather, it was the first time I felt the beauty of nature, and I was so dumbstruck that I could hardly breathe. Then a voice sounded from behind: "It's beautiful, isn't it?" "Yes." I replied subconsciously, then I was startled, turned my head away, and saw Jian Lingxi for the second time.But this time, everything about him was completely different in my eyes. The last time I saw him, I just saw an ordinary human being. When I saw him again this time, his appearance, eyes, and demeanor suddenly became more vivid, as if some kind of force hit my chest hard. From the bottom of my heart, the tense heartstrings made a clear and ethereal music.That voice was something I had never heard before. I fell in love with him in that instant. After a long time, I didn't know the reason - it was because I started to have a human heart. That's why I can perceive the beauty of the scenery, and that's why I fall into the inescapable emotional vortex.No matter how reluctant I was, I fell in love with him at that moment, and I will never forget it. As a demon, but have a human heart, this is the source of all my tragedies since then.
I crawled on the ground, thinking of my previous life in a daze, I saw how I struggled between responsibility and emotion: how many times I wanted to kill Jian Lingxi, but I still couldn't do it in the end; I hate him The design ruined my magic power, but I was complacent because he finally saved me; I hated him for putting on a benevolent attitude to reject me thousands of miles away, but I was deeply moved by his inadvertently caring; I hated He let me clearly see that my infatuation has no good ending, but I am addicted to it and cannot extricate myself; I hate him, I hate him, I hate him... Yes, I hate Jian Lingxi, my hatred for him penetrates into the marrow of my bones, into every part of my soul!He ruined me. Without him, I would still be a noble and extraordinary princess of the demon clan. I would not have suffered so much. The nine years that I was sealed in the Qingjue sword were like years, and I was tortured. If there was not that hatred I have already committed suicide, but what is the result?When he came out nine years later, he still couldn't escape death! Jian Lingxi, he would rather marry Qin Sanniang than admit his feelings for me, human beings are so hypocritical, so hypocritical! Thinking of this, I felt a sweetness in my throat, and when I let go of the hand covering my lips, I saw that it was full of blood. The shadow whispered in my ear: "Yes, have you remembered? You know your true thoughts now, don't you? Such a hypocritical person, such a shameless person, how could you love him?" I vomited blood again, as if I wanted to vomit all the blood in my body before I would give up. The blood dripped to the ground, and my vision gradually blurred and I couldn't see clearly. Even in such a chaotic situation, I still clearly know one thing in my mind, and that is—— In the eighth hall, I saw myself, and this self broke me down. I'm completely broken!