Chapter 112 1. Sun Peng

I have a cold, it's summer. The nose was uncomfortable, and the curtains were opened, and the person facing diagonally was the next door next door, the empty house was finally full of people. Lying in bed, reading a book for a while, someone from the company called and asked if there was a bid for the construction of the new administrative building, and if it needed special care. I thought about it and said no. There was a sense of arrogance in Dayi's bones, and when it exploded, it was even scarier than Yanxi. Speaking of these two people, when I knew each other, one was just able to crawl and the other was just able to walk.

I like Dayi and hate Yanxi. Because I snatched Dayi's candy, but I couldn't snatch any of Yanxi's food, including the milk bag that he often hangs on his mouth. He likes to drink a certain brand of chocolate milk, but the factory is out of stock, and he would rather not drink it than change to another one. Before the age of five, we got along very peacefully. I had my little friend, and he had his Dayi and Siwan.Occasionally we would shovel sand and dig soil together to build a house. Yanxi’s house is always beautifully done. He likes to hold his head high and akimbo and say to us: “I want to marry the most beautiful woman in the world. In the house I built."

To this day, I still remember his appearance at that time, his white clothes were covered with lumps of mud, he was obviously a watermelon head, but he was holding his head high, so arrogant that people wanted to slap him. At that time, Siwan was always followed by his sister, with big eyes flickering, always wearing two braids, and a beautiful bow tied at the end of her soft hair. I love watching her, I love it.She doesn't talk as much as Yanxi, her face is flushed when she smiles, and she is always delicate and soft. However, when I see her eyes, I always think of Yanxi, and then, I especially want to see her when she cries.

Because, I have never seen Yanxi cry, even if I pinch his face. I pulled Wensell's braid, and then she cried, her big eyes were full of tears, wronged, but still sparkling, like two crystal clear grapes. I was in a good mood, but Yan Xi came, and he beat me for no reason, because the real brother Wen Siwan stood aside stupidly.I had to fight back inexplicably, because I didn't want to have anything to do with him at all. Then, I got married with the grandson of Yan Shuai's family, and the whole courtyard knew about it. My grandpa likes to scold me: "You can't let Yanxi, he has no parental upbringing, and you don't either?"

Everyone knows that Yanxi's parents don't like him. But I refused to let him. At the beginning, it was because of Winsell's fight. Later, when I was happy, I felt uncomfortable, I had a reason, and I had no reason. I would have a fight. Why, do what you want, why let others say he is uneducated and I am educated or he is educated and I am uneducated. Later, there was Lu Liu by his side. He dotes on Yanxi, spoils Yanxi, maintains and tolerates everything Yanxi says, and he is always behind Yanxi's troubles, which is completely different from me. After that, I never fought with Yan Xi again, because there was always Lu Liu by his side.

In fact, it's very strange, I played well with Lu Liu, and also with Dayi and Siwan, but only Yanxi, who became enemies in the previous life, had a knot that couldn't be untied. Especially after entering No. 7 Middle School, he wore the plain and ugly school uniform of No. 7 Middle School, still raised his eyebrows, and his tall and straight proud appearance made me even more bored. When I was in junior high school, Lu Liu and I were in the same class and got along very well. At that time, when I was in junior high school, the girls developed indistinctly, and the boys had some small things in their hearts, which they wanted to hide.They like to lift girls' skirts, and they like to see girls blushing and scolding, but they ask ten of them what is under the skirt, but nine of them can't tell the reason.

I bet Lu Liu that Banhua's underwear is khaki, he wouldn't believe it.I called the girl to my side, and then, taking advantage of the time to ask her a question, I lifted her skirt from behind. White and slender thighs and khaki boxer underwear. Lu Liufu was laughing hard on the table behind.The girl exclaimed, her cheeks flushed, and she looked at me blankly. She has had a crush on me for a long time. I said sorry and looked at her with a smile.But she was crying, and there were bigger teardrops in her eyes, which were crystal clear. That night, I dreamed of a very beautiful face. I pressed him under me, like crazy, with tears in his eyes, so similar to the Sil I saw many years ago.

When I woke up, the sheets were wet. It was the first time, it was like a catastrophe, I couldn't accept it, even seeing Lu Liu was uncomfortable, because Lu Liu was so close to him, he seemed to have his breath on him. like sunshine. I became more and more distant from him, and closer to Lu Liu. On the bus home, Luliu and I were at the starting station, and Yanxi, Siwan, and Dayi boarded at the third stop. Let's go home together.At that time, Lu Liu's family hadn't moved out yet. They are used to fighting, I sit and read a book, tired of reading, looking out the window, time flies by.

Dayi teased Yan Xi and asked him if he had a crush on Lin Wanwan, a classmate. It's rare for Yan Xi not to raise her eyebrows, and her face turns red.However, Siwan's face turned dark.As for Lu Liu, he remained calm and smiled like a Bodhisattva, but the beverage carton he held in his hand was twisted into pieces. Sitting next to him through the book, I can see clearly. After a while, Lu Liu and Yanxi seemed to be having an awkward relationship. After school, Yanxi always liked to hang out alone, draw some messy things, and live a life of solitude. He exiled himself and separated himself from us. .

A few days later, an explosion occurred at the southern end of the capital, killing thirty-three people. Fortunately, Yanxi crawled out of the fire by herself. He was hospitalized for a long time, killing some of his childhood vigor. My grandpa and parents went to see him in the hospital, and I sat in the garden outside his ward, continuing to read my book. I sat for many days, visited many people, and went to many people, including Lu Liu and his cunning and vicious grandfather. When Yan Xi recovered from his injury, Lu Liu went to Vienna. Overnight, in this world, even Yanxi's aura, which is as domineering and gorgeous as the sun, disappeared into the air.

Yan Xi stopped studying. I do not know why.Midnight and Dayi once climbed over the wall of his house, but I acted as a human ladder and carried Dayi to the second floor. That black curtain, the window I see every day in bed, is tightly shut. Dayi used pliers to pry open the window, and he climbed in. I huddled in the corner of Yan's house and waited. When Da Yi came out again, his face was flushed from holding back, and he looked like he was about to cry but didn't dare to cry. He said that Yan Xi was crazy. When I was leaving school, I passed by Yan's house with my schoolbag on my back, and I always stared at the second floor for a long time. After a long time, I didn't feel tired anymore. I want to steal him out and fight him again. For a long time, when Yan Xi's breath beside me was too weak to be noticed, they said that Yan Xi's illness was cured. I watched the curtains in his room change to pink again, but smiled. This madman... However, he is no longer the Yanxi I know.Indifferent, indifferent enough to put a smile on his face, but there is no wave in his heart, gradually converging with Lu Liu's hypocritical appearance. Yanxi's breath disappeared and died. Since that day, the first thing I did when I got home was to close the windows, draw the curtains, and do anything in the dark except stop thinking. From the conversation between my parents, I vaguely guessed that Wen Sier was Yanxi's biological sister, and not long after that, the genuine Miss Wen returned to Wen's house. Yanxi has always loved and defended Wensier in every possible way, and even took the kindness owed by her sister to herself, and was so gentle and magnanimous to the real girl Wensier. I watched him act with cold eyes, and watched him fall into the play with cold eyes, unable to extricate himself. There are too many black holes in his body, and now, another weakness has been added. Yan Xi's hysteria had a second attack, and I realized that everything was not accidental. I spent a lot of money to find someone to investigate the Lu family. Learn to trade in stocks and fill in the vacancies. That year, I just turned 18 years old, entered the stock market, fell a lot, fortunately, I was a little smart, and I made it back. And when all the investigations revealed the truth, Yan Xi had already recovered under Wen Heng's care. I tried to pretend to be connected, and got in touch with Lu Liu who was lurking in Vienna.From my own point of view, Yan Xi's living conditions are far more reliable than the few words he heard from Si Wan. He believed in me, at least within the limits of the trust a friend should give. That winter was very cold. Yanxi designed a card with "Myheng" written on it. That day, in the elevator, I was very close to him. The smell of sunshine on his body seemed to be slowly recovering, and I was a little dizzy. I sat at a table, watched him strive for Wen Heng, looked into his eyes, as if reborn. That window hadn't been opened for a long time, and when it was pushed open, the pink curtains in the distance blew up with the spring breeze.Whatever he wants, whether it's listening to rock, or drawing; whether it's playing games, or playing the violin because he misses Lu Liu, whatever, it's fine, as long as there is a source of happiness. He and Wen Heng always stand together.He loves to hold her hand and dance with excitement.That child always just smiled gently and gracefully, looking at him with a doting look, upright and gentle. Lu Liu told me that his time had come.Lin Ruomei made several wrong decisions in the Lu family, and the person she placed was suppressed by Grandpa Lu Liu's people, her reputation was minimized, and the timing was perfect. I don't know if he has any intention of revenge for Yanxi, because Yanxi was forced into this situation, and he contributed a lot. For example, the explosion in the bar was not a coincidence at all; for example, Lin Ruomei sent the photo album to Wen Heng, and he also acquiesced. However, Lin Ruomei's fate was miserable. Her power was emptied, and she was sent to a nursing home by her father-in-law and son in the name of being weak. Lu Liu returned to Yanxi's side, but Wen Heng left. I called Yanxi and told Yanxi that Wen Heng had been kneeling in front of Wen's house for a day.He flew back from the United States overnight, but because of a plea from the Wen family, they begged him to release Wen Heng, Yan Xi fell silent and compromised. He followed Wen Heng all the way. I clearly remember their backs at that time, far parallel but not intersecting. Yan Xi was wearing black clothes and a hoodie. When I came back, I went to the bar to drink with him. He was very drunk, his face was very red, and he looked at a certain point in the air for a long time before he started to cry. Only then did I realize that I was wrong, he didn't look like Sil at all when he was crying. I can laugh when Sier is crying, but when he is crying, I can't laugh, the strings in my heart are broken one by one, without sound. I told him that the earth can hear people's wishes, as long as you say it, talk a lot, and one day, it will fulfill your wish. He said: "If it is possible, can I trouble this ball to send my baby back?" I thought about it, smiled, pinched his face, and said, "Yes." At first, I bought Lu's shares in the form of odd shares, sold them, and found the pattern, which took three years.Then, he increased his investment and kept buying. For a long time after Lu's, the stock has been skyrocketing. Although Lu Liu was a little puzzled, the Lu family was always cautious, so he shouldn't be taken advantage of. However, I am more cautious than him. With a fake name and identity, I have speculated in stocks for many years as an ordinary stockholder, and he can't find out the tricks. However, after being so close to him for so many years, I know exactly what happened to the Lu family. When he asked me when the new company was established, Yanxi was by his side, already emaciated and out of shape.He doesn't eat, but the breath of sunshine on his body is unyielding. I think it's about time. Looking at Yan Xi, he pinched his face again. He couldn't find the baby fat in his childhood. What remained unchanged was that he couldn't cry. No, let me see his tears. I sold all the Lu's stocks in my hand and made a fortune, and the Lu's board of directors has lost all their money. If they don't manage it well, it is possible that they will collapse overnight. Taking advantage of Luliu's desperation, Dayi and I sent Yanxi to the airport. I said to him, "The earth has granted your wish, Yanxi." I called his name, never a day like this day, so calm, so gentle. After some years, I returned to the me who caught a cold today. Inside the pink curtain opposite, there are always the crying of the baby and the voice of his father acting like a baby. The hostess is helpless and happy. That kind of smell became more and more mellow, like old wine, volatilized into the air and never dissipated. When my new girlfriend heard that I had a cold, she came to visit me and laughed when she saw that I was reading again. "Sun Peng, you've been reading the same book since I first saw you." She asked, "What's the title?" I turned the title page: "Oh, "I Love You." The title of the book is, I Love You. You'll never know I love you.