Chapter 89 Chapter88 Year after year gray hair

Concerned about Yun Zai's health, Ah Heng rented a house near the school even though it was nearing the end of the semester. Yunzai doesn't have a lot of luggage, and even with some books and dictionaries, the small independent room still looks empty. Fortunately, the living expenses provided by the family were quite sufficient, and Ah Heng saved some money to buy a set of thick quilts and new sheets for Yunzai.After thinking about it, although Zai Zai is a clean and simple person, when he was a child, he envied those peers who could play ball, so he bought footballs and basketballs and put them in his house, and then cleaned the living room and bathroom.The house is neat and tidy, which is not bad.

Ah Heng has been busy all afternoon, Yun Zai has been following her, smiling, but he doesn't help, just watching quietly, with a slight blush on his fair face. The previous renter probably lived a sloppy life. There were many shoe prints on the white wall, which looked dirty.Ah Heng thought it over, and it was not cost-effective to find someone to paint the walls, so he bought the painting tools himself, mixed the paint according to the instructions, and wrapped a paper hat to paint the walls. But Yun Zai smiled and rolled his eyes, showing his white teeth as fine as rice. He took away her brush and paper cap, stood beside her and slowly painted the wall, his nails were plump and clean, slightly pale.

Ah Heng also smiled: "It's done once you finish it, I'll go first." Yun turned around and looked at her: "Where are you going?" Ah Heng was puzzled: "Go back to the dormitory, the building will be closed after a while." But there was no smile on his face: "You mean, let me live here alone?" Ah Heng nodded, and smiled: "From tomorrow, sister will cook a small stove for you, three meals a day, and make me a little fat man, how about it?" She rubbed his hair, and looked at him gently like a child.Yun Zai dodged it, and Ah Heng's hand hung in mid-air before letting go.She pursed her lips, knowing that when he grew up, he definitely didn't like being treated like he was when he was a child, and felt a little sour in her heart.

Yunzai threw the brush into the bucket and said softly, "Why, don't you live with me?" Ah Heng took off the plastic gloves and smiled lightly: "You've grown up, sister will live with you and other people will gossip. I'll wake you up tomorrow morning, can you cook polenta?" Yun was looking at her, his eyes were cloudy, his smile was not clear, and he said, "Where is Yanxi, haven't you been living in his house all the time?" Ah Heng looked at him, and he was quite confused why he asked this question, but he still answered: "Yanxi is different."

She went out, closed the door and went downstairs, and within a few steps, she heard a loud noise of a basketball hitting the door upstairs, thinking that the child of this family was a bit naughty, if she was there, she would definitely not be so violent. From this day on, Ah Heng had to go back and forth several times a day, shopping for vegetables, cooking, going to class, cooking, and going back to bed. Yunzai asked Ah Heng: "Are you tired?" Ah Heng was cooking polenta, he turned around and shook his head, looking at him with gentle love all the way. He smiled: "You're going to be the daughter of a rich family, haven't you cooked for a long time?"

Ah Heng was taken aback for a moment, then hummed vaguely.She wants to feel that she is living a happy life. During dinner, Yun asked, "Do you have any money? I want to buy a portable." Ah Heng frowned, chewing pickles subconsciously, thought about the money he earned from part-time jobs, and asked him hesitantly, "How much do you need?" Yunzai said slowly, "More than 10,000 yuan." Ah Heng was silent for a while, and asked, "Are you in a hurry?" After all, she never spends money indiscriminately, and she is no better than Miss Siwan and Mrs. Si'er, so the Wen family's money for her in half a year is only about 5,000 yuan. The block is far from enough for the number of 10,000.

Yun Zai raised his eyes, and there was a smile in his black eyes: "It doesn't matter whether you are in a hurry. Anyway, if I want to buy it, I won't be able to afford it for at least four years." Aheng felt cold, lowered his head and said softly, "I'll take you shopping this Sunday." Then he picked up a piece of chicken wing for him, smiled slightly, and said to eat more, thinking absent-mindedly while grilling vegetables money problem. Yun Zai looked at her with a complex expression, his clear eyes were as gentle as clouds, but with an impenetrable coldness.

She called Wen's mother: "Mom, our school has to pay... tuition and miscellaneous fees in advance." Mother Wen smiled: "Okay, I'll ask the secretary to send you the money tomorrow, is eight thousand enough?" Aheng panicked: "Not so much, Mom, not so much, three thousand... nine..." She thought for a while, licked her lips, and stumbled, "Three thousand nine hundred... thirty yuan is enough gone." Mother Wen smiled: "You're being silly again, who would remit 30 yuan! Forget it, I'll send you 5,000 yuan, just look at the flowers."

Ah Heng shook her head, but her eyes were filled with tears. She felt that she had cheated her mother's love. She said, "Mom, it's only three thousand and ninety-nine, is it okay?" Mother Wen was quite uncomfortable hearing the child's voice. She didn't know why, but she thought she wanted to give the child some space of her own, so she didn't ask, but said pitifully: "Okay, it's only three thousand and nine, and you can tell mom if it's not enough." Ah Heng hung up the phone, his palms were sweaty, and he felt that he had done something wrong.Her mother was so kind and gentle to her, but she relied on these things to ask for it. It was too bad.The relationship between mother and her has never been as harmonious as it is now. If she knows that she has lied to her, will she dislike herself even more?

This child has an upright and pedantic personality and has never deceived others. She was so worried, and her heart was troubled for a long time, and she fell asleep in a daze at dawn. What Yunzai bought was a newly-launched laptop computer, imported, with quite good performance, and the total price was 13,000. Ah Heng took out all the scholarships, plus the previously calculated living expenses, money saved from part-time jobs, and remittances from his mother, luckily he made up enough.After counting, there was only more than three hundred yuan left, and I had to make do until the Spring Festival.

Yun Zai still had that shallow smile on his expression, not overly happy. Ah Heng always feels that this child has changed a lot since he was a child, but he can't tell what has changed. Ah Heng seldom eats with Yun anymore, and always leaves in a hurry after finishing the one-person portion. She said that the schoolwork is heavy.Yun Zai didn't have any expression on his face, he just looked at her and didn't speak. About a few days before Christmas, she had a low-grade fever.At that time, "SARS" was not eliminated, and bird flu was catching up with the trend. She was afraid of contagion, so she went to the school hospital to see it. The doctor said that she was fine, but her blood sugar was a little low. She gave her a bottle of glucose and took some to reduce the fever. Medicine, told her to eat more nutritious things. Ah Heng nodded in response and was about to leave, but the doctor shook his head: "My child, I don't know how to save money. I really don't know if it's saving more money on meals or spending faster on seeing a doctor!" Ah Heng hasn't had breakfast these days, and his lunch and dinner are just enough.Hearing the doctor's words was very embarrassing, he tore off the adhesive tape on the hanging needle in his hand with some embarrassment, and went to the place where Yun lived. Yun Zai had sharp eyes, and asked her what happened to her hand, the bruise was so obvious, Ah Heng said that she hit the corner of the table. He went downstairs to buy medicine for her, and when he returned, Ah Heng was cutting vegetables in the kitchen wearing an apron, with his head bowed and neck exposed, white and warm. He looked at her for a long time, then gently hugged her from behind, closed his eyes, with a complicated expression, and said, "Wen Heng, I hate you." Ah Heng was busy, and only said that the child acted like a baby: "Yeah, I hate you too, go to the top, the oil pan is hot, don't burn you." But he smiled, his eyes were so clear that he wanted to disperse the clouds, let go of his hands and sat down at the dining table, and said softly: "Hey, you cook for me for the rest of my life, I will try to forgive you, how about it?" Such soft words, like a sigh, Ah Heng didn't hear in the kitchen. On the day before Christmas, when Ah Heng finished class in the afternoon, some classmates said that someone outside the school was looking for her. Ah Heng asked who it was. The classmate thought about it, and blushed: "The eyes are big and beautiful." Ah Heng froze for a moment, but rushed out of the teaching building in the next second.She ran across the dry trees in winter, and the football field with no grass but snow, her heart pounding. Seeing that man standing there, wearing the old scarf she knitted for him, with a handsome back, tears suddenly appeared in Ah Heng's eyes, and she called out "Yanxi" not far away, flustered and uncomfortable. The man turned around, his eyes were bright and bright. She quickened her pace, and he straightened his arm, shaking his gloved left hand once and for all. Ah Heng suddenly felt uncomfortable, the tears in his eyes were like broken beads, full and scalding.Lowering his head, he rushed into his arms like a 100-meter sprint. He smiled, and was almost knocked down by the huge momentum, but he hugged her tightly with both hands, as if embracing a precious treasure that couldn't be more precious.He didn't even want to ask her why she was crying, didn't want to talk about missing, and what was more painful than missing was the great joy after seeing the real person, because this joy was beyond the weight his heart could bear. He picked her up and circled outside the gate of University Z, he smiled but his eyes were red: "Baby baby, look, I can still pick you up." Ah Heng cried so hard that she couldn't restrain her emotions. She choked up and said, "Sorry, I don't know why I'm crying. I'm sorry, Yanxi." He kissed her forehead lightly and murmured over and over again: "It's okay, it's okay." She said, "It's you who spoiled me." Let her miss him, miss the carefree child who was doing by his side. He wrapped her hands, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his white fingers, a little helpless: "You said that I will beat you three times a day, but we have no choice but to do it?" So, just get used to it, and anyone who has an opinion will tell me. Ah Heng suddenly remembered that this was the school gate, and poked his head out of his arms, coughed, brushed off the dust on his coat, and unnaturally glanced at passers-by A, B, C, D, W, Ji, Geng, Xin, and everyone had ambiguous expressions on their faces. After that, Ah Heng became even more embarrassed. She didn't see Yanxi's car, so she asked him how he got here. Yan Xi said that she was on the plane, and when she remembered something, she took out a bright red apple from her gray-blue coat and handed it to her: "There are a lot of apples at home, Aunt Yunyi asked me to bring you apples." Ah Heng took the apple, sniffed his nose, smiled brightly, opened his mouth wide, but was snatched away by Yan Xi. He rolled his eyes: "Why is this kid so greedy? I'll eat later when it gets dark." Let me talk less, if you send Ping An fruit, it will be Ping An fruit. Whoever has not eaten Ping An fruit will be given it if it is transported by air from thousands of miles away.You said that you were shy and put the blame on Mama Wen for giving apples. It’s fine if the child wants to eat it, but it’s fine if you don’t let it. You also said that the child is greedy. Ah Heng: "Oh, so you came here to deliver apples?" Yan Xi said: "Well, actually, I didn't plan to come. I just thought that I haven't seen you in three months. I guess you have to think about me so much that I can't sit still, so I came to see you. Actually, Aunt Yunyi asked me to I can't refuse to give you an apple..." Ah Heng: "Then you go back, I don't think about you very much, I get a headache when I see you." Yan Xi glanced at the child and said, "Don't move, baby, stand at attention and stand still." Ah Heng: "Huh?" Yan Xi: "Damn, I raised you well at home. You can pinch and pinch a soft baby. You have only been here for a few days. How did you become such a virtuous person? Except for the bones, there are dark circles under the eyes!" Ah Heng grabbed Yan Xi's hand with tears in his eyes, pouted, "I want... to eat meat!" Yan Xi trembled, looked at Ah Heng's wolf-like eyes, and stroked them tremblingly: "Bao, how long have you been hungry?" Holding the child in his arms, he got into the taxi, and said, "Which one of you here makes delicious meat? Where to go?" The driver looked in the rearview mirror, not like a bumpkin, and said, "Do you want to go to high-end, mid-range or low-" Yan Xi patted the cushion: "Meat, meat, meat, meat is well done!" When the driver arrived at a place, he threw the person on the ground and then sped away, fearing that he would be eaten as meat by accident. Yanxi ordered a table of meat: fried shredded duck in sauce, Kung Pao chicken, sizzling veal steak, fish-flavored shredded pork, squirrel mandarin fish, and pork rib soup. Ah Heng burst into tears, and his stomach couldn't bear it after eating a few chopsticks.She has been eating vegetarian food for a month, and she couldn't bear it when she suddenly got meaty, so she put down her chopsticks embarrassingly: "Yan Xi, why don't you eat it?" Yan Xi felt distressed: "You don't have any money, you just say it. If you have money at home, you won't spend it and keep the hatchlings!" Ah Heng said: "I am doing human limit testing, which has something to do with medicine." Yan Xinu: "Who is the moth, dare to love them because they don't raise babies and don't know the hardships of raising babies, grandma!" Ah Heng choked on the soup. Yan Xi wiped her mouth with a tissue, and seeing that Ah Heng's face had lost a lot of weight, the more he looked at it, the more distressed he became, and he said, "Baby, let's stop torturing ourselves like this next time, and eat well, okay?" Ah Heng nodded and choked up: "I miss you, Yanxi, you haven't come to see me all this time." Yanxi was silent for a while, pinched her nose, and smiled: "Little tear bag, little urine bag, isn't there a cloud, he is by your side, I don't worry." Ah Heng thought about it, Yan Xi and Zai Zai are different. But she didn't say this, because she remembered a very serious matter - Zai hadn't had dinner yet. Borrowing Yanxi's phone, I wanted to tell Zain to have something to eat first, and she will make it for him when she goes back later, but Zain's cell phone has not been connected, so he transferred the voicemail. Christmas Eve in City H is as lively as that in City B. Men and women, mostly teenagers, all have a little bit of Jiangnan style.At the beginning of love, you throw peaches and plums, and repay them with Qiongyao jade, even if there is cold snow hanging on the treetops, it is still tender and tender. There are balloon sellers on the street, white balloons with baby faces, plastic hydrogen balloons, and long caterpillar balloons of various colors. Yanxi bought a golden caterpillar for Ah Heng.Others looked at a pair of handsome men and beautiful women who were quite eye-catching, but suddenly a caterpillar balloon appeared suddenly, and the beauty was shattered in an instant. Ah Heng didn't care, he was very happy, but the hydrogen in the balloon always wanted to fly into the sky. Yan Xi stopped, and tied the rope of the balloon to Ah Heng's left wrist. The red thread was lightly knotted. It was as if the red thread on the marriage book had landed gently on her wrist. She smiled, looked at the balloon, and held his right with her left hand. At that time, there were many Kongming lanterns floating in the sky, each with one wish. Three yuan each, buy a wish. Yan Xi asked her if she wanted it, but Ah Heng shook his head: "I can't put everything I have on a lamp, it's too light to bear." Yanxi joked: "Then you make a wish to me. I will be your Santa Claus and fill your stockings." Ah Heng thought for a while, then laughed, and she said: "You will be suffocated to death by the socks." She couldn't imagine the scene of Yanxi in the stockings, it was so funny. However, what she wanted was indeed only this person. Yan Xi had already bought a return ticket before coming, and the plane took off at ten o'clock at night. He watched Ah Heng finish eating the apples before he kissed her on the cheek and said Merry Christmas, showing his white teeth with a smile.He said: "Baby, I really want to spend Christmas Eve with you. I want you to be safe forever, but you know, it's really difficult for a man to admit it." He looked at her tenderly and pitifully: "Eat well. Well, and, thank you to Yunzai for me." He turned around, waved his gloves, and left gracefully. Ah Heng kept looking at his back, then disappeared into the mist. This time, it seemed that it was the last time she looked at his back completely. Her Mr. Yan was not a stranger named Yanxi. Ah Heng rushed back to cook for Yunzai, but several street lights on that road were broken, and it was dark at night. Aheng walked towards the family courtyard where Yunzai was in the dark, and then saw a tall and thin figure in very thin clothes under the dim street lamp. When Ah Heng walked over, he realized that it was Yun. His lips were pale from the cold, and his face was very ugly under the street lamp. A Heng was taken aback, anxiously: "It's such a cold day, what are you doing standing here?" The young man's eyes seemed to be filled with lingering mist, and he said slowly, "I'm waiting for you." Ah Heng was out of breath: "How long have you been standing here?" Holding his hand was icy cold. But he broke away from her hand and said softly: "Wen Heng, you want to relieve your conscience by being nice to me. Apart from money, you should act more realistically." He lowered his head and held her chin, and bit her lips fiercely. His eyes were cold and mocking, and he was no longer as gentle and loose as usual. He said: "The rich man is really amazing." She and him stood on both sides of the street lamp, confronting each other like enemies. Ah Heng pushed him away, wiped off the blood stains bitten out from the corner of his mouth, and opened his mouth lightly, with light eyes: "Speak. Finish what you want to say at once." Then, he took off the eiderdown jacket on his body and threw it to him. Yunzai stood there for an unknown amount of time in the snowy night, his lips were dyed the color of snow. He smiled slightly and said: "It's nothing. Yanxi paid 300,000 yuan to let me accompany you. I thought this business was no big deal, as long as I endured your hypocrisy. But now I realize that I have lost a lot of money." I can't stand you anymore, I feel sick when I see you smile at me." Then, with his slender hands, he gently waved the eiderdown jacket that was on his body last moment to the snow, as if he saw the dirty dust in his eyes. He said: "Is it interesting to treat others as toys? Yan Xi said that you miss me very much, but do you really miss me, or do you want to show your kindness and compassion in front of your sweetheart?" The young man let out a sigh of relief, and said softly, "Wen Heng, how much do you miss your younger brother who you haven't seen for five years? After all, how much you miss him so deeply that you only see each other for five years? If you say Xi didn't give me money, didn't let me come to see you, you must have simply 'missed' a person named Yunzai all your life, right? I never thought about seeing you, let alone being with you, even though you Rich people want to play games, but the treaty is unfair, if Wen Heng wants to continue to act kind in front of his sweetheart, it would be more appropriate to add some money, what do you think?" Those mocking, smiling eyes looked at Ah Heng, like the Buddha's contempt for the world. Ah Heng slapped the young man on the left side of the face, hard. Yun Zai couldn't believe it, and froze in place. She was facing him, and her tone of voice could not be heard: "If you hadn't been thinking about your body, you would definitely not have received this slap. If you are confused, you can't read the scriptures until you think about it clearly." After finishing speaking, she lowered her head and picked up the eiderdown jacket, patted the snow on it, and turned to leave. Yun Zai had tears in his eyes, but he smiled calmly: "Wen Heng, what right do you have to hit me, based on your Wen surname or the blood flowing from your bones?" She stopped walking, top-heavy, blood rushed to the top of her head but she gritted her teeth and controlled herself: "Siblings fight against the wall, as long as they are not beasts, they can't do this kind of thing!" Her words were extremely harsh, sharper than ever before, her eye sockets were red as if stained with blood, and her heart was trembling with coldness. She stood in the public phone booth and looked at the ten numbers. Her fingertips were so cold that she could barely see the snow outside the booth. She said, "Mom, I want to ask you something." The voice seemed to come from outside, desolate and hoarse. Mother Wen was taken aback: "Aheng, what's the matter with you, did you eat apples on Christmas Eve?" But Ah Heng interrupted her: "Mom, during the two years I was away, did anything happen to the Yun family?" Mom didn't like her dealings with the Yun family.Ah Heng was afraid that Wen's family would cut off his current medical expenses, so he kept secretly contacting the hospital.Although she calls the hospital regularly, the hospital doesn't give a detailed account of the patient's condition, and what she knows is only roughly.From the time he was hospitalized to when he was discharged from the hospital, she recorded every time clearly in the diary. Mother Wen was stunned for a moment, and said, "It's nothing. It's just that their son had an operation before, and the success rate was said to be less than 40%. I wanted to see you. At first, I wrote a letter, and then I asked someone to bring it to me." A sack of dried bamboo shoots, said to be pickled by the family and given to our family for a taste. See if you can spare time to see their son. That child misses you. It is useless for me to ask you about it, and three Calling at both ends of the day, your grandfather is so quiet and annoying, so he refused. But I called the Southern Military Region Hospital and asked them to take care of it. Didn’t his operation succeed later? Now the bag of dried bamboo shoots is at home quickly It's moldy and no one eats it..." Ah Heng opened his mouth softly, but his soul was like a wandering thread, his eyes were unfocused looking at the snowflakes outside the pavilion, and he smiled slightly and erratically. "Mom, did you really think of me as your child? Do you know how much I love you? I always think you are the most beautiful and youngest mother in the world. The first time I saw you, I was always I thought, how can you look so good-looking, and how could I be your daughter? But why, every time I carefully want to get close to you, you always use reasons that I can't refuse to throw me away. " Her voice was small, but tears kept pouring from her eyes. "Mom, if you once loved me like I love you for a ten-thousandth of a minute, if you can be like I am always worried and sad because of your unhappiness, would you think about me a little bit?" The son of the Yun family you mentioned, he is not a handful of lowly dust, maybe in your eyes he is worth less than the dried bamboo shoots that my father and mother spent many days and nights making, but, your own son My daughter is the elder sister of this handful of lowly dust, even in a rural town, because he is a boy, I am not worth as much as him! Just like Siwan would fight to the death to protect Er Er, I will be worthless in your heart because of this I cry and feel sad for my child, and give up the home I once had. Mom, if you really loved me... "If you really loved such a humble child..." She put down the microphone and walked in the snow, the balloon on her left hand had been lost before long. The microphone was in an absurd upside-down posture, the hanging telephone line was overwhelmed, and there was a vaguely sad voice calling "A Heng". Ah Heng, Ah Heng. Ah Heng didn't know how he got back to the dormitory.She took off her clothes and shrank into the bed. It was very cold at first, and then it was very hot. After all, her consciousness was blurred. When I woke up, it was already noon the next day. Seeing that Ah Heng had woken up, the eldest sister Wuying probed her with her forehead worriedly: "The fever is severe, go to the hospital." Ah Heng nodded and said "OK", but his voice was unbearably hoarse, and his tonsils seemed to be inflamed. Xiao Wu shook his head: "No, I have to be quarantined for a month when I go to Aheng. Let's go to the laboratory to prepare some medicine, and when we come back, we can give her an injection. Isn't it less than 38 degrees?" Xiao Si took out the thermometer under Ah Heng's armpit, squinted and looked at it, it was thirty-eight degrees seven. Xiaosan jumped up: "Nonsense, just us half-baked ones, the child's eyes are burning red, if something goes wrong, will you pay for it or not!" Wuying frowned, and wrapped Ah Heng in a coat: "Okay, don't talk about it, let's split up, Xiao Si will inform the counselor and get a leave note, Xiao San and I will take Ah Heng to the hospital, and Xiao Wu will go to the pathologist today." Professor Deng asked for leave." Since Ah Heng had a high fever, he had to go to the school hospital to stay in the fever outpatient ward. Then, he was isolated, treated, had his temperature taken, and observed. Every time Xiao Wu sees her through the iron railings, like visiting a prison, he grabs her hand and wipes his tears, Ah Heng, when will you come back; wipes her tears, Ah Heng, if you don’t come back, what will I do for the final exam? Who copied it? Wipe away your tears again, Ah Heng, do you want me to tell your husband to let him come to see you. Ah Heng said: "If he calls the dormitory, you will let him die." Xiao Wu: "Could it be that the hole in your house can't satisfy your desires. Your desire is rising and burning, so it's burning..." Ah Heng withdrew his hand that was skinny due to the horrible food in the hospital, and looked up at the sky: "Go to die too." Xiao Wu said: "Don't, if I die, who will bring you jelly and who will bring you candy? I just bought it yesterday, here it is." Ah Heng shushed, took a sneak peek around, saw no doctor staring at him, wrapped himself in hospital gowns, pretended to have a stomachache, tiptoed back to the ward with his body sideways.I got my head back under the bed, turned on the flashlight, and pouted for a moment, Fifth Sister, what I want to eat is the Zhenzhi stick, not the cream stick. I hate cream sticks. The child was depressed, and the doctor at the hospital said, "No. 53, someone is looking for it." Ah Heng lifted the quilt to look at the bed card, and he really was... No. 53. He got out of bed, put on his slippers, and obediently followed the doctor to meet his guests. On the road, I met a familiar classmate and asked, "How long have you lived here?" "Twenty-three days and eight hours." "Envy, are you going out soon?" "Yeah, hey, I finally got through it, how about you?" "Oh, I can't. It's fifteen days and four hours." So, if you replace days with years and hours with months, it may sound more pleasing to the ear.Cough, more déjà vu and prison feeling. Ah Heng walked to the iron railing in his hospital gown, and saw that there was a rare guest, and there was a cloud. Yun Zai smiled: "You are really capable, people in your dormitory caught me and scolded me, saying that you had a fever of thirty-nine degrees because of cooking for me, but I am a heartless little bastard, even you I have never explored this side of being a sister. Then, sister, what instructions do you have?" The phrase "Sister" was his habitual address when he was a child, but it was unspeakably harsh to Ah Heng's ears. Ah Heng fixed her eyes on him, and looked at him with bright black eyes. She said: "I can't deserve you to say 'Sister', so let's go back to the bridge from now on. You have been with me long enough, and it is worth 300,000 yuan. From now on In the future, don't be with rich people like me, you really can't afford the games of rich people." Turn around and walk away. Sitting back under the covers, she wiped away tears. I love you so much, but is there any other use besides the value of exchange?I love you so much, you want someone else's 300,000 yuan in a blink of an eye and don't want my care. Have you ever seen a rich man who eats pickles for a month and buys meat for you?You have grievances and want your elder sister, but if the old days were given back to you, wouldn't that elder sister choose the same path and walk into Wen's house? You, you... little thing! Ah Heng wiped away his tears and walked to the window, Yun Zai's back was shining in the winter sun. It was a beauty in the old days, how could people hate it. When Ah Heng was on winter vacation, Si Wan came to pick her up, saying that Yan Xi couldn't come because of something.Ah Heng thought about it, it's fine if he doesn't come, he probably won't be able to control the urge to shoot him to death when he sees him. Yan Xi's mind became more and more difficult to understand, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Siwan drove, looked at the highway ahead, and said carefully: "Aheng, are you angry with your mother? The child of Yun's family, ah no, it was Yun who was there, and her mother didn't mean it. You were not at home at the time, The reason my mother made up in front of people was that you were sick, so you were sent to the south to recuperate and study. Besides, she wanted to keep you from contacting everything in the past, so she simply lived in the south for the rest of her life, so as not to be involved in the vortex. Moreover, mother always I think, Yanxi he—” Ah Heng answered: "I'm from two worlds, isn't it?" She lowered her eyelids and said, "I know. He's too smart and too scheming. And I'm too stupid to keep up with him. Always knew." Siwan smiled wryly: "No, that's not the case at all. Mom and Dad were never worried about this. What they were worried about was that you liked him too much." Ah Heng's face turned blue and red, "I like it too much", this word is too... explicit. Siwan glanced at her and shook her head: "Do you think you are hiding so well that you can see it at a glance if you are as simple as Dayi. The few of us go out to play together, and Dayi often jokingly asks Yan Xi when he will be hired." Ah Heng rubbed the flush on his face and said, "Now that everyone knows we've talked, is it normal to ask?" Siwan sneered: "When did you ask him that? It's a high school semester!" Ah Heng suddenly became embarrassed, his face was like a burning cloud. Siwan turned the steering wheel and said, "Ah Heng, everyone knows that you love Yanxi, including Yanxi. Everyone knows that Yanxi loves and loves Wenheng, but you all know that this is not synonymous with love. . "Aheng, he knows your bottom line very well, but you don't know what he is thinking. Ah Heng, if what you want is his love, then you will always be a loser." Ah Heng did not speak, but put his head on the car window, and said, "Siwan, although it seems hypocritical to say such things to you, I have been working hard to give Yanxi more possibilities to choose me, not because of debt repayment, nor Thank you." Ah Heng found it very strange, she never thought of talking about Yan Xi with Si Wan so calmly, although they vaguely diluted the definition of each other, but apart from siblings, they were indeed rivals in love. Siwan laughed, "In many cases, you need to overcome more than Lu Liu. What he has to consider is even gender." Si Wan doesn't compare herself, but when she mentions Lu Liu, the implication is obvious. What Ah Heng needs to overcome is Yan Xi's love, but Lu Liu, apart from gender, obviously has no such considerations. In other words, the conclusion that "Yan Xi likes Lu Liu" can be drawn. Ah Heng smiled, but the expression on her face was very sad. She said: "Brother, don't say any more, I just pretend I didn't hear what I said today. I have my goal, but it has nothing to do with Yanxi. Apart from accepting it, There is also the freedom to refuse. If he can't bear to separate from me because he is afraid of my sadness, it has something to do with love. You can't say and there is no reason to say that Yanxi doesn't love me. Yanxi is not a kind person, and he won't Because I have become kind, but the way he treats me makes me often feel that this is really the kindest person in the world, isn't that enough to prove something—" But Siwan interrupted her, rubbed the center of her brows with her slender fingers, took a deep breath, and said, "If, I mean if, he had the heart to leave you, what would you think and what would you do?" A Heng bowed his head and counted on his fingers: "If he leaves, it will be Renxin. Since he has the heart, he appointed...designated...and feels that there is no possibility of falling in love with me." Siwan turned her head and looked at her seriously: "What about you, what will happen to you? Tell me." Ah Heng was dumbfounded: "If you lose love, you will cry, drink, and feel uncomfortable. Do you need me to tell you this?" But Siwan burst out laughing, with crystals flashing in his eyes, but Sven said rudely: "Damn it, it's made of the same material as your brother, diamond." Ah Heng glanced at him: "Damn it." Mother Wen sneezed twice while waiting for her son and daughter at home. Auntie Zhang was in the kitchen picking something clean and edible from a handful of spoiled dried bamboo shoots, muttering, "How long have you kept this, why did you only think about eating it now, why did you go so early?" Yan Xi didn't know that Ah Heng was angry with him.It just so happened that when he called their dormitory, Xiao Wu would say apologetically, "I'm sorry, Ah Heng is in the toilet." He was beaten eight times a day, and every time he was in the toilet. Yan Xi said, is this frequent urination or constipation? Xiao Wu sneered, they have everything. Then Yanxi knew that Ah Heng was probably very busy, so busy that he didn't have time to talk to him.Touching the non-existent beard and sighing, the child has grown up and really needs that kind of private space. Sending a text message to Yunzai asking him to take care of Ah Heng, but Yunzai sent a smiley face and said in one sentence: "I thought you loved her so much." This tone is too ambiguous, is it sarcastic or a joke? If it's a joke, it should be translated like this, haha, you love her more than I love her; if it's irony, hehe, if you really love her, do you still need me to know her every move? Both explanations felt awkward to Shao Yan, so he spit out and said: I tolerate you because you are Yunzai, let me tell you kid. Because you are the cloud. real. Seeing Ah Heng at Wen's house, she and her family have been able to live in harmony and warmth, Yan Xi always comforts her. It's just that the child ignored him, saw it, said a few polite words, and then went to the kitchen, living room, bedroom, any place where there was no him. He forgot, or there may be some other reason, anyway, he didn't mention the idea of ​​letting Ah Heng go back to Yan's house for a few days.Although to Ah Heng, the Yan family is more like her home. Sier smiled: "Why are you so cruel, Yanxi?" Yan Xi bent her big eyes, followed the puppet dolls in the children's channel, and soared in a high voice: "Two tigers, two tigers, run fast, run fast, one has no ears, the other has no ears, it's so strange, really weird……" Ah Heng covered his ears, poured clear soup into the copper hot pot, and muttered softly: "What, it's a dog without a tail. You think you're a repeater." Gentleman Siwan didn't cover his ears, but kept trembling facing the wall, his eye circles were red, he was kicked by Yan Xi, and he gave him a white eye the size of a longan. People in City B love to eat hot pot in winter, and those who are more traditional like to eat charcoal-fired copper hot pot.The tall chimney, the thinly rolled mutton slices, and the family sitting together make people feel that it is bustling and lively.But if the charcoal is not bought well, it is always prone to black ash, which makes people feel disheartened, and sometimes sparks explode, scaring people's hearts.But the family loves to eat, and Mama Wen can't help it. Before the New Year, she is always busy with picking charcoal for a while, which takes a lot of effort. This year was not too bad. A soldier that Wen's father had brought before he changed jobs made a special trip to send a few bags of good charcoal, saying that because he knew Fujun Wen's old customs, although it was just some cheap things, he could use even barbecue hot pot.In addition, he took a blue cloth bag, which he said was the leftover belongings of Vice Army Wen. Mother Wen opened it, and there was a thick hard-covered diary and several unsent family letters, one of which was addressed to Wen Heng. Ah Heng read the letter, folded it neatly and put it at the bottom of the drawer, wrote a reply letter earnestly and burned it to his father, kowtowed three times firmly in front of his tablet, bang bang, Siwan and Si'er were startled when they heard it. It's so strong, so it's hard for future generations to make it. 结果轮到他们磕头，咬牙死命地往地板上撞——爸，咱一样孝顺！ 站起身，一人脑壳上一个包，阿衡略胜一筹，思尔捂包斜眼：“自虐狂。” 阿衡无奈：“我自有我的道理，你们跟我争个什么劲儿。” 言希抱一个碗，里面几片涮肉，探了对大眼睛：“磕完没，磕完了都出去吃火锅，我上炷香。” 三人默默让位。 言希笑嘻嘻地把碗放到一旁，捻香，对着牌位磕了个头：“温叔叔，新年快乐，在天上少吃些肉，小心胆固醇。另外，您顺便保佑侄儿财源广进美人环绕排骨倒贴尤其心想事成吧。” 二人黑线，一人青脸。 年二十九，温家老人携一枚言姓外人刚吃完火锅，外面就飘起了雪。开始是小雪，到后来鹅毛，纷纷扬扬了一下午才消停。 达夷小孩儿性子，雪刚停就拍了温家的门，拉着一帮人打雪仗。 言希说：“我优雅人儿，一般不干这幼稚事儿——” 话音还没落，阿衡就压实了一个雪球砸了过来，结结实实地盖了言希的脑袋。 达夷、思莞、思尔三人大笑：“哟，优雅人儿。” 言希拍拍脑袋的雪，龇牙，怒目：“笑毛。”转个身，笑脸没摆好，女儿还没喊出来，阿衡就憋足吃奶的劲儿又砸过来一个雪球。 她站在白茫茫的雪中，有些距离，看不清表情。 言希“靠”，心想我怎么着你了，回来十几天不给个笑脸就算了，还处处挤对人。我疼你疼到心坎上，丫就这么报答我啊？ 憋了一股气，甩手想离开，阿衡一个雪球朝着他后脑勺又砸了过来。 言希彻底火了，团了一个小雪团朝着阿衡就砸了过去。 达夷没看出俩人的猫腻，傻笑着“我也玩”，团着雪加入战局，左右俩人俩雪球，一人一个，不多不少。 后来发现不对劲儿啊，他基本上属于单线，有去无回型的。两人根本不搭理他，脉脉拿雪球狠狠传情，你来我往热火朝天，速度、破坏性快比上原子弹了。 靠，太热情、太淫荡了，受不了了！ 达夷捂眼，扭头对着思莞、思尔开口：“你看这俩，眼神直勾勾的，天雷地火啊。” 思莞叹气：“是，都快打起来了。” 思尔拽着达夷：“行了行了，先回去吧，看着俩弱智儿，我消化不良。” 这厢，言希上蹿下跳躲雪球，跑热了，脸红得像桃花，额上出了汗，团实一个大个儿的雪球，狞笑着向前一阵跑，砸向阿衡。 阿衡被砸中了鼻子，蹲在地上捂着鼻子，半天没起来。 言希哈哈大笑，拍拍身上的雪，走近，半蹲，手撑在膝上，发上沾了星星点点的雪花，说：“遭报应了吧，让你坏。” 伸出一只手想把她拉起来，阿衡却以迅雷不及掩耳之势扯着他的胳膊一拉，言希重心不稳，整个人趴在了雪中。 言希怒，从雪中拔出脑袋，侧身，头枕着雪：“我到底是怎么招你了，判人死刑也得给个说法不是？” 阿衡言简意赅，轻咳：“三十万。” 言希瞬间缩水一圈：“啊，三十万啊，三十万呢，从客观上讲，它对我，不是一个不能接受的数字；然后主观上，我没有六十万，也没有八十万，所以，它是三十万……” 阿衡淡笑：“从客观上讲，你说的不是地球话；从主观上讲，你说的不是我这种人类能听懂的话。” 言希冒虚汗，讷讷，半晌才开口：“他……你……你们……” 阿衡微笑，仰头躺在他的身旁，头枕着双臂看着天，说：“我们很好，多谢言少您的三十万的关心。” 言希不说话，鼻翼能闻到她身上松香温柔的气息，很久很久，轻笑：“我还是把事情搞砸了吗？” 阿衡笑着，语气轻松像是开玩笑，手却攥着身侧的雪：“好吧，言希，我说真的，如果你敢亲我……嗯，嘴巴，我就原谅你以及你的三十万，怎么样？” 她在赌博，甚至挑衅，这与她本身的温和毫无关联，但却是平静地撕开了心底的欲望，甚至自卑。 言希愣了，沉默很久，才脸色复杂地盯着身畔的这个人以及这个人的……嘴。 他知道有一句俗话：薄唇人，薄情人。 阿衡的唇就很薄，还是时常在冬季带着些干燥的薄。可是，她可以去评选二十四孝最佳模范青年，和薄情显然没什么关系。 她说那句话时，微微翘着嘴角笑了。 她要他亲她呢。 言希轻轻伸出了手，有些犹豫，滞了几个瞬间，轻轻用指抚到她的眉、眼、鼻，在她脸颊上摩挲徘徊，怜惜万分，却……迟迟不肯触碰她的唇。 他的傻姑娘是个不知羞的姑娘呢。 明亮的眼睛静静地毫不躲闪地看着他，却有失望悄悄闪过，她说：“言希我就知道你亲不下去，我就知道——” 他想，你知道什么，又知道……多少呢？ 瞬间，却急风暴雨一般，狠狠吻上她的唇，疯狂地向内探索，舌头和她紧密交缠。 他恍惚间，听见她的心跳，快要溺毙的缠绵温柔。