Chapter 81 Chapter 80 The love I never understood

When Ah Heng entered the hospital with Mr. Li's research team, it was the seventh day after submitting the application form. She originally promised to go back to City B in mid-March, but now that she is in a hurry, she can no longer take care of it.Before leaving, I had to call Yan Xi to apologize. Yanxi's voice sounded much more energetic than before, and he told her to rest assured and be careful not to get infected.If he can find time, he will go to H city to see her. Ah Heng smiled, and when he hung up the phone, taking advantage of the darkness and high wind, when there was no one around, he secretly kissed the receiver, buried in the night, and blushed all the way because no one saw him.

There is a girl in my family who is just growing up, ahem, of course. Who is laughing?Don't hold back, hold back! Our children are thin-skinned. Only Ah Heng went to the dormitory, Xiao Wu helped her pack her luggage, and suddenly asked, "Is Yan Xi planning to quit her job in the entertainment industry?" The movement of Ah Heng's hands slowed down, wondering: "How to say?" Xiao Wu said: "During this time, Yan Xi's work has been replaced by a newcomer, and the show planes of various shows that he had previously planned have also been turned down in sevens and eighties. This matter is being discussed in the forum."

Ah Heng said: "I don't know too well. He is often willful and his personality fluctuates, but when he thinks clearly, it is a conclusion, and no one can shake it." Then, he shook his head, sighed, and smiled fondly, "Let him think about it. " In short, let him think about it, if he really loves him, he should be more tolerant. Xiao Wu pinched the child's face, puffed up his cheeks with jealousy, and said, "You really love him." But I don't know whose jealousy it is. Although my family Yanxi doesn't know who the benefactor is, but my family Xiaoliu is really my little sister.

When I went to the hospital, I only said that the virus samples were taken for experiments, but I never expected that it would develop into an uncontrollable state. In the intensive care unit, patients wearing oxygen masks are struggling painfully, and often stop breathing at night with their blue veins exposed, but the hospital can only use ordinary sedatives and antibiotics for intravenous injection.It is the unbearable helplessness of a medical staff, but under the pressure of the increasing number of patients, the soul is tortured. Of the 18 people who came, only five of them persisted in the end, including Mr. Li and four students.

Ah Heng stayed there.She couldn't remember why she stayed there, she just watched her classmates leave with cold eyes. When it comes to death, who is not afraid?But holding such a sick child, seeing him coughing, panting, crying and looking for his mother in her arms, I was always very sad. The child's nickname is Xiaoxiao, and it was a task assigned to her by Mr. Li.Very small, just learned to speak but got this disease, and was even isolated because of the prominence of the disease, unable to touch the arms of the mother who never left. Xiaoxiao's mother didn't cry, but begged Ah Heng to take good care of the child, and took a lot of chocolate candies, saying it was Xiaoxiao's favorite.

Ah Heng clearly knew that the child had pneumonia and could not touch irritating food, but he couldn't bear it, so he accepted the candy, and coaxed him with candy while hugging and laughing. Xiaoxiao is very annoying, always stretching out his small hands to grab the mask on her face, he has never seen Ah Heng's appearance, he just yelled indistinctly: "Chiji." Ah Heng smiled, hugged Xiaoxiao into his arms to feed him, and said, "Wrong, it's sister... sister, sister, Xiaoxiao." Smiling and giggling: "Chichi, Chichi, Chi... Chi." The little head is tilted, the hair is soft, laughing and laughing, childish and cute.

Gu Feibai who stayed with him always frowned, warning: "Don't get too close to him, even though he is a child, he is still a patient after all." A Heng said: "Although he is a patient, he is still a child after all. In this way, do you think the words can make sense?" Gu Feibai glanced at her indifferently, tightened his fingers, and left proudly. Different road non-phase plan. Xiaoxiao's illness was not very serious at first, but then she developed a fever suddenly at night.The child was too young to be given strong injections, and Xiaoxiao had a persistent high fever. He tried ice packs, alcohol baths, and cooling blankets, but nothing worked.

The attending physician said: "The child is dying, let the parents know." Ah Heng held Xiaoxiao in a daze all night, pressed his forehead tightly against his, and mechanically changed the towel to wipe his body, she said: "Xiaoxiao, wait, mom will be here soon, very soon. " Ke Xiaoxiao slept soundly and sweetly, holding a few pieces of chocolate candy tightly in his little hand, and didn't let go of it until the early morning light.The little child's body is still very soft, but gradually, it gets cold, cold... When Xiaoxiao's mother arrived, she snatched the child from her hand and cried miserably.She cried and beat Ah Heng: "You give me back my smile, smile, my smile!"

Ah Heng looked at her, took off his mask, and gently bowed his head to say sorry. When I turned around, the corridor of the hospital was very deep, without sunlight or lights, it was dark and cold. Behind him, there was Gu Feibai's voice, he shouted: "Wen Heng." Ah Heng didn't look back, he was dressed in white, with weak shoulders.She has not contacted anyone for two months, and she stays in this hospital day and night. Holding the public phone in the corridor of the hospital, she said softly, "Yanxi, did you know that my first patient passed away." She said: "Yanxi, you don't know, what a cute child he is, he laughs every day, like a kitten nestling in my arms, calling me chichi. He likes to eat chocolate candy, because he sleeps at night when he is very young I can also wet the bed and rub my eyes to look for Jiji. But, I have been wearing a mask...he doesn't even know what I look like..." As she spoke, she squatted on the ground, finally choked up, and cried bitterly.

"Yanxi, what should I do? Yanxi, I'm very sad, tell me, what should I do..." "Yanxi..." She called that person's name, broken and vulnerable, seeking the sadness of faith. Not far away, stood the proud and cold man, looking at her back, his eyes were calm, but his eyes were red. This phone has long been broken, how could she dial it? It's just a sustenance, that's all. How could she be willing to let that person worry about her? It's the words, the real emotions, the real pain, the real... longing. He has never even really seen Yan Xi in her mouth, even if he has heard the voice on the phone, even if that person, every time on the other end of the phone, said in a cautious and low voice: "Thank you for taking care of Ah Heng, thank you .”

But Ah Heng never even knew that when she fled from city B to city H, a man accompanied her all the way until she was safely sent to his side. For two full autumns and winters, the man said, "It's cold, can I stay with her more?" Could you buy her some more candy? Can you take her to the amusement park? Can you tell her baby you are amazing every day? Can... give her a warm home? can it? He can be very close to her, holding her hand, but he doesn't know that she is afraid of loneliness, afraid of being rejected, likes to eat sweets, and the biggest dream in life is to be a good wife and mother. Even on the day she left, the powerful and noble boy on TV, the sharp man with raised eyebrows, still asked him in a low voice: "Can you say 'Happy Birthday' to her at midnight on January 10th?" '." How sad, he boasted that he loved this woman deeply and deeply, but he didn't know her birthday. He often asked the pretty boy who called with a cold voice: "What identity are you talking to me?" The person named Yanxi was no longer as eloquent as before. He was often at a loss and said in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, maybe you can treat me as her father or brother. Marrying a daughter and a younger sister is the same mood. ,please understand." However, whose father and brother have achieved the ultimate, even when they are on the show, they often mention City H in a gentle tone, saying what a wonderful place it is, with beautiful mountains and rivers, and bury me there when I die in old age Bar. What a wonderful place, what a wonderful place, with your Ah Heng back then, my future wife, and the mother of my children. Gu Feibai couldn't speak, and the scenes that flashed in his mind just flashed. All the past, vanished.He missed him, but he was fascinated by that little girl in City B back then. Back then, beside that little boy, there used to be a little girl in a soft sweater, when the mask was taken off, she smiled and said to him gently, I'm sorry. "Sorry, I'm not the one you're looking for." It was 1999. In 2003, Gu Feibai stretched out his hand, pulled up the gentle woman in the white coat, and said, "Silly girl, don't cry anymore." He smiled with red eyes, and handed her the phone: "It's just missing, how difficult it is." It was already June when Mr. Li took them back to school. At that time, the whole school was closed, and a ban was issued, and all students were not allowed to leave the school privately, otherwise they would be expelled from school. A few days after Ah Heng returned to the dormitory, people in the building had fever one after another and were sent to the school hospital for isolation.Later, two people who entered the school hospital were diagnosed. Therefore, they have to be isolated and observed in the dormitory for half a month. Xiao Wu was very sad, and shouted all day long: "My man, he finally came to City H once, and I don't know if I can catch up!" With a thought in his mind, Ah Heng stammered and asked her: "Fifth Sister... What do you say, Yan Xi?" Xiao Wubai glanced at her: "Without conscience, I only know that I am happy in the hospital with Gu Feibai. Yanxi announced a few days ago that after he participated in hosting a large-scale national condolence tour, he will completely withdraw from the public eye. The auditorium of City Z It's the last stop." Ah Heng was dumbfounded, and said: "He didn't tell me. I called him, but he didn't say anything..." Xiao Wu asked, "Then what did you say?" "I said I was alive and healthy, and recently the whole school was quarantined and I haven't eaten candy for a long time; he said he was still alive, and he was living well, and then their school was not segregated. He doesn't like sugar, so he doesn't like sugar. I haven't eaten candy for a long time..." Xiao Wu vomited blood, suppressed the urge to slap the two children to death, then sighed, and looked at her: "Now you know, Yan Xi is really coming." Ah Heng asked, "When?" Xiao Wu said, "Five days later." Ah Henglei: "Then we are still in isolation..." Little Wudian's head: "Why are you so stupid, so stupid? I'll find a male classmate to meet him downstairs, we're on the second floor, we can definitely get out!" Ah Heng was frustrated: "Even if we go, with so many people, we might not be able to see him." Xiao Wu clenched his fists and bared his teeth: "Yanxi's last host, we were waiting at the entrance of the auditorium at noon to occupy a seat! I still don't believe it!" Then, the two children struggled to find their way out. Then, when I looked back suddenly, I realized that I had no tickets, which was a tragedy... Xiao Wu vomited blood: "Thousands of thousands of calculations, my mother actually forgot to ask for a ticket." Seeing the ashes rubbing against the wall, our child burst into tears: "Fifth sister, you said you will definitely see Yanxi, I haven't seen him for three months, Yanxi!" Xiao Wu sneered: "How about, let's listen outside, Yan Xi's voice is loud." Ah Heng continued to cry, and slammed on the door of the auditorium: "Yan Xi!" Missing is such a thing, if the child holds back and holds it until he becomes constipated, it’s nothing if he can’t think of it.But the key point is that you don't give your child a chance. Finally, your sweetheart came to you, but was blocked by a damn door. I want you, can you block it, can you block it! A man with glasses who looked like an assistant came over, pulled the glasses up to the bridge of his nose, compared the photos in his hand for a long time, and pulled the child's hair: "Girl, is that you, are you Wen Heng?" Ah Heng turned his head sadly, "Who are you?" The man with glasses chuckled: "Why are you so much darker and thinner than in the photo?" Ah Heng: "Who are you?" The man with glasses: "Oh, I forgot to say, I'm Yanxi's assistant, and he asked me to watch you and take you directly to the VIP seat." In an instant, the world is full of vitality like spring all the year round. Xiao Wu's eyes lit up, he dragged Ah Heng Chi and slid in, holding a light stick, he sat proudly in the first row amidst the crowds. Cough, the director of the Academic Affairs Office on the left, and the deputy director of the Academic Affairs Office on the right. Just after waving the light stick for a while and shouting "DJ Yan, I love you like a mouse loves rice", someone poked her from behind: "Kid, be quiet for a while." Xiao Wu turned his head and looked, yo, so familiar and kind grandfather, isn't this...isn't this...the principal?Tears running, looking at the stage, mother, man, you really know how to arrange seats. When Yan Xi reported the program, he saw them come in, smiled, and continued to concentrate, with a clear voice and a bright youth. Ah Heng sat under the stage and looked at him seriously. It's not the same as usual...It seems that the whole body exudes the light of fireflies in midsummer, which is soft and beautiful, but not clear. Xiao Wu looked at the program and screamed: "Aheng, Aheng, in a moment, Yanxi has another song, what about the autumn sea." Ah Heng gasped: "He sings?" "What's the matter?" Xiao Wu wondered. A Heng said awkwardly, "Find some earplugs first, don't blame me if you become deaf for a while." Xiao Wu was excited: "What, you don't even know how good Yan Xi's My Prayer is, and I live by that song for three meals a day. Let me tell you, you can't just live in a room with him The house slanders him!" Ah Heng: "I slandered him? Pull it down, it's just the tone-deaf..." Then, unable to remember whether it was the fourth or fifth show from the bottom, Yan Xi stood in the middle of the stage with a microphone in hand.That man seemed to be singing with his life. He sang "Whether it existed when it was forgotten", adjusted his steps, walked to the front of the stage, bent down, and took out a blue transparent candy from his suit pocket, looked deeply at Ah Heng, and gently fed into her mouth.Then he smiled and doted on her, touched her head, fell backwards, lay on the stage with a bright forehead, looked at the sky, held the microphone in one hand, and sang a song of soul requiem in the crowd, on the lips.