Chapter 74 Chapter73 when I found a window

He planned a trip, alone, at the end of the year, for seven days. Before leaving, I made a promise with Aunt Wen that I would go back to Wen's house for the New Year.She must have been afraid that he would face the whole white building alone, and feel lonely on the reunion day. Yanxi laughed, what's the matter?The impact of Uncle Wen's death on the mother-like people in front of him can be seen. She asked him about his schedule, and Yan Xi said to go south. Desolate eyes looked at him. Yan Xi sighed and hugged gently: "Auntie, there is more than one city in the south, so don't worry." He lowered his head slightly, his slender fingers fell along the hairline, and he said flatly, "Auntie, don't force me anymore. "

Such a huge pink bag has been abandoned for a long time.When Yan Xi was packing her luggage, she felt inexplicably happy and excited, as if a child's spring outing hadn't been so leisurely for a long time. Put Tagore's in the pocket of the fat coat, but he fell asleep wrapped in a blanket on the plane. Woke up, looked at the beautiful stewardess, whistled lightly, sincerely admired, but forgot to be frivolous. "I drink coffee, no sugar, no creamer, thank you," he said. Then, with a happy mood, I watched the stewardess remake the coffee with a stinky face. The baby in the arms of the young mother next to her was crying loudly, and would not stop no matter what, the passengers in other seats looked around with displeased eyes.

Holding the bottle in her hand, the young mother was very embarrassed and asked Yanxi: "Can you hold him for me? He is hungry, and I need to brew it for him." Yan Xi was stunned, smiled and said, "Okay." "Two hands, be careful, yes, hold him like this." The young mother ordered, and left with the bottle. Yan Xi hugged the soft and small body, her fingers were stiff, her big eyes were lowered, and she looked at the little baby. When the doll saw the big eyes, the big eyes, it was not her mother, sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Yan Xi made faces, crossed eyes, bulged her cheeks, and teased the doll.The doll continued to cry, crying until her nose and eyes were wrinkled, so wronged, so wronged. Yan Xi is speechless, cry again, and cry again will eat you up. The young mother trotted over and stuffed the pacifier into the doll's mouth.Gudong Gudong. The doll looked at the big eyes sweating and staring, the black and white eyes blinked and blinked, forgot to cry, hiccupped, giggled, and stretched out her small hands to grab his hair. Yan Xi thought of the chocolate candy in his pocket, took it out, peeled it off, and put it on the doll's lips.

The little baby licked and licked, laughed and laughed, and the saliva dripped on Yan Xi's finger.Yan Xi smiled: "Why do you love to laugh so much?" The young mother also laughed: "His nickname is Xiaoxiao." Yan Xi hugged the doll and thought: "Well, when I have a son, I will call him Wahaha and make him laugh every day." The mother laughed: "Your child will cry in the future." Yan Xi handed the doll to his mother, folded her hands behind her neck, smiled lightly, and closed her eyes: "In this way, it seems that life is worth looking forward to."

Of course, it turns out that a few years later, when he hugged his doll and called Wahaha, the little boy basically ignored him, and would just stare at the new toy in his hand with big eyes, poking and poking it, thinking it was fun and hugging the toy Kiss, kiss the father who is holding the toy; it’s no longer fun, throw it under your feet, stagger and step on it, and despise it. He went to many places, following the traces he walked many years ago. Dock, Plum Blossom, Yujia, Bibo, Wushui, Town God's Temple. He ate the white sugar cake that he had eaten many years ago, and saw the child wearing the tiger's head cap and the Lin's tofu shop that had already stained his calligraphy.

When he walked to the Town God's Temple, the blind fortune teller asked him to draw a lottery. After thinking about it, he said no. Seeking wealth, seeking peace, and seeking marriage all seem to be important matters, but they are all left to God, which seems sad. The sky is easy to grow old, not to mention life. Life is short, how many years are there, it is better not to realize that it is not yourself who mentions yourself. Yan Xi stood in front of the majestic mud statue surrounded by fireworks, with bright red beads wrapped around her fingers, clasped together, and bowed three times.

What do you want? The family is rich, the grandson is a prince, the white horse is light and the fur is light. For thousands of years, everyone has been like this, and words may not be changed by one or two words. But he raised his beautiful eyebrows and smiled: "May the person I miss be thousands of miles away from the ominous person Yanxi, never to be seen again, and be safe every year." Stay away from the person who brought her all the bad luck and misery. As long as you are safe and sound. Even if... never see each other. Sitting next to the Buddha statue, chanting scriptures and protecting the lamp, the young man in monk clothes who was buried in the shadows slightly opened his eyes, glanced at him, smiled, with delicate eyebrows and eyes, with a bookish look: "Donator, it's not right, it's not right."

Yan Xi sneered: "Little master, wipe off the dim sum residue from the corner of your mouth before training us mortals." The boy in monk clothes said "Oh", he generously brushed off the monk clothes and the crumbs of snacks on his mouth, carefully wrapped the unfinished white sugar cake and stuffed it into his cuffs, not aware of anything wrong with his actions, and smiled: "The benefactor , Not right, not right." Yan Xi twitched: "Do you have anything else to say?" The young man in monk clothes seemed to contain boundless spring flowers in the corners of his eyes, and he spoke softly, with clear words: "In my opinion, since the words of the almsgiver's mouth are ominous, they must be harming others and oneself, heinous, and should be kicked to the eighteenth floor People in hell, why bother to worship Buddha, how about I sell you a scarecrow, and you prick him a few times every day to make him die of pain?"

Yan Xi: "Thank you little master for your concern, no need..." The young man's face was unhealthily pale, but he smiled like a blossoming tree: "You're welcome, you're welcome." The top of the hair is shaved, but there is no ordination point for ordination. Ah Heng had a dream.She has a lot of fireworks in her hand, and when she lights them, they only smoke but do not bloom. When I woke up, there was thunderous firecrackers outside the window. Oh, it's already thirty. "Aheng, you're awake. Get up quickly, my mother has cooked a lot of dumplings, red bean ones, they are delicious." Xiao Wu leaned out of the bedroom with a smile on her face.

Ah Heng smiled: "Please trouble auntie. My fifth sister's house is enough trouble for Chinese New Year." Xiao Wu waved his hand: "Why are you talking so much nonsense when it's Chinese New Year?" He walked over, sat on the edge of the bed, and smiled, "A Heng, are you still used to sleeping at my house?" Ah Heng was pulling on a sweater, through the sweater, he nodded vigorously: "I slept well." During the winter vacation, the eldest sister, the third sister, the fourth, and the fifth looked at her like an enemy, scissors, burden, hammer, hammer, and hammer. After hammering for a long time, they made a decision that Ah Heng would celebrate the New Year with Xiaowu this year. As a result, Ah Heng followed Xiao Wu back to City B. Xiao Wu's family is in City B, his parents are both civil servants, and the family is in a good situation. There is only Xiao Wu, an only child, who is usually very doting, and even treats Ah Heng very well.Especially when Xiao Wu said that Ah Heng and her had similar interests and hobbies, they liked Ah Heng even more. The so-called hobbies, ahem, refer to the persistent love for DJ Yan's children's shoes, even if one has a girlfriend, even if one's girlfriend is beautiful and can beat the two children by a few blocks. Xiao Wu said, "Ah Heng, do you know that DJ Yan has an audience meeting this afternoon." Ah Heng wondered: "Didn't it mean that he went on a trip? These two days, Sometime has been replaced by other DJs." Xiao Wu said: "It seems that I came back yesterday. Haha, man, I burst into tears, I can finally see you, man!" Ah Heng smiled: "Auntie is not short of manpower to make dumplings this afternoon, so I won't go. Go ahead and take more group photos." Xiao Wu touched the child's head: "I don't have a fever." Huang Ah Heng said, "Ah Heng, Ah Heng, it's DJ Yan, DJ Yan, your favorite DJ Yan!" Ah Heng chuckled: "My favorite is Yan Xi, not DJ Yan." The aunt outside the door called the two children to eat glutinous rice balls, and Ah Heng walked out in response, leaving Xiao Wu frowning and touching his chin: "Is there a difference?" DJ Yan, Yan Xi. Xiao Wu was spoiled at home and was not good at doing housework, so he was kicked out of the kitchen within three minutes.She pouted and ate grapes, not convinced: "Mom, that's my sixth sister, it has nothing to do with you, why do you keep robbing me, you!" Xiao Wu's mother closed the kitchen door heavily, and left a sentence: "There is Ah Heng, I can do without you!" Xiao Wu got angry, took the remote control and pressed it back and forth to vent his anger, shaking his father who was watching TV dizzy: "Go, go, go and find your low-level talker, don't make trouble." "What, it's DJ Yan, DJ Yan, Dad, you hate it too!" Ah Heng was making dumplings in the kitchen, and when he heard the conversation between Xiao Wu and Xiao Wu's father, he laughed out loud.She said: "Auntie, Fifth Sister is very good at school, everyone likes her very much." Xiao Wu's mother sighed: "No, no, it's too naughty. I get a headache when she comes home." Ah Heng chuckled again: "Fifth Sister often tells me that she loves the dumplings made by you the most. One bite of the dumplings in the south is not enough for her." Xiao Wu's mother is a hearty person, smiling from ear to ear: "Sure, today Auntie made the bag, you should eat more." The two of them talked about the household chores, and they got along very well.It seems that Xiao Wu told his parents in advance, Xiao Wu's mother is quite taboo about Ah Heng's family, fearing that any wrong words will hurt Ah Heng's heart. A Heng was grateful, and told Xiao Wu's mother all kinds of interesting things about Xiao Wu's life at school, and he was more relieved to see his aunt's face, and his eyes softened. This kind of longing is too delicate between mother and daughter. It is always joyful to hear the clues of the closest daughter growing up from outsiders. Although Ah Heng couldn't understand it completely, there was always a faint pain in his heart, not serious, but it hurt from time to time, like a needle prick. At 4:30 in the afternoon, Xiao Wu made a phone call, and she could hardly hear her voice due to the noise on the other side: "Oh, oh, Aheng, I forgot to take my autograph book, bring it here quickly—hey... Don't squeeze, I will fight with you if you squeeze again—the radio station, hurry up, Ah Heng..." Then, cut off the phone. Ah Heng was stunned, signed this? Pa Pa ran to Xiao Wu's room, and there was a brand new hardcover autograph book on the desk, which contained Xiao Wu's diary about DJ Yan's mood. Ah Heng kept his diary: "Uncle and aunt, I'll go there, you guys order the dumplings first, and wait for Fifth Sister and I to come back." Xiao Wu's father said: "Hey, don't worry, Ah Heng, take my mobile phone, if you need anything, contact home." Ah Heng nodded, confused in the midst of his busy schedule, only to find that he was only wearing a sweater when he went downstairs.It was still snowing outside, she was afraid that Xiao Wu would be in a hurry, so she didn't care about going back to put on her coat, so she hired a taxi and drove all the way. There were not many people at the entrance of the radio station. After asking the security guard, I found out that the audience was on the ninth floor. The elevator in the lobby was idle, and Ah Heng walked in with a sigh. Seeing that the passers-by did not take the elevator, for some reason, he pressed the switch without thinking carefully. Just passed the eighth floor, there was a sudden shaking, and before Ah Heng could react, all the lights in the elevator went out in an instant.As if falling, the elevator got stuck in the tracks with a bang. She grabbed the handrail, but when she looked up, there was darkness. Smile wryly, what is this called, being stuck in the elevator, maybe the headlines will be on the front page tomorrow: DJ Yan’s audience meeting is extraordinary, unnamed fans are stuck in the elevator and chasing stars like crazy... After pressing the emergency button, the child honestly said in the dark: "I'm trapped in the elevator, can you come and save me?" Opposite: "I don't know if the elevator in the radio station is easy to break? I just reported to the logistics department to change the elevator two days ago. How did you get trapped in it?" Ah Heng: "I don't know, I'm not from your radio station." Opposite: "The white note on the elevator, do you see it, it's forbidden to use it!" Ah Heng: "I really didn't see it." Impatiently on the other side: "Okay, just wait a while." Ah Heng said, "Can you hurry up, I still have something to do." The other side said: "Wait." Ah Heng: "Oh." Shrunk into the corner, in a dark, confined space, she remembered the secret room murder case of "Detective Conan" she watched a long time ago, and instantly broke out in a cold sweat. Then, wait for half an hour. Then, the child got anxious and felt that he couldn't wait any longer. If he waited any longer, Fifth Sister would kill her.So he took out Xiao Wu's father's mobile phone and searched for a long time in the elevator before two bars of signal appeared. Called Xiao Wu, and she said: "Fifth sister, can you borrow someone else's paper first? I won't be there in a while." Xiao Wu was still very noisy: "Aheng, where are you now?" Ah Heng was depressed: "I got stuck in the elevator between the eighth and ninth floors." "What?!" Xiao Wu screamed. She had just been in the queue, but when she heard Ah Heng's words, she turned her face and wanted to leave. However, there were so many people behind her that she couldn't squeeze, and instead, she was stepped on several times. Xiao Wu was angry, and He Dong Shi roared: "Get out of the way!" Everyone was stunned. Yan Xi, who was lowering her head to sign, also raised her head, frowned, and looked at her plainly: "Miss, what's the matter?" Xiao Wu: "Ah, you...ask me?" Xing Xing stared, shy, and twitched, "Um...it's okay, it's just...my sister...uh...trapped in the elevator." I can't speak well. Ah Heng heard it clearly on the other side of the phone, and burst into tears. What a fifth sister who forgets her friends when she sees sex! Yan Xi coughed lightly, told the assistant beside her, and said to Xiao Wu in a flat and polite manner: "Don't worry, I've already told the repair department, it will be ready soon, please comfort that lady well." Hearing Yanxi's voice in the distance, Ah Heng burst into tears again. Xiao Wu burst into tears: "Liu'er, did you hear that, DJ Yan has helped us report the situation, the higher-ups will not forget us, don't be afraid, ah?" A tone of persuading the underground party to die. Ah Heng chuckled: "I know, I haven't eaten the big dumplings made by auntie yet." After being silent for a long time, licking his lips, Ah Heng asked her: "Fifth Sister, Yan Xi... Does he look okay?" On the small five-view platform, blushing and heartbeat: "Oh my god, let me tell you, he is wearing a white suit jacket, a blue sweater, and a D&G silver chain today. That handsome one is... the real person looks too thin .” Ah Heng was dressed thinly, and with the thin air in the elevator, his body was very sleepy, and he curled up into a ball: "Fifth sister, in a moment, you and Yanxi take a photo together. I want to see how he looks." Xiao Wu heard Ah Heng's voice getting smaller and smaller, and was anxious: "Don't sleep, I'll let them remind you again." Ah Heng smiled and said, "Okay." After another half an hour, the elevator still did not move. Xiao Wu went crazy, and yelled directly at Yan Xi: "DJ Yan, you have to be kind, my sister has been stuck in the elevator for an hour! This is the ninth floor, the ninth floor, if something goes wrong, your radio station will pay for it." No compensation?" Suddenly remembered something, she suggested: "How about...how about DJ Yan, talk to my sister to cheer her up, she usually likes you the most." Yan Xi frowned, motioned to the assistant to urge her again, stretched out her slender hand to take Xiao Wu's cell phone, and said softly, "Hi, hello, I'm Yan Xi." Ah Heng was silent, listening to Yan Xi's voice, the corners of his mouth turned up unconsciously, and his eyebrows were bent. Yanxi didn't hear the other party's answer, so she turned up the volume: "Are you okay? Please answer me, I'm Yanxi." The corners of Ah Heng's lips were dry, he closed his eyes gently, and whispered, "I know you are Yanxi, really, it's so noisy." Yan Xi was stunned, all the blood rushed to the scalp, clutching the phone tightly, gnashing his teeth: "What did you say?" Ah Heng said, "Long time no see, Yan Xi." The fingertips, nose, and lips seemed to be icy, only the tears at the corners of the eyes were hot. haven't seen you for a long time. Yan Xi took a breath, expressionless, bowed to the audience below, and said lightly: "I'm sorry everyone, this is the end of today." Turn around, stride, and walk towards the elevator. It was a cold door, and every strand of his hair could be seen clearly. Inside the door, outside the door. He shouted: "Ah Heng!" Such a loud voice. Ah Heng lightly supported the handrail and stood up, his legs were cold and he was unconscious. In the dark, in four directions, hit a wall, searched, touched again, reached the gap in the door.Not the slightest glimmer. She suddenly felt hopeless, and the surging fear overflowed every drop of blood. She said, "Yanxi, I can't see you." Ah Heng slammed on the door, but could no longer restrain his emotions, and cried heavily. "Yanxi, where are you? I can't see you!" Tears fell instantly in Yan Xi's eyes, and he squeezed the crack of the door with both hands.He said: "Be good, be good, don't cry, wait another minute, no, ten seconds." His fingers got stuck in the crack of the door, and he hit hard and violently, oozing blood. Ah Heng burst into tears, sobbing: "Yanxi, I miss you very much, I miss you very much, but I dare not think about it." Yan Xi roared: "Who the hell won't let you think about it, I killed him!" The blood that blurred his hands dripped down the smooth door mirror. Assistants and repairmen who came in hastily pulled him away. Yan Xi clutched the repairman's collar, his eyes were bloodshot, and said coldly: "The elevator is my life, you can figure it out!" That voice seemed to come from hell. The repairman was sweating profusely, remotely controlling the elevator, and the elevator made a loud booming sound.Yan Xi's hands were dripping with blood, and his big eyes were fixed on the elevator door. Ten distant seconds. The signal light, finally, came on. Ding. The door opened slowly, and it seemed that finally, all the distance of time and space dissipated. That girl, his girl who was crying like a little cat, finally returned to his embrace. He hugged her, only to realize that the years without her had been so bleak for him.This kind of desolation is not the desolation of not being able to eat ribs, but the desolation of never seeing the person who makes ribs again. When they met each other, they were young and ignorant, and they didn't know what lovesickness is. When there was no one in the dream, he realized that her appearance had been drawn into his mind thousands of times, and it existed with time. He wanted to say, "Aheng, I'm really hungry." However, when the tears fell, they were already choking with sobs.