Chapter 51 Chapter 50 Time is now in the blink of an eye

Siwan walked the single-plank bridge very smoothly in July, was admitted to Q University, studied finance, and was a top student among the children in the compound.The Wen family's face was very bright, and everyone looked at Ah Heng eagerly. Originally, Ah Heng thought that Siwan Rao would not leave home even though he was in college, because there was Yanxi here.However, he packed up his things and moved into the school's apartment. On the day he left, Yan Xi still hid behind her, looking at Si Wan with big clean eyes. Siwan stretched out her hand, her slender knuckles were warmed by the sun, and wanted to touch the boy's hair, but he avoided him and took a step back.

Siwan smiled, with beautiful dimples and bright sunny eyes, he took a step forward, regardless of the boy's struggle, and hugged him tightly. Then, he let go, and let the boy with big eyes shrink back into the puppet. He said: "Aheng, I'm going to try to 'detoxify'." Ah Heng raised his eyes and looked at him with gentle eyes. Si Wan wants to let him go... Siwan smiled, with inexplicable pity in her eyes: "Aheng, you are eighteen years old, aren't you?" Ah Heng nodded cautiously. "You will be 19 years old next year, 20 years old the next year, and then you will be 30 years old, you will get married, have children, you will have a complete family, and you will have a good job; when you are 40 years old, you will worry about your children. When you grow up, you will feel tired at work, and you will occasionally want to take a walk in the forest with your husband who is also busy and hardworking; when you are fifty years old, your children have grown up, and you will gradually leave home. At the age of ten, you can enjoy your grandchildren and enjoy the family relationship; at the age of seventy, sitting in a rocking chair, thinking back on your life, maybe you close your eyes, this life is already over."

Siwan spoke lightly, and looked at Yan Xi calmly, her eyes were full of pain and struggle. Ah Heng pursed his lips, feeling a little apprehensive in his heart, knowing that what Si Wan said was all about the happiness she expected, but felt that something was missing.She blurted out: "Where is Yanxi..." "When you were eighteen, he was seventeen; when you were nineteen, he was seventeen; when you were seventy, Yan Xi was still seventeen. He might never be Grow up again, but you are old inadvertently. Tell me, where will Yan Xi be?" The Qi Lianhuan in Yan Xi's smiling face, under the sunlight, shone with a cold silver light, very dazzling.

She took a step back, smiled and took the boy's hand, her fingers were soft and peaceful: "After all, he is still alive, isn't he?" Siwan smiled slightly, and looked at the two figures under the banyan tree: "Aheng, I'm trying to leave Yanxi now to see if I can survive. He Chao, you feel tired, or Yanxi no longer depends on you , entrust him to me, okay?" The third year of senior high school started, and Xiao Xia got his wish and was admitted to Xilin. Grandpa He was originally weak, but he became much stronger when happy events happened. Mary sneered: "Why are you pretending to be diligent? Do you think that a cow is no longer a cow when it is pulled to the west mountain?"

Xin Dayi clapped the case and rubbed his arms: "Mr. Guo, I don't want to sit with this dead ladyboy. He affects my study, so you don't care!" Ms. Guo coughed, pretending not to hear clearly: "Xin Dayi, don't make too much noise in class!" The group of boys poohed: "Auntie, don't fucking mistake a fairy for a goddess. The blessings cultivated in eight lifetimes can be at the same table with Mary for two years!" Xin Dayi burst into tears and said: "I will expose your gender sooner or later, just wait!" Rousi sneered: "What are you waiting for? Waiting for you to publicize that my aunt has a crush on a ladyboy but is willing to be a ladyboy instead?"

Xin Shao was angry: "Grandma, don't say I'm straight, even if I'm crooked, it's also offensive, and always offensive!!!" Rousi sneered: "You attack? Are you attacking the refrigerator or the game console?" Ah Heng was choked by the saliva, holding back his laughter in pain. "Finally I laughed." Rousi rolled the corners of his eyes, saw Ah Heng's smiling face, and smiled too, his eyebrows and eyes were picturesque, like rose petals. I don't know what that boy Siwan said to her, he was gloomy all day long, without a smile on his face.

Ah Heng smiled: "Mary, when I was seventy years old, I really wanted to lie in a rocking chair and not think about anything." Mary was confused: "What do you mean?" A Heng opened his mouth softly, closed his eyes, with a gentle smile on his lips: "I have always wanted a home that is complete and belongs only to me. Beside me, there are my husband and my children. They are my family. The dearest person. I will learn to be a good wife and a good mother. When they are happy, share their happiness; when they are sad, share the happiness with them. And when I am hard, When I fail, I feel like I have the whole world when I see them. This kind of home is what I have always wanted."

Xin Dayi turned around, looked at her for a long time, raised his thick eyebrows, and said in a rough voice, "This is good." A Heng opened his eyes sharply and calmly: "Even if you have a lot of dissatisfaction in your heart, can't you question this kind of life? Just because this is my choice, can't and can't do anything?" Xin Dayi was stunned: "Isn't it? Your life, how can others make rash decisions for you." The weather is getting colder and colder, and it seems that winter is getting closer.Siwan has been in college for a long time, but has never lived at home for a few days.

Hearing from Mary, he had already broken up with Lin Wanwan, and the girl was dying and even ran to the house to make trouble. When she saw Yan Xi sitting next to her mother in the living room, she turned pale and left without saying a word. Ah Heng sent the guest out, Lin Wanwan looked at her, his eyes were full of doubts and embarrassment: "Aren't you afraid of him?" Does "he" refer to Yan Xi? Ah Heng smiled: "Why are you afraid of him?" Lin Wanwan was annoyed: "Wen Heng, didn't I warn you to stay away from Yan Xi? If he touches you, your whole life will be ruined."

Ah Heng was thoughtful: "Lin Wanwan, do you really like Siwan?" Lin Wanwan's face turned even paler: "Siwan is handsome, gentle and considerate, and such an excellent person..." Ah Heng smiled: "If you are with him, you will have no setbacks in your life, right?" In a blink of an eye, he covered his smile, closed the door, and said lightly, "Miss Lin, goodbye, ah, no, never see you again." Mother Wen shook her head: "such a girl rashly ran to other people's house. It really doesn't look like a tutor. If you and Sier are like this in the future, I will definitely scold you. "

Ah Heng took his mother's arm and smiled: "Mom, I took Yanxi to the hospital for an examination yesterday. Dr. Zheng said that Yanxi might recover in a second, or it might be like this forever." Mother Wen sighed, feeling a little uncomfortable in her heart: "Aheng, you will go to the best university like your brother in the future." Ah Heng nodded, and replied gently: "I will." Mother Wen stared at her for a long time, and then glanced at Yanxi on the sofa: "With our Wen family here, you can find any job you want in the future." Ah Heng smiled: "I know." The mother was determined and opened her mouth. She couldn't bear it but hardened her heart: "If you grow older, your father and I will find you a child with a similar appearance. What do you think?" A Heng looked out the window, it was getting late, he got up, and held Yan Xi's hand tightly. The man smiled at her, eyes full of innocence and ignorance. "Mom, it's getting late, we should go back." Mother Wen shook her head, disapproving of her evasive attitude: "Aheng, this is a problem you have to face, unless you, like Xiaoxi, are retained by time and will never grow up." Ah Heng turned around with tears in his eyes: "Mom, when I grow up, can I marry Yanxi? I ​​don't want a son, I don't want a daughter, okay? I don't want a rocking chair, okay?" Like this, okay? Yan Xi covered her eyes with her hands, and there was a hint of confusion in her big black and white eyes. Slowly, warm liquid flowed over his palm, making it wet. He withdrew his hand from the scorching heat. It hurts, it hurts, it's not the nose, it's not the hands, it's not the feet, it's not the eyes, where is that?Why does it hurt so much?Why do puppets hurt? ... She choked up, not knowing whether it was joy or sorrow: "Yanxi, wait for me to grow up, let's get married together, okay?" Last year, there was no snow in City B.This year, as soon as December entered, the temperature dropped. Siwan called home and said with a smile: "The weather forecast will drop sharply in the next few days, and it will snow the day after tomorrow. You should pack cotton clothes quickly." Ah Heng smiled, seeing that Yan Xi had already been dressed up as a little bear by her, she was full of confidence: "Don't worry, Yan Xi will definitely not catch a cold this year. In the past, he was disobedient and didn't dress properly so he always caught a cold .” Siwan was silent, and it took a while before she spoke: "That's good." He was reluctant to hang up the phone, talking about it.Ah Heng smiled, dragged the clumsy little bear to his side, and put the microphone to his ear. Yan Xi was excited when she saw the phone, holding the phone happily.Listening to the rambling on the other side of the microphone, I couldn't understand, so I pulled the scarf with my hands.So tight, so tight, so sad... He was like a child, pulling on the warm sunflower scarf. Ah Heng pretended not to see it. In order to prevent him from freezing, he went around so many times. According to Yanxi's current IQ, wanting to solve it is really a daydream. The child's face turned red from holding back, but he still couldn't untie it. Then, he began to bite, bite... Ah Heng roared angrily: "Ah, Yan Xi, don't be like Xiao Hui!" He didn't know when, while she wasn't paying attention, he had the same smell as Xiao Hui, rolling around on the wool carpet like Xiao Hui every day, always covered in dog hair.Fortunately, no allergies. Siwan originally told Yan Xi, "You have to be good, you have to wear more clothes and be more obedient", but she was very sharp-tongued, but suddenly she was startled by Ah Heng's roar, her hand shook, and the phone fell to the ground with a snap. call ended. Ah Heng wondered why Siwan hung up the phone without saying a word, but after all, his attention was on Yan Xi's saliva dripping on the scarf, which darkened his face, and he wiped the saliva-stained sunflower with a tissue. Whether sick or not, the man's saliva has always been abundant. Then, many years later, someone molested a certain baby and acted disgusted: "Hey, daughter-in-law, look, he is drooling again, so much drooling, I don't know who he looks like..." Looking back, he was heartbroken. Ah Heng asked the sky speechlessly, yes, yes, I don’t know whose good genes it is, the baby scraps a small towel a day, and spit bubbles have the same virtue as Bubble Bobble. He couldn't remember her name, and he couldn't pronounce "Yanxi, Aheng" who had been taught thousands of times, just like a code name, and there was something irreplaceable in his heart. Ah Heng got used to this appearance, and prepared for the rest of her life, even if Si Wan came, she would definitely refuse to entrust her. Yanxi is a treasure, even if she doesn't grow up and stays forever in the old time, she is only her treasure. She seems to be far away from her dream of being a good wife and mother. Ah Heng caught a cold and was dizzy, so he sent Yan Xi to Wen's house.It's terrible to be infected. She patted his gloves with a smile: "Yanxi, stay here for a few days obediently, and come to pick you up when I recover from illness." Yan Xi imitated her and smiled. Mother Wen drove her back and told her to lie down and take medicine with warm water.She looks more and more like a real mother in front of Ah Heng. Ah Heng sniffed, feeling drowsy, looked at his mother and smiled: "Mom, if I'm not sick, I really want to hug you." Then, he turned around, waved his hands, and left in the cold wind. Yanxi realized something, cried out, and wanted to chase Ah Heng. Mother Wen grabbed him, hugged him, and coaxed him in a low voice: "Be good, baby, Ah Heng is just sick. If you follow her, her illness will get worse." Then, she remembered the moment when her daughter left. In a word, the corners of his eyes were moist, and he hugged the boy tenderly. Ah Heng, can mother hug Yanxi who you like so much the same as hugging you? Ah Heng, in this way, will you not work so hard... She huddled under the quilt and slept in the dark, coughing in a daze, but the surroundings were so quiet and relaxed, and she didn't want to wake up at all. She wanted to sleep well, even if a tornado came, she didn't want to wake up. She was really tired, it was a feeling of stepping on cotton and her body being completely hollowed out... There is tranquility in the dreamland, this world is very warm and safe.All the strength is relaxed, only the fingers are left, holding something, but dare not let it go easily. God knows, if she loses it, she will never get it back with her qualifications. That was the person she identified, and she gave up her favorite rocking chair for him.She never expected that he would remember such a young girl, but can she not let her lose such a young boy... When she woke up, there was a person sitting by the bed, a lonely figure, a purple sweater, black hair hanging down the forehead, bright eyes indifferent. It's him. She struggled to get up and asked him with a smile: "Why did you come here? Did you sneak here without telling mom? Disobedient!" He looked at her, his eyebrows and eyes were still clean and beautiful, but it seemed that there was something wrong. Ah Heng gently pulled his hand, but found that he forgot to wear gloves, and his fingertips were cold.Covered it, put it under the quilt, and started to scare him: "I don't wear a scarf or gloves, I'm freezing, I need to take very bitter medicine, and I need to get an injection, such a thick needle!" She compared the thickness of the needle, but there was a gentle and narrow smile on the corner of the boy's lips. Ah Heng rubbed his eyes, thinking he was dazzled, but he picked her up carefully. Open the window, the window is covered with mist, and a layer of icy frost flowers are blooming beautifully, and the outside world is already white. Flying snowflakes fall slowly like goose feathers, which is the aftermath of a year's smoldering, and the flow of snowy time. First snow. Ah Heng smiled, feeling a little uneasy in Yan Xi's arms.He raised his head, but the man lowered his head, and the slightly cold half of his face was lightly pressed against hers, and slowly, the whole face was wet with tears. He hadn't spoken for a long time, but at this moment, he pronounced dryly with a hoarse voice: "Ah Heng, I'm back." Ah Heng, I'm back. Keep your word, first, see you.