Chapter 11 Chapter 10 Su Dong Whispers on a Snowy Night

The weather in the north is getting cold quickly, and the snow has already fallen in mid-December. When the first snow fell in 1998, people in City B were sleeping soundly. Ah Heng lived in the south since he was a child, and he has seen snow as many times as he can count on five fingers.Besides, every time it snowed, before she could react, it had already quietly stopped without a trace.Therefore, her concept of snow is very vague. It is white, soft, and cool, and it will cause stomach upset after eating it. Such adjectives are a bit funny, but when Siwan excitedly knocked on her door and said to her, "Aheng, Aheng, look at the snow", she really only had such a scarce and blunt imagination in her mind.Therefore, the moment the window was opened, the shock was indescribable.

She almost desecrated this natural beauty because of her ignorance. The sky is vast, this color is not blue, not white, not any color in the world, but dignifiedly contains all the deliciousness or darkness, it is unexpected but should exist, with a strong and soft posture. In the vastness, there are numerous snowflakes, blossoming out of purity. Ah Heng suddenly thought of Dandelion. That was when she was young.Mother had saved cloth for a long time and made her a cotton dress, but it was stained by pomegranate juice.Neighbor Granny Huang told her that it would be clean after washing with dandelion seeds.She had been looking forward to it for a long time, and finally waited until spring to pick dandelion seeds. The mountains and plains were full of white and soft umbrellas, but no seeds were seen.

Such beauty is also rare in my life.It's a pity that it's different from the state of mind watching Xue at the moment.At that time, she saw the sea of ​​dandelions with a different mind, and missed a beautiful period. What remains in her heart until now is the regret of not finding dandelion seeds. Stretching for thousands of miles, the endless sea of ​​snow. It snowed heavily all night, and the snow on the road was already thick, and it was soft to step on.The sanitation workers on the street had already started to clear the snow, Ah Heng was a little disappointed. "Don't worry, I will keep playing, and I won't stop so soon." Siwan knew Ah Heng's thoughts.

Ah Heng squinted her eyes and looked up at the sky. A snowflake just happened to float into her eyes, and her eyes were suddenly cold. "Siwan!" Shockingly shouted from far away. Siwan turned around and smiled.Heh, this combination is rare, Auntie and Axi got together. The three of them, together with Lu Liu, who was studying in Vienna, grew up together, but these two were the only ones who could never meet together.When two people are together, there is not a day without fighting.Annoyed by the beating, Siwan went to try to persuade him to quarrel, and the two of them were fine, they hooked their shoulders and swayed Bai Fang and kicked him together, with a sinister smile: "Dear Siwan, you don't know whether beating is love, love is not enough Kick it with your feet?"

He wiped his tears and called for help to Lu Liu, but the man didn't even look at him, and his tone was as gentle as water: "Who told you to take care of it? It's good to kill him, the world is peaceful." "Dayi, Axi." Siwan waved her hand vigorously. Ah Heng watched the two people in the distance gradually approaching. The two of them, one in white and one in blue, are not bad in size.It's just that Xin Dayi is much stronger than Yan Xi, and in front of Xin Dayi, Yan Xi looks more and more lonely and cold. "I just told Yan Xi that the person who looked so stupid in front of him must be Wen Siwan, so I tried to shout, and it turned out that it was you!" Xin Dayi laughed straight, his messy hair was very flamboyant .

"Get out!" Siwan scolded with a smile, but put her arm on the boy's shoulder intimately, and looked at Yanxi with a smile, "Ah Xi, why are you going to school with Dayi today? Don't you always go out before 7:50?" Yan Xi glanced at Si Wan lightly, but didn't speak. He stood in the snow wearing a white duck down jacket, the snow reflected his face, the boy had black hair and red lips, and his skin was as white as jade, he was really pretty, but his expression was cold. Ah Heng looked at him, feeling a little strange. Yan Xi seems to have two looks. That day at his house, she was domineering, mischievous and lawless; today, she is the same as when she met him a few times when they didn't know each other. She is cold and lazy, and doesn't care about anything. to go.

"Ah, I have a cold and I'm in a bad mood, don't talk to him." Xin Dayi looked at Yan Xi and whispered. "Oh." Siwan nodded, and stopped talking to Yanxi. When Yan Xi is in a bad mood, absolutely, absolutely, definitely don't talk to him, let alone provoke him, otherwise, he will die a miserable death. This is Wen Siwan's seventeen years of experience as a child. It's a pity that Xin Dayi is a typical crazy person, and when there are too many people, he will be embarrassed. "Yanxi, it's not that I'm talking about you. The old men are not good at learning, but they are like a little girl's menstrual period. She has to make troubles for a few days a month. It's a bad character!" Xin Dayi saw that Yan Xi had been silent and harmless, Start pushing your nose up your face.

Siwan's face darkened, and she pulled Ah Heng to hide aside. It was too late and then quickly, and I saw the young man in white approaching the blue-coated boy who didn't know what to do, and smiled innocently and contentedly. A clear shoe print of size 41 was printed on the person's buttocks. Someone staggered and fell into the snow. Everyone applauded, good, good, very good! This posture, this angle, is not something that ordinary people can kick out. "Yan Xi, martial arts?" Ah Heng asked Si Wan in a low voice. "Axi doesn't know martial arts, he only practices human sandbags." Siwan looked sympathetically at Xin Dayi, who had his butt sticking up to the sky, pointing out something.

Xin Dayi burst into tears: "Yanxi, I will never live with you! You fucking will attack suddenly!" Yan Xi sneered: "I seem to have told you, don't mess with me today! Young master, I'm in a bad mood, and I can't control what I do. Don't tell me you forgot, just drank tofu nao I repeated it three times!" Xin Dayi was aggrieved, held back for a long time, choked out a sentence, and gritted his teeth: "Yanxi, don't think that you can kick me just because you are three-point pretty!" Siwan absolutely fell. Yan Xi smiled slightly, very helpless: "It was born by my parents, and I don't want to be so cute, young master."

Siwan got up and continued to fight. Ah Heng laughed. Ah Heng knew very little about grandma, and Siwan only spoke a few words, but she could feel his nostalgia for grandma. Grandma died the winter before Ah Heng returned to Wen's house. Although grandpa was an atheist Communist, grandma was a devout Catholic.She often taught Siwan to have kind thoughts in her heart and treat people and things leniently, because all things are equal, you can't lie, you should be honest, and you must be sincere and polite to others. Under the influence of her grandmother, Si Wan is also a faithful believer.

Ah Heng was not surprised when he found out.Because Si Wan is such a person, who is always gentle, polite, and generous.In his eyes, there is no distinction between beauty and ugliness, only good and evil, and he can treat everyone calmly and generously. However, it was such a young man who had never been impulsive, but three days before Christmas, he disappeared. Accurately speaking, Ah Heng has not seen Si Wan since that early morning.At first, the Wen family thought he was busy and went to school first. As a result, the boy hadn't returned home until the next day, and when he called Yan Xi and Xin Dayi, they all said they hadn't seen him.And news came from the place where Si Er lived, saying that she hadn't gone back for two days.The family members panicked and called the police, and asked the neighbors in the yard to look for it together. Ah Heng was left at home to watch the house.She thought about it, and felt that there was no warning about this incident. The day before Siwan disappeared, she was still talking and laughing, and there was nothing unusual about it. Ah Heng entered Siwan's room, and the always clean room was in a mess.Just now, the family members have searched the corners of his room, but did not find the slightest clue.Siwan was always clean, and he would be unhappy to see the room like this when he came back. Ah Heng thought of Siwan seeing the room in such a mess and frowning, he shook his head and smiled.She began to help the boy tidy up the room. Opening the curtains, the window is still covered with snow, but it can be discerned that it is night. Tonight is Christmas Eve, Ah Heng has no idea about the foreign festival, but Siwan has talked about it a lot, so he remembers it. Eat apples on Christmas Eve, safe and sound. Siwan is outside, blowing cold wind, do you have any apples to eat?If you don't go home in such a cold day, what should you do if you get sick from the cold?What a fool, what can't be discussed properly.If you can't talk to her, there will always be mom and grandpa. Thinking that Siwan might come back soon, Ah Heng cleaned up the room and went to peel apples. But after cutting one, I thought that my grandparents would come back with me, so I cut two more. When it was brought to Siwan's room, Ah Heng's gaze inadvertently glanced at the calendar on the wall.In December, I drew one after another with a black pen, and finally stopped on the 22nd. December 22nd was the day grandma was buried. Siwan once told her that grandma was buried in the largest church in city B by her grandfather, but grandma didn't like that church. She loved to pray in a small church, and he said that grandma's soul would definitely be there. Su... Sudong Church! Ah Heng's eyes lit up, he put on his coat, and ran out. After leaving the yard, I hired a taxi.When the driver heard that he was going to Sudong Church, he waved his hand, embarrassed: "Little girl, Sudong's side is icy, and the road is slippery, making it very difficult to walk." "Uncle, I have the money!" Ah Heng took out all the pocket money from his pocket. "Hey, I said little girl, am I still greedy for a little money from you at my age?" The driver was a straightforward man from the imperial city, and was a little annoyed. "Uncle, don't be angry." Ah Heng said anxiously, "My brother stayed in Sudong for two days and didn't come home!" "Oh, little girl, how about this? I'll send you to G Village, which is about two miles away from Sudong. The road is a little slippery, and the car can't pass it, but you can still pass it by walking. Do you think so? "The driver is also a kind person, frowning, he proposed to Ah Heng. Ah Heng was very grateful, nodded his head and got into the car. It's a pity that on Christmas Eve, there are so many people in the urban area that the car can't go fast. "Uncle, hurry up, hurry up!" Ah Heng was anxious. "No matter how fast it is, it will be on someone!" The driver was happy, thinking that the little girl's words were interesting. "My brother, it's cold in Sudong!" Ah Heng became more anxious, and his mouth became more stupid. The driver was a little moved, took a look at Ah Heng, and said gently: "Success, let's hurry up, we can't let your brother freeze!" It was already half an hour after arriving at G Village, Ah Heng paid the money and hurried forward. The driver poked his head out of the car window and said loudly to Ah Heng, "Little girl, go straight ahead and see the road sign of Baizipo. Go right for 300 meters and you will be there!" Ah Heng waved his hand and nodded with a smile. "Girl, slow down on the road." The driver waved his hands warmly. She had gone far away and didn't hear it. She just looked at the strange kind man in the snow and smiled. Ah Heng was mentally prepared for what the driver said about the slippery road, but after a few somersaults, he still couldn't take it anymore, but he kept thinking wildly in his mind, so he couldn't care less about the pain. What if Siwan is not in Sudong Church? What if Siwan doesn't go back with her? What if Siwan and Er'er are together and see her embarrassed? Aheng supported the tree all the way, and finally found the road sign of Baizipo.When I touched Su Dong in the night road, her whole body was soaked in sweat and snow, sticking to her body, making her uncomfortable. Sudong Church has a unique design, clean and warm, like the grandma Ah Heng saw in the photo.However, this church is almost deserted. After all, it is a bit far from the city, and it is not as large as other churches. The church lights are on, oh, not lights, flickering, it should be candlelight. Ah Heng wanted to open the door and walk in, but he heard a familiar voice, it was Siwan. She smiled and relaxed. "Er Er, do you think grandma can hear us?" In the gentle and refreshing tone of the past, there is trust in the other party. "Yes, grandma's spirit is here, she has been watching us." It sounds like a warm and comfortable voice. Earl...? Ah Heng retracted his hand that was about to push the door.Go in now, it's too presumptuous, let them talk a little longer. "Well, my grandma liked this place the most during her lifetime. Every Christmas Eve, she would bring us here." The boy smiled. Ah Heng felt a little regretful, she also wanted to see grandma.In Wushui, children always call grandma "Grandma". I wonder if grandma would be happy to hear her call her "Grandma"? Grandpa told her that grandma's ancestral home is Wushui. Ah Heng smiled silently, his eyes became more gentle.It would be great if she also had a grandma who hurt her, she would be a very filial granddaughter, she would beat her back, wash her feet, and cook delicious food for her grandma. Ah, by the way, grandma must be very happy to cook Wushui dishes.Maybe grandma will give her a good-looking sachet; she will smile kindly to her; she will use a broom to drive away the bad guys when others bully her; "Brother, if grandma is alive, will she not want me?" The gentle female voice in the church was a little sad. So, if Grandma is alive, will she enjoy her arrival? The boy's voice was a little trembling, and he said softly: "No, no one wants you! Grandma loves you the most, have you forgotten? When I quarreled with you before, grandma always coaxed you first, right?" "However, grandpa loved me very much before, so he still doesn't want me now." Siwan's voice was a little excited: "Erer, before she died, grandma told me that she knew the truth just like grandpa. She knew that you were not her granddaughter, and she secretly investigated us when we were very young. Heng's whereabouts, but she didn't bring her back, she didn't take her back until she died, and she didn't even go to see her, did she?" "Crack", she heard something cracking in her chest, such a cold night, such a hot wound... She quietly slid from the corner of the wall onto the cold snow, her whole body was bone-chillingly cold. Ah Heng, Ah Heng, as she read her name, the corners of her eyes were moist. So uncomfortable, so uncomfortable in my heart. Why, why doesn't everyone want her? why…… She was serious in front of Yun Heng, and when others pointed and scolded the bastard behind her back, she couldn't refute it, because they were not wrong, they were telling the truth. She was serious in front of Wen Heng, and was forgotten and hated by all the people who loved Wen Sier, but she couldn't make a noise, because they were not wrong, Wen Heng robbed Wen Sier of everything. In this world, after all, there was Wen Sier first, and then Wen Heng. She had never hated herself so much as today. Why should it exist? ... Why exist blatantly? ! She has a life, someone to support her, but... no one wants her. They can like her and treat her well, but apart from her, they will always have someone they like more and want to treat her more favorably. For those people, it was logical to throw her into the corner. It's so embarrassing, it's like garbage, you won't remember it after throwing it away... "Wen Heng?" A pair of cold hands were placed on her head, and the voice was nasal. Ah Heng raised his head and saw Yanxi. The young man was dressed bulgingly, with hats, scarves, gloves, masks, everything. Seeing him, Ah Heng was a little embarrassed, lowered his eyebrows and restrained his expression. "Siwan and the others are in there?" The boy pointed to the church. Ah Heng nodded. "Oh." The boy nodded indifferently, the fringe of the hat flickered, reflecting the big black eyes, very cute in the snow. "Then let's go." Yanxi's voice came out through the mask, a little vague. "Where are you going?" Ah Heng was stunned. "Go home." The boy answered concisely, stretched out his hand, and gently pulled Ah Heng up from the ground. "Where's Siwan, where's Erer?" Ah Heng asked. "I'll call Grandpa Wen, and I'll send a driver to pick them up later. You follow me first." Yan Xi stretched her waist, and folded her hands on the back of her head lazily. Ah Heng nodded, turned around to look at the church, and said softly, "Grandma, goodbye." Yan Xi said lightly: "She can't hear it." "Why?" Ah Heng's voice was dry, and his whole body was a little weak. The farewell took all her strength. "She is no longer in this world." "She is by God's side?" Ah Heng slightly raised his head, his eyes full of confusion. The young man smiled and breathed a little: "If God exists, then she must be by your side." Ah Heng stared at him blankly. But the young man stopped talking, and walked in the snow with an indifferent and undisciplined posture. Ah Heng looked at his back and felt that this young man was lonelier than her at this moment. Yanxi stopped suddenly. He was wearing thick clothes, took off the cotton gloves with some difficulty and handed them to Ah Heng, and smiled slightly: "God never saves people, but people will save people. It's like a man in this situation , maintain your demeanor as a matter of course."