Chapter 109 Chapter Thirty-One I Can't Do It

In a cave, the three tried their best to gather some dry firewood. It was still raining heavily outside. After the fire was lit, the cave felt a little warm. The three of them took off their coats and warmed themselves by the fire. The fighting that night had exhausted them all. Even the child was sitting there quietly with his knees hugged, without saying a word. Chu Qiao's face was very calm, the child was leaning against her side, the little back was so thin, she seemed to be thinking about something, but also seemed to be thinking about nothing.Just sitting like that with your head on the cold stone.

Zhuge Yue seemed unable to stand the embarrassment and dullness of being speechless, his brows were furrowed, and he finally stood up with a huff, and said in a deep voice: "The firewood is almost gone, I'll go out and pick some up." Then he walked out . "Zhuge Yue!" Chu Qiao suddenly screamed in shock. Zhuge Yue was taken aback for a moment, turned around and looked at her strangely, and said, "What's wrong?" "No...it's nothing." Chu Qiao looked a little flustered, and she quickly shook her head: "It's nothing." Zhuge Yue raised his eyebrows lightly, and said strangely: "Are you okay? Didn't you get hurt?"

Chu Qiao pulled out a weak smile and said, "I'm really fine." Zhuge Yue nodded: "You wait here." Just as he was about to leave, he turned around and said: "Look at the little guy, don't...don't run around." "En," Chu Qiao nodded and smiled, "You can go." Zhuge Yue turned around and walked out, but just two steps away, Chu Qiao yelled again: "Wait a minute." Zhuge Yue stood still, and saw Chu Qiao running forward a few steps, handing the Po Yue Sword into Zhuge Yue's hand, then checked his injuries that were not too serious, then looked at him with bright eyes, and said softly :"Be careful."

Zhuge Yue was stunned immediately, he looked at Chu Qiao strangely for a while, then nodded, and walked out of the cave expressionlessly. But as soon as he walked out of the cave, a smile appeared on the corner of the man's mouth, as if he couldn't hold it anymore, he rubbed his nose childishly, the lines of his face gradually softened, and his eyes were so bright. Zhuge Yue had already walked so far, yet Chu Qiao was still standing there, with a strange look on her face, as if she was very tired, but also as if she was very sorry. She sat back by the fire, stroked the child's head, and asked softly, "Is your name Mo'er?"

The child nodded, but did not speak. "Are you sad?" The child still didn't speak, Chu Qiao sighed slightly, she gently hugged the child's young body, and said softly: "I know, you are very uncomfortable." A drop of tear suddenly fell and hit the back of Chu Qiao's hand. The child sobbed and said intermittently: "Stars... stars..." Chu Qiao's heart felt so sad for an instant, thinking of that little girl with a bright smile, it was as if a knife was piercing her heart. "Mo'er, do you hate those people?" The child may not understand the meaning of the word hate, but he suddenly clenched his fist tightly and said viciously: "Mo'er will grow up quickly, practice kung fu like uncle, and then kill those bad guys .”

Chu Qiao suddenly didn't know what to say. What could she say?Say force can't solve everything?She dared not even look into the child's eyes.Her hands were trembling uncontrollably, and the sadness in her heart was so deep, she could only pat the child's trembling back lightly, and nodded with a choked voice: "Then you have to work hard, even if you can't kill the enemy, you can still protect yourself .” "Mo'er will definitely kill them!" The child raised his small fist in determination, then turned his head, looked at Chu Qiao innocently, and asked, "Will sister teach Mo'er how to do it?"

Chu Qiao smiled bitterly, and said: "From now on, you must follow that uncle well, listen to him, and be a good boy. He will take care of you and teach you skills." The child blinked and asked sharply, "What about my sister?" Chu Qiao was stunned for a moment, she took a deep breath, and pretended to be relaxed and said, "My sister will come to see Mo'er if she has a chance." This kid is really smart, he was startled, grabbed Chu Qiao's sleeve tightly, and asked loudly, "Are you leaving?" Chu Qiao shook her head, hugged the child's small body, as if she was talking to him, and she seemed to be talking to herself, with such a soft tone: "Mo'er, you are very unfortunate, but you are very lucky. Your parents If you die at the hands of others, your enemy is very powerful, and you can't resist at all. You are going to die, but someone is willing to keep you. Although your home is gone, someone will take care of you and protect you in the future. You're lucky in that regard."

"But there are some people in this world, he is more unfortunate than you, his hatred is deeper than you, and his enemies are more powerful. He has endured humiliation for many years, and no one is willing to help him. He can only work hard on his own. He is bullied and insulted. , Therefore, the resentment in his heart is heavier than yours." Chu Qiao smiled quietly, she put her hand on the child's head, her smile was so kind, even a bit compassionate, she said softly: "So, no matter what you do in the future, my sister will forgive you, because my sister knows what you have gone through. What, I know why you became what you are today. But when you do something wrong, my sister will find a way to stop you."

"Sister," the child said loudly, "Mo'er will not do anything wrong, I will obey my sister in everything." "Good boy," Chu Qiao hugged the child and sighed softly, "I hope you can still remember what you said today." The fire was crackling, the child was a little sleepy, Chu Qiao found some hay, and asked Mo'er to lie down on it.After a while, there was a slight snoring sound from the child. Chu Qiao looked at the child's sleeping face with a calm expression. In an instant, she seemed to have returned to many years ago. After the massacre, in that dilapidated leaky house, the boy's pale face was tight. Frowning brows, and their low growls together:

"Live, even as a dog." In a blink of an eye, it has been so many years. She picked up a branch and wrote a few words on the ground. The pen was so heavy that she seemed to have exhausted all her efforts. Finally, she took one last look at the cave, at the little child, and then, taking a deep breath, walked out of the cave without looking back! There was a sound of neighing immediately, and then the horseshoes rolled and the rain poured down. Zhuge Yue came back soon, and he even killed a rabbit. He walked into the cave with a smile, and was about to speak, but suddenly froze.

"Boy! Boy!" Zhuge Yue hurriedly woke the child up, Mo'er rubbed his eyes, looked at him sleepily, and said, "Uncle." Zhuge Yue's face turned blue, and he hurriedly said, "Where's Chu Qiao? Where's her?" "Sister?" The child frowned suspiciously, pointed at the direction where Chu Qiao was sitting just now, and said, "Where is sister, huh? Where is sister?" Zhuge Yue let him go, and ran out of the cave in a few steps. Sure enough, the horse was missing. "Uncle! There are words here!" Hearing the sound, Zhuge Yue rushed back, only to see a few lines of delicate small characters beside the fire, the writing was very deep, which showed how complicated the mood of the writer was. "I'm leaving, don't look for me, I won't seek death and go back for revenge, take good care of Mo'er." At the bottom of these words, there is another line of slightly messy handwriting: "Zhuge Yue, thank you." Thank you, thank you for what? The grace of not killing, or the love of helping each other along the way, or the friendship of taking care of this child? Zhuge Yue suddenly yelled angrily, and kicked away the fire that had been lighted up with great difficulty.Mo'er was taken aback for a moment, and leaned back timidly, not daring to come forward. Zhuge Yue strode forward and was about to run out of the cave. "Uncle!" The child was afraid that he would leave him, and shouted, "Where are you going?" Yeah, where is he going?Are you chasing someone?What qualifications does he have? Zhuge Yue suddenly sneered, then threw away the things in his hands, stood in the empty cave, raised his head, breathed heavily, and mocked in a low voice: "Zhuge Yue, you idiot!" It was raining heavily outside, and this rain was enough to cause another flood along the Chishui River. Chu Qiao rode her horse and galloped in the cold rain, her mind went blank, all the things were connected together, she secretly cursed, she was so stupid, she had to see it with her own eyes to understand everything. Her blood was suddenly so hot, her eyes were bright, and her breath was short of breath. The sound of horseshoes, running wildly in the mountains. The gray sky was cold, and after running for an unknown amount of time, she finally saw the low-lying valley again. The strength in her whole body seemed to be gone in an instant, she sat on the horseback in a daze, looking at the empty valley, her blood cooled down inch by inch. Jumping off the horse, he walked in the muddy water with deep feet and shallow feet. Sure enough, at that place, he saw Xing Xing's young corpse again. Two hours later, a new grave was hastily erected, below which three innocent lives were buried. Chu Qiao stood in front of the tomb, put the knife aside with a swipe, and then knelt down regardless of the mess on the ground. "Star, I'm sorry." Chu Qiao said in a low tone, with a weak sadness in her voice: "Sister can't avenge you." "boom!" One head hit the ground heavily, splashing a large amount of muddy water.She just knelt quietly, she seemed to have so much to say in her chest, but she knew that no matter what she said, it would sound like a perfect irony.Her hands were firmly grasping the withered grass on the ground, her eyes were tough, but tears gradually flowed out.She didn't know whether she was crying because of the child's death, or for something else. "Sorry, I can not do it!" Her voice was choked with sobs, then she stood up abruptly, climbed onto the horse's back a few times, and galloped towards Tang Jing's direction. It should be afternoon, but the sky is so dark, with dark clouds pressing down on the sky, it is almost impossible to breathe. The wind blows through the woods, making rustling noises, and everything is staring at the receding figure, including the small new grave. The wind and rain are miserable, and the leaves are falling. When will this wet and cold day clear up? At the same time, the gate of the Tang capital, which was hundreds of miles away, opened abruptly, and a gorgeous carriage galloped out at high speed.The driver of the carriage was only eighteen or nineteen years old, and he said to the people inside the carriage with a bitter face, "Your Highness, it's almost time, the horse is dying!" "Hurry up!" The people in the carriage urged loudly, and then poked out a monstrous face, dressed in a bright red brocade robe, as if married, with a pair of red phoenix eyes raised slightly, and said hastily: "This time If you are still caught, I will order your two elder sisters to enter the palace to serve as bed servants." Hearing this, the young man's expression was startled, he regained his energy immediately, swung the whip vigorously, and slammed it on the horse's ass. The horse neighed, and immediately galloped forward frantically.