Chapter 14 Chapter13 Determination and Selfishness

More than a dozen security personnel stood in line, blocking many reporters with various equipment from the entrance of Yazhu Garden. When they saw an ordinary car with reflective film on the window glass driving It turned out that the license plate and the driver were very unfamiliar, and the reporters thought they were residents of the park, so they didn't care. Gao Fang, who was sitting in the back seat after driving away, couldn't help laughing, patting the warmth hidden at his feet. Go to the tender home soon. Gentle, who was originally full of anger, saw her disastrous face, she was so dispirited that she didn't even want to say a word, she looked very pitiful, she couldn't help but soften her heart, said nothing, and went to make tea after a long sigh.

It's been warm for days without going out. However, no matter what she tried, she still couldn't contact Zhu Linlu. Finally, Wen Rou couldn't take it anymore, "Can you stop being so stubborn? If he wants to see you, he will naturally come to you. If he doesn't want to see you at all, what's the use of you looking for him?" Two days later, she decided to go out, and said to Rou Rou: "Lend me your car." Rou Rou rolled her eyes at her, "Miss, I'm afraid that you will be thrown all over your body with eggs as soon as you go out." She took the car keys by herself, "What should come will always come, let them go."

Ever since Zhan Nanxian lazily and expressionlessly gifted the reporters and Bo Yixin the same "no comment" on the day of his appearance, thanks to him, the situation has intensified. Bo Yixin's image of a jade girl has been untouchable for many years, and she has more than tens of millions of fans. From letters from readers of major newspapers to messages in major tennis circles, her warmth is always denounced as a generation of chasing after Qin and Chu, which is amazing. Adjectives emerge in endlessly and have everything that one expects to find. To sum it up in one sentence, she is a vixen who destroys other people's feelings. She should be cut into pieces and then thrown into an oil pan to cook for 10,000 years. It's been so exciting.

It goes well when the warmth leaves. When I went to the building where Zhu Linlu lived, the guard at the door knew her and let her go quickly. When she just drove in the car, she saw a dozen figures in the rearview mirror who jumped out of nowhere and grabbed the camera. Fortunately, they were caught The security personnel who stepped forward in time stopped her, so as not to rush over and lie on the rear of her car. After ringing the intercom doorbell for half an hour, but no one answered, she was finally sure that Zhu Linlu was really not at home. She sat at the door and waited. From afternoon to nightfall, he never came back. After twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, she went out through the side door on the west side of the building, called a taxi and left.

The next day Rourou asked the secretary to retrieve the car, and when she came home from get off work, she threw a stack of newspapers on the coffee table, "These people can really write." Nuan Nuan glanced at it, and saw the title of the headline read: "Wu Nuan went out under the fire, and went to a meeting with her ex-boyfriend who didn't return all night." Rourou was very angry, "It is obvious that Bo Yixin's company is taking the opportunity to hype up this matter and will not let it go away. Stepping on you, a bad woman, will make her hotter and redder. What the hell! Pretending to be mysterious Before the land returns, let’s set up the scene first to whet the appetite of the audience, and then of course it will grab the attention of the audience.”

Then he pretended to be sympathetic and tolerant, and fanned the audience's enthusiasm to the top. In this way, Bo Yunv's film, which was originally scheduled to be released next month, is very likely to turn out to be empty-handed. No matter what Wen Rou said or what Wen Wen said, she just smiled, that slight smile seemed completely indifferent to these things, at this moment she only had one thought, that is to find Zhu Linlu no matter what. In the evening, she took the keys of Wenrou's other car and went out again. For three days in a row, Wen Nuan tried every means to evade the reporters' capture and went to the building where Zhu Linlu lived to wait for a rabbit. As a result, her "infatuated waiting" was also written by the newspapers for three full days. She and Zhu Linlu's follow-up is going up.

For a while, she was in the limelight, and many companies contacted Ruan, wanting to ask her to persuade Wen Nuan, who is not only as good in appearance as Bo Yixin, but also more unique in temperament, to enter the entertainment industry. Gentle and joyful, "I laughed to death, but in just a few days, Bo Yunu's page in the newspaper was replaced by you, a vixen. They probably never imagined that after all the tricks were exhausted, you became popular in the end. Turn around and I will We have to set up a few tables of sambal fin and thank them well." Finally Bo Yixin's company announced that she would return by flight at noon the next day.

This news naturally set off another wave of commotion. Gentle and sneering, "It's really not what I expected, it's nothing new." Nuan Nuan looked at her phone silently, only a few people knew her number, Wen Wen, Zhu Linlu, Gao Fang, Ding Xiaodai and Zhan Nanxian... Only Ding Xiaodai called and yelled indiscriminately on the first day After a while, there was no sound other than that. He looked at her tenderly and said nothing. At noon the next day, Wen Rou took her to watch live TV. "How can you, the client, miss the wonderful show where the head of the jade girl makes her debut?"

On the TV, I saw a black crowd at the exit of the airport, not only a large number of reporters, but also many fans of fans holding flowers and presents to support Bo Yixin. Lying warmly on the sofa, slowly sipping tea. Finally, supported by her assistants and a large number of entourages, that familiar face appeared in front of the camera with a smile and a peerless grace. The facial features and figure were impeccably exquisite, and the spotlights on the scene shone like drenching. Countless microphones were handed in front of Bo Yixin. "Miss Bo, what do you think about Zhan Nanxian and Nuan Nuan?"

She tilted her head charmingly, just about to say something but suddenly shut up, her face was filled with touching tenderness and joy, all the reporters at the scene turned their heads following her gaze, and the back of a jade tree facing the wind instantly entered the eyes of the TV audience inside. Zhan Nanxian's smiling gaze never left Bo Yixin during the few short steps he walked forward. He said nothing, and bowed his head to give her an intimate kiss on the cheek surrounded by reporters and the crowd. Screams, cheers and applause in the camera flooded into waves of incomparable excitement.

When Rourou jumped up from the carpet, he knocked down the teacup that was frozen in the air in Nuannuan's hand. The warmth that was splashed all over his body was indifferent. He just quietly watched the two people hugging affectionately on the TV screen. At this moment, no one could do anything. It is denied that this pair of golden boys and jade girls is indeed deeply in love. The bad man plays on every occasion and goes out for a night of spring dinner. After the prodigal son turns back, he has been loyal to the heroine ever since. There is no more touching and messy classic plot in a love story, so she became popular after only three days. She was immediately beaten and destroyed by memories The feelings of others are still the original form of a vixen who failed in the end. "Perhaps Bo Yixin's company asked him to cooperate in this play." Rourou said. Nuannuan looked at her and smiled, this is really a poor excuse to comfort others, she really doesn't know who in this city has such a big face that she can ask Zhan Nanxian to do something or act in a show. Unless, he wants to. When his fiancée stepped on her to a higher stardom, not only did he not even give her a call, but he also stood up without hesitation and said that he would advance and retreat with his fiancée, which undoubtedly meant that he also stepped on her. He came up, as if he didn't know that it was her who was trampled under his feet, or he knew it, but he didn't care at all. When she was under the heavy trampling of the two of them, he used practical actions to lift the joyful fiancée to the top s position. At that moment, she thought, wondering how Zhu Linlu would laugh at her. "I go out for a while." She went to Linlu for the fourth time, and this time she didn't even need to cover up. There was no one outside the building, and all the reporters gathered in the airport. The electronic access control beeped for a long time, but there was still no answer. She stopped going upstairs, and sat on the edge of the flowerbed full of roses, pulling the sparse weeds one after another. how long. "What are you doing sitting here?!" Someone exclaimed in surprise. She raised her head, and Zhu Linlu's familiar face hung above her head in a dusty manner. At that moment, tears welled up in her eyelashes, it was good to have him in this life. He suddenly grabbed her hand, "Finger is bleeding!" "Sorry, Linlu." He habitually scratched her hair and grinned, "What a fool, don't cry!" He opened his big arms and held her tightly in his arms, feeling sorry for her, "Look at you, it was like this back then, but now Still like this, how do you live without me?" She didn't seem to hear it, and just murmured: "God let me know him, is it really just for me to fulfill him and Bo Yixin?" What about herself?Who will fulfill her again?Tears flowed down unconsciously. Burying her face between the sides of his chest, she saw a handsome girl holding a camera standing not far away and watching them quietly. She looked up in surprise, and the girl's figure quickly disappeared around the corner. "How long have you been here?" Zhu Linlu asked. "It's been a lifetime." "I went to Macau." Those reporters were so annoyed that he simply turned off his mobile phone. "Go up and listen to it. I'll bring you a CD." The first thing she did when she entered his room was to open his bottle of red wine, and then she poured it on the sofa and listened to the disc he brought back. It was not a new song, but indeed, it was the type of beautiful melody she liked. Only now did she realize that Zhu Linlu was right all along. He knew that she would be kicked to the iron plate and her body would be smashed to pieces, just as he knew what kind of songs she liked. When he helped her bandage her fingers, she leaned her head on his shoulder , "Let's get married." He laughed. "Unless you ask me." "I beg you, Linlu, let's get married." She said very seriously. "Now you know mine?" He slapped her on the head with a playful smile in his eyes, "You stupid girl, come on, kneel here and beg me for three days and three nights." She was teased by him, "Am I really stupid?" "absolute." "Lin Lu, I have been wondering, what did I do wrong?" Why did things turn so bad?Why did Zhan Nanxian treat her like that?All the good things were shattered into bubbles overnight, so chaotic that even the memory became distorted. Zhu Linlu turned pale with shock, "You still don't understand where you went wrong?" She shook her head. He had a bloody and tragic face, "Woman, your biggest mistake is that you didn't fall in love with me, who is suave and unparalleled in the world!" She laughed until she shed tears, strings of pearls dripping transparently into the blood-red wine, unable to stop. That night she drank until she was very drunk. When almost all the newspapers used the photo of Zhan Nanxian and Bo Yixin kissing at the airport as their headlines, only one company sang the opposite tune and set up two full pages for exclusive reports on Wen Nuan and Zhu Linlu. Every photo in the newspaper is very clear. She was waiting by the big dark red roses, the sadness and melancholy on her face was sincere and moving, and then Zhu Linlu appeared, with a crystal teardrop hanging on her eyebrows and eyelashes in ecstasy. And her bloody fingertips stained the shirt behind him when she hugged him tightly. Gentle closed her mouth from ear to ear, "God, the whole world will think you love him deeply." Even Wen Nuan couldn't help but think that she must call Zhu Linlu and tell Zhu Linlu that she had already shed tears for him. The article was written very implicitly. The reporter felt deeply moved by what he saw with his own eyes, and deliberately rehabilitated the warmth, emphasizing how many women of the modern woman have not had sex with the opposite sex before marriage?There is nothing wrong with comparing and choosing, and there is nothing to blame for warm behavior. The last paragraph is very bitter and mean, mockingly saying that Zhan Nanxian didn't seem to win her heart after spending the night at Wen Nuan's house. Instead, she waited for him at Zhu Lin Road for a few days and nights, and then stayed all night, alluding to Zhan Nanxian. Nanxian may be inferior to Zhu Linlu in some abilities. Rolling on the sofa with a gentle smile. It seems to have been disturbing for a hundred years. When the new hot spot attracted people's attention, the matter finally came to an end. Only the finger cut by the weeds did not heal abnormally. The tiny wound seemed to be unable to heal itself. Cannot be undone. When Rourou asked her if she would go back to Qianyu to work, she shook her head with certainty. However, the day after she moved home, Gao Fang had already appeared at her door. At that moment, she felt as if she was the concubine of an ancient emperor. If the Long Live Lord was unhappy, she would be thrown into the cold palace. At some point, the emperor would suddenly think of this person, so under an order, she had to raise her face in fear. After thinking about it, she followed Gao Fang back to Qianyu. When she went up to the sixty-sixth floor, she saw that her seat had been changed. Ding Xiaodai went somewhere, and Zhang Duanyan sat in her original chair and greeted her politely. All the decorations on the desk had been replaced. There is no trace of her working here. She almost smiled, thinking that Gao Fang picked her up because Zhan Nanxian thought the game was not over yet, so she was not allowed to take off her costume and leave, but now it seems that even this little bit is self-indulgent. Walking to the president's office, she raised her hand and knocked on the door. "Come in." When she heard the faint voice that she had been familiar with for decades but became a little unfamiliar due to the recent separation for too long, the hand she held on the doorknob trembled uncontrollably, and she stood there for a long while until she felt emotional. Steady, she opened the door and went in. Zhan Nanxian still does not lift his head, and is always serious and focused when working, with his slender fingers typing on the extremely thin platinum notebook like flying. "What do you want me to do?" She asked quietly. "Liu Danran, the manager of the secretary department, took a long leave of absence due to pregnancy. She recommended you to take over. After Chi Bika's evaluation, she thinks it is feasible. I have to ask you what you think about routine matters." This conversation was not what she expected. She was startled, and after realizing it, she said softly, "I plan to go back to England to continue my studies." "Have you applied for a degree?" His voice was very steady. "almost." He finally stopped working, clasped his fingers, his gaze was still fixed on the computer screen, his eyes were covered by half drooping thick long eyelashes, and his well-defined sideways curled up his lips as usual, "The last time I walked away was seven How about this time? How long are you going to leave me?" For a moment, she thought she had heard wrong, how could there be a touch of pain in his voice, and a faint trace of hatred, she kept silent, only feeling unable to adapt to his unpredictable, completely unaware What was on his mind. He turned his head sideways, and she almost saw nothingness in those cold eyes, but the next moment his words made it clear to her that everything was the same as before, but it was all an illusion of her own self-righteousness. "Zhu Linlu is better than me?" He asked, with the corners of his lips slightly drawn in suspicion, "Huh?" A heart was so sore that it couldn't be added. She didn't know if anyone had told him that he was probably the person in the world who knew how to hit others the best. "What do you want?" she asked. "What about you? What do you want? Run again? But baby, England isn't far enough away. I can visit your bed in the middle of the night anytime. If you really want to keep out of sight, I suggest you find something better. place." She pressed her hands on her chest and took a deep breath, no, she didn't come here to quarrel with him, "Nan Xian, let me put it this way, what do you think of me?" What did she have to do before he would let her go? There seemed to be a flash of resentment and sorrow in his cold starry eyes, he stood up suddenly, waved his hand and all the documents on the table fell to the ground, but the words from his thin lips were unusually soft, "I want you to lie down, and then tell me who is better." She stood there helplessly, not knowing what angered him at all, she almost cried, "I know I'm sorry for you, if everything can start from scratch..." "Start from scratch?" He seemed to chuckle, but with a trace of desolation she had never seen before, "What if everything starts over again? I can be sure now that your choice will still be exactly the same as before." "what do you want to say in the end?" He turned around and looked out of the glass screen, his voice was extremely cool, "You don't love me." She looked at his back and twitched the corners of her mouth, "Of course, everyone in the world knows that the person I love is Linlu." No matter how hard Ren endured the last tears, tears welled up in his eyes. I just feel that the matter is extremely ridiculous, and at the same time, my heart hurts so much that it is almost exhausted. What did he do to her not long ago, and he forgot it so quickly?Or did he feel that he could hurt her at will and it didn't matter?How could you talk to her about love and not love so quickly without shame? He didn't move for a long time, a tired voice came from the air, "Tell me how you did it, whether it was back then or now, teach me, how can you think only about yourself from beginning to end?" At that moment, she really wanted to laugh, but she couldn't, because as long as she moved her face, tears would continue to flow out. How did this big misunderstanding come about?The thin scar on her ring finger still cannot heal from the heartache, and he is now openly accusing her of being selfish. Three years of first love, seven years of parting, after coming back for a whole year, I watched him go out in pairs with others and could only miss him bitterly. It took two years of hard work to finally come to him. He occupied the whole of her life. Half of the years, but it turns out that in his eyes, she only loves himself. I have nothing to say. She stepped forward, gently placed the bloody and red-stained seal in her palm on the table, and then turned around. She heard her footsteps, heard the door slam, and then everything was still. Standing facing the curtain wall, he remained motionless. The vast office was eerily quiet, as if something had been taken out when the door closed with a slight click. It was as if he had died without a sound. It took a long time for a reincarnation before he turned around, his eyes fixed on the two-finger-wide field yellow seal on the table, slowly becoming unbelievable, it was his promise to her, it was his promise back then. He took a carving knife and carved horizontally and vertically on the stone with his own hands. Warm strings, these four words represent his most sincere heart to her. She actually... gave it back to him?She—gave it back to him? ! The chest cavity was so blocked that it was almost impossible to breathe, and the edges of the neatly trimmed nails turned white and purple due to the excessive force on the hands propped on the table. After all, he was still too soft-hearted towards her, and he bit his thin lips tightly. A look of hatred appeared on his face. The color of ice that will destroy the world. Some things may have ended, while others are still far from the time. The increasingly numerous Pan Wei'an appeared on the 66th floor of Qianyu, Gao Fang and Guan Ti had already come up, and took their seats with Zhan Nanxian and his party in the meeting. Gao Fang said: "President Pan, I won't say too many polite words, let's get straight to the point, about the case that was robbed by brother Ling and Zhu Linghong last time." At the beginning, Zhan Nanxian had talked with Pan Wei'an in private, and agreed to conditionally Bring the case back to him, "Now we have a solution." Pan Wei'an was a little suspicious, "You guys invited me here just to talk about this?" Guan Ti handed him the documents in his hand, "This is the plan we made for your company at the beginning, this one is the last contract signed between your company and the agent, and this one, we bought it not long ago The agreement of the American ODS company." Pan Wei'an took the three documents and examined them carefully. Gao Fang said: "Because our company's technology leads the world in terms of customer relationship management and data mining, in the plan we made for your company, an important business intelligence module was our own research and development product. " "But look at the contract in the code." Guan Ti continued, "Because business intelligence is precisely the weakest link of their company, so in the whole plan, they changed this functional module to purchase from a well-known ODS company in the United States." Pan Wei'an frowned, "And you bought the ODS company..." He suddenly realized, his face was filled with admiration, "Zhan Zong really is Zhan Zong." Accounting for the slightly curved lip of the south string. Qianyu's original plan was indeed very good. If there were any flaws in it, even if Pan Weining and Zhu Linghong couldn't see it, their technicians would still find it. Therefore, what Pan Weining got in the villa on Luoyan Road was a perfect job. plan book. It's just that Qianyu can apply the products developed by himself in the business intelligence part of this plan, but they can't do it under the conditions of Daizhong, so they have to buy it from the software provider. There are only a handful of companies in the world that have done a good job in business intelligence. Except for Qianyu, his first choice is ODS. He knew that ODS and Zhu Linghong had negotiated a merger with ODS in secret at the beginning of the negotiation with very generous terms. When Daizhong was inquiring with major business intelligence software vendors one by one for the case of Yizhong, he secretly instructed the general manager of ODS to come to the city in person, and with extremely favorable prices and perfect after-sales service promises, he wanted to go and talk to Zhu Ling After interview. ODS is not only the leading large company in the world, but also can offer more attractive conditions than the best price. All the details will be clearly listed in black and white. Killing the opponent until he has no power to fight back, he never thought that there was something else behind him. "The current situation is that as long as we would rather pay liquidated damages than sell the products to Daizhong, then Daizhong's plan cannot be implemented." Guan Ti said. Pan Wei'an nodded, "That's right. In the next era, we will definitely come to Yizhong to negotiate with us. I hope our company can agree with them to change the software brand and provider. As long as we firmly refuse, it will inevitably cause them to breach the contract. Zhan Zong's move It really is too high to draw a salary from the bottom of the pot!" Gao Fang laughed, "In this way, wouldn't this case fall back into Mr. Pan's hands confidently? Before, my brother tried his best to snatch it away, but in the end he was imprisoned and there was nothing he could do. You had to come out to save the case. Mr. Pan can be said to have won a complete victory." Pan Wei'an laughed loudly, "Manager Gao, you don't need to say too much to be polite, let's all be refreshed, what is Qianyu's condition?" "Since Mr. Pan asked about it, I will bluntly say that the first is that we continue the previous cooperation plan, and the two sides will complete this case together." "Of course, who else can I give this business to besides Qianyu?" "Second, in the way that we increase the price in the contract, include the liquidated damages Daizhong compensated to your company, and transfer all of it to Qianyu, so as to make up for the compensation that ODS needs to pay Daizhong." "Manager Gao, let me say a few words. After all, ODS only sells a module to Daizhong. Even if they don't sell it, the liquidated damages will be in the millions at most. But Daizhong and us are a business worth hundreds of millions. At least we have to pay us 30 to 40 million yuan, isn't it reasonable for Qianyu to ask for all the money?" Zhan Nanxian smiled lightly, "Mr. Pan, the amount of money we paid to Daizhong is really very little. If it's just such a small amount of money, considering the friendship between you and me, Mr. Pan, even if I give it to you, it's not considered a personal favor, is it? It's just that Mr. Pan, you can imagine that what we lost for you is the reputation of the entire ODS company, how many billions is it worth?" Not to mention the investment that Qianyu bought ODS. Gao Fang went on to laugh and said, "Frankly speaking, it doesn't matter whether we accept the case of Yizhong or not. In fact, as Mr. Zhan said, if we accept it, the harm will outweigh the benefits. It's just because the last time it happened in our company, it was discussed in the business. Integrity is the word, I have been looking for an opportunity to explain to Mr. Pan, so I finally persuaded Mr. Zhan to agree to this plan. If Mr. Pan thinks our conditions are harsh, it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t accept it.” Pan Wei'an pondered for a moment. Who is really kinder than the other in business?It's not that he doesn't understand the coercion and lure of Zhan Nanxian and Gao Fang. In his opinion, even if Daizhong and Yizhong hadn't happened, Zhan Nanxian himself wanted to buy ODS a long time ago, but it just happened to be two Things were executed at the same time, so he hit the agent by the way, and it was effortless anyway. Qianyu wants to swallow all the indemnities that Daizhong gave to Yizhong. This is undoubtedly the lion's mouth, but they are sure about it. He Pan Wei'an only has this one and only chance to regroup and win the country again, and he himself knows very well, no It is impossible for him to stand up with Qianyu. Concentrated, he said: "Okay, I promise, since Mr. Zhan thinks highly of Pan so much, and he doesn't hesitate to ruin a company for Mr. Pan, I will take it as a repayment for Mr. Zhan." Zhan Nanxian smiled slightly, "Then I would like to thank Mr. Pan first, and there is another small problem. Mr. Pan will ask if he can help." "Speaking." "If I tell Mr. Pan to drive Pan Weining out of the Pan family, what will Mr. Pan think?" Hearing these words, Pan Wei'an was really surprised, he was slightly on guard, "Zhan Zong means——" "President Pan and your father, please find a way to sever ties with your younger brother." The vigilance in Pan Wei'an's eyes eased, "To be honest, I had this idea a long time ago, but I never had a suitable opportunity." "Isn't it this time?" Pan Wei'an hesitated, "The failure of this case alone may not be enough." "Don't worry, someone will help you." "Who?" The corners of Zhan Nanxian's lips curled up slightly, "My opponent." After returning from Qianyu, Nuannuan shut herself at home. Inadvertently, she found a box of 5,000-piece jigsaw puzzles from a certain corner. She sat cross-legged on the ground and put it together without eating or sleeping. She let the sun rise and set outside the window and she forgot all about time. After a few days, she finally put together only the central part. Even if the back is sore, he still concentrates on stitching one frame at a time. Just when she thought she was about to put it together, she realized that the most important piece was missing. She ransacked the whole house and still found nothing. A small black hole was left on the cracked jigsaw puzzle, like an irreparable wound. As if not long ago, and as if I don’t know what year and month it was, Zhu Linlu called her and asked her to go to a private club. Since he resigned as the acting general manager, he has been in this city, Macau and Las Vegas. Flying back and forth, it was harder for her to find him than before, and she could only wait for him to appear every time. Zhu Linlu was taken aback when he saw her, "Nuan Nuan, are you sick?!" She touched her skinny face, she knew she was haggard without looking in the mirror, and smiled at him, "Yeah, lovesickness, I miss you so badly." He was angry and funny, "He also knows how to joke, so it doesn't look too bad." "Lin Lu." She couldn't help asking the question that had been pent up in her heart for a long time, "Your plan for Nan Xian is to use him step by step to bring down Dai Zhong?" "It's true that I use him, but the point is that he also has to be willing to be used by me. Do you think he doesn't know my intentions? Eating the next generation will benefit Qianyu without any harm, so he is happy to follow me. Put it on a long line and hook it." She was slightly annoyed, "You and him both know it well, but you only keep it from me, why didn't you tell me in advance?" Zhu Linlu smiled, "If I told you first, how would I know how you treat me?" She almost wanted to throw him with chopsticks, "Are you satisfied now?!" "Satisfied, very satisfied, hahaha." Zhu Linlu dodged the napkin she smashed into a ball with a smile on his face, "I knew that you are the only one who loves me in this world, don't you?" Jingtong half-closed his smile , inadvertently glanced towards the door not far away from which her back was facing. Nuan Nuan stood up abruptly in annoyance. Zhu Linlu hurriedly raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "Girlfriend, I was wrong! I deserve to die! I'm sorry for you..." He pulled out a long tail pitifully. She couldn't help being provoked by him to smile, she gave him a white look, and finally sat down. He smiled and narrowed his long and narrow eyes. She turned her back to the one who couldn't see the door just now. Two figures were passing by. Unexpectedly, he received two indifferent glances from someone. It seemed that every time he made an appointment with Nuan Nuan, this and that person would appear. He didn't believe it would be such a coincidence, and what he couldn't believe was that this time it was so coincidental that even this person's face was so handsome, and that glance was unprecedented. I didn't see a very depressed look. Glancing towards the warmth of the opposite seat, what happened during the days when he was not around? She didn't notice his strangeness, but just asked: "Now that you have left Daizhong, is everything okay with Nan Xian?" He pouted without hesitation, "Is it okay? Let me tell you, it's still early between me and him!" She froze, "Why?" A big palm crossed the table and landed on her head, "You still dare to ask me why?! Ask yourself! Who put such a big green hat on me? If it wasn't because of your infatuated repentance, I'll be at home. After waiting for three days and three nights, you see, I still don't care about you!" Thinking of someone's arrogant and smug smile one night, he was furious!fine?Think beautifully! Wen Nuan bowed her head in embarrassment, not daring to say anything more. In the end, it was more or less because of her. If she didn't defend Zhu Linlu in front of Zhan Nanxian time and time again without knowing the inside story, the relationship between the two of them would have been just that the king didn't see the king, and it wouldn't be the incompatible situation like today. On the other hand, she was also wronged, Zhu Linlu was dissatisfied with her working beside Zhan Nanxian, so many times she used some tricks to push things along, and deliberately kept her in the dark, but Zhan Nanxian never explained anything to her, He just watched her act as the envoy of justice with cold eyes. As a result, the two people holding the game knew it well, but she was like a pawn in the dark, rushing wildly in their chess game of strategy and confrontation. Finally, Zhan Nanxian, who had been holding back for a long time, also became popular. Throwing Zhu Linlu on the cusp of being betrayed by his girlfriend to shame him. In a certain elegant box at the end of the corridor, Bo Yixin half-lyed on a Korean-style soft couch, looking at Zhan Nanxian opposite him with clear eyes. Drinking sake slowly, his face seemed to be blurred and erratic, but also seemed to be contemplating far away. After a long time, he said, "With one heart." "Ok?" "Please do me a favor." "you say." He picked up the coat on the couch, took out the wallet from it, and handed it to the opposite side. Bo Yixin took it, and there was a small photo in her wallet, she took it out to look carefully. It was a group photo with great historical significance. He and Nuan were young, wearing the same style of pure white shirt, shorts and sneakers, sitting cross-legged on the sunny grass. Nuan fell into his arms, and he hugged her tightly with both hands. With her waist and face close to hers, both of them smiled and squinted their eyes, their innocent and childish faces were extremely happy. Bo Yixin stroked his abdomen, put down the photo, and said with a smile, "I'm going to the bathroom." She got up and went out, walked to the end of the corridor, she was startled the moment she pushed the door and entered. Wen Nuan, who was washing his hands, was also slightly startled when he saw her, and reacted quickly, smiling at her. Bo looked at her intently. Wen Nuan walked towards the door, and the moment she passed by her, Bo Yixin suddenly said: "Wait a minute." She stopped and looked sideways. A pair of stunningly cold crystal pupils glanced over, "You really don't hate me?" "Hate you for what?" "Wei Ning and I framed you." Nuan shook her head, "I don't hate it." "Why? You were not so magnanimous in the past. How has it changed now? Are you going to play an angel in front of Nanxian? Or have you been away for so many years and your brain has burned out, and you really think that you have become the Avalokitesvara who saves the suffering?" With a warm and calm face, "Yixin, there is something I want to say to you for a long time, thank you, really thank you, thank you for accompanying him through the most painful years." Bo Yixin was slightly suffocated, and then sneered, "It's funny, your so-called thank you is to come back and snatch him from me?" "I don't deny that I had that thought. I did think about being with him again, but I found out that I was wrong." Bo Yixin squinted at her, "Are you wrong too?" "It was only after I got in touch with him again that I realized that everything had passed. When he faced me, he couldn't forget the pain of the past. He was always full of anger, revenge and anxiety. It was you who kept him calm for so many years, and I, It just makes him emotionally turbulent." Bo Yixin's cynical expression slowed down slightly. "If you have experienced it like him and me, you will know that it is a very, very dark and difficult process to rebuild a person's ideal world after it collapses. Finally, he has come out of the past with his own tenacity. When I was very conflicted, I asked myself, do I really have the ability to erase everything that happened? And if he wants to accept me again, he must overturn the pain I left him in the past, and I really hope he Go through that psychological subversion and rebuilding process again?" There was a vague lingering sound in the silent air. "I know that he also has lingering feelings for me, but today he is no longer the young man who was not in the world at the time. Now he knows better than anyone how to do to make his life better. Feelings are a thing for you, me and him today. Perhaps it is not the most important thing, so why should I use my own existence to force him to face those painful pasts." She looked at Bo Yixin. "Because of such a complicated past, there will always be something between him and me that will be the focus of pain. The only thing I have gained from being around him for so long is to admit that I don't know him anymore. I don't know what he is thinking. , I don’t know where his heart is, all I can feel is that what I bring to him is more contradictions and frictions, and only a little happiness.” A sad and helpless smile floated on the corner of her mouth. "I don't want to rob him with you, I just want him to be happy. The reason why I want to go back to him is because I thought I could make his future happy. If his happiness lies in me, no matter how you In this way, even if it is death or life, I will never let go, but if his happiness is in you, even if you ask me never to return to this place in this life, I can do it for you." 薄一心的神色在这短短的时间里变了几百次，中间想说什么，却始终哑口，一直等到温暖把话全部说完之后，她静望温暖良久，最后眉间眼际流露出的依然还是讽意。 “温暖，我现在相信你的确是不再懂他，因为，你还是那么自以为是，你给自己找了那么多堂皇冠冕的理由，说到底你是怕再次伤害到他，还是怕伤到你自己？你确定他怕再次受到伤害吗？你凭什么用你一己的想法去冠在他的头上？你清楚他真正的心意吗？你是不是以为你所谓的放弃和牺牲很伟大？在我看来简直可笑至极！你何必那么虚伪地找借口为自己的自私做粉饰呢，说穿了你不就是懦弱得根本不敢再为他的未来负责吗？！” 淡淡地看过她最后一眼，薄一心开门而去。 温暖在原地站了许久，神色有些发呆，好半晌后才走近洗手台，捧起水往脸上一泼再泼，这就是为什么那天占南弦和她吵架？他认为她的退却是自私、懦弱、没有勇气……为他的未来负责？