It was a very deep night, so deep that my emotions hovered on the verge of confusion. People obviously doze off, but being silent and sleepless is a habit that cannot be changed. Let the heart wander quietly in the lonely tone aimlessly. I don’t know who is singing in a low voice. That dreamless song that is not handed down to the world . Many years ago, I asked myself, what do you want? The answer is, I want to be favored, cared for, and free to fly, and I want the other party to say frankly and truthfully that he loves me.Any hesitation that can't let go of face and inexhaustible thinking will lead to disappointment.

After many years, ask yourself, what do you want? I don’t remember where it seems, when a man said that marrying you is the greatest compliment to a woman, but the memory is fading but never forgotten. In what year did he take off the first ring?Now I don't know where to put it away. Originally, I thought that I knew what I wanted very well. From being ignorant and ignorant to going through life and death, I realized it. In fact, I have never been clear about it. It is also possible that such confusion is due to the fact that after many years, I have always been empty-handed. So I remembered that in the past, a woman surnamed An said: To love someone, you must love him now, and never think about loving the future.

I really realized this truth after I made a big mistake that I never forget when I was young. The sudden separation left no room for anything and didn't ask for a way out. It took many years to understand the impulsiveness and determination at the time. After all, I regretted it a lot, but I didn't even have the chance to apologize. The profound lessons followed for half a lifetime, lingering in dreams and reality. what do you want?The consciousness that was dragged to the edge of the sleeping world by Duke Zhou refused to pick and choose carefully, and didn't know what he wanted. If he insisted on giving an answer, then some things would always return to the original point again and again in the cycle.

Maybe it is to be loved and cared for, to have the freedom to fly in a certain chest, and to desire the other person to say emotionally over and over again: I have nothing but you, you are the only one who will never change in my life. The few years in between may have been in vain, and it turns out that I have returned to the original. What you want is as simple as before. Outside the dark curtain, there is no moon in a window, the night is really deep, very deep.